Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209

 

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196

The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197

Leaving in a Dream - Day 208

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character -Imagination Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

 

Imagination Dimension:

• I fantasize of taking a vacation, lying down on the beach, with nothing else to do but enjoy the sun, swimming in the ocean, going to a restaurant, having a fruit shake - in India or Thailand lol.
• I imagine other people doing the same just now, while I'm stuck on the computer, doing my routine work.
• I imagine the life of those who have money and can do what ever they want with their life - having a spa day, going out, enjoying themselves as I used to do myself a few years back.
• I imagine people coming back from work, after a long day, and sitting on the coach with their partner, hanging out, watching a movie, laying back, with nothing really to do.

 

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I imagine people coming back from work, after a long day, and sitting on the coach with their partner, hanging out, watching a movie, laying back, with nothing really to do.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to program myself within the belief that a person must work during the day and when a person comes home, it is then time for a being to rest, spend time with the family, watch TV or go out and within that, define that lift style to be normal and within that context, through defining that preprogram belief within and as a positive charge, I accepted and allowed myself to compare that ideal to my current living condition of working from day till night. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how I've created a friction/conflict within and as myself wherein, the physical reality clashes with the imaginary reality as ideal that I've created within and as my mind.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself with studying the Quantum Mind - Self Awareness as I now see, realize and understand how little do I know about myself and the relationship that I have with my mind and this physical reality. Also, I commit myself to SHOW that what we have defined as Ideal and Normal is in fact Abnormal as we have used and abused Normality to justify our priorities that would serve our self interests wherein for instance, we would come back from work, believes ourselves to ''earn'' our rest in the evening while there is an entire world out side that can benefit from us standing up and move ourselves within the direction of finding out what is really going on in this world so that we can do something about it. in this, Normal is to Give Up our self interest movement and consider everything and everyone and not just ourselves wherein our higher priority is establishing a world that is practical and physical best for all.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize how and why I've programmed my ideal life style as is reflected in the imaginary domain in my mind, and accordingly, define that ideal as Normal, not seeing, realizing and understanding that through this ideal as imaginary, I'm placing a stone for me to stumble on wherein, I would fantasies of having the ideal life to justify why it is that I'm not willing to give up everything of myself for just this life, and do what ever it takes to bring about a world that is best for all as the desire of having the idea, would be my directive principle as a pre-program design that would override common sense.

 

I commit myself to remove the ideal of what is Normal Life Style as a pre-program design within and as myself as I see, realize and understand that Ideal as Normal Life style is only valid when everyone have equal opportunity to have that life style and unless people are in life condition that would not allow them to have a normal life style, something in the definition of Normality is misaligned and thus, we must change the definition in practicality in establishing the physical condition, physical system that would result with Dignified and worthy life style for all as a basic right for all humans on earth, within and as the principle of Equality because Normal - is that which is best for all.

 

 

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

*note for those who are following my blogs – I will continue walking the various Dimensions of the ‘I don’t have Time Character’ after this blog series is complete.

 

There are many that come across Desteni and define the Message as a Negative one or 'Not so much Positive'. They Say that Desteni Message is Radical and Extreme and from that, make the assumption that they already know what it is all about and thus, stop their investigation because it doesn't resonant with them. However, as I will be showing in this blog, the Desteni Message is all about Living the following Principles within and as an expression of oneself:

- Give as you would like to receive

- Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you

- Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

Within this, there is no Good or Bad, it is not about Positive or Negative nor Good or Evil - it is about seeing Reality as what it's really is and accordingly, walk the correction that would result in the Best outcome for the Lives of all. 

 

 

Lets investigate how we perceive reality through pictures. We are yet to understand, that what we are perceiving the physical reality to be, is nothing but a PICTURE we are projecting and imposing onto what we then Believe reality to be - We process the information we see   through our minds, which we then, form Opinions, Beliefs, Ideas, Perceptions about Reality and Create an Experience within and as ourselves - either Positive or Negative.

 

To further explain why it is that we see Reality as a Picture, as an Experience we define as either Positive or negative, let's have a look at the following:

 

When we look at a brick for instance,  what do we see? A brick. As simple as that. We might pay attention to its colour, to its shape, to its alignment with the rest of the bricks but that is as far as we go when looking at a brick. However, is it only just a brick as we perceive a brick to be? How about the relationship the Brick has with the various participant that were involved in the creation of the brick? The Sand, the Water, the wind, the person who shaped it, the person who coloured it, the person who delivered it, the person who placed it in the wall, the bugs that visited the brick, the cloth that cleaned the brick, the beings that are enjoying the existence of the brick in its current manifestation? How about the Cells and the Molecules of the Brick? Its Chemical alignments?

