The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

 

 

Preprograming Explained

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

 

Please read this the blog before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

 

I remember, as a young child, my parents preference was that  I wouldn't be exposed to the 9 o'clock News playing on TV. They Preferred that by then, I would already be asleep and wouldn't have to face the 'Grown-ups' reality, news reports about War, Crime, Child abuse, a woman being Raped, a neighbour being Killed etc.

From their point of view, they believed they are protecting me from this world and what this world has to offer and wished they could postponed my encounter with the physical reality as much as possible, when I'm prepared to handle the ugly truth.

 

There were nights that I didn't fall asleep by the time the news was on and I could hear pieces of information and it is interesting because when I look at it now, through bringing these memories 'Here' - I can hear specific words  that were Extremely emphasized by the News broadcaster; Words like 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'. And through these words, and how the broadcaster also used specific voice tonality when speaking these words, I literally Experienced Fear within and as myself which from there, every time I heard these words for instance, an experience of Fear emerged from within and as me, unconsciously; and this Memory of me as a child, overhearing the News, knowing that it is not for a child's ears and I'm lying in bed, shit as hell scared in bed, is activated as a picture in my mind that I carry till this day.

 

It is not surprising that as a grown-up, I tried as much as possible to avoid listening to the news and develop complete ignorance regarding History, Politics, Economy as well as world wide events.

 

If we have a look at the Time Line of Events that had formed my relationship to the News, we would be able to see how I've designed and shaped my life (or in other words - Pre-Programmed my life) based on accumulation of Memories as follows:

 

-> Parents do not allow me to watch the news

->-> I don't understand why I cannot stay up and be with my family when they watch the
        news.

->->-> When I asked 'Why', I've been told it is not a show for kids but only for grown ups.

 

-> One night, I couldn't fall asleep

->-> and I went to the living room to be caressed by my parents.

->->-> While walking towards them, I stopped in front of the TV screen

->->->-> because I saw explosion of something and there was grey cloudiness going up from
              the explosion trigger point, up to the sky.

->->->->->I never seen anything like that before

->->->-> the way the news broadcaster speak,

->->->->-> I could tell it was nothing good (Positive) and something bad happen

->->->->->-> So I asked my father what's going on

->->->->->->-> He said to me that I shouldn't watch this, it's grown-up stuff, not for kids.

->->->->->->->-> And he would really appreciate if I won't watch the news.

->->->-> The Experience within me was of so overwhelming and I felt Fear

->->->->-> Because I couldn't understanding what's going on

->->->->->-> and knew that what I was just exposed to was bad (not Positive).

->-> So I went back to my room but still, couldn't fall asleep

->->-> I could still hear some of it from my bedroom.

->->->-> and specifically I could hear Words that I associated with Negative Value

->->->->-> Meaning, the Broadcaster emphasized and used specific tonality when speaking
                  the words: 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

->->->->->-> I experienced extensive FEAR within and as me

->->->->->->-> I feared that I might get exploded one day.

 

-> A few years after

->-> When my Younger sister was about the same age I was in the night I described above

->->-> I had a dream

->->->->  that Arab people are in my Sister's kindergarten

->->->->-> and they were shooting everyone that were there.

->->-> After School, I went to my Sister's Kindergarten to make sure she is alright

->->->-> and I would deliberately, from that day, went and checkout if my sister is fine before
              heading home.

 

-> As I grew up

->-> I developed the habit of not watching or reading the news.

->->-> Which result also with feeling inadequate when other people would speak about
            world events and politics.

->->->-> I couldn't commit myself to study the History that lead to our current world wide
              events

->->->->-> because I didn’t want to watch or read the news

->->->->->-> I rather do something Fun instead (Justification)

->->->->->->-> and besides, there is nothing I can do to assist and support the world with

->->->->->->->-> I'll focus on that which will benefit me in MY future.

 

As you can see, the Above timelines show a few of the consequential outflows that had emerged through my perceptual reality, from the night I experienced Fear, for the first time, towards the PICTURE that I've seen on the TV Screen and the WORDS that were spoken by the broadcaster which resonated Negativity as Fear within and as me which then together with my perceptual reality, I created the Experience of FEAR within and as me as MEMORY, when ever I heard words like 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

Meaning, my First encounter with the Experience of FEAR as an Experience towards listening/watching the News was part of my programming of how I would direct myself later in my life when specific Words activated the Memory that I carried within and as myself which instantaneously, I accessed the Experience of Fear.

