Showing posts with label celebs. Show all posts
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May 7, 2013 | By: A Woman

The Botox Epidemic - Day 362

 

 

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Continuing with the Question Who is Responsible for our Children's Education?

 

"For many of the injections use a drug made from the most lethal poison known to man"

 

"One of the most deadly poisons known to man has been turned into a radical new treatment that could benefit thousands of stroke victims. Botulinum toxin, or Botox, is so dangerous in high doses that it can kill by paralysing the body's muscles"

 

"A British mother who admitted on American TV that she gave her eight-year-old daughter Botox injections has had the child taken away by social workers.

‘What I am doing for Britney now will help her become a star. I know one day she will be a model, actress or singer, and having these treatments now will ensure she stays looking younger and baby-faced for longer. All I want is for Britney to have the best start in life, so it is easier for her to become a superstar."

 

"Across Britain, the goal among today’s youth-obsessed 20-somethings seems to be age prevention.

In fact, according to a recent Superdrug survey, women become concerned about the effects of ageing at just 29, with their top worries being wrinkles and crow’s feet.

And this is just the tip of the iceberg. Anne Marie Gillet, of Transform Cosmetic Surgery, says the company has seen a 56 per cent year-on-year increase in inquiries for wrinkle-smoothing treatments among 18 to 25-year-olds."

 

So I am asking - Who is responsible for our children's education? Who is responsible for our children's health?

Why these procedures are even allowed to be done on children without a psychological consult?

It is scary to even think about what our children are exposed to, what they accept as their value system when they watch TV, what ideas they insert into their minds, what desires and beliefs;  all of that is done without any parental input and in many cases, even when parental input it shared, the input isn't what is best for the child to actually accept themselves, trust themselves and grow in self-confidence.

98megryan200_20010705_02498.jpgInstead, we hear about celebrities that have fucked up their body under the knife of plastic doctors who would do anything for money and even though it is absolute disgusting, we would stand in awe and say - "It look so good on her, I want a surgery too/ I must get my child under the knife so that she could have a chance in life to become a superstar" - these strange things do happen and don't think that if that didn't happen to you or with you, that you are not part of the problem because We are all part of this problem. Mother of 8 years old girl that injected Botox to her child is our direct responsibility - because none of us had actually stood up and demand that only that which is best for all will be allowed in this world.

 

So please, when you read about Celebrities that overdue cosmetic procedures or kids between 8-25 having Botox done - do not judge their parents, do not judge the child or the doctors because realize - we have created a world system where such things are accepted and allowed. We have not created a  best for all education that would actually enhance the natural skills of a child to become the best the child can be, we have not establish an education system that support the basic life skills all should have and we have certainly, do not stand as an example for the younger generation.

 

Thus - isn't it the time to stop judging, blaming and complaining about what we see/hear on the news but instead, to start coming with solutions that can actually be part of a global change that is best for all?

If you understand what I'm saying here and would like to stand as an example, as a key for a change that is best for all and thus best for you too, if you understand what care really is - investigate and study the Equal Money System wiki pages, the Equal money blogs and vlogs.

 

 

Oct 5, 2012 | By: A Woman

Melancholia after Break Up Continued - Day 174

This is a continuation to:

Part 1 - My First Love.

Part 2 - What is Love to me?

What is Spiritual Love to me? - Part 3 - Day 158

No Sex - No Relationship - Day 167

Men only think about Sex? - Day 168

Values System Within my Mind – Day 169

The Love Experience - Day 170

Wanting to be Saved by Prince Charming - Day 171

Why Females attracted to Males that are unavailable for a relationship - Day 172

Melancholia after a Break Up - Day 173

 

162974080235569507_tpfJQ7h1_cI Commit myself to Remind myself that going on and on in my mind, looping around memories, trying to figuring out what I've done wrong and how I can correct myself is impractical and thus, when and as I see myself accessing my mind, perpetuating the Sadness that I've accepted and allowed within and as myself to immediately STOP, BEATHE and Literally bring myself back here, to and as my human physical body and utilize the 4 Count breath if necessary till the Energy dissipate and I'm clear and stable within and as myself. Within this, I commit myself to assist and support myself in seeing the nature of the Melancholia, My Starting point and the Hidden Desire that activated the point through writing, SF and Practical Corrective Actions.

