Showing posts with label Law Of Attraction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Law Of Attraction. Show all posts
Oct 29, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

*note for those who are following my blogs – I will continue walking the various Dimensions of the ‘I don’t have Time Character’ after this blog series is complete.

 

How-i-was-able-to-hear-the-desteni-messageThere are many that come across Desteni and define the Message as a Negative one or 'Not so much Positive'. They Say that Desteni Message is Radical and Extreme and from that, make the assumption that they already know what it is all about and thus, stop their investigation because it doesn't resonant with them. However, as I will be showing in this blog, the Desteni Message is all about Living the following Principles within and as an expression of oneself:

- Give as you would like to receive

- Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you

- Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

Within this, there is no Good or Bad, it is not about Positive or Negative nor Good or Evil - it is about seeing Reality as what it's really is and accordingly, walk the correction that would result in the Best outcome for the Lives of all. 

 

 

Lets investigate how we perceive reality through pictures. We are yet to understand, that what we are perceiving the physical reality to be, is nothing but a PICTURE we are projecting and imposing onto what we then Believe reality to be - We process the information we see   through our minds, which we then, form Opinions, Beliefs, Ideas, Perceptions about Reality and Create an Experience within and as ourselves - either Positive or Negative.

 

To further explain why it is that we see Reality as a Picture, as an Experience we define as either Positive or negative, let's have a look at the following:

 

When we look at a brick for instance,  what do we see? A brick. As simple as that. We might pay attention to its colour, to its shape, to its alignment with the rest of the bricks but that is as far as we go when looking at a brick. However, is it only just a brick as we perceive a brick to be? How about the relationship the Brick has with the various participant that were involved in the creation of the brick? The Sand, the Water, the wind, the person who shaped it, the person who coloured it, the person who delivered it, the person who placed it in the wall, the bugs that visited the brick, the cloth that cleaned the brick, the beings that are enjoying the existence of the brick in its current manifestation? How about the Cells and the Molecules of the Brick? Its Chemical alignments?

From here, we can conclude that our perception of Reality is extremely Limited and we take what we see through our Physical eyes for granted, Not seeing Directly the Entire universe that exists within and as a brick for example.

 

What I'm showing here is our limited vision of reality and within that, I raise the question - how many things have we missed by defining a brick as simply a brick while ignoring, not taking into consideration, not seeing all the relationships the Brick consists of and exists as when looking at a brick on our wall?

 

So if we don't like the colour or the shape of the brick, Does it change anything in the physical reality? Is the brick going to change its form? No. If our Attitude towards the brick will be Positive, will the Brick change in any way how it exists? No. Our Experience in relation to the Brick has no influence on the Physicality of the Brick and thus, our Attitude towards the Brick - either Negative or Positive will have no Influence on the Brick as a physical form and we would not be able to change the relationship the brick have with everything it is consisting of and existing as. 

 

Meaning the value (positive or negative value) we assign to the colour of the brick, the shape of the brick, the texture of the brick, will not change the brick itself, it will only create the experience that we have towards the brick in that we will create a reality within and as ourselves where we believe that the brick is 'better' or the brick is 'worse', which is the perceptual reality that we create within and as ourselves of how we perceive this reality. The physical manifestation of the brick does however not change through how we associate positive or negative connotations to it.

 

We cannot Deny that within this world, there is much Abuse and Suffering that people are daily experiencing. We can agree that this world is not a safe place, no matter where we are located in this world - War, Crime, diseases, Earthquakes, Tsunami and whatnot. We can agree that the Education System is dysfunctional, we can agree that health care is not perfect, we can agree that the Media isn't  supporting the minds of our children and we can agree that working our entire lives to fight for our survival is not the greatest way to experience Life. We can absolutely agree that politics is corrupted all over the worlds and that our representatives are not quite serving our best interests;

 

Now, all of the above are again - neither Good nor Bad. As making these things 'good' or 'bad' means that we have assigned a positive or a negative value / experiences to the physical manifestations of what we had created within the physical reality. The physical manifestations are simply what it is - it is the Manifested Consequences of our collective acceptance and allowances either directly or indirectly. One must understand that Consequences here, as a living word, does not contain a negative Charge - 'Consequences' are the Desired or Undesired out flows of our actions and deeds that stem from a sequence of events that place to affect a specific outcome as a manifestation within the physical.