In Other words - Through that Memory that I Stored within and as myself, of the Experience of Fear, when listening/Watching the News, I contributed to my Programming to always react in FEAR when and as I hear the words 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza' which manifested the unconscious resistance to watch/listen to the News, later in my life,  where I had believed that it is simply not my preference (as justified to myself within the timeline above) and in that, never realized that I had accepted and allowed myself to completely ignore and deny the News in getting to know what is really going on in this world, Investigate the details, the relationships, the functionality of this world, why it exists as it is, why people are suffering and so on. Because, I've Preprogramed myself to always react in FEAR when what I hear/read/Watch is in alignment to what I had defined as Negative.

It is only in a much much later stage where I started to ask these questions but that was through the assistance and support I had received in investigating the Desteni Message and within that, the Principle of 'Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

 

In the blog The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198 I've shown how one create the ‘Experience’ as a positive or negative experience towards the Physical reality’ through the Value one had assigned to what one Perceive reality to be. Within this blog, we went one step further in understanding that the Value one assigns, meaning the positive value or the negative value that one assigns to experiences / memories, towards one’s perception of reality IS how one program’s oneself as the acceptances and allowances of how one perceives this reality to be.

 

The Desteni Message is Parallel to the Experience we have when watching the News for Instance, it is not oriented towards the fulfilment of one's Desire for a Positive Experience as it is not what we have Programmed ourselves to align ourselves with. I Mean, who doesn't have a Negative Experience towards listening to the News? Who like hearing the news about how much corruption and abuse and suffering exists in this world? Who Enjoy listening to it? No One.

Thus, I understand that When reading through the Desteni Material and the Journey to Life, that is being walked by the Desteni Members from all across the world, one may react in a Negative experience because, what is presented is NOT aligned with the Positive Experience we Seek to have, from the perspective of our preferences of what we would like to read, hear and watch. However, our Preference is our Pre-Programmed Design that we have created within and as ourselves, already at childhood, while having no clue of how we have actually created our preferences.

 

However, as I've mentioned in my Previous Blogs - the Desteni Message is neither Positive or Negative - it is about seeing directly reality as what it is, looking at the core/source/origin/Root of the Problems that we are currently experiencing as Humanity and accordingly, Move towards a correction that would result in a best for all outcome.

 

If one have a look, in self honesty, what we present is the actual, real truth of what is going on inside our minds as individual and what is going on in this world as a whole.

For Example:

The Heaven's Journey to Life describe in detail the Existential seeing of the reality beyond and within the Mind and the Physical.

The Earth's Journey to Life walk you through the Various designs/components of the Personalities/characters we have created within and as ourselves, in the most simplistic way that everyone can relate.

The Creation's Journey to Life will guide you, in a process of self education, towards seeing directly the Physical reality as it is, through exposing the Nitty Gritty of our individual and collective acceptance and allowances.

The Activist's journey to Life is a commentary perspective regarding the Daily world's events

The Economist's Journey to Life will guide you through the ins and outs of how our current Economic structure and what is really behinds the Scenes that most people are not aware of.

The Psychologist's Journey to Life specifically shows how One is able and capable in being one's own Psychologist when facing with one's reality and how to practically work with what is Here, in our day to day living application, to self perfection in applying self correction.

 

As you investigate these blogs, the Material Desteni is Providing, you'd noticed, that we are not just showing the problems, we are presenting a solution within a process of correction of all the points that individually and collectively had part in the creation of ourselves and this world as we know it today.

 

Will continue in my next blog.

Spilling semen in vain - Self Commitments - Day 117

This is a continuation to:

Sexual Expression – Overview  Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

 

Spilling semen in vain - Day 115

Spilling semen in vain - Self Forgiveness -  Day 116

 

 

I commit myself to Expose and Show that the ALL religion LAWS are based on Absolute IGNORANCE with none Common Sense whatsoever.

 

I commit myself to WRITE and EXPLAIN in Details the relationship between the Mind and the Physical throughout my process of Stepping out of my mind and rebirth myself as the Physical and within that, Explain how to support ourselves as the Physical Body with and through Masturbation and Sex.