 

I Commit myself to Remind myself that accessing Melancholic mode and within that, accepting and allowing Melancholia to become my entire existence is unacceptable as I see, realize and understand that through allowing myself to become Melancholic, I accept and allow myself to give up on myself through separating myself to such an extent of believing myself to be so Sad and that this sadness is real, not seeing, realizing and understanding that for my mind, this Sadness is a good thing as the mind consume the energy that is busy manifesting when accepting and allowing sadness to exists within and as me. Thus, When and as I see myself accessing Melancholic depression, I stop, I breathe, I'm HERE. I remind myself that what I've accepted and allowed within and as myself is just Energy and that WHO I AM is not Energy. Therefor, I stand up, Shake the Energy off of me, Letting it go and aligning myself with and as my human physical body, in one Breath.

 

I Commit myself to NEVER AGAIN justify and reasoning why it is OK for me to take a moment and break down, why it is OK for me to access Melancholia and Why it is fine to feel those Negative Emotions inside of me. I see, realize and understand that I am always the ONE who Decide and it would be only me who Decide to either accept and allow Melancholia or stand up, Breath and let the Energy go within seeing that accepting and allowing the energy possession to control me and my entire human body is in no way supporting myself nor my body.

 

I Commit myself to Never again abuse and sabotage myself to satisfied my Preprogramed desires as I now see, realize and understand that placing Value in these Desires is Directly and Indirectly stating that I have No respect for myself and when I don't have respect for myself, I do not have respect for LIFE.

 

I Commit myself to Show how Melancholia is a Mind Controlled State where a being is abdicating one's responsibility towards oneself and one's world and that within that, one ALWAYS have the power to Decide what one will accept and allow and what one won't.

 

I Commit myself to SHOW the relationship between Melancholia after a break up and the Media as Magazines, Fairy Tale movies, Books and Story and how through the Media, humanity had become control to their own Minds to the extent of abusing themselves and their human physical body within the Belief that it is human Nature to experience Melancholia after a break up because that is what promoted in the Media.

Oct 4, 2012 | By: A Woman

Melancholia after a Break Up - Day 173

This is a continuation to:

Part 1 - My First Love.

Part 2 - What is Love to me?

What is Spiritual Love to me? - Part 3 - Day 158

No Sex - No Relationship - Day 167

Men only think about Sex? - Day 168

Values System Within my Mind – Day 169

The Love Experience - Day 170

Wanting to be Saved by Prince Charming - Day 171

Why Females attracted to Males that are unavailable for a relationship - Day 172

 

depressionI forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to break down after a break up from my partner for an extensive period of time where all I could think about was what have I done wrong and how was it possible that we broke up because everything was so perfect and in that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to spend hours in my mind, going back and forth throughout all the memories that I had with him, in the attempt to figure out how can I correct it and make him to change his mind.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access Melancholic experience after the break up to the extent of not going out of bed for almost 4 days and in that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself during the time in bed, to think again and again and again, in my mind, about our last moment together of him leaving the house and not looking back while I'm lying on the floor as if the end of the world had arrived and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself through rapidity going over this moment in my mind, to perpetuate my emotions and re-live the experience, not seeing, realizing and understanding that despite of what had happened, I'm still here, I remain and to continue participating in the mind is not practical assistance and support that I'm able to gift to myself, to come down to this physical reality, take a breath and simply be here - continue walking, breath by breath, step by step.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel like my entire human physical body is tearing apart after the break up, as if someone took my stomach and turn is back and forth, up and down and pushing it in and out. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to instead of questioning and investigating the nature of my experience and why and how I'm deliberately creating this experience, I've accepted and allowed the experience as if it was me, as if it was real and in that justify why I'm allowed to be in agony because after all - I was just been dump by the love of my life.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for having the experience of melancholia for so long because others had told me that: "Yes, it takes time but not that much time, Maya, it's time to stop this" and within that, instead of assisting and supporting myself to step out of the experience that I've created within and as my mind and believed so much that it was all real, I've closed myself at home, allowing sadness to take total control over me and slowly but surely let my friendship relationships slip away because my friends couldn't support my existence in melancholia which I so deeply had decided to remain within and as.