From here, we can conclude that our perception of Reality is extremely Limited and we take what we see through our Physical eyes for granted, Not seeing Directly the Entire universe that exists within and as a brick for example.

 

What I'm showing here is our limited vision of reality and within that, I raise the question - how many things have we missed by defining a brick as simply a brick while ignoring, not taking into consideration, not seeing all the relationships the Brick consists of and exists as when looking at a brick on our wall?

 

So if we don't like the colour or the shape of the brick, Does it change anything in the physical reality? Is the brick going to change its form? No. If our Attitude towards the brick will be Positive, will the Brick change in any way how it exists? No. Our Experience in relation to the Brick has no influence on the Physicality of the Brick and thus, our Attitude towards the Brick - either Negative or Positive will have no Influence on the Brick as a physical form and we would not be able to change the relationship the brick have with everything it is consisting of and existing as. 

 

Meaning the value (positive or negative value) we assign to the colour of the brick, the shape of the brick, the texture of the brick, will not change the brick itself, it will only create the experience that we have towards the brick in that we will create a reality within and as ourselves where we believe that the brick is 'better' or the brick is 'worse', which is the perceptual reality that we create within and as ourselves of how we perceive this reality. The physical manifestation of the brick does however not change through how we associate positive or negative connotations to it.

 

We cannot Deny that within this world, there is much Abuse and Suffering that people are daily experiencing. We can agree that this world is not a safe place, no matter where we are located in this world - War, Crime, diseases, Earthquakes, Tsunami and whatnot. We can agree that the Education System is dysfunctional, we can agree that health care is not perfect, we can agree that the Media isn't  supporting the minds of our children and we can agree that working our entire lives to fight for our survival is not the greatest way to experience Life. We can absolutely agree that politics is corrupted all over the worlds and that our representatives are not quite serving our best interests;

 

Now, all of the above are again - neither Good nor Bad. As making these things 'good' or 'bad' means that we have assigned a positive or a negative value / experiences to the physical manifestations of what we had created within the physical reality. The physical manifestations are simply what it is - it is the Manifested Consequences of our collective acceptance and allowances either directly or indirectly. One must understand that Consequences here, as a living word, does not contain a negative Charge - 'Consequences' are the Desired or Undesired out flows of our actions and deeds that stem from a sequence of events that place to affect a specific outcome as a manifestation within the physical.

 

If we look at the World Picture - We are not even close to be absolutely aware of all the physical interconnected relationships that makes this world functional. For example, I'm sitting on a balcony now and in front of me there is a beautiful picture of Nature - Green Grass, Trees and Mountains which most people would define this moment in time with a positive association.  The question is - is it real? And whether my Positive Experience would have any influences on the Physical reality?

 

My own personal positive association to the beautiful picture that I see before me only gives me pleasure in this one moment, yet when I stop my participation within and as my mind of where and how I had associated this positive experience to the picture that I see, I am able to stop for a moment and look at this reality directly. So - When I stop with my positive feeling within and as myself and look into the scenery that I had associated a positive experience to - What do I see? I see mountains, I see fields being worked for harvesting food, I see trees that are planted for harvesting with their neat little rows. All of this together within and as myself I have associated a positive experience to - But have I considered the labour that is involved in getting the plantations to be as they are, the little animals that find refuge in these areas, just to be uprooted again when the harvesting season comes. So while I am 'trapped' within my illusion of a positive experience - reality is lived by what is here within and as the physical - while I am blind to what is really going on.

 

Will continue in my next Blog...

The End of Times - Day 187

 

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

 

And:

 

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

 

In the last 2 days, while walking the Copy Paste character, I came to realize that my application within the tasks that I do is not Absolute from the perspective of investing the time each task require to be done to its utmost potential, breath by breath. That is because I've accepted and allowed way to much task than what a person can handle in a time frame of 24 hours a day. The starting point when taking these tasks upon myself, as I've mentioned in my previous blogs, was to be defined as MORE because I couldn't see myself as worthy as Me, here, as who I am but rather, I've defined myself according to other's eyes views and unless they saw me as more, I couldn’t worthy or respect myself.