 

I commit myself to do what ever I can to Support children from all religions in questioning and challenging their belief systems which was taught to them by their parents and accordingly, assist and support them with applying Common Sense in their day to day living application in order to be, become and changed into and as effective human beings in this world who would stand within and as principle of a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to PROVE and SHOW that the real SIN is the Abuse that we have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world where we allow billions of people to daily die from Starvation, malnutrition, diseases etc. and within that, literally living the physical application of spilling our Semen in Vain as we allow our children of this world to Die without having any potential LIFE, a life that is dignified and worthwhile in all ways possible.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that the real SINNERs are those who brainwash their children to become zombified human being that will justify the abuse and suffering in this world by the name of GOD, God's Will, Karma, Punishment etc.

I commit myself to SHOW how through the religious Parent's Belief System in relation to sex and masturbation, they are in fact creating unhealthy children that would spend their time, in their mind, defining themselves as EVIL for having thoughts they are not able to understand as they were never been educated to understand the relationship between their human physical body and their mind as well as the consequences that may manifest through/by supressing their physical sexuality.

 

I commit myself to assist and support with the development and the establishment of educational youth programs that will educate and train the youth with the understanding of the equality and oneness within and as their human physical body as well as standing as a pillar of support for the children who are not in a position to be educated by their parents with regards to Sex and Masturbation as their parents have not yet walked their process of stepping out of their mind, their pre-programmed mind that CONsist of and Exists as their religion of Self and as such, are not able to stand in equality and oneness with their children and support them according to what each child in this world is required for, to be able to be and become an effective human being in this world.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that many religion relationships between partners are done for the sake of SEX as a way and means to deal with one's physical changes and therefor, to EXPOSE the abusive religious systems that support the youngsters into abusive relationships that do not support anyone whatsoever.

For those who can read Hebrew - an interesting blog that I've read today: http://www.xnet.co.il/family/articles/0,14566,L-3096594,00.html

 

I commit myself to SHOW that producing children without having an effective platform that cares about each and every child in the family, where the parents are directly involved with the education of their child, is in fact SIN.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that producing children to not spill the semen in vain is an abusive religion LAW that do not take into consideration the children that are born into a world where the parents are not directly involved in one's upbringing, the parents doesn't have the skills, the money and the resources to take care of the children as what each child in this world is required for, is the ultimate abuse that one is accepting and allowing by the name of GOD.

 

To be continued...

Spilling semen in vain - Self Forgiveness - Day 116

This is a continuation to:

Sexual Expression – Overview  Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

 

Spilling semen in vain - Day 115

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow the Religion laws, telling me that I must not touch myself and explore myself as my human physical body within the belief that if I would, I will be deserve to DIE.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to attach, define and connect masturbation with SIN and I haven't realized that the real SIN is that which we have accepted and allowed this world to be and become;