 

If we look at the World Picture - We are not even close to be absolutely aware of all the physical interconnected relationships that makes this world functional. For example, I'm sitting on a balcony now and in front of me there is a beautiful picture of Nature - Green Grass, Trees and Mountains which most people would define this moment in time with a positive association.  The question is - is it real? And whether my Positive Experience would have any influences on the Physical reality?

 

My own personal positive association to the beautiful picture that I see before me only gives me pleasure in this one moment, yet when I stop my participation within and as my mind of where and how I had associated this positive experience to the picture that I see, I am able to stop for a moment and look at this reality directly. So - When I stop with my positive feeling within and as myself and look into the scenery that I had associated a positive experience to - What do I see? I see mountains, I see fields being worked for harvesting food, I see trees that are planted for harvesting with their neat little rows. All of this together within and as myself I have associated a positive experience to - But have I considered the labour that is involved in getting the plantations to be as they are, the little animals that find refuge in these areas, just to be uprooted again when the harvesting season comes. So while I am 'trapped' within my illusion of a positive experience - reality is lived by what is here within and as the physical - while I am blind to what is really going on.

 

Will continue in my next Blog...

Oct 28, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197

510This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196


For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character -Imagination Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

 

Imagination Dimension:


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I imagine other people having fun just now, while I'm stuck on the computer, doing my routine work.

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define my daily Routine as Negative in comparison to 'Having Fun' as the Positive experience without seeing, realizing and understanding that the only way to define the Daily Routine as Negative, I must Compare it to an Idea I have in my mind as what would be a Positive Experience such as for instance, fun entertainment which Both the Negative and the Positive are just a Polarized experiences I've created within and as my mind which then thus, imposed this Idea onto the Physical reality, placing a Veil in front of my Eyes, not seeing the physical reality in fact, as what's Here and what needs to be done to bring about a world that is best for all lives.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the idea of what fun is, as a positive past memory experience and then, compare this idea to what I perceived my reality, or my experience in my reality was, not seeing, realizing and understanding that in that moment of comparison where I've compare between to Mind Realities - one as positive that is in my mind as imagination and the other is Negative as my perception of my experience in the physical reality. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore and deny the real, actual, Physical reality, as what we have created from this physical reality to its current abusive manifestation because - as long as my focus is in MY perception of reality through bouncing between the positive and the negative experiences within my OWN mind, I cannot SEE directly this physical reality and will keep myself and this entire world enslaved to Experiences as ENERGY without actual practical change within and as myself and without and as this world as a whole.

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I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT see how addictive it is to imagining experiences within my mind and what is the scientific, chemical processes that are involved when participating in one's mind within the imagination domain in particular and THINKING in General whenever one is accessing both the Negative and the Positive Experiences as Energy within and as oneself.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize the various dimensions that are involved in the imagination domain wherein, through perceiving having a negative experience in my reality, without even considering that this Negative experience is nothing but my own mind, and from there, going into the imagining process of a positive scenarios such as Fun for instance, I'm also allowing myself to further perpetuate the Negative Experience I perceive myself to experience however now, accessing Jealousy towards all the people that are having Fun and through this Jealousy, Generating More Energy for my mind to maintain its existent as Energy and separating myself form the Real Physical Reality, Here.

 

In that - I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that while I desire to have fun and experience the Positive Energy Experience, Billion of people are dying because I haven't stood up in absolute self honesty and directed myself, in every moment of every breath in doing what ever needs to be done, to End the Suffer and abuse in this world. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to REALize how through accessing my mind and bouncing from the Negative to the Positive Experiences, I've abdicated my responsibility in seeing the Physical reality Directly and all the relationships that are involved from the moment of creation to the manifested consequences and accordingly, align and correct that which is here to that which must be here - Physical Equality and Oneness.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to get myself HERE, in full self Awareness of myself Equal to and One as this Physical Reality and All the Relationships that are Interconnected and intertwine and in that, figure out what is it that I really Enjoy doing from a physical equality and Oneness point of view, rather as it is currently wherein my Definitions of what is fun is based on Energetic experiences that I've created within and as myself.

