Fear of being Crucified - Self Commitments - Day 111

This is a continuation to:

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

Fear of being Crucified - Self Forgiveness - Day 110

Principled Living

And also -

Journey to Life - Day 91 Israeli Self Immolation

I commit myself to SHOW the Evil Human Nature of Greed and self interest desire of enslaving and controlling the majority of beings in this world, to the extent of accepting and allowing the assassination/murder of those who DARE to stand up, within and as Principles that are best for all, to bring about a change in this world that will place everything and everyone in an EQUAL position.

I Commit myself to show the Basic Common Sense Equation that The Elite of this world, are well aware of what they have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world and that they will do, what ever it takes to remain in their position of power and control with no consideration of the Atrocity conditions and suffering in this world due to the inequality equation that this world system is based on.

I commit myself to SHOW how convenient it is for us to remain in fear, to be able to maintain our self interest desire for an experience, despite of us all being aware of the real deal of this world, the real and physical pain and suffering that most of us experience in every single moment and I commit myself to SHOW the consequences of remaining in FEAR, through repeating again and again and again, the same very thing until all could hear.

I commit myself to SHOW how we perpetuate our Enslavement through reminding ourselves our fear of being crucified through the Jesus Symbols, through the memorial days of those who were killed for that which they stand within and as themselves and through this propaganda, what we are actually doing is suppressing the fear more and more within and as ourselves, not seeing, realizing and understanding what we are in fact doing, accepting the enslavement of ourselves in our mind, as well as accepting the physical enslavement of those we are daily struggling to live another day.

I Commit myself to SHOW that the fear of being Crucified/killed/murdered/assassinated for daring to stand up and call for a change in this world serves only those who are in a control and power positions in this world and though this FEAR that we accept and allow to silence us, we are directly responsible for the abuse and suffering of this world because we gave up on change as long as our bubbly world is safe and sound.

I commit myself to STOP my participation within and as the fear of being crucified as I lead the way into and towards a world that is best for all because I see, realize and understand the origin of this fear, the consequences of allowing this fear to control me and how through this fear, I'm compromising the future of this world and the lives of us all.

I commit myself to - when and as I communicate with those who do not accept, validate, agree with that which I stand as, to make sure I'm Here, within and as breath. And I speak common sense, within self trust, self stability, Self power and within that, take no shit, be frank, direct and expose that which is require to be exposed and directed so that we can for once and for all - walk as equals and change ourselves and our world according to that which is best for all.

I commit to stop the value and attention to what other see, say and speak about me because who I am is not defined by others but rather who I am is a reflection of what I will allow and what I will not and accordingly, I speak/stand up, regardless the consequences that may be.

I commit myself to walk the process of bringing about a world that is best for all and I will stop with death when and as it may be. I will not accept and allow the fear of death to compromise and sabotage this existence as a whole as I see, realize and understand the extent of our journey, the challenges, the temptation and the things that I will have to give up so that we could all have a life that is dignified, worthy and fulfilling.

Fear of being Crucified - Self Forgiveness - Day 110

This is a continuation to:

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

Principled Living: Maya

And also -

Journey to Life - Day 91 Israeli Self Immolation

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that those who are in the position of power and control due to their abundant of Money in this world, will do what ever they can, to remain in their position and if/when necessarily, they will be willing to kill/murder/assassinate those who question the World System Equations and they will be willing to kill/murder/assassinate those who have the power to bring about common sense into this world because it will undermine the Elite's position of Control and Power and would place them in a position of Equals to everything and everyone which according to the Elite's eyes view, that is their worst nightmare.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the Elite are well aware of their acceptance and allowance of positioning themselves in Power and Control over the Majority of this world because, we have seen throughout History that at the moment their position of Power and Control is being challenged, those who stand up for Equalization are being killed/murdered/assassinate for some "miraculous reason".