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I masturbate, I'm a sinner and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to question the Real SIN which is my blindfold belief of my religious laws which justifying and allowing the continuation of abuse in this world by the name of God.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to investigate, research and educate myself with regards to the physical consequences that may emerge if I allow myself to suppress my physical expression within self intimacy with MYSELF as I've NOT considered the relationship between the mind and the physical due to lack of understanding of those who have come before me; those who have set the laws without taking the physical aspect in consideration and those who have brainwashed me from a very young age till I've obey and accepted the laws as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how ridiculous the law: "Do not spill your semen in Vain" where in, when I'm having sex, there are about 300 million sperm that released in an ejaculation and thus, according to the analogy in the bible, I should be defined as a murderer of 300 Million Potential children. Also, each month, as the woman goes through the menstruation cycle, there is an egg that release  - does it means that every month the woman is the murderer of a potential child if she doesn't have sex and become pregnant?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself believe that I would be deserve to die, if I explore, become intimate and touch myself as my human physical body and I have accepted this belief to be my directive principle as I've lost all common sense and have tied myself into my own law systems which I gave my power to, in separation of me, without ever considering who I am as the physical touch; never considered or allowed myself to investigate the laws that I bind myself to and accordingly, stand up, and directing myself and my world according to common sense informative decisions which I'm able to stand within and as, for eternity.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself in spite because of sexual thoughts that came up in my mind, thoughts that I wasn't prepared, educated and taught to deal with; thoughts that my Religious environment taught me it is Evil and therefor, I've defined myself as EVIL within and as myself, not realizing that the same way I have those thoughts, my environment has those thoughts and because none of us understood how the mind worked and functions, we believed that if we won't tell anyone, everything would be ok and if we won't act on those thoughts, God will not know.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to when and as the sexual thoughts and hormonal physical changes emerged within and as me, to suppress the thoughts and feelings within and as myself and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in FEAR of not knowing what is wrong with me as I believed that I was not allowed to speak about it, ask for guideness and direction and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the silence about sex and Masturbation within my Religious community and therefore, have blindly accepted and allowed the Religious Laws, despite of me being aware of my body changes and the thoughts that came up, which had accumulated and become unbearable till I had to act on it, within and as self shame, not telling anyone and hoping that I won't be exposed, not ever considering that everyone are doing the same but would never talk about it.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed religious Law to dictate what I can or cannot do with myself, as my human physical body and I haven't realized that the reason for these laws were and still are, to control the human beings in their own fears, so that no one would ever question and challenge our existence and actually become the change that we all want to see in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the separation that exists within and as the religious laws and how through accepting and allowing the laws as who I am, I've actually, accepted and allowed the separation of me from myself as my human physical body.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to go into marriage at a very young age so that I could deal with my hormonal changes within a marriage unit where sex is allowed. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to justify why I'm engaging into marriage within and as my mind, not seeing, realizing and understand my own starting point - the desire for sex. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to base my relationship on a desire for sex, disguised by a religion act, not seeing, realizing and understanding that relationship required to be based on AGREEMENT where both parties commit to assist and support themselves and their partner EQUALLY, agreement that is based on self honest communication that will allow both parties to grow and expand themselves into become effective human being in this world. 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to bring so many children in this world, without having the ability to raise them effectively and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the desire for sex to override common sense wherein, to be able to have sex, I believe I must not use my semen in vain and accordingly, must have children.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to abused my children through enslaving them to raise their siblings so that I could have sex from time to time and accordingly, have more children into this world which would also be raised by their siblings.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that masturbation is wrong because in masturbating, I'm committing a crime as I spill my semen and in that, murdering my potential children and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the real crime, is the belief of the religious laws that by the name of god, the abuse, as enslavement of my children is allowed, as they have to be the guardians of their siblings so that I could have sex and talk with god all day long.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to take my children into consideration when I made the decision to bring MORE children into this world and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the physical needs that every child is required in this world despite of me, not being able, in no way, to give that to my children when my family unit consists of 10-20 children.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk with my child and explaining them what is going on inside them, as their body start to change and be influenced by physical hormones and instead, I left them alone to believe there is Evilness within themselves that is talking them into masturbation because I didn't have the courage to speak openly about my own process of discovering my human physical body, my own process of becoming intimate with my body because as far as I concern, I'm not allowed to do so, nevertheless, speak about it. Within that, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be and become an effective parent in this world as I tied myself into a religious laws, in separation of myself and have blindly followed it as if it is the ultimate truth.

 

To be continued...

Spilling Semen in Vain - Day 115

 

This is a continuation to:

Sexual Expression – Overview  Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

 

Males Masturbation is forbidden according to Jewish Religion law because when one is masturbating, one is Spilling semen in vain and accordingly, deserve dying.

 

    "But why all these precautions? — Because otherwise one might emit semen in vain, and R. Johanan stated: Whosoever emits semen in vain deserves death, for it is said in Scripture."

    —Babylon Talmud, Tractate Niddah, p. 13a

 

 

Seriously! That is what they teach the Jewish Religion kids.. If you masturbate, you deserve death.

And they even back it up:

 

Genesis 38:7-10 “Now Er, Judah's firstborn, was evil in the eyes of the Lord… Now onan knew that the progeny would not be his, and it came about, when he came to his [deceased] brother's wife, he wasted [his semen] on the ground... Now what he did was evil in the eyes of the Lord..."

 

Rashi (based on the Talmud) comments about Er: “His evil was like the evil of Onan, viz. that he wasted his semen... Now, why would Er waste his semen? So that she (Tamar) would not become pregnant and her beauty be impaired".

