Why do I write my Journey to Life - Day 399

The truth is that there is almost no day that I don't face resistance to start writing my blog.

It is a subtle resistance that is almost undefined but it is there. Even after 399 days of writing, the resistance is still existent since writing isn't part of how I programmed myself to exists as.

 

So I remind myself Daily about my responsibility in writing as my window to express myself and make a difference in this world in a controlled and protected environment where I'm not physically exposed to abusive behaviours of those who do not agree with the words I stand as.

 

I remind myself my responsibility in standing as an example of consistency in breaking the chains of my own programming is possible.

 

I remind myself my responsibility in educating myself with everything that is not taught in the Academia or in the schooling system so that I can see for myself what is really here, what needs to be done and how to practically do it to prevent potential problems we all face and accordingly, share this in writing.

 

I remind myself that I'm part of a group that consists of individuals and that each individual is a brick in the wall that must stand as a pillar for this world and when one brick is cracked and no longer functional, the entire wall is unstable, unbalanced and eventually will fall and thus, I must make sure that I won't be the one who create the crack in the wall/group because at the end of the day, I want to live with myself knowing I've done everything possible to be a functional brick in this world.

 

I remind myself how supportive it is to read other people's blogs in the sense of not having to walk through what they have faced physically, because they have shared their process, their realizations, what they have done to support themselves and accordingly, all I have to do is correct the point within myself and prevent unnecessary time loops that I would have walked if I have not read their process and applied myself accordingly.

 

I remind myself that the excuse and justifications I have in the back of my mind, as back chats, are not valid and that if I listen to myself speaking bullshit in my mind, I'm accepting my own limitations that I've created for and as myself. Within this, I remind myself that resisting writing takes longer than the writing itself and in essence this entire resistance process is counterproductive.

 

I remind myself the times before I started writing and how unstable I was and how I slowly but surely became stable within myself with the support I'm gifting myself with writing.

 

I remind myself that I have one life to live and in that one life, I must do everything possible to be heard, to educate and to support myself and others in this world

 

And so I write.

A year or writing - Day 365

If anyone would have told me that I would, in some time in the future, be writing in English or even in Hebrew, for more than a year, every day, or almost every day, I would have said to them that they are crazy and there is no way in hell that I would be able to write so much.

Writing for me isn't something that came naturally, I was never known as a writer or someone who likes reading/writing but, here I am, writing for 365 days my journey to Life blogs.

 

I always had resistance to write, resistance to read, resistance to push beyond my accepted limitation because from my perspective, if I could have achieved something easily, than there is no point in push myself or to try harder to perfect the results. In my educational years, as long as everything came naturally and easy for me, I was the best that I could be and the moment things started to be hard, I automatically gave up on myself so that I won't have to face bad results. Little did I understand that everything was easy for me so long as my vocabulary was sufficient enough to be able to express myself but as I grow up, my vocabulary dropped in comparison to those with excellent vocabulary and because the problem was not understood, my solution was to drop out from everything that is challenging and to only walk the points that I can easily excel in.

 

But than came Desteni and I couldn't use my excuses of self limitation because I started to know better and I could only do that through reading and writing. As I've said many times before, this process that we are waling doesn't include any form of quick fix, there is no easy way out - it is a challenge, it takes a lot of self will and determination, it takes time and patience but today I can stand and say that if one dare oneself, one is able push through one's accepted limitations and to in fact expand oneself, one's understanding of oneself, of this world and human behaviour overall through the gift of writing. This is also why I'm so grateful I have people who walk this path with me as we encourage each other to break through the self created limitations and so, support not only ourselves but each other as a group.

 

Recently I pushed through my belief that I'm too old to learn new words and to improve my writing skills in English and I was astound to realize how easy and fun it can be to learn new words and actually integrate the words into my physical body so it can actually stay there for me to easily recall the words when I want to and with an awesome technology that is based also on the principle of Writing as a physical integration, I am now able to support myself in expanding my vocabulary and so, slowly but surely communicate and express myself in ways I wouldn't imagine possible for me.

 

Alright, so this is my yearly report of writing myself to freedom and I'll continue tomorrow with the question: Who is Responsible for our Children's Education?

 

Place yourself in the Shoes of Another to Understand the Extent of the Problem - Day 322

This is a continuation to my Previous blog: Are we Really Hearing with Each Other? Day - 321 where I shared the Problems that I've seen within human beings communication and within that, how we are not only Hearing each others as we Hear others through our Personality/Character we believe is ourselves but also, we are not considering the others when we share/speak with them that which is in our minds and in this, what we perceive to be a valid point to share, may lead to consequences and outflows that is out of our ability to direct, assist and support since what we shared, had already birth a dimension/layer within the other being Minds and thus, had created unnecessary friction and conflict within and as themselves. From here, they would have to have to live and face the consequences and thus it would prolong their process of self change because we abdicated our responsibility of walking in the shoes of another when and as we share a point/thought with another through our irresponsible and inconsideration of who the other is in one's totality because we didn't stand as the Directive principle, as the Living Words, as Breath, in a moment of communication with another, as a Pillar of support.

