The Santa Claus Conspiracy - Can a Child Trust their Parents? - Day 334

Continuing with the Question Who is Responsible for our Children's Education?

If you haven't already, I suggest reading through the previous blogs:

 

Who is Responsible for our Children's Education? - Day 332

Is the Zoo an Educational Experience for Children - Day 333

 

How can we expect our children to trust and respect us when from the first moment they are able to understand and comprehend Language, we deceive and lie to them with the Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy Stories?

 

How can we Establish a relationship that is supportive and effective with our children when the foundation of the relationship is taint with 'White Lies'?

 

How is it that we justify to ourselves why it is OK to go along with the Santa/Fairy story? And why we have never questioned the Psychological effects such 'White Lie' may have on the Subconscious and Unconscious mind level and how that would may influence how the Child would develop one's characters/personalities and thus, one's Relationships with themselves and others?

 

See, the problem is that we have been accepting and allowing our Beliefs to exists without first questioning it or looking in common sense at all the outflows and possibilities that may results with our actions upon these beliefs. For instance, we believe that telling a 'white lie' to our children, such as the Santa/Fairy story, is an innocence thing. But is it really? I mean, we can't even remember our own reactions when we found out the truth: that we were lied to by our own parents who we trusted so much and so, we are continuing the sin of our fathers and pass it on to our children because apparently, what cannot be remembered, cannot harm anyone. However, have we ever unconditionally trusted our Parents after the first time we caught them telling us a lie? In Self Honesty… the answer is No because in one way or another, we stored this memory within ourselves. We might not remember it but it is still there as long as we haven't taken the directive principle and removed the memory from and as ourselves, this memory would be part of our Personality/character and part of our decision making. Here I suggest investigating the Power of the Quantum mind.

 

What we haven't realized is: We teach our children that Lying is Valid whether we name it a white Lie or small Lie and we would even justify it to ourselves by saying that "Everyone Lies and it's Ok because it is done to protect our children because they are not ready to face the world/reality and they are not able to cope with this world/reality and they are not ready to handle the truth" while the truth is that we teach our children to lie and feel no shame about it because Lying is a detrimental part our survival on earth.

And, so within so without I mean, isn't it what our Politicians do? Our Government? And how it is justify? Through saying that people are irrational being and the information must be control for their own safety. Isn't that right?

 

"what Parents Fear the Most is that their children will be Exposed to the truth and thus would fiercely Protect the Lie they taught their children and use from Young a PecuLIAR Excuse as a Lie when Children ask Questions that Question the Lie, by Saying: ‘God only Knows Why” – these Words are a Lie and children and parents using these words are lying desperately or in Some Cases, Covering Up a Lie as Everyone Knows Subconsciously, this Lie has worked for Generations and is a Safe Lie, that is Accepted as the Human Way that Dare Not be Questioned – and that Questioning this lie, is to be Disrespectful towards God and the faith of a Person and thus an attack on a person’s character. The Fact that this lie is used to Perpetuate global suffering at an unprecedented Scale, is IGNORED and the Lie is also Used to Justify why Suffering Exists, by echoing – ‘GOD only Knows.’ " (Creation's Journey to Life - Day 106: Living the Lie)

 

And so, let me ask again.. Who is responsible for our Children's Education? It is us, there is no real question about it and therefore, it is about time we start questioning the foundation of ourselves, our beliefs, our culture, our religion, our government, our values and accordingly, stop brainwashing our children to be and become irrational beings that require to be controlled to survive in this world; stop our blinded submission to this world system that allow the abuse and suffering of so many. Let's take responsibility for our children through first taking responsibility upon ourselves. Wouldn't you agree?