 

Accordingly, the Females are allowed to masturbate because they do not have Semen to waste while the Male, is guilty with Murder of his potential children because he prevents the use of that semen for conceiving a child and this, is a criminal act.

 

Did anyone consider the consequences within one's mind/physical relationship? Obviously not because having such forbidden act serves the continuation of ignorant people who rush into marriage for the ONE reason: dealing with their physical reactions in their human physical body as hormones because only within marriage, one is allowed to spill one's semen and that is also conditioned to the rule of having children when having sex.

Also, another obvious consequence is having over populated families where the children raise their siblings because the parents wants to fuck but the only way they are allowed to fuck is when they  use the male semen to produce more children, despite of the fact that the family doesn't have the means and skills to raise an effective human being in this world as well as giving the child the attention, care and education that a child is required to have in order to have an effective and fulfilling life.

No, that wasn't taken into consideration as the parents can happily fuck each other and in that, fuck their children in being their slaves who raise their younger siblings. I mean, how effective a family unit can be, when there are 10-20 children in the household? How can the mother be a supportive mother when most of the time, she is busy breast feeding and the father is busy study the Torah?

 

And no, I'm not being sarcastic, I'm bring common sense to the table. I'm simply sharing the outflows of one's acceptance of some religion laws which was not taken into consideration as the consequences of the laws and how it will effect humanity as a whole. I'm bringing here the Jewish religion as my ID certificate defines me as a Jew however, if one take a look at all and every types of religion - it is all the same - unpractical laws that one is blindly following because one is not willing and daring to step out from one's own fears; one is not willing and daring to face oneself and what one is ignorantly had accepted and allowed oneself to live as and by and accordingly, make the adjustments/changes that are required to bring about a world that is best for all in FACT.

 

Within my next blog, I will be walking the Self Forgiveness Process, as I stand in the shoes of the Religious character, in the context of Masturbation. I will place the character within and as me, and see the backchats, the emotions and feelings that emerged within and as me, when walking equal and one as the forbidden masturbation character. Should be interesting..

Fear of being Crucified - Self Commitments - Day 111

This is a continuation to:

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

Fear of being Crucified - Self Forgiveness - Day 110

Principled Living

And also -

Journey to Life - Day 91 Israeli Self Immolation

I commit myself to SHOW the Evil Human Nature of Greed and self interest desire of enslaving and controlling the majority of beings in this world, to the extent of accepting and allowing the assassination/murder of those who DARE to stand up, within and as Principles that are best for all, to bring about a change in this world that will place everything and everyone in an EQUAL position.

I Commit myself to show the Basic Common Sense Equation that The Elite of this world, are well aware of what they have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world and that they will do, what ever it takes to remain in their position of power and control with no consideration of the Atrocity conditions and suffering in this world due to the inequality equation that this world system is based on.

I commit myself to SHOW how convenient it is for us to remain in fear, to be able to maintain our self interest desire for an experience, despite of us all being aware of the real deal of this world, the real and physical pain and suffering that most of us experience in every single moment and I commit myself to SHOW the consequences of remaining in FEAR, through repeating again and again and again, the same very thing until all could hear.

I commit myself to SHOW how we perpetuate our Enslavement through reminding ourselves our fear of being crucified through the Jesus Symbols, through the memorial days of those who were killed for that which they stand within and as themselves and through this propaganda, what we are actually doing is suppressing the fear more and more within and as ourselves, not seeing, realizing and understanding what we are in fact doing, accepting the enslavement of ourselves in our mind, as well as accepting the physical enslavement of those we are daily struggling to live another day.

I Commit myself to SHOW that the fear of being Crucified/killed/murdered/assassinated for daring to stand up and call for a change in this world serves only those who are in a control and power positions in this world and though this FEAR that we accept and allow to silence us, we are directly responsible for the abuse and suffering of this world because we gave up on change as long as our bubbly world is safe and sound.

I commit myself to STOP my participation within and as the fear of being crucified as I lead the way into and towards a world that is best for all because I see, realize and understand the origin of this fear, the consequences of allowing this fear to control me and how through this fear, I'm compromising the future of this world and the lives of us all.

