Showing posts with label ascension. Show all posts
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Jan 29, 2013 | By: A Woman

A message to the Spiritual people - Day 287

Spirituality book 2I understand, really. I understand your need to defend your beliefs and the spiritual experiences that you had. I’ve been there and it wasn’t easy for me to let go of the ideas of the afterlife in my mind. What I have found within this process of unconditionally questioning my beliefs is that I have defined myself within these beliefs and without them, I perceived myself as nothing. And who wants to be nothing?!

 

However, at some point I stopped and I asked myself – why it is that with all the support we receive from the afterlife – there is never direct communication that involves with a practical solution for mankind? Why poverty is necessary? Why Starvation exists? And so on..

For a long period of time I convinced myself that the suffering of the majority of mankind was a lesson they had to pay for their past sins however, what these lessons worth if they have no recollection of what supposedly they have done?

 

So anyway, the point is – I understand where your reactions are coming from and why you would allow yourself to be spiteful for those who do not support and agree with your belief system but for a moment, you must put it aside because Billion of people are counting on you to stand up for them because there is no one from the afterlife that would come and correct the fuck up that WE created in this world.

 

A question that I urge you to ask yourself and to consider – if you truly believed that the afterlife is such magnificent place where awakening is happening and suddenly everything is so perfect – you would have committed suicide long time ago. The fact that you are still here indicate that you do not believe your own beliefs. And so – why waste the time on something that might not even be the truth? On something that even you not unconditionally believe? Why not focus on making sure that our children and their children will be living in a world that would care for them on a physical level?

 

We are not here to attack; we are here because most of us have been in your shoes so we know where you are coming from and what will it take for you to see the physical reality as what it really is. We all understand that what we are saying isn’t what you would like to hear; we have all resisted it within and as ourselves because that was all that we knew about ourselves and losing what we knew about ourselves was a fearful experience at times until we realized that also the fear is something we created in our mind.

 

But now, when we tested the information for ourselves in common sense and started walking our process to discover what is really going on in this world and how it can be corrected, we see, realize and understand what needs to be done and why the afterlife isn’t the solution that would be best for all lives because whatever exists in the afterlife, isn’t physical and the solution that is required on earth must be physical as the problem is a physical problem.

 

Forget about the Desteni material if you want – research the Internet, read the news, walk in the shoes of those who suffer daily and consider that they cannot help themselves unless we stand up together for and as them.

 

I suggest listening to:

Kryon - My Existential History - Part 8 I’m Certain it will assist and support you in understanding what it is that I’m talking about. Kryon was the one that welcomed me to the Spiritual world with his positive messages of Love. Kryon was the one to also open my eyes in seeing that the channelling that I was addicted to isn’t the truth; which from there, I kept on looking for the truth and found Desteni. Here is Kryon from the Desteni Portal. Listen to him.

Here is my Story of how I met Desteni – you can download the book for free.

  

  

Dec 7, 2012 | By: A Woman

How I created my Meditation Experience - Day 237

This is a continuation to:

Is Meditation the Key to Enlightenment?

 