 

Impatience as Evilness - Day 219

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45 The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46 The Decision of TIME - Day 67 The Decision of TIME - Day 67 Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184 Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185 It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186 The End of Times - Day 187 Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188 Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189 The Psychology of TIME - Day 190 I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191 The REAL Fear - Day 192 The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193 Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195 Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196 The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197 Leaving in a Dream - Day 208 Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209 IT is MY time Now - don't say a word - Day 210 Let's go on Vacation - Day 211 Comparison is a Bitch - Day 212 Damn, I will never have everything done - Day 213 Standing as an Example - Self Interest or Self Realization? - Day 214 From the Bossy to the Loser - Day 215 Jealousy and Frustration - I want the Life they Have - Day 216 The Poison within Irritation and Anger - Day 217 Judgement as self Perfection - Day 218

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Reaction Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Reactions Dimension:

* Jealousy

* Frustration

* Irritation

* Anger

* Judgment and Self Judgment

* Impatient

* Self Pity

* Depression

* Anxiety

* Stress

 

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Impatient

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access impatient towards anything and anyone in my environment, when and as I embodied the 'I don't have time Character' that I've created within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to project impatient towards others in my world wherein the words that I will use would be taint with Evil and Poison, within the attempt to brush them off, either externally directly to them, or internally, within and as my mind as back chat and internal conversations.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to wish that no one will talk to me, send me e-mails or ask me questions when I'm in the 'I don't have time' character, not seeing realizing and understanding that within that moment, I've separated myself form my entire existence, as if I'm the only one that is here, the only one that is busy and within that, the only one that is important and thus, whomever interrupt me or making noises, is lesser than me and not considering me and also annoying according to my eyes view, while the fact of the matter is that - I am the one that interrupt myself through participating within a reaction in my mind, having internal conversation with myself, as well as not being considerate towards others in my environment when I'm busy occupying myself in my mind, justifying why they are inconsiderate and annoying and within that, sees only ME without seeing them as who they are in that very specific moment.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be impatient towards others when they ask me questions while I'm busy with something else and thus, I would give them indirect answers, so that they would leave me alone as they would notice that I'm being impatient however, when they keep asking the same question because I didn't give them a direct answer, I become angry at them and even nasty towards them, in complete possession because apparently, they didn't consider me in that moment and haven't seen how busy I was. I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to speak directly in the moment, within assisting the being with what they asked me, in being as clear as possible which would make the entire process less time than what it would be, when I'm impatient and indirect.

 

 

I commit myself to not accept and allow myself to access Impatient behavioural mode as I now see, realize and understand how Evil one can become when and as one accept and allow oneself to direct oneself within impatient towards others.

 

I commit myself to - when and as someone is asking me a question that I see within and as myself that I have the answer and yet, I'm busy, I take a breath, I assess within and as myself whether there is any slightly movement of energy inside myself that can turn into evilness in the nature of impatient and if there is, I move through the energy, letting it go, earthing myself, clearing myself, and assist the being in a way that is clear and direct, and go back to do what ever I was busy with a moment ago.

 

For Further Support, please listen to : Life Review - A Life of Impatience

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 10) - Day 207

The Collective Corrective Process

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 6) - Day 203

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 7) - Day 204

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 8) - Day 205

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 9) - Day 206

 

We are finally in the last part of this blog Series where we are now going to discuss the Collective Correction Process and the Desteni Message.

 

We can all agree that there is a problem in this world. We can all agree that something must be done to minimize as much as possible the abuse, the suffering, the Starvation, the poverty etc.

We all have certain experiences towards this reality - some of our experiences are positive, some our experiences are Negative however, none of our experiences has a direct influencing in bringing about a physical world that is best for all because, as I was showing previously, our experience towards a physical point won't change the physical point, the only thing that would change is our experience that we have associated/connected/defined, within and as ourselves with either a positive energetic charge or a negative energetic charge.

 

At Desteni, we had realized that unless we correct the problem from its origin/source/core, no substantial change is possible because, everything that could have possibly be done, by those who define themselves as good and positive people, was already done and no physical result that is best for all was never seen on earth and thus, the test of time proves that Fixing and Sorting out the manifested consequences, do not ensure that the very same consequences won't emerge again and the fact of the matter is - the living condition of the majority of this world is getting worsen.

 

Thus - The collective Correction Process start with the Individual Corrective Process as was explained in my previous blog: The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 9) - Day 206.

Why? Because, unless we understand the principle of self honesty wherein, we are directly and indirectly responsible for everything that exists and within that, unless we integrate the Principles:

- Give as you would like to receive

- Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you

- Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

Within and as ourselves, as our physical living expression of ourselves, there is no way we could even grasp what is the origin/source/core of the problem in this world, in its totality and entirety to be able to then thus, take responsibility as individuals, in walking towards a solution in practicality that is best for all.