Within this blog, I will take this a step further into the world system so that we can see, realize and understand that the core/source of the world problem exists within and as our self interest human nature that hear ONLY oneself, only what Self wants to hear, will speak what Self wants to Speak and will act according to what Self believe to be valid according to one's Belief system that one had accepted and allowed as oneself. In this, One would never dare to walk in the shoes of another because then one would have to take responsibility and sort out the problem and in that, would force oneself to step out of one's comfort zone.

"...Engage the problem to understand the problem. Place yourself in all positions to gain a multi dimensional understanding. Observe where you have an interest you want to protect and why you want to protect it and justify your position. For instance – with money – place yourself with little money having to buy food and educate your children, then increase the money and see how your choices change –and then have a lot and see how you change – and then have equal money –enough for all and see why it is you are unable to give to others, yet you want for yourself – why this need to be better exist when it is not based in reality, but rather in an obsession to judge others, in an obsessive idea of inequality that makes you fear others will abuse you if there is equality – then find it in you to correct yourself to transcend the fears that you use to justify inequality –remembering the various conditions you have experienced through your imagination –now you have learned an effective way to use imagination—to understand how others live, without you having to go through it directly –make this experience valuable by changing that within you that cause others to suffer and then you will experience enlightenment and the world will become a better place when you make sure your experience that you integrate of a world where all have enough, becomes the world system in education, economics, education, politics, healthcare –we all have the capacity to teach ourselves –once we have removed our own justifications and fear of others as equals.."  

Bernard Poolman.

Fascinating enough, Bernard wrote this statement a few hours after an EQAFE interview was done,

The Crucifixion of Jesus - Part 28, an interview Bernard had no idea of its content, or that it was even done and I personally can confirm it as I was sitting in this interview and neither me or any other of the participants in the room had communicated with Bernard previously to the statement he wrote above.  The Interview was with regards to the Point of Walking in the Shoes of another to understand the extent of the Problem we face within this existent. This absolute alignment  between Bernard and the Dimensions emphasize that this is the point we must consider in our process of change, as the KEY to solve the problems, correct ourselves and this existent as a whole and accordingly, change this world to a world that is Best for all in all ways possible. 

So -

I was looking at my relationship with beggars for instance throughout my life and I found an interesting thing:

As a child, when I saw a beggar on the street, I used to feel discomfort within me,  I felt sorry for them, I could almost place them inside myself and experience what they are experiencing which was not a pleasant experience to say the least. As I grow older, I could less and less relate to these people and in a way, would disregard them when I was walking by them. I had developed a protection mechanism to not experience the experience I experienced as a child when seeing a beggar on the streets. I remember that around the age of 15, there was a big commotion around beggars in the news when an article exposed one  person disguising as a beggar and he used to beg for a living while owning a valuable house and some expensive cars. Some used this person as a scape goat to justify and excuse the invalidity of all beggars and in doing so, created the perceptions that Beggars are not really poor and in poverty but are acting like ones while being wealthy since it is easier to beg for money than making it in a decent job. I must say, I believed them and didn't question it because it was easier and comfortable for me to believe that the beggars I see on the street are not in great misery and suffer. In time, when my own justifications that I justified for myself didn't stand my own reasoning, I alter my justifications and justify it for myself by saying: "oh, don't give them money, they will use it to buy drugs". Within that justification, I made myself righteous and superior as if I know better and in the long run, by not giving them money, I support them.

In a later stage of my life, in the Spirituality phase, I justified the Existent of Beggars with Karma. However, in no point I could or wanted to place myself in the shoes of a Beggar like how I naturally did, as a child. What does it implies then? Am I Evolved or Devolved as I grow up? Unfortunately, I can say for myself that my Awareness has Devolved with no shadow of a doubt and what I could Physically aligned with as a child, as what was Here on a physical level was slowly but surely suppressed and abolish completely as I developed a "close and intimate" relationship with my mind within the belief that my mind is Me - and thus, slowly but surely, I've separated myself from the Physical.

The same principle works with Humanity - we have completely separated ourselves from our Physical alignment, from that which is here, from the Relationships that Life Consists of and Exists as. Each one of us is closed in the cell/chamber of our own mind, disregarding the Physical indications that something isn't right;  so far fetch, to a point of no relationship at all with our own human physical body and therefor, can live in our own deluded world we created in our mind, believing that this is Life, that this is real while reality is ignored and disregarded and that is what is Real. We will justify anything that would compromise our Experiences we create in our mind because we believe it to be real so much that we would not even consider of giving it up, for just a moment, to test other ways of living and co-existing with that which is really physically here.

So, it is not by chance that Desteni from the beginning stated that this process is to Rebirth ourselves from  and as the Physical. It means, to evolve ourselves in alignment to the Physical Reality so that we can directly see what is not right and what needs to be sorted out so that no one would experience on a physical level unnecessary experiences that do not support a Life that is Best/worthy.