 

So now, when slowing down, I see that I must face the consequences and keep on doing what I usually do however, the starting point must be changed and within that, I must be patient and humble with myself, letting go of all the loose hands of the desires I've accepted and allowed within and as myself and walk, as who I am, within what I do, one breath at a time, one step at a time and be OK with the fact that not everything will be done in time within the realization that there is so much one can do in every breath.

 

The reason why I'm writing about this point today is because I experienced a massive frustration in the past few days because I wasn't satisfied with my application in general and specifically, with my participation in the Desteni Forum where my Support wasn't as effective as I can support because I've only scanned through the posts without actually reading the posts and paying attention to the details along with missing a day where I wasn't on the forum at all which created the consequences of spending extra time on the day after, to be able to catch up with everyone's processes. I wasn't satisfied from the support I was sharing as I've seen the cracks slowly but surely coming into the surface and how within that, I'm compromising other people’s processes which is to me, not acceptable living application.

 

So, how to go about and change my application to be and to stand as effective as possible within each and every breath, with the time frame I have in every day, with my current projects and task that I'm participating with and within it all, how to make sure I'm not compromising and sabotaging myself, my human physical body and the people that I'm working and interacting with.

 

What was fascinating in the last 2 days was seeing myself trying, in my mind, to find a new short cut, how to round a few corners so that I could change my application meaning - how can I have more time to do what I do and physically invest the time/space required to do it all. And as I realized there is no way to make it work, I became frustrated, angry, irritated and - missed many many breaths which within that obviously, couldn't be effective lol - how can one be effective when one is spending time in one's mind, trying to figure out how to be effective.

 

When I talked with a friend that has walked the same point I've been walking and now, re-walking, she referred me to my own blogs from day 45, 46 and 67.

 

So - let me walk this again, in greater specificity and to stop the time loop for once and for all as I see, realize and understand that accepting this within and as myself, in unacceptable as it is compromising all of our processes as a whole.

 

Thus, let's look at the Character dimension of "I don't have Time".

I've written down for myself, the character dimensions as Fear, Thoughts, Imagination, Back chat, reactions and physical behaviour which I will slowly but surely publish, once I walk the correction through Self Forgiveness and self Commitments. After I'm done, I will walk the Consequences Dimension as the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment that encompass the entire Character as I gain more perspective and realization of my own accepted and allowed 'I don’t have Time' Character.

Copy Paste Character–The Education System - Day 184

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question the education system that encouraged me to develop and create the 'Copy-Paste' Character within and as myself and as I've explained in my Previous blog for example, in my University, we had open books exams where we were allowed to bring past years exams which were the exact copy of the exam I was writing and within that, all I had to do in order to get a high Mark was to copy paste the information and vomit it into my exam sheets.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to develop, empower and grow myself within my higher studies because I didn't see why I should do so when it was so easy to get high marks in the exams without any effort on my side to actually understand and apply the information for and as myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define education through Marks as I was brought up to believe that to be successful, one must have high marks to open the doors of success and as long as this side of the equation is safe and sound, there is no real reason to make any effort in educating myself for real as this world, is not based on real, valid and practical education, it is about status, money, connections and my smile that would pave the way before me, to be and become a successful human being in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where the education system that is based on a rewards as consumerism, utilizing one's self interest desire for a specific experience and in doing so attract people into the education system without telling them that the education system is in no way a real, substantial and practical education for human beings to be and become a better humans in this world but rather, has become the tool to make the humans be less then who they are, with one gaol in front of their eyes - The path to Money and success.

 

Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to research and investigate the starting point in the world wide education system factories that utilize human behaviour research to further brainwash people into a complete consumerism robot that is functions on a reward system to satisfied one's self interest desire and in that, the current education systems in this world further enslaving people into their own minds and keeping humans as ignorant and powerless as possible, in never developing a critical thinking that would force them to look at their acceptance and allowances which led to a world of absolute control, abuse and suffering without anyone standing up and call for a world wide change that would be best for all. Further expand your understanding through watching the documentary - The College Conspiracy.