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize how the Elite is very much aware of the atrocity and suffering in this world and yet, would do nothing about it because if they would, they would lose their position of power and control over those who are currently being enslaved by them and thus, when the Elite's Life Style of abundance is being shaken by those who stand up for a change in this world that might position the Elite in less abundant position in this world, someone get killed/murdered/assassinate which then, for a moment, their position in this world is safe and sound till the next group comes up and challenged the Elite's position in this world, get killed/murdered/assassinated and the cycle continue and no change is in fact being implemented and established. 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how  through History, we  perpetuate the immobilizes fear of being crucified for that which is best for all to regenerate the preprogram design of Fear, of powerlessness, of uselessness which through this brainwashed fear, we will not stand up, we will not change the world and we will keep accepting and allowing the abuse, suffer, crime, greed, competition etc. to remain our directive principle with no real and substantial change. 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that the FEAR of being Crucified when and as a being is standing up according to a principle that may shake the face of the world, is the Fear that immobilize us to in fact become a strong and stable leader in our world and lead the way for a world that is best for all. Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question and investigate the starting point of this fear and who and what this Fear serve; to see, realize and understand how we have infused ourselves within and as this fear, to not be able to change in fact, ourselves nor this world and within that, submit to this current world of abuse, suffering, atrocities, greed, self interest and Evilness. And thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in Fear of Change as the fear of being crucified and have thus, accepted and allowed and gave permission to the world to continue as it is currently is and in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see my responsibility in accepting and allowing the fear of being crucified to enslave, control, immobilize me and how through the acceptance and allowance of this fear, I'm directly accepting and allowing abuse and suffering to be the daily living experience of the Majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to submit to the FEAR of being Crucified and within that, have decided to give away my power to stand as a pillar in this world, a Pillar of common sense that stand in absolute stability within and as Principle of that which is best for all and through an example, assist and support all to stand up as well because the only way we can in fact change this world, is if each and everyone of us will see, accept and allow our individual responsibilities to create, establish and implement a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the steps that I will have to take in order to establish in fact a world that is best for all and within that, the first step of implementing the Equal Money System because I've accepted and allowed the fear of being crucified to control and enslave and blind me to the extent of which, I haven't accepted and allowed myself to give myself the permission to look at what will it takes to bring about a world that is best for all, what will I have to give up and what will I have to do, in order to make sure that we as a group will lead the way for our children, our parents, our animals, our plants, our earth - all Equal as One and within that, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait for others to will lead the way for me, so that they will be the one who be killed/assassinate/murder and I could remain alive, doing my own things, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I'm preparing the way before me to give up on my principles and my stance if/when one of us will get killed/assassinated/murdered as I know within and as myself, that once that will happened, I'll be immobilized and wouldn't allow myself to continue the way after them.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by giving value and attention to the fear of being crucified within and as myself, I'm in fact creating the event inside my mind, as I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize how I'm the Creator of this reality and the relationship between my mind and the physical existence.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to utilize the fear of being crucified as my stumbling stone for me to not move and direct myself and this world and to bring about a world that is best for all in all ways possible and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that so long as I accept and allow myself to move and direct myself according to fears, I'm sabotaging not only myself, but this world as a whole as I'm willing to compromise everything and everyone in this world, to sustain my own desire for safe LIFE as I will not stand up as long as I consist of and exists as fear and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise the lives of the majority of this world, because I wasn't able to give up the Fear of being crucified for the principle that I stand for as my own self interest of my own survival.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself not to be direct in my communication with people that are not accepting and agreeing with that which I stand for because within and as me, the fear of being crucified resonant and I have thus, accepted and allowed myself to adjust and align myself with abusers, to not create a friction, to not trigger any evil spike within them that will lead to my death. Within that, I see realize and understand how through shaping and moulding myself to be accepted by society through the fear of being crucified if I won't, I'm sabotaging and compromising our lives as a whole and in that, giving permission to the fear to dictate our lives and existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking up in common sense because common sense as that which is best for all is the opposite from everything that we have ever taught to believe and be because what we have become, is a self interest desire for our own survival with no consideration of everything and everyone as a whole. And thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the fear that is existent within and as me, to be my directive principle where I will compromise and shut up and won't speak/stand up when and as I see that a point must be directed, must be understood, clarified and explained.

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

 

Recently I was seeing more and more within and as myself the fear of being crucified, literally, for standing up for a world that is best for all.  Throughout History, those who stood up in the intent to make a real and substantial change in this world, were murder and/or Crucified; and as I was looking deeper at what will it takes, what will I have to do and what will I have to give up within my Journey to bring about a world that is best for all, I started seeing the extent of my Journey as well as the Journeys of those who are walking with me - The Destonians; and with that, the fear emerge slowly but surely into my Conscious mind.

 

17 years ago, the Israeli Prime minister, Rabin, was murder in a Peace Convention. It was a few moments after he step down from the stage, singing the Peace Song, that he got Shot by a Religion Fanatic.

 

49 years ago, the 35th President of the United States, John Fitzgerald Kennedy, was assassinated due to his steps to stop the cycles of abuse caused by the Elite of this world.

 

2012 Years ago, Jesus was crucified for standing up by the Principle of Give as you'd like to Receive and Love your Neighbour as yourself.

 

When I was doing a Google search today, I was very much surprise on the amount of world leaders that were assassinated/murdered/killed for the cause of what they have stood within and as. Will one of us will be the next one?

 

Why is it, that when and as a group of people presents a solution for this world, all the forces are in the process of assassinating the principle of that which is best for all? I mean, look at the Desteni's Haters that represents the Evil that drives us as humanity to never allow any change that is in fact, best for ALL. Look at those who are against the Equal Money System, not willing and daring to look after anything and anyone other than themselves. And here we are, The Destonians, the Group that will lead the way for a practical and physical change that the minority won't necessarily likes because it will place them in a position of Equals instead of where they are now, in a position of power and control over the majority that is suffering on the Elite's expense.

 

In this, yes, I'll be frank, there is fear within and as me, a fear that I've programmed myself to exists within and as, a fear that each and everyone of us unconsciously possessed, the fear that keeps us immobilized to in fact change who and what we have become to eventually change who and what this world have become.

 

In the Blogs to come, I will walk the Self Forgiveness Process within the starting point of releasing the preprogramed fear that control, enslave and direct me so that I will take the next step, in absolute self trust, of Standing, no matter what, even if it means that I will have to die for that which I stand for and as. Because, What was already been established - I am the one who decide and I decide - TO STAND FOR ETERNITY FOR THAT WHICH IS BEST FOR ALL.

 

If we won't break down the fear, nothing is worthwhile. Fear is control and Control is not who I am.

So - time to embrace some courage and walk, without ever looking back and do, what ever is necessarily to be done, until it is done.