We must get to a point where we place ourselves in the shoes of another and align ourselves to their Physical Level Experiences and in that moment we would See what needs to be done to support the being on a physical and mental level.

We cannot continue ignoring the Physical suffering that exists in this world, the suffering that none of us would like to experience for ourselves and yet, we are fine with the fact that others are constantly and continuously experiencing Suffer on a physical level.

So - I suggest listening to the Interview to have another perspective on what does it really mean to walk in the shoes of another and to understand for real the extensiveness of the Problem because unless we truly understand and accept that there is a problem that must be solved, we won't change the face of this world and more and more will continue to suffer because we couldn't Birth ourselves on a physical level to see directly what is here, what needs to be done and actually walk the solution.

Investigate the Equal Money System – and be the Key to Change the Existence of us all.

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Are we Really Hearing Each Other? Day - 321

Yesterday I had a conversation with a being that brought up some old Memories of what they Perceived I communicated with them in the past and how from that moment, they developed inside themselves a friction and conflict in relation to what they perceived that I was saying. Then, for the first time, I've Realized that we have never actually communicated with each other from the perspective of, we would always "Hear" what the other is saying from our own personality/character system that we have previously created in our mind and this personality/character is the entity that is "Hearing" and Interpreting what the other is saying according to what would serve the best the Character/Personality so that one would not question the existent of one's personality/character but instead, accept and allow the Personality/character as it is and would doom oneself to a life of misery and resentment towards others that apparently said some stuff that one had reacted to. One would repeat this conversation in one's mind and alter it until at some stage, one would be absolutely sure that these are the words the one had spoken to the extent of validating one's misinterpreted out of context words that the other had originally spoken.

 

I later on further looked at this point and I've realized that everything that I have heard throughout my life, was never an actual 'Here-ing' because I was always hearing what the other is saying from the Personalities/Characters I've accepted and allowed as the existent of myself with absolute surety that this is who I am.

This is a concerning point: the realization that we have never communicated with each other. This also explains why there is so much friction and conflict within human beings, either suppressed or expressed - we never hear anything pass our Mind and will always hear what we want to hear to maintain and sustain our personality/character we play a role in, within the belief that it is who we are.

 

This also made me realize why it is so important to not share with another our thought processes before we are clear and stable within ourselves within the trust that we would be able to direct the outflows as backchat that may emerged within another. It is imperative to first walk a point for ourselves, as ourselves, and stand with absolute clarity before we share a point with another that may influence, prolong and compromise the process they are walking.

 

I've seen that I've been sharing points that I was not yet clear within myself because I felt obligated to share it within the concept of "Friendships". Meaning, I believed that I must share myself with my friend so that they would know that I'm working with the point and that I'm doing something to sort it out and I will prove it to them by sharing with them what I've seen thus far without a real and practical direction within self responsibility for each and every dimension this one point consist of and exists as. I believed that the other won't be influenced by the points that I'm sharing if I say to them: "it's not about you, it's me, you have nothing to do with it, you are just the trigger point that activated the point within myself so don't take it personally".

I believed that this is what Friendship is all about - that one must share oneself without taking into consideration what the sharing my cause in the other human's mind because my self interest within it was to be 'Good' within the other's eyes, within a perceived presented responsibility I've taken on by working with the point of friction and conflict without realizing that sharing at this stage is an act of abdication of self responsibility as I've not placed myself in the shoes of another and how would the other process the information I'm throwing at them within their Mind personality/characterization.

 

So, this point was a good wake up call for me to redefine the nature of Friendship that I've created as a Script I must live as, as if how I've structured what friendship is within my mind is the Moral code I must follow and cherish. It was also a good reminder for myself to always walk in the shoes of another when and as speaking with another to assess and measure in absolute awareness if I'm able to direct each point that would result and/or manifest from me sharing information/realizations and within this, where the other being is in their process and whether or not what I'm sharing would be destructive or supportive in a given moment.

 

Thus, I commit myself to place a guard in front of my mind, a guard that is me as the directive principle in breath by breath Awareness, before I speak. In this, I commit myself to walk my process of correction to understand my own mind and thus, understanding others' mind within the realization that all minds are exactly the same in its functioning with the only change of the outfit each one dresses their Personalities/characters. Within this, I commit myself to place myself in the other shoes, to see who they are for real within all the relationships one have with one's mind and accordingly, assess the words I speak and express myself in a way that would be the best support possible. I see, realize and understand that unless that is applied in absolute self honesty, the words I speak can be destructive and poisoned and thus, would be the words that would compromise another, when and as the words I speak are the words I speak to fulfil my self interest desire to achieve a specific outcome that would serve me as a character I've accepted and allowed as me instead of standing as an expression of myself, as a living words, applied in every moment of breath. 

The Dark Side of Humans and Charities - Exposing Problems continued - Day 297

This is a continuation to:

Charity and Activism - why is it a Capitalistic Scheme - Part 1 - Day 294

Charities - Exposing the Problems - Day 295

Charities - Exposing the Problems - Continues - Day 296

 

I remember, as a child in junior-high school, we were asked to go one day after school and raise funds for a cancer charity organization. We went in groups of 2, door to door, and asked people to donate their money. in return, we gave them a ticket/invoice and our goal was to finish the ticket/invoice booklet. My friend and I were very good at it and we were able to finish the booklet in a few hours. That made us wonder whether or not we should do it more often however, we wanted to get paid for our work.