 

Unfortunately, the individual corrective process cannot be walked by those with no free access to the internet or to a life style that would make it possible for them to invest the necessary time, to get to a level of self introspection that is the foundation of the individual corrective process.

nonetheless, the level of education within this current world system, is keeping the majority of this world limited by not having in place, an effective education system where all are educated in  the very least, in being able to read and write, which is the foundation of what one would require to be able to walk one's individual process of correction.

 

Therefore, we have presented a momentary solution - the Equal Money System to provide/give everyone on earth a life that we would like to receive ourselves, where at the very least - our basic needs are met.

A momentary solution meaning - the Equal Money System will not make a change in the Human Nature Level of responsibility and self honesty as our pre-programming is already so extensive and overriding common sense as we could have seen, for ourselves, through walking this step by step blog series, the extent to which our 'free choice' is not in fact free due to our blinded accepted and allowed programming within and as ourselves. Thus, for a moment, we would first create a platform for the Individual corrective Process through bring this world to a level of Equality that would ensure dignified Life of each and every living being on earth, regardless their willingness to assist and support themselves within and as the Individual Process. We are aware that the individual Corrective process can not be force on anyone as it is an individual decision each must take for themselves because after all - is it about ONE'S self Honesty.

 

The Principle of the Equal Money System is the Collective Correction Process wherein, we locate the Problem, get to its core/source/origin and correct the very foundation of the problem. for instance, Money is the Value we have currently define Life within and as. I mean, If one doesn't have money, one would die as one is not capable to assist and support one's physical human body with the basic requirements such as Food, Water, Health care, housing, and clothes. (Please listen to the song: I finally Understand) Thus, when we change the Value of Money to a value of Life that is best for all where all are equally having access to the world's resources, all have equal access to the basic necessities to sustain a dignified and worthy Life, we remove the consequences of Starvation, poverty, diseases etc.

If you trace each and every point in this world that manifest problematic consequences, we find that Money, in some way or another is involved and thus, when Money is Equal to Life that is best for all and no longer utilized for the sake of Competition, Survival, corruption etc. we would see in no time, that the world is in one step towards a world that is best for all, practically.

 

Understand that the collective correction Process include everyone, and you as well. We cannot correct this world alone, we must stand up as a united group, strong and effective so that we can together, change this world from its very core, to a manifested consequences that are Best for all lives.

 

And again, remember, it has nothing to do with being positive or Negative - it is to dare to see the problems and fix its root to first stop the manifested consequences that are not in alignment to that which is best for all which from there, we decide together, how to create a world that is best where no more abuse would be allowed in any way whatsoever.

 

Thus, the correction Process -> when and as there is a problem, we investigate what is the source/root/core/origin of the problem and we work it out from there, step by step, point by point, in always making sure that the outcome would be that which is best for all and when it's not, we go back to locate the core/source/root/origin and walk the correction process again, until everything is aligned and the outcome is an outcome that we can all be satisfied with, within and as the principles of:

- Give as you would like to receive

- Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you

- Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

 

There is a lot to be done and our journey is extensive. When and as you join, the journey will be shorter. The shorter it is, the less pain and suffer for everyone but at the end - it is always you that decide.

Be the Key; get to know yourself, our world and will yourself to accordingly take responsibility and walk the correction process, individually and collectively.

 

Please thoroughly investigate Desteni, DiP Lite, DIP Pro, Equal Money System and EQAFE.

When or if points of resistance comes up from within you, Stop, Breathe, and read this blog series again, to remind yourself that the resistance is nothing but a program that you have created within and as yourself.

Support yourself, support the group of humanity and lets walk this, until we are done.

 

Thank you!

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

 

I commit myself to STOP diminishing myself through and as Accepting and Allowing the Copy-Paste Character to exists within and as me as I see, realize and understand how and why I have accepted the character to exists within and as me and the consequences that had emerged from accepting and allowing the Copy-Paste character to exists within and as me. I realized that I've been looking for the short cut, the Quick Fix, as part of my desire and design to be MORE than who I am within the belief that the More I do, the More I'm being validated by others and to be able to do MORE, the less time I have in walking each and every responsibility to its utmost potential. I Realized that through accepting and allowed the Copy-Paste Character, not only I'm sabotaging myself, I'm also compromising the Group as I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk each and every step within Breath by breath living application and instead, have been walking short cuts and not fulfilling my responsibility as effective as possible.

