Determine the Future through the Past - Day 280

I was looking today at an interesting design of how we structure our lives, based on the Past, within the knowledge and information that we have gathered thus far, as memories, experiences, beliefs, opinion and etc.  and accordingly, project it all on the Future within the belief that X,Y,Z are then the only possible outcomes.

 

An Example -

As a child, I dreamt about being a National Geographic Photographer because:

 

A. I enjoyed taking pictures.

B. I Fantasized on traveling around the world.

Thus, A+B brought me to the conclusion that I must become a National Geographic Photographer.
Then, as i grow up, more variables came into the Equation:

C. There isn't much income in it.

D. I won't be able to have a stable and constant Home and Family because I'll be traveling around the world.

Thus, A+B+C+D brought me to the Conclusion that I cannot pursue my Childhood Dream because C+D had more value according to my Pre-program Design.

 

From there, when seeing that C+D are more valuable and powerful, I changed the Variables:

E. I want to be a Psychologist because I want to help people.

So I registered to the University, got accepted, found an apartment and was 2 months a way from starting my new life path.

But then, in the Summer brake, I discovered that there was 'More' to life then what I knew about life thus far (School, Army, Traveling, University). I discovered 'Partying', Alcohol, Men and a perceive sense of Freedom and thus now:

F. I want to Party and have fun - that doesn't work with studying.

So I dropped out of school before I even started and now, the Family Pressure started to kick in as I was pushed to do something with my life meaning - get education.

So now that F is a valuable variable, I looked at how I can manipulate D with maintaining F.

My Parties Friends told me about a Private Collage where they plan to go to, and how awesome the Social life there, and the people are all rich and good looking and.. The parties.. The best parties ever.. And because I knew that my parents will pay anything for the sake of my education, I thus decided:

G. I will Study Business and Marketing within a special program that include last year of Education in Las Vegas. That sound like Fun. But, it doesn't really fit in with the Preprogram design because, I must stay in Israel, Develop a Career, find my partner, get married and have Kids. So The Family Pressure kicked in again and I decided to change G. to:

H. I'll study Business with specialty in Finance and at the same time I'll do L.L.B in Law.   

 

I finished school and now had to stop the Partying stage, find a job and be something in this world. I started a job in marketing. Without realizing, I became poor really quick because I could no longer be a bar tender and make lots of money with the living expanses of renting a house and owning a car, Food, Electricity and Etc.

 

I quit my job for a what was seem at that time as a promising career as a trader in the Capital Market. That wasn't a huge success and I had to quit after a year because I was really not good at my job. I didn't know what to do next because all my attempts to manifest D were coming to nothing. Sure, I had B.A in Business and L.L.B in Law but there was absolute nothing I wanted to do with that. I still couldn't see my future and specifically, couldn't see future happiness unless D will in some may would manifest.

 

This all story is to show you that we are making our decisions based on Prospect Experiences/Desires and Past Memories/Experiences, Beliefs, ideas and etc. that were infuse into us already in childhood and we blindly accepted this is if this is who we are and the life we must walk as who we are.

 

D, was a direct influence within every decision that I made throughout my life while I never stopped and actually invested a moment to investigate each and every point and within that, look at what I really want, Where and how I can discover my fullest potential that would truly give me a life that I'll be satisfied with, in every single moment with no Shadow of Regret.

 

When looking at D: 

 

"I won't be able to have a stable and constant Home and Family because I'll be traveling around the world"

 

Stable and Constant Home/Family indicate that what I wished for in essence was Security of the Future that only Money could give me. Home and Family Represent Stability according to the world System eye's view and that is something that each one of us is being trained to desire from the first moment we remember ourselves. It has been advertised in any Children books, Movies, Magazines and TV Shows. It has been advertised in every Religion and Culture. We have been Programed, generation after Generation to maintain and sustain a Life of Survival within Separation as a principle. We have been Trained to do what ever it takes to Win the life anyone wants to have while only 1% of the 1% can physically have. We have Compromised through the Belief that Love worth it all despite of the Common sense seeing that Love doesn't bring food to the table but Money is.