 

We found an organization that promoted themselves in the 'workers are needed' ads in the newspaper - they promoted that they would send us a booklet via the post mail and we will raise the funds on our own time. Then, we were supposed to take half of what we were able to get from people donating their money to Charity and keep it for ourselves and send half of the money to the 'organization'.

 

Now understand, we were about 15 years old, very much naïve and if it weren't for our sisters that explained to us what we are about to do, we would have go along with it.

My Sister explained to me that I'm dealing with a fraud and that if it was real charity organization, they wouldn't give us half of the money that should have reached those that are in need. She told me that the people that donate their money for charity, believes that they are donating their money to charity and not half of it to me. I could see the common sense in her words and decided to drop it but the temptation was big, I could have made 100$ in a matter of a few hours and for a kid that age, 100$ is a lot of spending money, specifically when at that time, I was working in the afternoons in a small shop and earned that sum of money in 9 working days.

 

However, how many kids do not have older sister or parents to explain to them what these kind of Frauds are all about? How many organizations like these, exploit the innocence of a child to make a fortune? How many people are being fooled into the belief that their Donation is for a good cause but at the end, their monies are going into the pockets of thieves?

 

This story of mine is happening on a small scale however, fortunately, it also happening on a bigger scale all the time. Here are some articles and videos that I collected:

Charity Fraud - Wikipedia

Charity Scams Exposed - This short BBC interviews showing how easily it is to create  falsely Funds raising pockets and how it has been utilized in times of horrific crises to 'play' on human's heart.

September 11 charity schemes - This article discussing the many charities that started up after the September 11 attacks for the primary reason of individual profit.

New York woman accused in alleged Newtown charity scam - Nouel Alba is accused of using her Facebook account to solicit money from those wanting to donate to Connecticut mass shooting' families, claiming that the money was to be used for a "funeral fund," while she didn't used the monies for such purposes.

 

Honestly, there are much more information about Charity Schemes all over the internet - it is a huge business that can only be allowed within a society that is striving for one's survival to the extent of which one would do what ever it takes, no matter who gets hurt on the way, to have the monies necessary to support themselves and their family. Yes, some takes it to the extreme of becoming Rich from such schemes however, we cannot blame them as it is our collective accepted and allowed  of a world system that forces such behaviour within the principle of Survival.

 

It seems that charities benefits mostly the 'wrong' people meaning - it never reach in full capacity to those who are really in need and if anything, it mostly benefit those who were in power positions in the first place.

Obviously, Within the Equal Money Capitalism that will all change fundamentally as you could see in the Solutions that we will present for the Problem of Charities. 

A message to the Spiritual people - Day 287

I understand, really. I understand your need to defend your beliefs and the spiritual experiences that you had. I’ve been there and it wasn’t easy for me to let go of the ideas of the afterlife in my mind. What I have found within this process of unconditionally questioning my beliefs is that I have defined myself within these beliefs and without them, I perceived myself as nothing. And who wants to be nothing?!

 

However, at some point I stopped and I asked myself – why it is that with all the support we receive from the afterlife – there is never direct communication that involves with a practical solution for mankind? Why poverty is necessary? Why Starvation exists? And so on..

For a long period of time I convinced myself that the suffering of the majority of mankind was a lesson they had to pay for their past sins however, what these lessons worth if they have no recollection of what supposedly they have done?

 

So anyway, the point is – I understand where your reactions are coming from and why you would allow yourself to be spiteful for those who do not support and agree with your belief system but for a moment, you must put it aside because Billion of people are counting on you to stand up for them because there is no one from the afterlife that would come and correct the fuck up that WE created in this world.

 

A question that I urge you to ask yourself and to consider – if you truly believed that the afterlife is such magnificent place where awakening is happening and suddenly everything is so perfect – you would have committed suicide long time ago. The fact that you are still here indicate that you do not believe your own beliefs. And so – why waste the time on something that might not even be the truth? On something that even you not unconditionally believe? Why not focus on making sure that our children and their children will be living in a world that would care for them on a physical level?

 

We are not here to attack; we are here because most of us have been in your shoes so we know where you are coming from and what will it take for you to see the physical reality as what it really is. We all understand that what we are saying isn’t what you would like to hear; we have all resisted it within and as ourselves because that was all that we knew about ourselves and losing what we knew about ourselves was a fearful experience at times until we realized that also the fear is something we created in our mind.

 

But now, when we tested the information for ourselves in common sense and started walking our process to discover what is really going on in this world and how it can be corrected, we see, realize and understand what needs to be done and why the afterlife isn’t the solution that would be best for all lives because whatever exists in the afterlife, isn’t physical and the solution that is required on earth must be physical as the problem is a physical problem.