 

I commit myself to STOP looking for the short cuts and the Quick Fix as I see, realize and understand that through seeing and looking for the quick fix and the short cuts, I'm in fact Missing a breath since - to be able to desire the short cuts and the quick fix, I must have created an idea/belief/opinion about who I would be as the end result of that which I do and through projecting this idea/belief/opinion towards what I do, I've missed a breath, missed an opportunity to walk Breath by Breath as WHO I really am which would result with the best utmost potential outcome within everything that I do because when walking within and as breath, step by step, moment by moment, One is Physically here, directing one's world and one's environment according to that which is best for all within the realization that there is so much that can be done within each and every breath and everything that is being done within each and every breath must be, walked and applied to one's utmost abilities within and as the principle of what is best for all and within that - the Physical space time is irrelevant - what relevant as WHO one is within Everything that one do.

 

I commit myself to BE HERE, within each and every breath, within each and every thing that I do and within that, I commit myself to - when and as I'm busy with a task, to Asses my starting point within that, making sure it is aligned with what's best for all. I commit myself to - When and as I'm busy with a task, to BREATHE, to test and check in self honesty that I'm physically here, walking the steps that would result with the utmost best outcome, regardless that time that it takes as I see, realize and understand that when I accept and allow myself to rush and have things done, I'm not applying myself as the best that I am able to, which result with compromising of myself, the group and existence as a whole because I would time loop again and again till I change myself in fact, in absolute self honesty.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why the world system as a whole and the Education system in particular, is in the support of the continuation of the Human Robot existence that would never stand up and call for a change that is best for all as this change may threaten those in Power, those with Money and thus Control and would place them in an EQUAL position to the rest of man kind with EQUAL opportunities of having Dignified and fulfilling LIFE.

 

I commit myself to SHOW How and Why the Education system do not support the human beings in developing a critical thinking, developing Skills to think, analyse, assess, check their existence within and as a principle of what is best for all and in that, I commit myself to SHOW that the education system world wide do not in fact educate the humans to be and become an effective human beings in this world, with substantial Life Skills that would benefit existence as a whole because once the human beings would stand in equilibrium with who they are, within and as the principle of equality and oneness, those in power and control would have EQUAL status to every human being in this world and would have to equally contribute to maintain and sustain a world that is best for all, unlike how it is working now for them, where they have slaves to do the hard work for them.

Copy Paste Character–The Education System - Day 184

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question the education system that encouraged me to develop and create the 'Copy-Paste' Character within and as myself and as I've explained in my Previous blog for example, in my University, we had open books exams where we were allowed to bring past years exams which were the exact copy of the exam I was writing and within that, all I had to do in order to get a high Mark was to copy paste the information and vomit it into my exam sheets.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to develop, empower and grow myself within my higher studies because I didn't see why I should do so when it was so easy to get high marks in the exams without any effort on my side to actually understand and apply the information for and as myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define education through Marks as I was brought up to believe that to be successful, one must have high marks to open the doors of success and as long as this side of the equation is safe and sound, there is no real reason to make any effort in educating myself for real as this world, is not based on real, valid and practical education, it is about status, money, connections and my smile that would pave the way before me, to be and become a successful human being in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where the education system that is based on a rewards as consumerism, utilizing one's self interest desire for a specific experience and in doing so attract people into the education system without telling them that the education system is in no way a real, substantial and practical education for human beings to be and become a better humans in this world but rather, has become the tool to make the humans be less then who they are, with one gaol in front of their eyes - The path to Money and success.

 

Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to research and investigate the starting point in the world wide education system factories that utilize human behaviour research to further brainwash people into a complete consumerism robot that is functions on a reward system to satisfied one's self interest desire and in that, the current education systems in this world further enslaving people into their own minds and keeping humans as ignorant and powerless as possible, in never developing a critical thinking that would force them to look at their acceptance and allowances which led to a world of absolute control, abuse and suffering without anyone standing up and call for a world wide change that would be best for all. Further expand your understanding through watching the documentary - The College Conspiracy.