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I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately hang out with guys that if my Ex would have seen me with, he would have become Jealous and so, I made sure to spend time with celebs within the hope that I would be captured in the newspaper with them. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hang out with guys from the starting point of making my Ex jealous, and in no way had any respect to myself nor my body within my mission to do what ever it takes to win my man back.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to plan each and every move that I've made within the starting point of whether or not it will take me one step further to get back with my partner and so, for example when I had birthday, I made sure to invite as many people as possible, and as many attractive guys as possible so that when my ex will surprise me and come to my party, he would see me with these attractive guys and become jealous, realize he had made a mistake and come back to me. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - when realizing he will not come to the party and see the scene that I've prepared to such great details for him, to drink my sorrow up with Alcohol and spend the night with a guy that had no respect for me, just that I won't be alone, facing my agony and misery that I've created within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - when going out with friends, to go out to places with the highest chances that if my ex would be in town, it would be the place I would party in so that we could meet each other again and as he would see me, he would immediately realize that he had done a mistake by breaking up with me. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to actually enjoy myself, be here, with my friends when we went out to party as I was consistently, looking for my Ex, hoping faith will bring us back together and when the moment didn't arrive, to drink myself up, so that I could feel unlimited to spend the night with another guy so that for a moment, I could feel desired and yearned for, only that, I never did - the melancholia was always there - with or without Alcohol and sex.

 

To be Continued...

Jul 30, 2012 | By: A Woman

Singing Expression - Self Commitments - Day 108

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199533_176495302401186_175698322480884_472694_5710331_nI commit myself to SHOW that one of the dimension of suppressed Expression character within and singing, is the creation of the Shyness character which one have created through the acceptance and allowances of Past Memory Experience that one has stored in one's mind.

I commit myself to SHOW how we store picture inside our mind and how through those pictures, we make the decision of who we are in any given moment as automated compute characters without seeing, realizing and understanding that within that atomization of ourselves, we are not really Living within and as the physical reality but rather, living within an illusionary reality where we allow abuse and suffering of ourselves and each other as a protection mechanism that is based on self interest desire for an experience as energy. In this, I commit myself to SLOW myself down to be able to identify the pictures that I've stored in my mind as I see, realize and understand now the consequences of my permission to create myself as a picture in my mind and how through those pictures, I'm diminishing and suppressing who I am as a physical living being. And accordingly, when and as I see a picture in my mind, I identify the picture, investigate the origin of the picture and through a process of self forgiveness, I delete the picture and stand HERE, Breathing

I commit myself to When and As I see myself participating in comparison, to STOP, BREATHE and no accept and allow myself to follow the comparison thoughts as I see, realize and understand exactly where the thoughts will lead me - towards a stupidity cycle where I will utilize the comparison thoughts, to become jealous at others, to judge myself and through the negative energetic charge, attempt to raise my energetic vibration through becoming spiteful towards others in my mind, to elevate myself and as I'm now in the positive energetic charge, the diminishment character will step in and take me back to the negative charge. And so, as I see clearly the energetic cycle that can only exists when and as I allow comparison to be my directive principle, I STOP, and no more accept this shit as me. Till here no further.

I commit myself to stop jealousy towards anything and anyone within and as myself because I see, realize and understand that those whom I jealous at, have walked a process of perfecting their skills and accordingly, standing as an example that anything is possible if one will dare oneself to invest the time in oneself, to practice, educate and improve oneself within and as this space/time reality.

I commit myself to SHOW that when and as we accept and allow ourselves to suppress our expression as who we are, we are in fact sabotaging our human physical body because when we are busy with suppressing who we are, when we are busy walking as characters, there are changes and movement within and as the  physical, movement that create pressure on the physical organs, which we take for granted as if it is normal because we have slow ourselves down to see the consequences that we are accepting and allowing within and as our human physical body.

I commit myself to stop placing Value in what others think or say about me because I see, realize and understand now how the mind works and functions a character upon character creations that one is creating to maintain and sustain one's own desire for an experience and thus, I give myself the permission to express myself as who I am, in any given moment; I give myself the permission to direct and move myself according to what is here, what is practically and physically available in this physical reality; walking according to what will be the utmost effective support for myself and others within the Equality Equation.