 

Forget about the Desteni material if you want – research the Internet, read the news, walk in the shoes of those who suffer daily and consider that they cannot help themselves unless we stand up together for and as them.

 

I suggest listening to:

Kryon - My Existential History - Part 8 I’m Certain it will assist and support you in understanding what it is that I’m talking about. Kryon was the one that welcomed me to the Spiritual world with his positive messages of Love. Kryon was the one to also open my eyes in seeing that the channelling that I was addicted to isn’t the truth; which from there, I kept on looking for the truth and found Desteni. Here is Kryon from the Desteni Portal. Listen to him.

Here is my Story of how I met Desteni – you can download the book for free.

  

  

Poverty due to Humans' Ignorance Will End in an Equal Money Capitalism - Day 282

 

Within this blog, I will show another Pattern based on the Documentary - Stealing Africa - Why Poverty?

 

 

 

 

The Problem:

 

In a world where the Earth's Resources are Privatised, it is no wonder that Inequality Exists. I mean, how stupid we really are considering that Property on the MOON is now being sold to Private people. I mean seriously? What will one does with Property on the Moon? That is quite a concerning point wherein some humans have so much money and have nothing to do with it to the extent of spending their monies on buying Property on the Moon.

Same with Rüschlikon, a village in Switzerland with a very low tax rate and very wealthy residents. It was decided by the Residence to even lower the tax rate to 5% instead of 7% because there was nothing else to do with the tax money. what they haven't consider is where this money is coming from and what can be done within the principle of that which is best for all, before coming to the conclusion that they should lower the tax rate. Most of the Rüschlikon tax rate income is coming from ONE man -  Ivan Glasenberg, the CEO of Glencore, whose copper mines in Zambia. While Rüschlikon residences Enjoy a life of Wealth, about 60% of the Population of Zambia live on less than 2$. The Wealth of Rüschlikon People is on the Expense of the Zambia's people.

 

I strongly suggest that you do you research and watch the Documentary for yourself to understand the extent of the problem.

 

What needs to be Flagged here is not only Humans' Ignorance but also Humans' Cruelty where we accept and allow the Enslavement and Control of those who lives on a Land that is Full with Earth's Resources and yet, they do not have at the very least, a dignified and worthy Life.

 

 

The Solution:

 

The Equal Money Capitalism Principle of Profit Share and Equalize Wages:

 

Profit Share:

"...

WHAT IS PROFIT-SHARE?

Currently profit is the money a company makes after they have covered their costs, including paying out wages. In an EMC - profit comprises of all the added value that is placed on resources - which is your labour. Therefore - within the price, the percentage share must be included of each one that was part of the creation of the product in such a way that each one ends up with an equal share of the company's profits, so - there will be no need for wages - as the profit becomes your wage.

 

Equalizing Wages:

EQUALIZING WAGES – COOPERATION AMONG CORPORATIONS

If a company at any time makes more money than they need to provide each one with their equal share of the profit as well as covering their costs - those monies will go into a fund that is responsible for assisting companies that are not making sufficient to cover their costs and provide each one with their fair share. That way a balancing effect takes place so that all companies are not only cooperatives in how they cooperate internally - but all cooperate with each other as well…." (Day 163: Equal Money Capitalism - Redefining Profit)

 

 

The Reward:

 

At the Individual Level -

Those who are currently face their Reality as a Reality of Daily Fight for Survival, for the first time,  would be able to Enjoy their Life with the End of the Fear and Fight for their Constant survival. Within that obviously, these people would have access to all that Life that is Best for all can Possible provide while maintaining Harmony and Equilibrium. In this, they would be able to Educate themselves, expand, Grow and empower themselves as effective human beings in this world that could contribute their share for the benefit of all.

 

On a Global Level -

personally, I would sleep better with myself at night, knowing that no one in this world has to sleep tonight on the floor or worse with an empty stomach. I would sleep better at night knowing that all the children are safe and would be able to wake up to a world that embrace their very existence rather than forcing them to a life of Misery. Wouldn't you?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Determine the Future through the Past - Day 280

I was looking today at an interesting design of how we structure our lives, based on the Past, within the knowledge and information that we have gathered thus far, as memories, experiences, beliefs, opinion and etc.  and accordingly, project it all on the Future within the belief that X,Y,Z are then the only possible outcomes.

 

An Example -

As a child, I dreamt about being a National Geographic Photographer because:

 

A. I enjoyed taking pictures.

B. I Fantasized on traveling around the world.

Thus, A+B brought me to the conclusion that I must become a National Geographic Photographer.
Then, as i grow up, more variables came into the Equation:

C. There isn't much income in it.

D. I won't be able to have a stable and constant Home and Family because I'll be traveling around the world.

Thus, A+B+C+D brought me to the Conclusion that I cannot pursue my Childhood Dream because C+D had more value according to my Pre-program Design.

 

From there, when seeing that C+D are more valuable and powerful, I changed the Variables:

E. I want to be a Psychologist because I want to help people.

So I registered to the University, got accepted, found an apartment and was 2 months a way from starting my new life path.