 

And as I'm writing now, a news article was just publish about Massive Copy Paste and drops in Marks in the Israeli Education System. And who is to blame if not the education system? The kids that cheated within a system that encourage it?? http://www.ynet.co.il/articles/0,7340,L-4292336,00.html.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the blame is not on the students that are becoming a copy-paste character robotic machines that are seeking for the quick way for success in having things done but the blame is on our acceptance and allowances of creating a world system that do not motivate children to perfect themselves and their LIFE skills in becoming a better and effective human beings in this world. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see my responsibility in accepting and allowing a world system that utilize the education system to further diminish the human beings as who they are as I've not stood up and called for a change in a global scale within and as the world system as a whole and the education system in particular.

 

To be Continued..

 

 

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

I like short cuts, I like having things done quick, I like the magic wand, I like getting to the finish line without having to make much of an effort to get there. And - that's was what I was doing throughout my Life through utilizing the Copy-Paste Character; only what I haven't considered is the consequences and that within the Copy-Paste Character, I'm not really assisting and supporting myself to grow and Expand myself - all I was doing was creating a time loop that would take me much longer to correct, diminishing myself to the level of becoming a robotic human being with none critical thinking and self investigation.

 

How I have justified the Validity of existing as the Copy-Paste character is through - "I don't have time", "I need to have this done ASAP", "I don't know how to do it so well, and I don't want to spend time on something others would do better then me", "I don't know how to do this", "I will have to research and investigate the point thoroughly and I don't have the time to do so, better to simply copy-paste", "I must have it done so that I have time for more things to be done", "oh, I'm not good enough, they presented it better, I trust their application, I will simply copy paste from them".

 

When looking at the Fear dimension - if I won't do as much as I could possible do, I'll be useless and be defined as such. If I won't have it done, I will fail, I will be nothing. If I won't have it done, I won't have pleasure time so in essence, the Fear Dimension is - Fear of being Judged and disrespectful, Fear of Failure.

It's Funny because I have the tendency to take as many responsibilities as possible but within the copy paste character, what I'm now seeing, realizing and understanding that I've abdicated my responsibility from the perspective of - I don't trust myself to apply the point "correctly" and thus, I will use the application that was done by others because I trust their application and within that- I'm abdicating my own responsibility to apply myself within Self Trust, for MYSELF when and as I see a task that must be done because that is what's best for all.

 

When did I start applying the Copy-Paste character - High School. I remember having to study for a literature exams where we had to read 5 or more stories or poetry and then, analyse it and write about our understanding of it. I didn't want to do it because it wasn't a cool thing to do meaning - the cool people in my school didn't read the material, they simply read the short version that was passing around with prepared questions and answered. They also watched the movie instead of reading the book or what ever the assignment was. And I, wanted to be cool as well so I did the same, only read the short version of the story, studied the past years exams and got my A. I mean, it was easy - all I had to do is copy the information into my brain and paste it on the exams sheet. after the exam was done, I deleted the information cause I didn't have any reason to keep it there or any use of it later on in my life. Or so I believed.

 

So, my training for life in high school already was - Copy-Paste have good results and I don't need to really study and understand what I study, all I need to do is to temporarily insert the information to my mind and vomit it onto the exam sheets.

In the University - it was much EASIER process because the exams were with open books. So all I had to do is make sure I have good books and notes from people that actually studied, study their notes, make sure I know how to allocate the material quickly and again, vomit all the information to the exam sheets and get a good mark. Lol, it became much easier in my final year when I discovered that the exams each year are exactly the same and one could take the past year exams, with the answers already prepared and literally, copy paste the information into one's exam.

 

Side note - initially I thought it was a stupid thing from the university side to give us the very same exams from the years before but now, I understand the starting point in doing such a thing - having students with high grades, elevate the university reputation and with a good reputation, more money comes in. Which means, that the education system doesn't really want you to grow and expand yourself, but to rather be automated machine, with no real critical thinking and integration of the material in one's day to Day living application but they rather wants your money and use you to generate more money. On that note, I suggest watching the documentary - The College Conspiracy.

 

And now, this copy-paste character is still a character I see myself using within my day to day living application where I would look for the short cut, the quick fix, not seeing absolutely the consequences and the harm I'm creating not only for myself but for our group as a whole as within walking as the copy paste character - my support is not absolute, my standing is not absolute and the example I'm showing is not absolutely aligned within and as the principle of that which is best for all.

 

So - time to say 'Bye Bye' to the character through a process of Self Forgiveness and to instead, investigate each and every starting point in each and every task that I'm doing and within that, make sure that the starting point is Self Realization as to who I am within what I do and how who I am within what I do must result in the best for all out come.