I commit myself to SING as me as self expression and to stop my own self judgement based on comparison, and values that I've placed in separation of myself. I commit myself to stop the Shyness Character when and as I sing and thus, I move through the character, I let go of the my own judgement, I let go of the fear of how others will see/think of me. I give myself the permission to STAND as who I am, as self expression and ENJOY myself.

Jul 29, 2012 | By: A Woman

Singing Expression - Self Forgiveness - Day 107

This is a continuation to:

Suppressed Expression Character - Day 101

Suppressed Self Expression - The beginning of the End - Day 102

Singing Expression Character - Day 103

The Shyness Character - Day 104

The Shyness Character - Self Forgiveness as the parent - Day 105

The Shyness Character - Self Commitments Statements - Day 106

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create the Shyness Character when and as I'm about to move myself and sing, as self expression, here, and I haven't realized that the Shyness Character that exists according to past memory experiences, is the character that I've abUSEd to diminish and suppress my expression within and as singing and thus, so long as I accept and allow the shyness character to dictate who I am and Self expression, I'm not in fact a physical living human being but rather an automated organic robot that works and functions based on past memory experiences.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold onto a picture in my mind of standing in front of an audience, on a small stage, Immobilized, frozen and hell scared and anxious and I haven't realized that as long as I hold onto this picture, I will not move myself and express myself in singing, as who I am within and as breath and in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see my starting point with creating and holding on to this picture in my mind, and how I've (ab)USEd this picture to suppress myself, as self expression.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compare my singing skills to others and within that, created an idea that only those who are capable of singing "beautifully", according to my eye's view, can sing out loud in public and those who didn't develop these skills, are better off singing only to themselves where no one can hear them and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create an idea in my mind, of what is a valid singing and what is not and through this idea, I've participated in Comparison in my mind, of myself to others and others towards myself as the idea in my mind, not seeing, realizing and understanding that this idea that I used to compare with, is the stumbling stone that I've set forth for me to suppressed my expression within singing.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to experience jealousy towards those who are freely singing and within that, I haven't seen the process that they have walked to perfect their skills, the time they invested in practicing and thus, I haven't considering the step to step process that those people have walked to perfect themselves; instead, I've accepted and allowed myself to immediately go into reaction as jealousy, not seeing, realizing and understanding that instead of investing my time in creating jealousy within and myself, I can walk the space time process of improving and establishing my singing skills through the example of others.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to continue suppressing my own self expression and within that, deliberately ignore my body as the experience of discomfort in my entire physical body and specifically in my throat and front thighs as they all of a sudden constricted when and as I'm suppressing my physical movement as singing expression and not giving me the permission to sing;  in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how I'm accepting and allowing myself to abuse myself as my human physical body, when and as I accept and allow programs/characters to automated run and decide for me who I am in every moment because I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realized that those programs/characters can only exits because I'VE created them as ME, as my own Decision to diminish and suppress myself as life that is Here in any given moment and through not seeing the physical changes, I allow my human physical body to be stressed and constricted which put pressure on my human physical organs and in essence, sabotage my body's systems.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create the Supressed Singing Character within and as myself because I believed that if I would, I would be able to fit in with specific groups of people that think it is uncool to sing and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realized what they have accepted and allowed within and as themselves as the Suppressed singing character and in addition, created the: "I'm so cool" character to hide the fact that they are accepting and allowing themselves to suppress who they are. However, because I haven't accepted and allowed myself to investigate the character creations within and as myself, I've copied their character as equal and one as me. Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to trust who I am in every moment of every breath as the expression of who I am and accordingly, have accepted and allowed myself to create myself as characters to be able to be accepted and validated in my environment, not seeing, realizing and understanding the consequences of my doing - becoming automated organic robot that works and functions in absolute ignorance of who I am as Life that is here.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to direct and move myself according to how my environment sees me and accordingly make the decision to suppress myself because I've placed value in other people's opinions, thoughts, judgements and haven't accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself according to what is here, as the physical reality, but rather, accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself according to the illusionary reality of and as the mind of myself and others.