But then, in the Summer brake, I discovered that there was 'More' to life then what I knew about life thus far (School, Army, Traveling, University). I discovered 'Partying', Alcohol, Men and a perceive sense of Freedom and thus now:

F. I want to Party and have fun - that doesn't work with studying.

So I dropped out of school before I even started and now, the Family Pressure started to kick in as I was pushed to do something with my life meaning - get education.

So now that F is a valuable variable, I looked at how I can manipulate D with maintaining F.

My Parties Friends told me about a Private Collage where they plan to go to, and how awesome the Social life there, and the people are all rich and good looking and.. The parties.. The best parties ever.. And because I knew that my parents will pay anything for the sake of my education, I thus decided:

G. I will Study Business and Marketing within a special program that include last year of Education in Las Vegas. That sound like Fun. But, it doesn't really fit in with the Preprogram design because, I must stay in Israel, Develop a Career, find my partner, get married and have Kids. So The Family Pressure kicked in again and I decided to change G. to:

H. I'll study Business with specialty in Finance and at the same time I'll do L.L.B in Law.   

 

I finished school and now had to stop the Partying stage, find a job and be something in this world. I started a job in marketing. Without realizing, I became poor really quick because I could no longer be a bar tender and make lots of money with the living expanses of renting a house and owning a car, Food, Electricity and Etc.

 

I quit my job for a what was seem at that time as a promising career as a trader in the Capital Market. That wasn't a huge success and I had to quit after a year because I was really not good at my job. I didn't know what to do next because all my attempts to manifest D were coming to nothing. Sure, I had B.A in Business and L.L.B in Law but there was absolute nothing I wanted to do with that. I still couldn't see my future and specifically, couldn't see future happiness unless D will in some may would manifest.

 

This all story is to show you that we are making our decisions based on Prospect Experiences/Desires and Past Memories/Experiences, Beliefs, ideas and etc. that were infuse into us already in childhood and we blindly accepted this is if this is who we are and the life we must walk as who we are.

 

D, was a direct influence within every decision that I made throughout my life while I never stopped and actually invested a moment to investigate each and every point and within that, look at what I really want, Where and how I can discover my fullest potential that would truly give me a life that I'll be satisfied with, in every single moment with no Shadow of Regret.

 

When looking at D: 

 

"I won't be able to have a stable and constant Home and Family because I'll be traveling around the world"

 

Stable and Constant Home/Family indicate that what I wished for in essence was Security of the Future that only Money could give me. Home and Family Represent Stability according to the world System eye's view and that is something that each one of us is being trained to desire from the first moment we remember ourselves. It has been advertised in any Children books, Movies, Magazines and TV Shows. It has been advertised in every Religion and Culture. We have been Programed, generation after Generation to maintain and sustain a Life of Survival within Separation as a principle. We have been Trained to do what ever it takes to Win the life anyone wants to have while only 1% of the 1% can physically have. We have Compromised through the Belief that Love worth it all despite of the Common sense seeing that Love doesn't bring food to the table but Money is.

 

To Understand Preprograming in a nutshell, I suggest reading my blog series - 'The correction Process and the Desteni Message' and in the Future to Come, a new series will be available on EQAFE - the Physical Quantum Mind which would explain in Detail how the Pre-Program works on a Physical Quantum Mind Level and how  the first 7 years of a Child life would be the stepping stone from which the Child develop and Establish the Variables that would shape and mould every decision one would make throughout one's life. 

 

The point here to understand is: The Future is Unknown to us at the moment as we have separated ourselves from who we are and as such, can not see the physical reality clearly within all the relationships/variables it consist of and exists as. Sure, we can make common sense plans to make sure that our survival in this world is stable because we are still living in a system of Money and Survival. A point to consider here - is this the Life we want to leave for our Children? Is this the Future we want our Children to have? Isn't it the time to stop and create a future of abundance for all the member of the Family - Humans, Nature and the Animal Kingdom? If you find it in you to stand up for a future of Absolute Security, safety and dignity for all, I suggest to study the Equal Money System Proposal.

 

And on the Individual Level, one must understand how limited we are within our mind wherein, we believe that we can predict our future according to the variables we place in our Life-Equations without realizing that there are much more variables that we haven't consider at all. The Depression that I experienced in my life was due to me looking at the future through the glasses of the Past and not seeing anything that is worthwhile that may manifested within the Frame of Reference I programmed myself as.

I've realized though, that being Depressed when the Physical reality doesn't meat the Future Reality that I've planned, desired and wished for in my mind indicate the extent of separation that I have accepted and allowed within and as myself because in self honesty, I'm in a process of self discovery and if I project to  the future who I am now, I'm not giving me the space and time to expand, grow and discover myself because 'Who I am' in every moment was never part of the Dynamic Equation of Life.