I commit myself to - when and as I communicate with those who do not accept, validate, agree with that which I stand as, to make sure I'm Here, within and as breath. And I speak common sense, within self trust, self stability, Self power and within that, take no shit, be frank, direct and expose that which is require to be exposed and directed so that we can for once and for all - walk as equals and change ourselves and our world according to that which is best for all.

I commit to stop the value and attention to what other see, say and speak about me because who I am is not defined by others but rather who I am is a reflection of what I will allow and what I will not and accordingly, I speak/stand up, regardless the consequences that may be.

I commit myself to walk the process of bringing about a world that is best for all and I will stop with death when and as it may be. I will not accept and allow the fear of death to compromise and sabotage this existence as a whole as I see, realize and understand the extent of our journey, the challenges, the temptation and the things that I will have to give up so that we could all have a life that is dignified, worthy and fulfilling.

Fear of being Crucified - Self Forgiveness - Day 110

This is a continuation to:

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

Principled Living: Maya

And also -

Journey to Life - Day 91 Israeli Self Immolation

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that those who are in the position of power and control due to their abundant of Money in this world, will do what ever they can, to remain in their position and if/when necessarily, they will be willing to kill/murder/assassinate those who question the World System Equations and they will be willing to kill/murder/assassinate those who have the power to bring about common sense into this world because it will undermine the Elite's position of Control and Power and would place them in a position of Equals to everything and everyone which according to the Elite's eyes view, that is their worst nightmare.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the Elite are well aware of their acceptance and allowance of positioning themselves in Power and Control over the Majority of this world because, we have seen throughout History that at the moment their position of Power and Control is being challenged, those who stand up for Equalization are being killed/murdered/assassinate for some "miraculous reason".

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize how the Elite is very much aware of the atrocity and suffering in this world and yet, would do nothing about it because if they would, they would lose their position of power and control over those who are currently being enslaved by them and thus, when the Elite's Life Style of abundance is being shaken by those who stand up for a change in this world that might position the Elite in less abundant position in this world, someone get killed/murdered/assassinate which then, for a moment, their position in this world is safe and sound till the next group comes up and challenged the Elite's position in this world, get killed/murdered/assassinated and the cycle continue and no change is in fact being implemented and established. 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how  through History, we  perpetuate the immobilizes fear of being crucified for that which is best for all to regenerate the preprogram design of Fear, of powerlessness, of uselessness which through this brainwashed fear, we will not stand up, we will not change the world and we will keep accepting and allowing the abuse, suffer, crime, greed, competition etc. to remain our directive principle with no real and substantial change. 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that the FEAR of being Crucified when and as a being is standing up according to a principle that may shake the face of the world, is the Fear that immobilize us to in fact become a strong and stable leader in our world and lead the way for a world that is best for all. Within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question and investigate the starting point of this fear and who and what this Fear serve; to see, realize and understand how we have infused ourselves within and as this fear, to not be able to change in fact, ourselves nor this world and within that, submit to this current world of abuse, suffering, atrocities, greed, self interest and Evilness. And thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in Fear of Change as the fear of being crucified and have thus, accepted and allowed and gave permission to the world to continue as it is currently is and in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see my responsibility in accepting and allowing the fear of being crucified to enslave, control, immobilize me and how through the acceptance and allowance of this fear, I'm directly accepting and allowing abuse and suffering to be the daily living experience of the Majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to submit to the FEAR of being Crucified and within that, have decided to give away my power to stand as a pillar in this world, a Pillar of common sense that stand in absolute stability within and as Principle of that which is best for all and through an example, assist and support all to stand up as well because the only way we can in fact change this world, is if each and everyone of us will see, accept and allow our individual responsibilities to create, establish and implement a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the steps that I will have to take in order to establish in fact a world that is best for all and within that, the first step of implementing the Equal Money System because I've accepted and allowed the fear of being crucified to control and enslave and blind me to the extent of which, I haven't accepted and allowed myself to give myself the permission to look at what will it takes to bring about a world that is best for all, what will I have to give up and what will I have to do, in order to make sure that we as a group will lead the way for our children, our parents, our animals, our plants, our earth - all Equal as One and within that, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait for others to will lead the way for me, so that they will be the one who be killed/assassinate/murder and I could remain alive, doing my own things, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I'm preparing the way before me to give up on my principles and my stance if/when one of us will get killed/assassinated/murdered as I know within and as myself, that once that will happened, I'll be immobilized and wouldn't allow myself to continue the way after them.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by giving value and attention to the fear of being crucified within and as myself, I'm in fact creating the event inside my mind, as I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize how I'm the Creator of this reality and the relationship between my mind and the physical existence.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to utilize the fear of being crucified as my stumbling stone for me to not move and direct myself and this world and to bring about a world that is best for all in all ways possible and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that so long as I accept and allow myself to move and direct myself according to fears, I'm sabotaging not only myself, but this world as a whole as I'm willing to compromise everything and everyone in this world, to sustain my own desire for safe LIFE as I will not stand up as long as I consist of and exists as fear and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise the lives of the majority of this world, because I wasn't able to give up the Fear of being crucified for the principle that I stand for as my own self interest of my own survival.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself not to be direct in my communication with people that are not accepting and agreeing with that which I stand for because within and as me, the fear of being crucified resonant and I have thus, accepted and allowed myself to adjust and align myself with abusers, to not create a friction, to not trigger any evil spike within them that will lead to my death. Within that, I see realize and understand how through shaping and moulding myself to be accepted by society through the fear of being crucified if I won't, I'm sabotaging and compromising our lives as a whole and in that, giving permission to the fear to dictate our lives and existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking up in common sense because common sense as that which is best for all is the opposite from everything that we have ever taught to believe and be because what we have become, is a self interest desire for our own survival with no consideration of everything and everyone as a whole. And thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the fear that is existent within and as me, to be my directive principle where I will compromise and shut up and won't speak/stand up when and as I see that a point must be directed, must be understood, clarified and explained.

