Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

Fear Dimension:

• Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

• Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to it's utmost potential.

• Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.
• Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate
• Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

• Fear of Missing out the Positive experience as Entertainment

 

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* Fear of Missing out the Positive experience as Entertainment

 

Self forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to FEAR missing out on a Positive experience when I'm busy working on a task/work/assignment because I believed that when I'm busy while others having a positive experience as entertainment and I'm not joining them, than eventually, they would stop inviting me to join them and I'll slowly but surely be cast away from all my relationships with other human beings. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the nature of 'Fear of missing out' within that context wherein, what I fear missing out is my own self interest desire for an experience because I haven't yet realized who I am as breath in any given moment where - who I am is not define by either positive or negative experiences but rather - who I am within and as these experience.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my own self interest desires as I've valued these desires and defined myself according to my desires and accordingly, have separated myself from the physical experiences I'm participating with, breath by breath, when I've accepted and allowed myself to attach and assign specific values according to how I would benefit in walking these experiences within my own self interest. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define experiences as positive or negative in separation from myself wherein the Energy that I would gain from participating within these experiences would be my directing principle when making the decisions of what I would participate and what I  would not. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how Decisions are made based on one's value that one is giving to the energetic experiences either as positive or Negative with no actual and physical consideration within and as the principle of that which is best for all as well as who one is within and as these experiences.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise and sabotage myself and therefor others when and as I accept and allow myself to act upon the fear of missing out where I would abdicate my responsibilities and go for a positive experience such as entertainment and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to rush through my tasks/work/assignment and brush it off within the idea that I don't have time however, when it comes to entertainment, I have enough time.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to STOP my own self interest desires that are the stumble stones to an actual self change as I see, realize and understand that unless I stand up, in every moment of every breath, in absolute self honesty, in directing and moving myself ONLY according to what id best for all LIVES, as within as without - no change is possible. In that, I commit myself to SHOW that unless we stand up and transform our self interest to Best for all interest - we would not be able to change ourselves and this world as a whole because this world is a direct reflection of what the consequences within our collective acceptance and allowance of acting out on our self interest desires for Experiences within the definitions that we have assigned to these experiences and with no consideration, whatsoever to Humanity as a whole - Equal and One.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself with identifying everything that I have assigned positive or negative value to, to then thus, investigate the nature of the definition, Who I am within it, is it standing within and as the principle of that which is best for all or is to protect my self interest desires - as I see, realize and understand that continue walking and directing myself according to experiences that hold a specific value as positive or negative energetic charge, is to walk and direct myself according to preprogram life design with no actual and physical, Hereness of really directly seeing who I am in every given moment and what alignments are required to be done to stand in absolute self honesty, hereness, breath by breath.

 

I commit myself to continue assisting and supporting myself in walking through the layers of the mind within and as the 'I don't have time' character and in that, to STOP sabotaging and compromising myself and therefor all, through abdicating my responsibility of acting, moving, directing MYSELF, breath by breath and to practically change myself to stand in alignment with ONE principle of Physical Equality that is best for all as I see, realize and understand my responsibility in changing myself and its effect on this world as a whole.

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to base my starting point of everything that I do on external elements, in separation of myself, and within that, making the decision of what I would do according to what is best for my self interest within the want/need/desire to be validated and appreciated by others; instead of establishing Equal and One starting point, of and as SELF wherein, I directly see what needs to be done within the principle of that which is best for all and in that, I assess whether I have the required skills to walk the task to its utmost potential that would result in the best outcome, otherwise, if I see it practical, I would perfect my skills to be able to walk the tasks in its full potential to result in the best for all outcome.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to SEE, realize and understand that I've programmed myself to respect, worthy and value myself ONLY through the eyes of others within what I do and so, I've developed a personality of someone that is taking responsibilities and walking multiple tasks at once, to increase the chances that others would appreciate and validate me for being responsible and effective person. In that I Forgive myself that I have  NOT accepted, allowed and gave myself the permission to Stand, as Who I AM, Here, as Life and within that, walking the tasks/assignments that needs to be done as who I am as a physical living being but rather attempted to define myself according to what I do, through the eyes of others.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - from a very young age, in my childhood years, to always seek and look for tasks that I can do in order to get a positive feedback from others, as a reward for my good behaviour and so, as I set forth the polarity of Good/Positive vs. Bad/Negative Feedback that I would then utilize to motivate me as the force of my existence. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to what I do, through the Positive/Negative External Feedback and would then thus, make decisions that are based on my perception of how other people would see me if I would to walk a specific task, driving myself trough and as a fear of disappointing them which would result with a negative feedback which I would utilize to define me as faulty, bad, wrong, untrustworthy and so on.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate the nature of the fear that I've accepted and allowed within and as myself and instead, simply taken it for granted as if, being motivated by a prospect feedback is a normal thing to do. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself though fears, instead of allocating my own starting point, be and become the directive principle of myself and my world.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in essence, the fear of disappointing other people, is not about other people per se, meaning - other people only reflect to me what I have accepted and allowed within myself and thus, when turning the point back to self, what is clear is that I've created expectation of being validated and appreciated by others through the things that I do within the idea that the more I do, the more I'll be valued, validated and appreciated by others. Thus, When and as I'm not getting the expected feedback, I'll experience disappointment as I associated not getting any feedback as a Negative feedback. To balance the Negative experience within me, I would load on myself more work within the hope that maybe this time, I'll get the Positive expected feedback and would thus than, could experience myself as validated, appreciated and respected.