 

Also read:

The Self Diminishment Character - Day 94

They are Better than me, I'm so fucked up - Day 95

Taking responsibility for my creation - Day 96

Jul 25, 2012 | By: A Woman

Singing Expression Character - Day 103

This is a continuation to:

Suppressed Expression Character - Day 101

Suppressed Self Expression - The beginning of the End - Day 102

 

DSC_3475In my previous blogs, I was looking at the Self Suppressed Expression Character and while I was walking my Self Forgiveness, I've realized: Oh man, this point is quite extensive, and I must stop and take it apart from various directions and dimensions because otherwise, I will not see the totality of the Character and would not be able to assist and support myself with stepping out of character and become a Living Expression of who I am in every moment of every breath.

 

Today, I will be walking the Self Expression within Singing and I'll be looking at why, when, how and where, I've accepted and allowed myself to suppressed my vocals, my expression within singing despite of my enjoyment of singing to myself and with myself.

 

Identifying the Suppressed Singing Expression Character:

 

1. Picture of the Character:

The Character, as a picture in my mind, is like.. almost dried skin being as the constriction of the being's human physical body had led to a dried manifestation of the human physical flesh/skin.

The character is standing in front of an audience, on a small stage, Immobilized, frozen and hell scared and anxious.

 

2. Back Chats:

  • I'm not singing as good as this person
  • My voice is weird
  • It's sound like a little girl voice when I sing
  • Just give it up, you are not a singer
  • Why they are comfortable with singing? We are coming from the same family.. Why one side of the family is so shy and the other one is so expressive? I should have born in the other side of the family.
  • I would also like to sing like they do
  • Why am I so shy? It isn't like me..
  • What if I sing out of tune? Will others judge me? I better not take the chance.

 

3. Reactions:

  • Embarrassment
  • Jealousy
  • Comparison
  • Competition
  • Spitefulness
  • Shyness
  • Anger
  • Judgement

 

4. Body Changes:

  • Discomfort with my human physical body:
  • Can't find a place to place my hands - eventually, I will either clap them together with the melody or on the table/floor/what ever I can find.
  • Constriction in my throat
  • Pressure in my solar plexus area towards the heart
  • Front thighs are constricted

 

5. Memories:

 

1. Within the Jewish culture, for each holiday, there are specific songs that are being sang when the families are coming together to celebrate the holiday. In Passover, there is one specific song that the youngest child supposed to sing and i have a specific memories where I felt pressure to sing because I have realized that none of the other kids would like to sing and but because I was the youngest, I was expected to sing.

 

I don't remember any problem singing before that evening but when I saw the resistance within others, I internalized the resistance within myself and have decided to resists singing in the family gathering as well. The backchat was: if I would sing, I will be defined and judged as the youngest and won't be accepted by the other kids in the family who are older than me and thus, to be accepted and validated as one of them, I must act like them and therefore, I mustn't sing so that I could fit in with the rest of the kids in our family.

I don't want them see me as young and stupid, I want to be part of the group, the grownup kids group.

And so - I've resisted singing in family gathering ever since - created the character of: "I'm not singing, it's stupid".

 

When we celebrated the same holiday with a different side of the family a couple of years later, or maybe a year later, a friction manifested within and as me.

In that side of the family, Singing was part of who they were and they enjoyed singing, enjoyed the sound, enjoyed the moment, no Shyness. At that night, I was asked to sing as the youngest kid on the table.

 

However, I have already became the character: "I'm not singing, it's stupid" and have thus, automatically resisted to sing. The friction emerged because within and as me, I wanted to sing, but I couldn't step out my character so that no one would be able to expose me when and as I'm in the presence of the other side of the family. And beside, what will my siblings say about me, that I'm young and stupid because I sing? No, I cannot allow that. And thus, I've decided to remain in character and act on my resistance to sing.

 

2. When I was around the age of 7-10, I was participating in the school chorus where I was placed in the Soprano group because I could sing high cords. The Chorus manger liked me because at that time, I was also playing on the Piano and she saw the potential that I could become with my music skills. But even then, I was preoccupied with self judgement and comparison which blinded me to see what the manager saw within me because according to my eye's view - I wasn't good enough, there were others who could sing better than me and I was so possessed with my shyness Character and therefore, I wasn't willing to sing Solo despite of the manager pushing me to sing Solo.