 

I commit myself to PROVE and SHOW the Chemical Processes that are involved When and as One is participating in one's mind - Either Positive and Negative Experiences and on that note, I suggest to study the Quantum Mind - Self Awareness, to see, realize and understand how little we actually seeing, realizing and understanding about ourselves, our minds and this existence and a whole BECAUSE - through understanding the Ins and Outs of the Quantum Mind, one would be able to specify one's application through SELF realization of oneself in relationship to one's mind. http://eqafe.com/series/21-quantum-mind-self-awareness

 

I commit myself to Assist and Support myself in stopping the Polarized Energetic bouncing between the Negative to the Positive because I now see, realize and understand that Any Experience, Positive or Negative can only exits as Energy as the Mind and that this Energy, is the Veil I've placed in front of my Physical Eyes to not see Directly this Physical reality and thus, could ignored and deny that which is here so that I won't have to take responsibility and practically Change myself and this world as a whole.

Oct 27, 2012 | By: A Woman

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196

Melinda-Konya-1-7This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195


For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character -Imagination Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Imagination Dimension:

* I fantasize of taking a vacation, lying down on the beach, with nothing else to do but enjoy the sun, swimming in the ocean, going to a restaurant, having a fruit shake - in India or Thailand lol.

* I imagine other people doing the same just now, while I'm stuck on the computer, doing my routine work.

* I imagine the life of those who have money and can do what ever they want with their life - having a spa day, going out, enjoying themselves as I used to do myself a few years back.

* I imagine people coming back from work, after a long day, and sitting on the coach with their partner, hanging out, watching a movie, laying back, with nothing really to do.

 

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* I fantasize of taking a vacation, lying down on the beach, with nothing else to do but enjoy the sun, swimming in the ocean, going to a restaurant, having a fruit shake - in India or Thailand lol.

 

This is a direct imagination deriving from the initial picture that I've seen yesterday and I have shared in my blog: Let's have some Fun - Day 195

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold onto a memory experience of me spending a long period of time overseas where all I've done all day was lying on the beach during the days and partying during the nights and within that memory, contain the experience of Freedom as an energetic experience.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to such an extent, believing that lying on the beach and partying at night is the definition of Freedom and within that, deliberately "forgetting" the inner Negative experience that I've experienced while on vacation, the anxiety when meeting new people, the depression that I've suppressed and the slight sadness that was constant within and as me. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately suppress the Negative experience and only remember the positive experience so that I won't have to face, correct and change both the Negative and Positive as Energetic experiences and in that, remain limited to only exists as polarized Energy experiences that would activate constantly and continuously the 'I don't have time' Character that I've accepted and allowed as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT allow myself to investigate how the mind works and functions and who I am as the mind and thus, when and as a picture of a good and positive experience came up from within me, instead of stopping and investigating the source/nature of the picture, what the picture represents, why the picture suddenly came up, who I am as the picture, what activate the picture, where did this picture came from and what the picture implies about me, I've accepted and allowed myself to follow and go into the imagination dimension, preoccupying myself in my mind, in total separation from what is REAL, as Breathe, this Physical reality because, in doing so, I don't have to face the physicality, that which is Real, and that which is going on in front of me - Life, that I've missed in every moment I've accepted and allowed myself being in my mind, within the imagination domain.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the stupidity loop that I've accepted and allowed within myself wherein - what I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize is that both the Negative experience as what I face in the physical reality within the 'I don't have time' character and the positive Experience that I'm imagining in my mind - Both are NOT real from the perspective that both is my acceptance and allowance of seeing existent through my eyes as the mind and not seeing the physical reality as a whole, directly, in a quantum moment. Meaning - the Negative experience as I perceive my reality to be like as a burden of all the tasks and work I must do, in a specific moment that the 'I don't have time' character is activated is through a veil that I've placed, Deliberately, as a mind Barrier and that negative experience can only exists through comparing the experience to the positive experience as imagination, in my mind.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to SHOW and PROVE that how we see reality is ONLY through our mind as accumulated experiences that we so blindly believe to be real where our own self interest is the stepping stone which we would direct, move and walk this LIFE with no consideration to the actual and real Physical reality, to not face all of ourselves - bad and good, the Negative and Positive as energy experiences, so that we won't have to  take the responsibility, change and correct ourselves within and without - ourselves and this world as a whole, in physical Equality and Oneness.