 

So - here I revealed to myself ONE Consequences dimension of having overload tasks within my day. I've noted down and would expand on it, when and as I get to the Consequences Dimension.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to delete and remove the Fear of disappointing others which is in essence, the Fear of not getting a positive Feedback from others and in that, not being able to experience self appreciation, validation and worth. I now see, realize and understand that the Experience of self Appreciation, Validation and Worth was based on Energy and is does not Real as I required external element to define me as such and without those elements, I couldn't value, worthy and appreciate myself as who I am. Thus, I commit myself to assist and support myself in getting Here, as Who I am, as Self Appreciation, Self Validation and Self Worth, Breath By Breath as I walk through the layers of the mind and getting back to myself as a Physical Life Force. In that, I commit myself to  always making sure, always checking and assessing Who I am as self appreciation, self validation and self worth to in that, not delude myself and create a personality of self  appreciation, self validation and self worth that is not physically measured in who I am within what I do.

 

I commit myself to Delete, Disconnect and Remove the Memory experience of being validated, appreciated and worthy in my childhood years when I did a task and received a positive feedback from my environment because I now see, realize and understand how I've programmed myself to always seek for this positive feedback as an experience of myself as worthy, validated and appreciated by others so that I could define myself as such. In that, I see, realize and understand how I have separated myself from who I am through defining myself according to a polarized feedback that I'm receiving from my external environment and how through this feedback, created personalities as energy experience that I then utilized as a motivator/catalyst in every thing that I do.

 

I commit myself to STOP creating ideas about myself within what I do and to in that, assist and support myself in getting to know WHO I AM, Here, as a Physical being walking this earth without Energy defining who I am as what I do.

 

I commit myself to assist and supporting others in Showing and Explaining the Design of fearing disappointing other beings as a replica of how self had created expectation within and as the mind in which Self would move, direct and motivate self according to the projected expectation of the polarized feedback self would receive from the external environment and how, through accepting and allowing the Design of Fear as one's directive Principle, self cannot and wouldn't be as effective as self can be as who self is within what self do.

The Missing Piece - Day 159

This Blog is a response to the Video The Missing Piece by Abraham Hicks.

As well - I've made a vlog response to the same video that I suggest to listen to for the context of this blog :  The Missing Piece – Video Response to Abraham Hicks

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to stand up and ask the question that none of us dare to ask - WHY the fuck we are living in a world where 95% experience misery? Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore this question when it came up from within me, and allowed excuses and justification to be my directive principle because within those excuses and justifications, I could sleep at night, and continue walking my path of finding my Joy that can only be achieved through Money and can only last for a moment, until reality knock into my face, reminding me that happiness doesn't exists if it's not EQUAL and CONSISTANT for All.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated into the belief that misery is not real, that free choice exists and that the majority of this world that are living in great suffering are paying their lessons for their past lives consequences because that very belief was my own back door to not stand up for that which is best for all and within that, force myself to change myself and my world within and as the principle of give as you'd like to receive in equality and oneness.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deceive and manipulate myself within the belief that change is possible if only I would attract positivity, if only I would resonance positivity and my energy frequencies would raise from within me and spread out into the world and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for a physical change to manifest, a physical solution must be practically walked.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the answers that I received when asking why so many people in this world needs to suffer and within accepting the answer which claimed that everyone are walking their Karma and those who are suffering volunteered to come to experience suffer to pay for their past lives consequences and within accepting this answer, I haven't further expanded the question whether - did we really have a free choice or whether our past lives was a preprogram life path where I did what I was program to do, unconsciously? And within that, am I really paying for my past lives decisions or I was doomed and programmed to make those decisions?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the positive words that would allowed me to continue to abuse as I've not understood or wanted to understand the physical space time interconnectedness and within that, have never consider the equality equation or asked - where does all this good is coming from? Am I taking from someone else? What is involved with me getting all that good that I'm attracting? Do other suffer for my own joy?

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question why is it that if the Law of Attraction is absolute, why can it not be applied by everyone? Why doesn't it worked for everyone? Why people are still lacking in this world while earth providing unconditionally and enough to sustain the lives of all?

 

I commit myself to SHOW that for a practical solution that would include every single creature on this plant, a physical change and adjustments must be implemented.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why one would accept and allow oneself to be hypnotized and brainwashed by good and positive words such as Love and the Law of attraction and one's relationship to Money and self interest.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that what happened in one's past lives is irrelevant as we are walking a physical life and within the principle of Give as you'd Like to receive - we are bound to Give everyone a Life exactly as we would like to receive life and thus - what happens in the afterlife is not what would determine our physical existent and as physical human beings, with the power to create, we must create a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how one is allowing oneself to be CONned by Feelings through and by external triggers that was deliberately placed to activate one's feeling into complete abdication of any chance of taking self responsibility.

And as I write this blog, and as I write these commitment, an opportunity to SHOW this statement just came into my hands.

Here is a comment that I've received on my video response:

 

"Good video, very intelligent and inspiring. Good points about self responsibility.

I will have to go now and view this Abraham Hicks to see what he is saying.

Peace always!"

 

And here is the same person after watching Abraham Hicks video:

 

"I went and viewed this "Abraham Hicks" video. I have to be honest I loved it; I really did. I am (on most days) that nameless man in that chair. Her words to him were speaking to me. I know that this is in disagreement to you and those who you work with, but I won't lie about: I really liked her message.

I felt better after the first 10 minutes of that video than I have in a long long time.

That means a whole lot to me.

If you don't post this I understand. Thank you and peace to you."

 

And here is my response to the last comment:

 

"The operating word here is FEELING. you have been CONned by your feelings, by external trigger that was intentionally placed to get your feelings operational. study the quantum mind to understand why you are a slave to your feelings and then you will not allow your good feelings to allow a world of suffer to exists. "

 

I commit myself to remain consistent in speaking and walking Common sense and to repeat the same message of Give as you'd Like to receive again and again and again until all could hear because only through us hearing, we can return HERE and apply the principle in a physical manner and in that, create a world that is best for all.