 

To Understand Preprograming in a nutshell, I suggest reading my blog series - 'The correction Process and the Desteni Message' and in the Future to Come, a new series will be available on EQAFE - the Physical Quantum Mind which would explain in Detail how the Pre-Program works on a Physical Quantum Mind Level and how  the first 7 years of a Child life would be the stepping stone from which the Child develop and Establish the Variables that would shape and mould every decision one would make throughout one's life. 

 

The point here to understand is: The Future is Unknown to us at the moment as we have separated ourselves from who we are and as such, can not see the physical reality clearly within all the relationships/variables it consist of and exists as. Sure, we can make common sense plans to make sure that our survival in this world is stable because we are still living in a system of Money and Survival. A point to consider here - is this the Life we want to leave for our Children? Is this the Future we want our Children to have? Isn't it the time to stop and create a future of abundance for all the member of the Family - Humans, Nature and the Animal Kingdom? If you find it in you to stand up for a future of Absolute Security, safety and dignity for all, I suggest to study the Equal Money System Proposal.

 

And on the Individual Level, one must understand how limited we are within our mind wherein, we believe that we can predict our future according to the variables we place in our Life-Equations without realizing that there are much more variables that we haven't consider at all. The Depression that I experienced in my life was due to me looking at the future through the glasses of the Past and not seeing anything that is worthwhile that may manifested within the Frame of Reference I programmed myself as.

I've realized though, that being Depressed when the Physical reality doesn't meat the Future Reality that I've planned, desired and wished for in my mind indicate the extent of separation that I have accepted and allowed within and as myself because in self honesty, I'm in a process of self discovery and if I project to  the future who I am now, I'm not giving me the space and time to expand, grow and discover myself because 'Who I am' in every moment was never part of the Dynamic Equation of Life.

And again… - Day 276

Today I've noticed an interesting Design that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate with. In the last few days, I was resonantly possessed. I didn't slow myself down enough to specify the possession in assisting and supporting myself to step out of it and thus, it had slowly but surely accumulated till there was no more excuses and justification to not sort this out.

 

It all started last week when we had a power cut for 3 days and I couldn't participate with my regular daily responsibilities which caused a lag throughout this week, after the power came back. I'm still pushing to catch up on all the points but I haven't got to everything because my normal routine is quite hectic in itself and to add to this 3 days of no work is almost impossible but absolutely doable.

 

Yesterday, around the evening, the possession started kicking in  but I was so busy that I couldn't find a moment to investigate it properly. I had an idea of what it is all about but I haven't made the directive decision to in fact step out of it but instead, decided to suppress it for a moment without considering the consequences that would manifest with such deliberate suppression.

 

I woke up today in tremendous irritation to the extent of reacting to whom ever was in my direct view. It didn't take long to see that the possession is now very much defined and has to do with self validation.

In my mind, I started to Compare myself to others, trying to justify why I should feel sorry for myself and how unfair it is that I don't have a moment for myself for more than a week. I blamed myself for the decisions that I made throughout the week and the Extra Responsibilities that I took on. When I realized that I'm busy comparing, I directed myself to STOP but, it came up again. And so I stopped again, and it came up again. It was round about 3-4 hours until I could STOP in a moment of absolute decision to stop. 

 

I reminded myself that I've seen this character before, that I've walked the entire personality system in specificity and thus, it was time to apply the Practical corrective application and to literally Stop. But it didn't stop because I've missed a point/layer within this personality which is Competition for Self Validation.

 

Have a look at how manipulative is this design -

When I compared myself to others, I was actually competing with Others in my mind in looking at who is better than me, who is lesser than me; Who is Superior to me and who is Inferior to me; in that, I could place me on a polarity scale and stand in a position of being MORE than and accordingly, secretly accept myself as worthy. It was such a secret that I it didn't even make me feel better lol - I was still irritated, angry and frustrated.

(The story of how I practically assisted and supported myself to step out of the repetitive thought pattern will be shared in blogs to come as I see now that there is more to investigate and I require deep self introspection, which I will first walk for myself, in making sure that the pattern is in fact deleted and I haven't created another entity for myself.

 

What I am able share today is some rhetorical questions that I asked myself through which I could see the stupidity that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate with.