 

And as I'm writing now, a news article was just publish about Massive Copy Paste and drops in Marks in the Israeli Education System. And who is to blame if not the education system? The kids that cheated within a system that encourage it?? http://www.ynet.co.il/articles/0,7340,L-4292336,00.html.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the blame is not on the students that are becoming a copy-paste character robotic machines that are seeking for the quick way for success in having things done but the blame is on our acceptance and allowances of creating a world system that do not motivate children to perfect themselves and their LIFE skills in becoming a better and effective human beings in this world. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see my responsibility in accepting and allowing a world system that utilize the education system to further diminish the human beings as who they are as I've not stood up and called for a change in a global scale within and as the world system as a whole and the education system in particular.

 

To be Continued..

 

 

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

I like short cuts, I like having things done quick, I like the magic wand, I like getting to the finish line without having to make much of an effort to get there. And - that's was what I was doing throughout my Life through utilizing the Copy-Paste Character; only what I haven't considered is the consequences and that within the Copy-Paste Character, I'm not really assisting and supporting myself to grow and Expand myself - all I was doing was creating a time loop that would take me much longer to correct, diminishing myself to the level of becoming a robotic human being with none critical thinking and self investigation.

 

How I have justified the Validity of existing as the Copy-Paste character is through - "I don't have time", "I need to have this done ASAP", "I don't know how to do it so well, and I don't want to spend time on something others would do better then me", "I don't know how to do this", "I will have to research and investigate the point thoroughly and I don't have the time to do so, better to simply copy-paste", "I must have it done so that I have time for more things to be done", "oh, I'm not good enough, they presented it better, I trust their application, I will simply copy paste from them".

 

When looking at the Fear dimension - if I won't do as much as I could possible do, I'll be useless and be defined as such. If I won't have it done, I will fail, I will be nothing. If I won't have it done, I won't have pleasure time so in essence, the Fear Dimension is - Fear of being Judged and disrespectful, Fear of Failure.

It's Funny because I have the tendency to take as many responsibilities as possible but within the copy paste character, what I'm now seeing, realizing and understanding that I've abdicated my responsibility from the perspective of - I don't trust myself to apply the point "correctly" and thus, I will use the application that was done by others because I trust their application and within that- I'm abdicating my own responsibility to apply myself within Self Trust, for MYSELF when and as I see a task that must be done because that is what's best for all.

 

When did I start applying the Copy-Paste character - High School. I remember having to study for a literature exams where we had to read 5 or more stories or poetry and then, analyse it and write about our understanding of it. I didn't want to do it because it wasn't a cool thing to do meaning - the cool people in my school didn't read the material, they simply read the short version that was passing around with prepared questions and answered. They also watched the movie instead of reading the book or what ever the assignment was. And I, wanted to be cool as well so I did the same, only read the short version of the story, studied the past years exams and got my A. I mean, it was easy - all I had to do is copy the information into my brain and paste it on the exams sheet. after the exam was done, I deleted the information cause I didn't have any reason to keep it there or any use of it later on in my life. Or so I believed.

 

So, my training for life in high school already was - Copy-Paste have good results and I don't need to really study and understand what I study, all I need to do is to temporarily insert the information to my mind and vomit it onto the exam sheets.

In the University - it was much EASIER process because the exams were with open books. So all I had to do is make sure I have good books and notes from people that actually studied, study their notes, make sure I know how to allocate the material quickly and again, vomit all the information to the exam sheets and get a good mark. Lol, it became much easier in my final year when I discovered that the exams each year are exactly the same and one could take the past year exams, with the answers already prepared and literally, copy paste the information into one's exam.

 

Side note - initially I thought it was a stupid thing from the university side to give us the very same exams from the years before but now, I understand the starting point in doing such a thing - having students with high grades, elevate the university reputation and with a good reputation, more money comes in. Which means, that the education system doesn't really want you to grow and expand yourself, but to rather be automated machine, with no real critical thinking and integration of the material in one's day to Day living application but they rather wants your money and use you to generate more money. On that note, I suggest watching the documentary - The College Conspiracy.

 

And now, this copy-paste character is still a character I see myself using within my day to day living application where I would look for the short cut, the quick fix, not seeing absolutely the consequences and the harm I'm creating not only for myself but for our group as a whole as within walking as the copy paste character - my support is not absolute, my standing is not absolute and the example I'm showing is not absolutely aligned within and as the principle of that which is best for all.