 

There was this girl (let's call her girl A), that sang beautifully and I was very much jealous at her, she used to sing the solo parts which I always dreamt to sing as well but didn't give myself the permission to step up and sing Solo because the Shyness Character was very much in control.

 

The next memory is quite vague and I cannot recall the specific time line but it was in one of the school shows where the solo was given to another girl (girl B) but she was sick at that day and couldn't join the show. From here on, I can't remember the specifics wherein I was either asked to sing instead of her because girl A wasn't there but than, they called her and asked her to come, or either I was wishing to be asked to replace Girl B but Girl A took the part at the end. Either way, I was extremely jealous and as far as I can remember, it didn't took long from that moment until I quit the chorus and stopped singing - Acting on the Giving Up Character.

 

I can write about more memories but the pattern remain the same - I have become the living memory of the Suppressed Expression Character as Singing. What is interesting is that before I started this blog, I couldn't recall the memories and when I spoke with another being, asking for a tool that I can apply to recall the memory, the being told me that the memory in itself isn't relevant as I've already become the living memory because the fact of the matter is - I am not giving myself the permission to sing, as who I am, within and as self expression. And as I was starting to write and opened up the non singing character that I've become, the memories started to come up only for me to see that what ever memory that I'll walk, the patter is still the same - Belief, Comparison, Jealousy, Judgement, Spitefulness looping in a cycle again and again, with different picture presentations, different beings, different environment, different space time - the only thing that is not different and is Equally the same - it the character that I've created as myself.

 

Ok, so in my next blogs, I will be walking the Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective statements and commitments in relation to Singing. The practical application would be…. A surprise.. Wait and see.

Jul 15, 2012 | By: A Woman

The real truth about intelligence - Day 93

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I commit myself to show that it is NOT thinking that allow us to exists, it is the very physical reality as interconnectedness relationships that allow me to exists. And that the fact of the matter is, that we, the human beings who are able to thinking are abusing and harming the life forces that gives us life by our deliberate ignorance within and as our starting point of self interest desire for MORE.

I commit myself to educate myself with regards to everything that is here in terms of how ALL works and functions and within that, sustaining the Balance within our interconnectedness that I've abused thus far through my deliberate ignorance and lack of responsibility which I've defined within and as my so called intelligent as I see, realize and understand that intelligent doesn't mean a thing but to empower my own EGO and has nothing practical whatsoever to sustain a LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to respect the life forms that gives us LIFE because I see, realize and understand that without it, we are all doomed and thus, this is a shout out to all that unless we stop the abuse of the nature and the animals with the establishment of the Equal Money System, it is inevitable that consequences will manifest; consequences that we could have stopped if we become self honest, educate ourselves and our environment and stand together as LIFE and create a LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to show that we have defined ourselves as intelligent because we born into Money that could buy us education to be able to defined us as educated and intelligent and that without Money, we wouldn't be able to defined ourselves as such.

I commit myself to stand up and shout out again and again, until the message will be clear and understandable for everyone - we are the KEY in making sure that ALL have Equal opportunity for LIFE, for Education, For health, for Food, for Water etc. if we dare ourselves to step out of our self interest characters and consider all Lives as Equals so that we can return to our Physical character and establish LIFE that is best for all in all ways possible.

I commit myself to support those who will walk the practical development and establishment of a new World Education system that will support all the children and parents in this world to be and become what they could always have been - effective Human Being that walk, move and direct themselves according to principles of what is best for all and within that, work together will all the life forms that gives us life in absolute interdependency and interconnectedness, in respect to one another so that abuse, harm and suffer will be no more. 