So I asked myself: how is it possible that you have placed yourself as more than in your own mind and yet, it didn't change the internal experience? What worth does superiority has if inside, I feel like shit, irritated, angry and frustrated? What does it shows about WHO I AM if and when I accept and allow myself to only validate me through competing and comparing myself to others? What does the back chat expose about my starting point of what I do as Who I am?

 

The reason why I used the word 'Rhetorical' is because the answers to these questions are very clear to me. The Real Questions that I'm yet to answer to myself in self honesty are WHY and HOW it is that I didn't stand as the directive principle, as a decision, as breath and STOP the participation in the thought pattern the first moment I saw myself accessing this time loop?

 

I'm aware and understand that there are Mind Systems that works in the background and support the possession that I was in. fine. I cannot use it as an excuse though and I will not justify myself through the systems because who if not me were the one who accepted and allowed such systems in the first place?

 

So, this blog is not the end of the story but the tip of the iceberg. It is up to me now to make sure I walk through this point because I really had enough from me repeating the same patterns that do not support myself and others in any way whatsoever.

So stay tuned as I commit myself to further expand on this point, first with myself and when I have absolute clarity, I'll share.

 

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Note, the Mind system that I was referring to can be studied by listening to:  Quantum Mind - Self Awareness - Part 43 that was done yesterday, along with Quantum Systemization Repetitive Thought-Pattern Control System - Part 13

 

    

            

The Secret Agent is being Targeted (Part 4) - Day 267

This is a continuation to the Previous blogs:

The Secret Agent in the Mind - Day 261

The Rewards and Justifications of the Secret Agent Character (Part 1) - Day 262

The Rewards and Justifications of the Secret Agent Character (Part 2) - Day 263

The Secret Agent is being Targeted - Day 264

The Secret Agent is being Targeted (Part 2) - Day 265

The Secret Agent is being Targeted (Part 3) - Day 266

 

Note - for the purposes of having a context to the following, I suggest to first read the previous blogs before continuing.

 

So now, we are at the Solution phase - How to assist and support oneself to Stop one's participation in the same thought pattern, the secret mind that keeps on repeating itself even though, one had applied Self Forgiveness and wrote down specific Commitment statement. In this, how to Stand when the Mind Protest and activate the 'Targeting System' that would influence one's Standing within themselves?

 

It is important for that matter to listen to: Quantum Systemization - The Time Control System - Part 12 and

Quantum Systemization - Repetitive Thought-Pattern Control System - Part 13.

In these interviews, the Mind Systems that are involved with the reason why it is so difficult to Stop the Participation with the thought pattern and within that, how and why the mind has back up systems for cases where one start becoming the Directive Principle of oneself and one's life. So yes, there are systems that runs in the background to make sure we won't ever get close to Physical and within that, develop a direct seeing of everything that exists within and without because that would mean the End of the Mind as Energy. and within that context, as above as below - if the Secret Agent expose the Truth, that would be the End of the Elite that Control and Govern the Majority of this world.

 

However, we cannot blame or justify the Systems that exists within and as our human physical body that Control and Govern our beingness because - it was us who accepted and allowed these system to run for us; it was us that abdicated our responsibility to Investigate all things and keep that which is best for all; it was us who have preferred running on auto pilot because it's easier than having to actually move and direct ourselves in every single moment; it was and it is us that always decides.

 

So how to we move from here? how can we stop the participation in the mind?

First thing is to come to peace with the fact that we have lost any form of control over our mind and that the mind is much more superior and advance than ourselves currently as we separated ourselves from our mind and gave the mind the power to tell us who and what we are.

 

The second step is to investigate all things - both within and without so that we have a bit of light in the Darkness of the mind. and here, I'm not referring to spiritualize the process but as a figure of speech. Getting to know what the mind is involve in all its dimension. So it is not that one would become enlightened or Free from all Physical Limitation, it is simply to get to know ourselves and this world from the inside out. Meaning, to move from Reactions to Prevention through identifying the core/source origin of the Problem and correct that which require correction that would result with the best for all outcome. That can be done in 2 steps.