There are so many factors in ONE Equation - Understanding Economy - Day 273

So within this blog, I will share how I've diverted/shifted my responsibility and the responsibility of humanity as a whole onto  'Them' without realizing that 'Them' is you and I, as I've explained in my previous blog. So again, One must understand that the starting point of my blogs is not to find faults in others or to blame the system. My starting point is to educate myself regarding the Dimensions that are involved within our Economic Structure which from there, I stand in absolute clarity, stability and consistency for a solution that would result with the best for all outcome.

 

A year or more ago, it was shared on the Israeli News that the Electrical Company, which is acting as a Monopoly in Israel, has the technology to provide to every household in Israel Internet access through the Electricity Gridlines.  That means that the Internet in Israel can be accessible for ALL with no or very little additional costs to the Electricity bills.

 

At the moment, the Cable and Phone companies provides Internet services within extreme competition that they barely survive (which is another blog topic by itself). When the news came out regarding the Internet access through the Electricity  gridlines, the Cable and Phone companies profess that the Internet cannot be monopoly and if that will be allowed, they will be out of business.

 

"Innocent me", with no real awareness and broad reasoning thinking - was very upset from the Government decision to not allow the monopoly on utilizing the electrical gridlines for Internet access for all because from where I was standing, what I saw was  only those who could have had Internet access very easily but wouldn't have it because of power, control and regulation.

 

HOWEVER, what I haven't taken into consideration is the following:

Imagine that the decision was to make the internet as Monopoly run by the Electricity Company which will allow the entire Israeli people to have access to the Internet through their Electricity lines. The Previous internet Services Companies will either go bankrupt or would close the Internet Departments if it is one of these companies that has additional services they can provide like for instance, cell phones or TV cables.

Now comes the step that I missed within my mission to blame the Government's decision which is the JOBS that people would lose from such decision.

Meaning, if previously, you had 5-6 companies that provided internet, now you have only one Company. You'll get 5-6 Company that would have to let go of employees because they would no longer have any work for them. 

So, we have on one side of the scale, many people with internet access but on the other side of the scale, we have many people that would lose their job and would not be able to provide for themselves and their families. From that perspective, I agree with the Government that didn't allow such a move because one can live without Internet but one cannot Live without Money within this current Money system because Money is the factor that would determine if you live or die and so, within this money system, money is the God. So.. Maybe we should blame money? lol no. But we will get to it.

 

So, in terms of the protests, occupied wall streets, OWS and so on, the solution that the people are asking isn't really doable and may cause more harm than good because there isn't a encompassing seeing of all the relationship that effect and involved with every decision that we make which would in most cases if not all, would place a large group of people in a more compromised situation that they were before.

 

Understand, the problem isn't so black and white as would like it to be. It is very much complexes an unknown to most humans. We tend to look at things from our own eyes view that is taint with Self Interest without ever looking at ALL the Relationship/factors that are involved.

Like for instance with myself, the reason I was upset about the decision to not allow the Internet access through allowing Monopoly of the internet, that would allow everyone access to the internet and thus to a world of unlimited information was because, as I saw it, having internet access for all would raise the chances for people to find out about the Equal Money System Movement and we could walk faster towards a world of Harmony and dignified life for all however, within this self interest, I've neglected to look at the greater picture and within that, the immediate affect that such decision would create and would have resulted with many beings without a job. What I haven't taken into consideration is the current functioning of the world system and within that, haven't consider how to work with what is here and transform/correct it to an equation that would result with the best for all outcome.

 

I suggest reading more about the Encompassing solution we present, I suggest reading through the Economist's Journey to Life as they expose the problem and present a solution, on a daily basis.

     

How to Cope with the Death of a Pet? - Day 248

So.. Babitjie is no longer here in his Physical Form. We found him yesterday, powerless, helplessness and almost lifeless. The vet identified Kidney Failure and after 24 hours of no change, it was decided to put him down.

 

I'm working with the point of Emotional turmoil in relation to this point because I developed a relationship connection with Babitjie specifically during the last year. I learnt a lot about Cats from observing him, playing with him, being with him. Babitjie inhabited my room a while back and was my roommate if you will. His Expression was very specific and I enjoyed him a lot. He did have a down side when his Evil Nature came up from time to time, bullying other cats, he was like a kid, bullying in the outside but inferior from the inside. Lol, when ever there was a lightning storm he would go and be so close to me, like a baby that scared from laud noises. 

 

Anyway, what I'm looking at is the relationship creation and connection that I have formed with Babitjie, not long after I had to give away my dog, Yalda, when I decided to move to the farm. Giving her away was the difficult decision I have ever faced and it took me a while before I was ready to connect again with another animal because the thought of having to leave behind another animal was unbearable.

 

But Babitjie, didn't consider my mind fuck and simply decided for me :-)  Which was also interesting thing back then because I didn't like cats before I encounter Babitjie which through him, I could changed my entire perspective on cats, their expression and thus, experience enjoyable moments with them.