Jun 14, 2012 | By: A Woman

Spirituality - How to Make Money - Day 62

An interesting perspective I found on the internet which I'd like to share before I start this blog:

How to make Money like Eckhart Tolle:
"1) Identify an ancient piece of wisdom that's been around for thousands of years.
2) Give it a new and mysterious name like "The Now"
3) Present a compelling story of personal transformation: from suicidal depression to ULTIMATE BLISS in a flash.... and you can have this too and never feel pain again.
4) Neglect to mention you're describing old ideas in a new way.
5) Explain it in words that people can understand and put it in a context that's socially acceptable; away from distasteful religious beliefs.
6) An attention grabbing, and succinct title "The Power Of Now"

The Exciting Bonus: Once you have established a reputation as a wise guru it's a cash cow. Continue to present the same idea in new ways e.g. "A New Earth", and "Practicing The Power Of Now"
Brilliant. "


spirituality book (Small)

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see the relationship between Money and Spirituality wherein the celebs Masters and Gurus are making a fortune by selling their products and workshops to the masses that blindly follow and seek after the experience of rewards as enlightenment and within that I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to raise the question - What is the starting point of the Celebs Gurus and Masters within promoting their products - is in fact to assist and support humanity as a whole within the principle of that which is best for all or whether the starting point is to make profit on the backs of the autopilot sheep that seek after the rewards experience of enlightenment within the hope and faith that they could run away from facing their physical reality?

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how
spirituality has became a powerful commodity in the global marketplace buy people that are aligned to the "love and light" experience by faith and hope for a long period of time through the repetition of specific vocabulary that is altered and changed according to era.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the relationship between Spirituality and Consumerism wherein the Gurus and Spiritual Masters will use specific words and prompt specific feelings that will activate one's mind and through brainwashing the believers, will make the sale and within that, I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that I've fallen to the trap of good and positive words within the fear of: "and what if what they say is the truth, I must buy the product because  if I won't, I might regret it for the rest of my life".

“Consumerism exist to show us how far we would take the Lie of love. Products are sold through getting the consumer to Love it out of fear. Next time you read the label, watch your inner response to the information and you will always look if you really need the product, but what you really look at is if you can survive without the product. If you fear the not having the product enough, you will buy it to give yourself the vitamins it proclaims to have as you wonder if you have enough of these vitamins. Health is the hell of fear where the human pretend to know how things really work. Go to the doctor when you sick to see how little is known. The diagnosis is done on symptoms and a broad-spectrum chemical is given to hopefully kill the disease. The doctor really have no actual clue and will spend only a moment with you as he is chasing money to pay for a magnificent lifestyle build on your fear of death.”Bernard Poolman


Consumerism is the fear of happiness
I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider that if there was anything worthwhile within the spiritual message of 'LOVE and LIGHT', it would be equally distributed and would have made sure that those who really need some 'light' in their lives will get equal access to earth's resources.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how I've been addicted to the experience of the 'LOVE' message of the celebs Gurus and Masters and thus, while I was possessed with the energy experience of LOVE, I have refused to see how I've allowed the Spiritual message to brainwash me to the extent to which I will go into debt just to be able to experience the experience of enlightenment through participating in more spiritual workshops, buying more spiritual books, meet more Gurus and become more spiritual and while I'm getting deeper into debt, the Celebs Gurus and Masters are making money out of my delusional expense.

I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only way Spirituality Movement can exists is through utilizing the inherit FEAR OF DEATH and with sophisticated Marketing technics the fear is being commercialized and branded into various types and kind of Spirituality Movements to supply each and every fear robot with their specific type of words they require to hear to suppress their fear and raise their HOPE levels into buying the Gurus/Master's products.

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that Spirituality can only be consumed by those who have MONEY and I haven't considered that there is no physical attempt to spread the message globally which question the authentic of the message in itself if it can only be applied by a minute part of existence rather than existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the basic message of the ascendant master have not changed for many decayed neither has it produced any change in the physical reality. Where things in fact now get worse daily and the only thing that stand between the demise of the ascension futility is MONEY. Once there is no money the shocking truth of reality becomes something real to deal with. Bernard Poolman


I commit myself to show, expose and explain in details how Spirituality Consumption works and function in this world, how is was evolved and how it is currently utilized as a silver plate of profit through its ability of feeding off human's fear of death.

I commit myself to show, expose and reveal how and why spirituality has become but another consumption products utilizing specific words that will activate one's desire for an experience and through the experience imprint, one will automatically align oneself with the consumption of the various types and kind of Spirituality Products

I commit myself to show the true nature of Gurus and Spiritual Masters as deceptive, and misleading human being that will accept and allow themselves to deliberately use specific types of words that commonly associated with a good and positive experience that one is seeking after and would thus then fall into the spiritual consumerism trap with no self awareness whatsoever.


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