Life Review - The Buddha ExperienceI forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge meditation within a negative emotional charge, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I've actually judged myself for the things that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate in my past, the things that I now see, realize and understand that had only benefited me within my own self interest delusional mind and through judging Meditation I distracted myself from facing the Practical correction because, so long as I judge, I still allowing my mind to be the directive principle instead of utilizing the Principle: Investigate all points and keep that which is best for all. Within that context, Breathing exercise as a self support tool can and should be utilized within a clear and directive starting point in assisting and supporting oneself to Bring oneself back to one's own physical body, where one could, in breath, assess, check and investigate oneself until eventually, Breathing becomes one's Directive Principle in any given moment.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to associate and connect Breathing with Meditation and since I've Judged meditation as wrong, I sabotaged and compromised myself in not gifting myself the opportunity to assist and support myself in any given moment, to simply Breathe, Be here, within and as my human physical body in alignment to the Movement that Life is.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to spiritualize Breathing and within that create an Experiences that would be aligned with the Spiritual Programs that I've created within and as myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear having Spiritual Experiences as it indicate that I accepted and allowed my mind to take over the moment. In this, I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it is useless to try and suppress that which exists within and as me and rather, if a Spiritual experience emerge from within and as me, it is cool, because then, I'm able to assist and support myself to release myself from the entity that I've created within and as myself through going to the draw board to investigate what I've not seen and sorted out within and as myself and accordingly, take self responsibility and correct the point within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define myself as inadequate when and as a Spiritual Experience emerge from within and as me, as if I have done something terribly wrong, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I should simply see it as it is, another window of opportunity to sort out that which was already existent within and as me. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I react to the Spiritual Program that I've inserted and program myself, I create another experience, another entity and thus, only prolong my process instead of Quantified my process in walking through each and every point that reveal itself here, stand in stability and in self trust that I have all that I require for, to assist and support me to step out of mind experience and step into the Physical reality as an Expression of myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that I've judged the Spiritual Experience that I had created within and as myself, because I've defined myself as More than a spiritual person, utilizing the Knowledge and information that I have, to justify for myself, why I am MORE than another. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want, need and desire to define myself as MORE than a spiritual person and within that suppress that which I've program myself to exists as, while I was myself a spiritual person, not seeing, realizing and understanding that the Program still exists within and as me, till I, as the directive principle, take the responsibility and release myself from the systems and programs that I've inserted and stored within and as myself with practical Self Forgiveness Process, in taking self responsibility for my own acceptance and allowances and change myself, immediately, within and as Breath. 

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself in practicing my Breathing application as a directive principle through which I expand my application to align with the movement that Life exists within and as till in every step, in every moment, I am Here, in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to - when and as a Spiritual Experience is emerging from within and as me, to Stop, to Breathe and to see where I'm not aligned and clear within and as myself and in that, to investigate the source/core/origin of the Experience and accordingly, to take Self Responsibility and, correct my physical living application and change.

 

I commit myself to STOP the internal and external friction and conflict within and as myself, within the context of Spirituality as I now see, realize and understand that I have a process to walk, in writing, regarding my self definition and relationship with Spirituality as points opened up within this blog that I must take responsibility for and direct and accordingly correct within and as myself.

Jun 14, 2012 | By: A Woman

Spirituality - How to Make Money - Day 62

An interesting perspective I found on the internet which I'd like to share before I start this blog:

How to make Money like Eckhart Tolle:
"1) Identify an ancient piece of wisdom that's been around for thousands of years.
2) Give it a new and mysterious name like "The Now"
3) Present a compelling story of personal transformation: from suicidal depression to ULTIMATE BLISS in a flash.... and you can have this too and never feel pain again.
4) Neglect to mention you're describing old ideas in a new way.
5) Explain it in words that people can understand and put it in a context that's socially acceptable; away from distasteful religious beliefs.
6) An attention grabbing, and succinct title "The Power Of Now"

The Exciting Bonus: Once you have established a reputation as a wise guru it's a cash cow. Continue to present the same idea in new ways e.g. "A New Earth", and "Practicing The Power Of Now"
Brilliant. "


spirituality book (Small)

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see the relationship between Money and Spirituality wherein the celebs Masters and Gurus are making a fortune by selling their products and workshops to the masses that blindly follow and seek after the experience of rewards as enlightenment and within that I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to raise the question - What is the starting point of the Celebs Gurus and Masters within promoting their products - is in fact to assist and support humanity as a whole within the principle of that which is best for all or whether the starting point is to make profit on the backs of the autopilot sheep that seek after the rewards experience of enlightenment within the hope and faith that they could run away from facing their physical reality?

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how
spirituality has became a powerful commodity in the global marketplace buy people that are aligned to the "love and light" experience by faith and hope for a long period of time through the repetition of specific vocabulary that is altered and changed according to era.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the relationship between Spirituality and Consumerism wherein the Gurus and Spiritual Masters will use specific words and prompt specific feelings that will activate one's mind and through brainwashing the believers, will make the sale and within that, I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that I've fallen to the trap of good and positive words within the fear of: "and what if what they say is the truth, I must buy the product because  if I won't, I might regret it for the rest of my life".