Within that, to realize that having more and more responsibilities while they are not being walked as effective as possible is useless. Better to focus and make the best out of everything that I do instead of having things half way done and in that, compromise myself and the group as a whole.

The Missing Piece - Day 159

This Blog is a response to the Video The Missing Piece by Abraham Hicks.

As well - I've made a vlog response to the same video that I suggest to listen to for the context of this blog :  The Missing Piece – Video Response to Abraham Hicks

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to stand up and ask the question that none of us dare to ask - WHY the fuck we are living in a world where 95% experience misery? Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore this question when it came up from within me, and allowed excuses and justification to be my directive principle because within those excuses and justifications, I could sleep at night, and continue walking my path of finding my Joy that can only be achieved through Money and can only last for a moment, until reality knock into my face, reminding me that happiness doesn't exists if it's not EQUAL and CONSISTANT for All.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated into the belief that misery is not real, that free choice exists and that the majority of this world that are living in great suffering are paying their lessons for their past lives consequences because that very belief was my own back door to not stand up for that which is best for all and within that, force myself to change myself and my world within and as the principle of give as you'd like to receive in equality and oneness.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deceive and manipulate myself within the belief that change is possible if only I would attract positivity, if only I would resonance positivity and my energy frequencies would raise from within me and spread out into the world and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for a physical change to manifest, a physical solution must be practically walked.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the answers that I received when asking why so many people in this world needs to suffer and within accepting the answer which claimed that everyone are walking their Karma and those who are suffering volunteered to come to experience suffer to pay for their past lives consequences and within accepting this answer, I haven't further expanded the question whether - did we really have a free choice or whether our past lives was a preprogram life path where I did what I was program to do, unconsciously? And within that, am I really paying for my past lives decisions or I was doomed and programmed to make those decisions?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the positive words that would allowed me to continue to abuse as I've not understood or wanted to understand the physical space time interconnectedness and within that, have never consider the equality equation or asked - where does all this good is coming from? Am I taking from someone else? What is involved with me getting all that good that I'm attracting? Do other suffer for my own joy?

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question why is it that if the Law of Attraction is absolute, why can it not be applied by everyone? Why doesn't it worked for everyone? Why people are still lacking in this world while earth providing unconditionally and enough to sustain the lives of all?

 

I commit myself to SHOW that for a practical solution that would include every single creature on this plant, a physical change and adjustments must be implemented.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why one would accept and allow oneself to be hypnotized and brainwashed by good and positive words such as Love and the Law of attraction and one's relationship to Money and self interest.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that what happened in one's past lives is irrelevant as we are walking a physical life and within the principle of Give as you'd Like to receive - we are bound to Give everyone a Life exactly as we would like to receive life and thus - what happens in the afterlife is not what would determine our physical existent and as physical human beings, with the power to create, we must create a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how one is allowing oneself to be CONned by Feelings through and by external triggers that was deliberately placed to activate one's feeling into complete abdication of any chance of taking self responsibility.

And as I write this blog, and as I write these commitment, an opportunity to SHOW this statement just came into my hands.

Here is a comment that I've received on my video response:

 

"Good video, very intelligent and inspiring. Good points about self responsibility.

I will have to go now and view this Abraham Hicks to see what he is saying.

Peace always!"

 

And here is the same person after watching Abraham Hicks video:

 

"I went and viewed this "Abraham Hicks" video. I have to be honest I loved it; I really did. I am (on most days) that nameless man in that chair. Her words to him were speaking to me. I know that this is in disagreement to you and those who you work with, but I won't lie about: I really liked her message.

I felt better after the first 10 minutes of that video than I have in a long long time.

That means a whole lot to me.

If you don't post this I understand. Thank you and peace to you."

 

And here is my response to the last comment:

 

"The operating word here is FEELING. you have been CONned by your feelings, by external trigger that was intentionally placed to get your feelings operational. study the quantum mind to understand why you are a slave to your feelings and then you will not allow your good feelings to allow a world of suffer to exists. "

 

I commit myself to remain consistent in speaking and walking Common sense and to repeat the same message of Give as you'd Like to receive again and again and again until all could hear because only through us hearing, we can return HERE and apply the principle in a physical manner and in that, create a world that is best for all.