 

What I can already see is lots of self judgement for even allowing myself to cry and be sad for the lose of Babitjie's expression that I will no longer enjoy simply because his expression is unique to him and he is no longer here. but also, the crying is due to a few mind fucks that I can see through walking the SF process that I started walking before he was put down: (Note: when I wrote "no longer part of my direct environment" what I meant is that either the pet is dead or not part of my life any more like for instance with Yalda that is perfectly healthy and taken cared for doesn't live with me anymore)

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with Emotional turmoil when and as a Pet that I developed a relationship connection with is no longer part of my direct and immediate environment and thus, accepted and allowed myself to focus on my negative experience instead of investigating the starting point of my relationship with the pet and within that, what is it that I perceive myself as lacking which the pet gave me and now that point of giving is gone.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and be hard on myself for crying when finding out about a pet, that I developed a relationship connection with, has to be put down due to a severe health condition and within that, what I have not seen, realized and understood was that suppressing what I'm experiencing is not the solution. Instead, to realize that a pet has a specific and unique expression that will no longer express itself in the form that they were and thus, this expression that was part of my day to day Life is no longer exists and missing this expression without attaching emotional energetic charge to it, is valid. What is not valid is to attach the energetic charge to it as if a part of me is now gone because I'm here, same as yesterday, breathing, healthy, directive. 

 

Changing the form Life takes on does not change Life - Life remains the same. So, whether the Life is a sperm or an egg, or whether it is ‘merged’ or ‘fused’ into a new being – that new being is not a ‘new’ Life Form. It’s just Life in a new form, but it’s the same Life. (Economics Journey To Life - Day 156: Honoring the Right to Life in an Equal Money System)

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that LIFE isn't gone when the pet is gone, but the experience I've created within and as myself in relationship with the pet is no longer exists. Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that when a being dies, it is not life that dies, it is still Life but in a new form.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate the emotions that I experience when a pet that I was connected to is no longer part of my Physical an direct environment and within that, justify to myself that the Experience is Valid because we had a Special relationship connection, we read each other, we were aligned with each other and thus, within that justification, not considering the Common Sense point that - the Relationship is an Experience I've created within and as myself because if that was real, I should have been able to develop the same kind of relationship with any being on earth. This is then thus why, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see in self honesty that the starting point of developing such 'Unique' Relationship with a pet is due to how I am perceiving myself as lacking which is something that the pet can give me. And thus, when the pet is gone, and the condition is now no longer exists wherein, the pet cannot give me what I wanted them to give me, I access Sadness, Fear, and sorrow. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the Emotions that I feel when a pet is no longer here, are emotions that derive from my self interest starting point of worrying that the Experience I Perceived the Pet to give me, will cease to exists.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the Pet, within my own self interest desire to keep them around, to keep the experience I perceive they give me and thus, do what ever it takes to "save" them however within this, I haven't consider the pet, I haven't communicate with them, asking them for their preference in dying or staying in this physical reality, not seeing the consequential outflows of us insisting to keep them alive, and the life that they would have if we would to succeed keeping them for a little bit longer. What we can see here is that our desire and need to keep a being alive is for and as our own self interest starting point with no real consideration for the pets themselves which then, the question we must ask ourselves - do our pets are our slaves? Beings that we are taking care for so that we can have an experience within our relationship with them? or is it a practical common sense wherein - there is an animal here, the animal require support and I am in a position of giving the animal the support the animal required. Within this, I may enjoy the Animal Expression but it doesn't mean that I need to create an energetic experience towards this expression because, who I am, is  not dependent on other beings expression, who I am is not dependent on the presence of other beings in my world. Sure, it's cool to have beings in my environment but whether they are physically here or not is irrelevant because it is only through the mind wherein what is gone is the relationship that I had created with them, in separation of myself to sustain my experience I perceive myself to have when I'm in their presence.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to raise a pet as a slave for me to have an experience in my relationship with them and within that, taking care of them, so that my Experience slave won't leave me and if they do, I would immediate replace them with another Slave that would give me the same experience, not considering to investigate the nature of the experience, why I require to have this experience from the first place and Can I transform to slave/master relationship to Equal and One relationship, not only with the pets but with all living creatures on earth.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access past memory experiences with the Pet that is no longer here, to give me a positive experience that would justify the Negative Experience that I accessed to within the belief that the pet is no longer 'Here'. In this, I forgive myself that instead of utilizing the past memory experience as a tool to investigate my own acceptance and allowance, the starting point of getting to know how and why I created an entity as a relationship connection between me and the pet, seeing what is it that I perceived myself as lacking which the pet can give me.

 

I will keep on investigating the relationship between Human beings and the Manifested consequences such as Animals health conditions and show why it is that the death of the animals on earth has to do with Human Intervention.

I will also have a look at what it is that I perceive myself as lacking which I require an animal to provide me with and within that, why have I accepted and allowed myself to enslave animals for my own inner happiness in total separation from myself and the animal. In this, I assist and support myself to develop equal and one relationship with animals instead of Slave/Mastery relationship.

And finally but important nevertheless is how I accepted and allowed myself to create relationship connection with one or two animals and I haven't been able to develop relationships with all beings. In this, why it is that I feel sad and emotionally charged when a pet I had a relationship with dies and yet, not considering or regarding all the animals and humans that dies every single moment.