“Consumerism exist to show us how far we would take the Lie of love. Products are sold through getting the consumer to Love it out of fear. Next time you read the label, watch your inner response to the information and you will always look if you really need the product, but what you really look at is if you can survive without the product. If you fear the not having the product enough, you will buy it to give yourself the vitamins it proclaims to have as you wonder if you have enough of these vitamins. Health is the hell of fear where the human pretend to know how things really work. Go to the doctor when you sick to see how little is known. The diagnosis is done on symptoms and a broad-spectrum chemical is given to hopefully kill the disease. The doctor really have no actual clue and will spend only a moment with you as he is chasing money to pay for a magnificent lifestyle build on your fear of death.” – Bernard Poolman


Consumerism is the fear of happiness
I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider that if there was anything worthwhile within the spiritual message of 'LOVE and LIGHT', it would be equally distributed and would have made sure that those who really need some 'light' in their lives will get equal access to earth's resources.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how I've been addicted to the experience of the 'LOVE' message of the celebs Gurus and Masters and thus, while I was possessed with the energy experience of LOVE, I have refused to see how I've allowed the Spiritual message to brainwash me to the extent to which I will go into debt just to be able to experience the experience of enlightenment through participating in more spiritual workshops, buying more spiritual books, meet more Gurus and become more spiritual and while I'm getting deeper into debt, the Celebs Gurus and Masters are making money out of my delusional expense.

I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only way Spirituality Movement can exists is through utilizing the inherit FEAR OF DEATH and with sophisticated Marketing technics the fear is being commercialized and branded into various types and kind of Spirituality Movements to supply each and every fear robot with their specific type of words they require to hear to suppress their fear and raise their HOPE levels into buying the Gurus/Master's products.

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that Spirituality can only be consumed by those who have MONEY and I haven't considered that there is no physical attempt to spread the message globally which question the authentic of the message in itself if it can only be applied by a minute part of existence rather than existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the basic message of the ascendant master have not changed for many decayed neither has it produced any change in the physical reality. Where things in fact now get worse daily and the only thing that stand between the demise of the ascension futility is MONEY. Once there is no money the shocking truth of reality becomes something real to deal with. Bernard Poolman


I commit myself to show, expose and explain in details how Spirituality Consumption works and function in this world, how is was evolved and how it is currently utilized as a silver plate of profit through its ability of feeding off human's fear of death.

I commit myself to show, expose and reveal how and why spirituality has become but another consumption products utilizing specific words that will activate one's desire for an experience and through the experience imprint, one will automatically align oneself with the consumption of the various types and kind of Spirituality Products

I commit myself to show the true nature of Gurus and Spiritual Masters as deceptive, and misleading human being that will accept and allow themselves to deliberately use specific types of words that commonly associated with a good and positive experience that one is seeking after and would thus then fall into the spiritual consumerism trap with no self awareness whatsoever.


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May 25, 2012 | By: A Woman

Spirituality - Following Gurus and Spiritual Masters - Day 42

Ann van den broekEMS* this post is a continuation to:
Spirituality - The Bigger Plan - Day 40
Spirituality - the Message - Day 41
 