 

1. Start your own process of writings, self forgiveness and self corrective living application. Only then, you'll face the Targeting system and you'll be more 'prepared' to face and stop the back up systems when they show themselves.
   Here, must one Remember - Judgements will come up when we fall, and we will fall and make mistakes but our only real fall is the participation with self judgement itself. Here, what one must understand is that we tend to judge that which we do not understand and this takes us to the next step:
2. Invest in your own self education on the Global level - both with watching and reading the vast information that exists over the internet with regards to the world system. Watch documentary (which I will add a few links at the end of this blog), read economics books and keep open mind, ask questions, dare to challenge what you believe you know to be able to step out of our inherited brainwashing.

Then also, invest in studying the Quantum Mind interviews on the individual level:

Quantum Mind - Self Awareness

Quantum Systemization

Physical Quantum mind that will soon be released on EQAFE.

 

Unfortunately, there is no Quick Fix or a God that will come and save us in the very last moment so, if you really care about your life and the Lives of the whole, you should start your research today. The Targeting system can NOT be your Excuse out of walking your Process or a point that you would justify to be able to give up. We have this Life - let's make the best out of it and within that, realize that once we change and participating directly with the change of the world, our children will enter to a world that may offer them Life that is worth while. So, if you as a motivation point isn't yet what moves you to take responsibility and change - do it for your children and the generations to come.

 

 

Suggested links to investigate:

 

Blind Spot

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=pByCxG2dIWY

War on Democracy

http://johnpilger.com/videos/the-war-on-democracy

The Century of the Self: Part 1- Happiness Machines

http://youtu.be/prTarrgvkjo

The Power Principle

http://metanoia-films.org/the-power-principle/

The Trap

http://archive.org/details/AdamCurtis_TheTrap

Psywar

http://metanoia-films.org/psywar/

Human Resources: Social Engineering in the 20th Century

http://metanoia-films.org/human-resources/

Is Meditation the Key to Enlightenment?

Recently I've been Practicing Breathing more consistently and specifically before and during setting my body to a rest. I found an interesting point - how my tendency or shall I say, my Automated tendency is to Spiritualize such moments. Let me explain.

 

I came to Desteni from a spiritual background where I used to meditate often to "Connect" with my guides and my spiritual Masters  through the belief that Meditation is the key to MY Enlightenment. Breathing and Meditating became a momentary escape from myself and the noises that went on in my mind. However, when I realized that none of my beliefs are in any way practical and aligned with the Principle of that which is best for all, I stopped meditating however, I haven't sorted out yet my relationship with meditation as I've created it within and as myself through a process of Self Forgiveness.

 

Commonsensically, if one would look within and as oneself, one would see clearly that one's starting point within meditation or any Spiritual practice for that matter is based on one's self interest. For myself, my Self interest was to be prepared for 2012 Ascension day where I would transcend and go up to another dimension while the abuse, suffering, pain, war, etc. would continue on earth within the Self-Justification that these people need to learn their lesson and I shouldn't concern myself with them as it is part of the greater plan.

 

What I haven't realized about Meditation back then is that Meditation as a tool is not applicable since Life, Reality, is in Motion, it is always in a Movement and what worth does Meditation has if once one get up from one's comfortable cushion, one steps back to one's mind as backchat, internal conversations, reactions, emotions and feelings without even being aware of all of these.

 

What I also haven't realized back then is that Mediation from a starting point of MY own Enlightenment while abuse, suffering, war, crime, starvation, etc. is still allowed in this world, isn't acceptable within and as the principle of Equality and oneness and no matter how one would justify it for oneself, it is all that it is, a justification that one would use to not take responsibility for this world as a whole as one had protected one's ass, sitting on a cushion with the sufficient funds that would allow one to take a momentary break from this reality and sit to meditate.

 

The last point I haven't realized back then was that if the Guides and the Spiritual Masters were so Enlighten then why didn't they come with a clear, direct and applicable solution for humanity as a whole? Why their messages are always within the same context, to elevate one's Ego through utilizing good and positive words while the world is nothing but Positive?

 

Ok, so recently, and specifically after listening to the Atlanteans interviews:

The Atlanteans Guide to Physical Intimacy (Part 1) - Part 59

The Atlanteans Guide to Physical Intimacy (Part 2) - Part 60

I have started to be more diligent and specific before I set myself to sleep where I focus on Breathing, on my awareness to my physical body, clearing myself from the past day through looking at all the points that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate with as reactions, back chats, internal conversations, emotions and feelings, in separation of me. And accordingly, aligning myself, apply Self Forgiveness and give myself correction/instructions in how I would assist and support myself to correct my living application from Mind Participation to Physical Consideration.