 

So - time to say 'Bye Bye' to the character through a process of Self Forgiveness and to instead, investigate each and every starting point in each and every task that I'm doing and within that, make sure that the starting point is Self Realization as to who I am within what I do and how who I am within what I do must result in the best for all out come.

Within that, to realize that having more and more responsibilities while they are not being walked as effective as possible is useless. Better to focus and make the best out of everything that I do instead of having things half way done and in that, compromise myself and the group as a whole.

Fear of being Crucified - Self Commitments - Day 111

This is a continuation to:

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

Fear of being Crucified - Self Forgiveness - Day 110

Principled Living

And also -

Journey to Life - Day 91 Israeli Self Immolation

I commit myself to SHOW the Evil Human Nature of Greed and self interest desire of enslaving and controlling the majority of beings in this world, to the extent of accepting and allowing the assassination/murder of those who DARE to stand up, within and as Principles that are best for all, to bring about a change in this world that will place everything and everyone in an EQUAL position.

I Commit myself to show the Basic Common Sense Equation that The Elite of this world, are well aware of what they have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world and that they will do, what ever it takes to remain in their position of power and control with no consideration of the Atrocity conditions and suffering in this world due to the inequality equation that this world system is based on.

I commit myself to SHOW how convenient it is for us to remain in fear, to be able to maintain our self interest desire for an experience, despite of us all being aware of the real deal of this world, the real and physical pain and suffering that most of us experience in every single moment and I commit myself to SHOW the consequences of remaining in FEAR, through repeating again and again and again, the same very thing until all could hear.

I commit myself to SHOW how we perpetuate our Enslavement through reminding ourselves our fear of being crucified through the Jesus Symbols, through the memorial days of those who were killed for that which they stand within and as themselves and through this propaganda, what we are actually doing is suppressing the fear more and more within and as ourselves, not seeing, realizing and understanding what we are in fact doing, accepting the enslavement of ourselves in our mind, as well as accepting the physical enslavement of those we are daily struggling to live another day.

I Commit myself to SHOW that the fear of being Crucified/killed/murdered/assassinated for daring to stand up and call for a change in this world serves only those who are in a control and power positions in this world and though this FEAR that we accept and allow to silence us, we are directly responsible for the abuse and suffering of this world because we gave up on change as long as our bubbly world is safe and sound.

I commit myself to STOP my participation within and as the fear of being crucified as I lead the way into and towards a world that is best for all because I see, realize and understand the origin of this fear, the consequences of allowing this fear to control me and how through this fear, I'm compromising the future of this world and the lives of us all.

I commit myself to - when and as I communicate with those who do not accept, validate, agree with that which I stand as, to make sure I'm Here, within and as breath. And I speak common sense, within self trust, self stability, Self power and within that, take no shit, be frank, direct and expose that which is require to be exposed and directed so that we can for once and for all - walk as equals and change ourselves and our world according to that which is best for all.

I commit to stop the value and attention to what other see, say and speak about me because who I am is not defined by others but rather who I am is a reflection of what I will allow and what I will not and accordingly, I speak/stand up, regardless the consequences that may be.

I commit myself to walk the process of bringing about a world that is best for all and I will stop with death when and as it may be. I will not accept and allow the fear of death to compromise and sabotage this existence as a whole as I see, realize and understand the extent of our journey, the challenges, the temptation and the things that I will have to give up so that we could all have a life that is dignified, worthy and fulfilling.

Fear of being Crucified - Self Forgiveness - Day 110

This is a continuation to:

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

Principled Living: Maya

And also -

Journey to Life - Day 91 Israeli Self Immolation

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that those who are in the position of power and control due to their abundant of Money in this world, will do what ever they can, to remain in their position and if/when necessarily, they will be willing to kill/murder/assassinate those who question the World System Equations and they will be willing to kill/murder/assassinate those who have the power to bring about common sense into this world because it will undermine the Elite's position of Control and Power and would place them in a position of Equals to everything and everyone which according to the Elite's eyes view, that is their worst nightmare.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the Elite are well aware of their acceptance and allowance of positioning themselves in Power and Control over the Majority of this world because, we have seen throughout History that at the moment their position of Power and Control is being challenged, those who stand up for Equalization are being killed/murdered/assassinate for some "miraculous reason".