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow Gurus and Spiritual Masters and I have refused to see that those beings are not even standing as an absolute example of LIFE because if they would, they would come up with a practical and physical solutions of how to assist and support the beings in their individuals processes of stepping out of their mind as well as coming up with a practical and physical solutions to end the abuse and suffering in this world and bring about a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters without developing a critical thinking and challenged their stance as Gurus and Masters and how they could practically assist and support humanity with their teaching because the physical evidence shows that none of them stood the test of time and practically brought a change, a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow Gurus and Master because through them, I didn't have to face myself and that which I've accepted and allowed myself to exists as, and only focus on empowering myself with Positive energy and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to consider and regard only myself and my positivity while disregarding LIFE as the manifested consequences of the participation within the positive/negative polarity and thus, haven't stood one and equal within the Positive/Negative Polarity and equalize/aligning myself to only that which Support LIFE as what is best for all as a physical living application.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to Gurus and Spiritual Masters as if they are special and divine beings and I've refused to see that they are in no way stand as an example of LIFE because none of them has ever stood up and walked towards a creation of a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to see only what I wanted to see within the application of the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters because I was seeking for someone to look up to and I deliberately ignored the physical evidence that shows that the Gurus and Spiritual Master has no Clue in how to assist and support the individuals as within and the world as without and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for someone to follow instead of standing in absolute self trust and become my own example as the directive principle of myself and this world.
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I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider that if the Gurus and Spiritual Master where in fact standing as an example, they would encourage me to stop following them and become the directive principle of myself and my world and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the reason why the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters do not encourage their followers to stand up as the directive principle of themselves and this world but rather encourage the continuation of being followed because they defined themselves according to the followers and the followers defined themselves according to the
Gurus and the Spiritual Masters and within that, the cycle of ignorance can continue without anyone standing up for life and in fact change.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the positive words that Gurus and Spiritual Master are using because it made me feel better and good about myself and within that I've refused to see that the positive words are a manipulate tactic/brainwash so that I could ignore and disregard the negativity that this world is essentially existing as - a world where abuse, suffering and starvation is allowed.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed that I allowed myself to follow Gurus and Spiritual Masters in my past and I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to forgive myself for who and what I have allowed myself to be in my past. I let this shame go as I realized that who I am is not defined according to my doing in my past unless I allow it.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the knowledge and information that came through the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters because the type of knowledge and information that they shared was in the nature of good and positive energy because it made me feel good and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the negativity that this world is based on and thus, haven't stood up within the starting point of practical and substantial change that will have an effect which is best for all.
I commit myself to remind all followers of any kind to utilize themselves as their own example and within that to show them how to practically assist and support themselves in becoming the directive principle of their lives.
I commit myself to show that Gurus and Spiritual Master are in no way the solution that we have all been waiting for and the solution is within us, was always within us, was always here, but we have missed the solution and the answer because we have been locked into our mind within the chase for our own self interest happiness.
I commit myself to show that we are capable to take the responsibility and support ourselves to realize ourselves as the answer/key/solution and from there, stand up for LIFE and walk towards a physical solution that is best for all LIVES.
I commit myself to show the relationship between Money and Gurus/Spiritual Masters and to expose the starting point of Gurus/Spiritual Master as a personal benefit/self interest in total disrespect of LIFE.
I commit myself to show how in fact Gurus and Spiritual Masters are Evil in nature as they could have utilize their exposure and fame that they have gain over the years and literally become Masters of LIFE where they assist and support humanity in becoming Masters of LIFE that stand up for LIFE in all ways possible.
I commit myself to present a solution for those who seek for someone to follow and to teach/educate them to follow themselves as a directive principle as that which is best for all through the tools of Self Forgiveness, writing, self Honesty, and self corrective application so that they can realize who they are and stop blindly follow others but only themselves in absolute self trust.
May 24, 2012 | By: A Woman