 

I commit myself to when and as I see myself going into the imagination domain, in my mind, to stop, breathe and question the existent of the imagination, in specificity and in that- to ask myself questions and answer in self honesty until I see the entire design, see the positive/Negative experience cycle I've participated within and as and in that, investigate what it was , that I've tried to ignore, deny and suppress as the negative experience through running away to the realms of my mind as imagination as the positive experience and obviously, accordingly, change and correct my physical application.

Oct 26, 2012 | By: A Woman

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

 

 

Brandi_Milne1This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Thought as Picture Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

 

Thoughts Dimension:

I see myself pleasuring out in the sun, taking a swim, lying on the grass, watching a movie.

 

In looking at my words - it is clear that the thought that pop up in my head when I access the 'I don't have time' character is based on………… Self Interest. Because what the picture represents is a Desire for a Positive experience that would benefit ME and ME alone and even if I wouldn't act on it in my day to day living application, I still desire it, it is still a point that influence the decisions I make because I've separated myself from the Desire to such an extent that I couldn't even see the existent of the Desire within and as me because this thought as picture flashes so fast that unless I slow down completely from the starting point of being self honest with myself and see it, I would never notice or have been aware that this thought as picture is existent within and as me; and accordingly, would have still make decisions based on a Desire that I'm not even aware of, in total separation from myself, as an automated machine with no self awareness whatsoever.

 

Thus -

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself to such an extent that I'm not aware at all of my own mind flashing thoughts as picture, in quantum time, which then thus, these thoughts as picture would the hidden foundation of my decisions within the belief that it was ME who made the decision, that the decision was informed, calculated, considered.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to come up with a picture in my head of me pleasuring out in the sun, taking a swim or lying in the grass or watching a movie that activated the possession of 'I don't have TIME' character and through accepting and allowing this picture to exists within and as me, I've accepted and allowed myself to get myself further into the realm of my mind, feeling sorry for myself for not having time to do the things I believe I enjoy doing because it is apparently, gives me a positive energetic feeling, as an experience.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for the mind, Participating in the 'I don't have time' character is a "positive" thing because the mind isn't functioning on the differentiation between positive and Negative energy; for the mind, energy is just energy that the mind would utilize for its survival. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to See, Realize and Understand that the polarity within the 'I don't have time' character exists within and as one's self interest desire for positive experience vs. the Negative Experience such as feeling sorry for oneself for having lots of work to do.

 

In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that for the polarity existent within the 'I don't have time' character, the thought as a picture activate the character from a comparison starting point wherein, unless one compare one's current experience through a picture of a desired positive experience, one would not be able to define one's current experience as negative. 


Thus,

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself with getting to know the entirety of myself and in that, to slow myself Down so completely that I would be able to see what I've accepted and allowed myself to activate each and every character that I've created within and as myself and through realizing the design of the character, the activation/trigger point, I would understand and realize how I as the mind works and functions and accordingly, Forgive myself for my previous acceptance and allowances in separation of myself and practically assist and support myself in changing the pattern/characters/personality to no longer be govern by my own creation that I've created in separation of and as myself.

 

I commit myself to delete the picture in my mind - 'pleasuring out in the sun, taking a swim, lying on the grass, watching a movie' as I now see, realize and understand why and how I've accepted and allowed this picture to exists within and as me as the foundation of the 'I don't have time' character so that I could compare my current experience with the experience the picture represents, which would perpetuate the negative experience and from there - the path to self destruction is already known.

 

I commit myself to further expand the investigation and self introspection regarding Self Interest in its entirety and all the various dimensions of myself as my mind as I see now, how Evil it is in fact, to exists within and as Self Interest and the consequences self interest application manifest within my life and the life of all.