Fear of being Crucified - Day 109

 

Recently I was seeing more and more within and as myself the fear of being crucified, literally, for standing up for a world that is best for all.  Throughout History, those who stood up in the intent to make a real and substantial change in this world, were murder and/or Crucified; and as I was looking deeper at what will it takes, what will I have to do and what will I have to give up within my Journey to bring about a world that is best for all, I started seeing the extent of my Journey as well as the Journeys of those who are walking with me - The Destonians; and with that, the fear emerge slowly but surely into my Conscious mind.

 

17 years ago, the Israeli Prime minister, Rabin, was murder in a Peace Convention. It was a few moments after he step down from the stage, singing the Peace Song, that he got Shot by a Religion Fanatic.

 

49 years ago, the 35th President of the United States, John Fitzgerald Kennedy, was assassinated due to his steps to stop the cycles of abuse caused by the Elite of this world.

 

2012 Years ago, Jesus was crucified for standing up by the Principle of Give as you'd like to Receive and Love your Neighbour as yourself.

 

When I was doing a Google search today, I was very much surprise on the amount of world leaders that were assassinated/murdered/killed for the cause of what they have stood within and as. Will one of us will be the next one?

 

Why is it, that when and as a group of people presents a solution for this world, all the forces are in the process of assassinating the principle of that which is best for all? I mean, look at the Desteni's Haters that represents the Evil that drives us as humanity to never allow any change that is in fact, best for ALL. Look at those who are against the Equal Money System, not willing and daring to look after anything and anyone other than themselves. And here we are, The Destonians, the Group that will lead the way for a practical and physical change that the minority won't necessarily likes because it will place them in a position of Equals instead of where they are now, in a position of power and control over the majority that is suffering on the Elite's expense.

 

In this, yes, I'll be frank, there is fear within and as me, a fear that I've programmed myself to exists within and as, a fear that each and everyone of us unconsciously possessed, the fear that keeps us immobilized to in fact change who and what we have become to eventually change who and what this world have become.

 

In the Blogs to come, I will walk the Self Forgiveness Process within the starting point of releasing the preprogramed fear that control, enslave and direct me so that I will take the next step, in absolute self trust, of Standing, no matter what, even if it means that I will have to die for that which I stand for and as. Because, What was already been established - I am the one who decide and I decide - TO STAND FOR ETERNITY FOR THAT WHICH IS BEST FOR ALL.

 

If we won't break down the fear, nothing is worthwhile. Fear is control and Control is not who I am.

So - time to embrace some courage and walk, without ever looking back and do, what ever is necessarily to be done, until it is done.