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize how the Elite is very much aware of the atrocity and suffering in this world and yet, would do nothing about it because if they would, they would lose their position of power and control over those who are currently being enslaved by them and thus, when the Elite's Life Style of abundance is being shaken by those who stand up for a change in this world that might position the Elite in less abundant position in this world, someone get killed/murdered/assassinate which then, for a moment, their position in this world is safe and sound till the next group comes up and challenged the Elite's position in this world, get killed/murdered/assassinated and the cycle continue and no change is in fact being implemented and established. 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how  through History, we  perpetuate the immobilizes fear of being crucified for that which is best for all to regenerate the preprogram design of Fear, of powerlessness, of uselessness which through this brainwashed fear, we will not stand up, we will not change the world and we will keep accepting and allowing the abuse, suffer, crime, greed, competition etc. to remain our directive principle with no real and substantial change. 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that the FEAR of being Crucified when and as a being is standing up according to a principle that may shake the face of the world, is the Fear that immobilize us to in fact become a strong and stable leader in our world and lead the way for a world that is best for all. Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question and investigate the starting point of this fear and who and what this Fear serve; to see, realize and understand how we have infused ourselves within and as this fear, to not be able to change in fact, ourselves nor this world and within that, submit to this current world of abuse, suffering, atrocities, greed, self interest and Evilness. And thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in Fear of Change as the fear of being crucified and have thus, accepted and allowed and gave permission to the world to continue as it is currently is and in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see my responsibility in accepting and allowing the fear of being crucified to enslave, control, immobilize me and how through the acceptance and allowance of this fear, I'm directly accepting and allowing abuse and suffering to be the daily living experience of the Majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to submit to the FEAR of being Crucified and within that, have decided to give away my power to stand as a pillar in this world, a Pillar of common sense that stand in absolute stability within and as Principle of that which is best for all and through an example, assist and support all to stand up as well because the only way we can in fact change this world, is if each and everyone of us will see, accept and allow our individual responsibilities to create, establish and implement a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the steps that I will have to take in order to establish in fact a world that is best for all and within that, the first step of implementing the Equal Money System because I've accepted and allowed the fear of being crucified to control and enslave and blind me to the extent of which, I haven't accepted and allowed myself to give myself the permission to look at what will it takes to bring about a world that is best for all, what will I have to give up and what will I have to do, in order to make sure that we as a group will lead the way for our children, our parents, our animals, our plants, our earth - all Equal as One and within that, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait for others to will lead the way for me, so that they will be the one who be killed/assassinate/murder and I could remain alive, doing my own things, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I'm preparing the way before me to give up on my principles and my stance if/when one of us will get killed/assassinated/murdered as I know within and as myself, that once that will happened, I'll be immobilized and wouldn't allow myself to continue the way after them.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by giving value and attention to the fear of being crucified within and as myself, I'm in fact creating the event inside my mind, as I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize how I'm the Creator of this reality and the relationship between my mind and the physical existence.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to utilize the fear of being crucified as my stumbling stone for me to not move and direct myself and this world and to bring about a world that is best for all in all ways possible and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that so long as I accept and allow myself to move and direct myself according to fears, I'm sabotaging not only myself, but this world as a whole as I'm willing to compromise everything and everyone in this world, to sustain my own desire for safe LIFE as I will not stand up as long as I consist of and exists as fear and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise the lives of the majority of this world, because I wasn't able to give up the Fear of being crucified for the principle that I stand for as my own self interest of my own survival.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself not to be direct in my communication with people that are not accepting and agreeing with that which I stand for because within and as me, the fear of being crucified resonant and I have thus, accepted and allowed myself to adjust and align myself with abusers, to not create a friction, to not trigger any evil spike within them that will lead to my death. Within that, I see realize and understand how through shaping and moulding myself to be accepted by society through the fear of being crucified if I won't, I'm sabotaging and compromising our lives as a whole and in that, giving permission to the fear to dictate our lives and existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking up in common sense because common sense as that which is best for all is the opposite from everything that we have ever taught to believe and be because what we have become, is a self interest desire for our own survival with no consideration of everything and everyone as a whole. And thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the fear that is existent within and as me, to be my directive principle where I will compromise and shut up and won't speak/stand up when and as I see that a point must be directed, must be understood, clarified and explained.