Oct 24, 2012 | By: A Woman

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

victor_castillo_pardees_5_20121022_1544393806This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to

it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences

would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - Despite of seeing my own self-dishonesties through observing my own thoughts/backchats, I've developed a relationship towards being self dishonest and had hold that relationship so dearly through developing FEAR of being exposed for what I've accepted and allowed instead of standing up, Face myself as all that I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become, inside and out and obviously - change myself accordingly.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place my own desire as valuable, and in that, disregarding the principle of that which is best for all life as that principle do not stand in alignment to my own self interest desires and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to FALL within moments where my self interest desires override the principle of that which is best for all lives, deliberately because one ALWAYS know what one is accepting and allowing within oneself but one would justify and validate why one should pursue one's desires and make it OK within one's eyes despite of seeing, directly what one is accepting and allowing oneself to participate with, one's own deliberate self dishonesty within the hope that no one would notice, no one will be effected or harm because only self knows what self is planning, and justify in one's mind and in that, one would FEAR being exposed so that one could keep on acting in on the behalf on one's self interest and remain an abuser of Life without ever having to take SELF responsibility and change.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately round the corners and walk a task till it's acceptable, but not perfect within the excuse that I don't have time and I have many other tasks waiting in queue and I simply can't invest my time in walking in perfection. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore, suppress, hide and avoid my inner self honesty force of stopping myself for harming, sabotaging and compromising myself within my accepted and allowed decision to round the corners instead of walking in self perfection and as long as no one knows that I've compromised a task, I can get along with it, remain self dishonest and untrustworthy in fact. 

 

09_Supplica_a_mia_madre_2007I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to truly believe that if no one knows about my inner thoughts and decisions, I'll be fine and everything would be OK, and within that, accepting and allowing the FEAR of being exposed because I haven't accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself in self honesty, breath by breath and only FEARed being exposed as who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become because my entire self definition is based on what others would say about me or see me as. In that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to in spite of seeing my own fear of being exposed as untrustworthy, I have done nothing about it to in fact change.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to - when and as I see I have inner conversation with myself, scamming how to round the corners so that no one would noticed, to Immediately Stop as I see, realize and understand the relationship I've created with being dishonest within myself and with that relationship, to fear being exposed because once I am exposed, the relationship I've created with myself must fall.

 

I commit myself to get HERE, Physically, in full awareness of everything the is HERE and to do that, I commit myself to assist and support myself to expose ALL my inner self interest desires as I see, realize and understand that unless I stand, within and as the principle of that which is best for all lives and in that, letting go my own self interest desires, there is no real and substantial change within myself and accordingly in the world as what I allow to exists within, I allow to exist without.

 

I commit myself to SHOW and EXPOSE the Evil that we have become within the hope and belief that what we think in the inside, doesn't harm, influence, sabotage and compromise anything and anyone and in that, I commit myself to prove that the EVIL exists within each and everyone of us and unless we come to terms with the fact that we are EVIL, no change is possible within oneself and this world as a whole. I commit myself to PROVE that when one accept and allow oneself to THINK - one is EVIL.

For Further understanding of EVILness - suggest listening to: Day 187 - EVIL – Journey to Life  and study the Quantum Mind on EQAFE

Oct 23, 2012 | By: A Woman

The REAL Fear - Day 192

1322667578209This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to

it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences

would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to Fear not being seen as good enough, replaceable or inadequate without giving me the permission to see the REAL fear that I'm accepting and allowing within and as myself which is in essence the fear of loss the Value I've assign to What I Do. Wherein:

Fear of being replaceable in one's Job/work is in itself clearly shows that one had assign value towards one's Job/work through which one is defining oneself as worthy and when one is being replaced, one take it personally because one defined oneself as one's Job/work.

Fear of feeling Inadequate implies that again, one had taken one's Job/work as one's self definition and thus, when the outcome isn't meet one's or other's expectation, one take it personally instead of Stopping for a moment, breath and see, in self honesty whether one should invest the time and effort in aligning one's skills, perfect oneself, learn from other's example and from there, walk in every moment within and as self trust.

Fear of being seen as no good enough is again, taking things personally because one could have investigated where one wasn't standing within and as the principle of that which is best for all and accordingly, align oneself but when taking things personally, one is so possessed in one's mind that no Common sense is seen or considered.

 

Within that thus, I commit myself to - when and as I see a thought and or reaction in the nature of fear of losing a point that I've defined myself as, to Stop, Breathe, and investigate in self honest why and how I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from who I am to such an extant that I've limited myself to only this one point as self definition instead of Value myself as who I am as I direct, move and support myself in walking breath by breath, in getting myself back Here and out of the mind. I see, realize and understand that Value myself as Who I am isn't base on energy movement, on self definition, on others to validate myself. Value myself means that I recognized that I'm Here, and that I'm walking towards getting Here, as Who I am and within that, assisting and supporting myself in making decision that are supportive in fact as a principle of Life that is best for all and in that, not accepting and allowing myself to fuck myself with automated reactions, thoughts, behaviours that originated from Fears which I haven't taken the responsibility to look at, investigate, realize myself and accordingly direct.