Spirituality - the Message - Day 41


I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to the messages coming through beings and I haven't considered and questioned why is it that the messages are never clear and direct as well as why the messages are not in the context of presenting a solution for the world problems but only focus on Self Interested message of Love and Light where the physical evidence shows quite clearly that there is no Light and Love for the Majority of this world because Love and Light has a direct relationship with Money which 3.3 Billion people in this world don't have.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow the channelled messages that came from the afterlife because the message was always something I enjoyed listening to as I was praised and validated as a magnificent special soul that I apparently am and though feeding of my Ego with energy, I refused to question and consider the validity of those messages in terms of the principle of Equality and Oneness in it's absolute expression of the words, within the realization that it is not only me in this world, it is me as part of the relationships that created this world and that Equality and Oneness in practical application imply that ALL required to be cared for, all required to have a magnificent and dignified Life and not only me as a self interest ego personality that does nothing practical to bring about a world that is best for ALL.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to desire to channel some higher being because I defined channellers as special and divine but when I practice the skill to channel and nothing came through, I accessed frustration because apparently, I was not as divine as I would imagine myself to be and so, I started to force the messages even though I knew that it was my mind who is giving me the messages and there is nothing divine in my mind  because in self honesty, if one look within one's mind at the back chat and one's secret mind, one will find very easily that the nature of one's thought is mostly based on judgment, spitefulness, competition, jealousy and so on.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to trust my mind as the entity that I'm channelling with and I have never considered to cross reference the information, to develop critical thinking with regards to the authenticity of the message as well as investigate the starting point of the messages because if I would, I would immediately see in clarity that the messages are contained with Evilness as it only address that which people would like to hear to feed of their ego personality design and remain control and enslaved to their mind without ever being able to step out and literally stand up for that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow those who claim to be psychics and chanellers because I've defined them as divine and even though I've seen their day to day application that consisted of and existed as reactions, self interest, manipulations and Greed, I've closed my eyes from those component because I didn't want to challenge my belief because who will I be when I take the belief away? Nothing! And I didn't want to be nothing because I didn't understand what nothingness is in fact how only from nothingness, a creation that is best for all can be created.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear giving up the belief of having people with a direct connection to the after life because I have gave so much value to the after life beings, as if they are all knowing and powerful and I haven't considered that if it was true, they would have done something to assist and support this world and wouldn't accept this world to manifest as it is.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to channelling instead of focusing on the Physical Reality and walk towards a solution that is best for all physical lives because I've defined myself as powerless in comparison to the afterlife without realizing that it is all in reverse and that the physical is the Power and the Key to change this world and I, as a physical human being can stand up and be a part of a physical movement of practically change myself and this world.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that there is no visible solution that is coming from the afterlife because if there was, the messages would be direct, clear and based on practical common sense; it would have been a practical assistance and support for human kind; it would have been a practical assistance and support for beings to realize who and what they have become from generation after generation of self interest programmed design; it would have been a common sense approach with a practical application so that we could finally realize who we are as the mind and transform ourselves to a physical beings that walk in every moment according to a basic principle of Equality and Oneness as What is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to spend a huge amount of money for receiving different kind messages from the after life with regards to my Life as well as my past lives and I haven't seen that if such messages were of any kind of a real and substantial support, the being who delivers the message would have done what ever it takes to make sure that everyone has a free access to the message and not only those with Money and would have come up with a solution such as Equal Money System within the starting point that once the Equal Money System will be in place, all beings on earth will have access to a process of realignment of who they are as their mind to who they are as a physical human being.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between Money and Channelled messages and that the only way those channels can exists is if someone would pay for it and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that to sustain the returning paying clients that comes to receive more messages from the after life, the channeller must give them a positive and good message to make sure they will come back to feed their Ego with Energy.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that I'm being occupied within my mind with multiple kind and versions of messages that I received from the after life and within that very preoccupation, I'm allowing myself to remain enslaved and control to my mind as thoughts, emotions, feelings and reactions and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to those messages as knowledge and information to feed up my curiosity and I haven't considered that Knowledge and information is useless if it doesn't follow with a practical application for a real self change because if knowledge and information would be of any value in this world, the world would have been already changed.

I forgive myself that I've NEVER accepted and allowed myself to inquire and question the being that comes through to give a message through a channeller, why is it that their message is in no way a message of Equality and Oneness so that the being can help me understand why people are suffering in a world of plenty and so, I would be able to practically do something to change this world and the experience of being in this world that are daily suffering.
 


I commit myself to show the relationship between Money and Spirituality and to prove that the only way spirituality can exists is through having people paying for their beliefs.

I commit myself to educate and show that spirituality is just another religion that like all other religion, is based on Money, Control and thus require extensive brainwashing to sustain itself.

I commit myself to show that if there was any truth to the channelled messages, they would have been direct, clear and with a practical solution in terms of how to assist and support oneself and this world as a whole, to bring about a world that is physically best for all.

I commit myself to develop a critical thinking educational programs so that people can stop blindly follow words that are being spoken by those who deliberately manipulate the words so that everyone could develop inner self trust trough  common sense approach within the principle of what is best for all after they have done proper research, investigation and walked practical self application and so, become an effective individual human being that express, direct and move oneself within a breath by breath physical and living application.

I commit myself to show that there is nothing divine in our mind and that the mind is in fact Evil manifestation that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to exists within and as and so, to show that the manifested world is a direct reflection to our Evil mind because we were the ones who have blindly created this world through our acceptance and allowance without never standing up for real and take the responsibility, as Life, to bring about a world that is worthwhile and worth living.