Sep 20, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Missing Piece - Day 159

This Blog is a response to the Video The Missing Piece by Abraham Hicks.

As well - I've made a vlog response to the same video that I suggest to listen to for the context of this blog :  The Missing Piece – Video Response to Abraham Hicks

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to stand up and ask the question that none of us dare to ask - WHY the fuck we are living in a world where 95% experience misery? Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore this question when it came up from within me, and allowed excuses and justification to be my directive principle because within those excuses and justifications, I could sleep at night, and continue walking my path of finding my Joy that can only be achieved through Money and can only last for a moment, until reality knock into my face, reminding me that happiness doesn't exists if it's not EQUAL and CONSISTANT for All.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated into the belief that misery is not real, that free choice exists and that the majority of this world that are living in great suffering are paying their lessons for their past lives consequences because that very belief was my own back door to not stand up for that which is best for all and within that, force myself to change myself and my world within and as the principle of give as you'd like to receive in equality and oneness.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deceive and manipulate myself within the belief that change is possible if only I would attract positivity, if only I would resonance positivity and my energy frequencies would raise from within me and spread out into the world and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for a physical change to manifest, a physical solution must be practically walked.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the answers that I received when asking why so many people in this world needs to suffer and within accepting the answer which claimed that everyone are walking their Karma and those who are suffering volunteered to come to experience suffer to pay for their past lives consequences and within accepting this answer, I haven't further expanded the question whether - did we really have a free choice or whether our past lives was a preprogram life path where I did what I was program to do, unconsciously? And within that, am I really paying for my past lives decisions or I was doomed and programmed to make those decisions?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the positive words that would allowed me to continue to abuse as I've not understood or wanted to understand the physical space time interconnectedness and within that, have never consider the equality equation or asked - where does all this good is coming from? Am I taking from someone else? What is involved with me getting all that good that I'm attracting? Do other suffer for my own joy?

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question why is it that if the Law of Attraction is absolute, why can it not be applied by everyone? Why doesn't it worked for everyone? Why people are still lacking in this world while earth providing unconditionally and enough to sustain the lives of all?

 

I commit myself to SHOW that for a practical solution that would include every single creature on this plant, a physical change and adjustments must be implemented.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why one would accept and allow oneself to be hypnotized and brainwashed by good and positive words such as Love and the Law of attraction and one's relationship to Money and self interest.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that what happened in one's past lives is irrelevant as we are walking a physical life and within the principle of Give as you'd Like to receive - we are bound to Give everyone a Life exactly as we would like to receive life and thus - what happens in the afterlife is not what would determine our physical existent and as physical human beings, with the power to create, we must create a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how one is allowing oneself to be CONned by Feelings through and by external triggers that was deliberately placed to activate one's feeling into complete abdication of any chance of taking self responsibility.

And as I write this blog, and as I write these commitment, an opportunity to SHOW this statement just came into my hands.

Here is a comment that I've received on my video response:

 

"Good video, very intelligent and inspiring. Good points about self responsibility.

I will have to go now and view this Abraham Hicks to see what he is saying.

Peace always!"

 

And here is the same person after watching Abraham Hicks video:

 

"I went and viewed this "Abraham Hicks" video. I have to be honest I loved it; I really did. I am (on most days) that nameless man in that chair. Her words to him were speaking to me. I know that this is in disagreement to you and those who you work with, but I won't lie about: I really liked her message.

I felt better after the first 10 minutes of that video than I have in a long long time.

That means a whole lot to me.

If you don't post this I understand. Thank you and peace to you."

 

And here is my response to the last comment:

 

"The operating word here is FEELING. you have been CONned by your feelings, by external trigger that was intentionally placed to get your feelings operational. study the quantum mind to understand why you are a slave to your feelings and then you will not allow your good feelings to allow a world of suffer to exists. "

 

I commit myself to remain consistent in speaking and walking Common sense and to repeat the same message of Give as you'd Like to receive again and again and again until all could hear because only through us hearing, we can return HERE and apply the principle in a physical manner and in that, create a world that is best for all.