 

Unlike meditation, my starting point wasn't to reach a certain point of Enlightenment, that would make me feel special and more than within and as myself. My starting point is very clear - I see, realize and understand that so long as I had accepted and allowed myself to participate throughout the day, within my mind, I accepted and allowed myself to accumulate and generate Energy that my mind would use to recharge the Mind systems that would functions in the background and decide for me who I am in every moment. And so, once that is done, my body can fully Rest.  (Here, I suggest to study the Quantum Mind - Self Awareness)

 

In the first night, I've noticed that I still accepting and allowing myself to spiritualize these moments of simply Breathing, being here, practicing and expanding my awareness as Experiences started to kicks in within and as myself like for instance, I felt that my head was on the pillow while the rest of the body is floating - obviously that is not so as I was here, physically, on the bed and nothing floated. So I stopped, I breathed, I didn't accept and allow myself to follow this experience because I know that this experience is based on Energy, Energy is programmable and I was the one who programmed this Experience a few years back when practicing Meditation. Another example was when I set down on my bed, still breathing and I felt as if I'm stepping out of my body, just for a tiny moment. I then stopped, Breathe because I realized that I'm in my body, equal and one and that the feeling of stepping out of the body is an Experience that I've programmed within and as myself, within and as the Desire to be MORE than who I really am.

 

It is very easy to fall into such experiences because it feels nice, it feels like we are More than who we really are but the fact of the matter is, that we are not. All that it is, in an Energetic Experience that do not have any practical foundation in becoming an Effective Human beings in this world that would direct, move themselves within each and every breath, through and as ONE principle - what is best for all Lives.

 

So, in my next blog to come, I will walk the Self Forgiveness Process to assist and support myself to delete the Spiritual association/connection that I've assigned to Breathing so that I could Breathe, as WHO I am HERE, within and as THIS physical reality as I see, realize and understand that so long as I accept and allow myself to exists within and as Mind Systems that had absolute control over me, through the Energy that I generate within any thought, reaction, emotions, feelings, etc. I would not Stand within and as Absolute physical Equality and Oneness and unless that is done, I won't see the Physical Reality Directly, within all the Particles that forms the Relationships that Life Consists of and Exists as and therefor, won't be able to stand in absolute self trust and stability in directing every thing that require to manifest a world that is best for all, in practical equal and one manner.

Stress and Anxiety - Self Creation or Elite's Mind Control?–Day 222

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45 The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46 The Decision of TIME - Day 67 opy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184 Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185 It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186 The End of Times - Day 187 Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188 Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189 The Psychology of TIME - Day 190 I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191 The REAL Fear - Day 192 The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193 Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194 Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196 The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197 Leaving in a Dream - Day 208 Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209 IT is MY time Now - don't say a word - Day 210 Let's go on Vacation - Day 211 Comparison is a Bitch - Day 212 Damn, I will never have everything done - Day 213 Standing as an Example - Self Interest or Self Realization? - Day 214 From the Bossy to the Loser - Day 215 Jealousy and Frustration - I want the Life they Have - Day 216 The Poison within Irritation and Anger - Day 217 Judgement as self Perfection - Day 218 Impatience as Evilness - Day 219 Please feel Sorry for me - Day 220 Depression - Self Interest or a Real Physical Condition? - Day 221

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Reaction Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Reactions Dimension:

* Jealousy

* Frustration

* Irritation

* Anger

* Judgment and Self Judgment

* Impatient

* Self Pity

* Depression

* Anxiety

* Stress

 

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Stress and Anxiety

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to react in Stress and Anxiety within the Embodiment of the 'I don't have Time' Character and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate the nature of the Stress and Anxiety within and as me, in seeing, realizing and understanding that I've accepted and allowed Stress and Anxiety because I've Defined myself according to what I do and specifically, how others would define/judge me according to what I do and the results that I bring and thus, when and as t 'I don't have time' to finish specific task/work in time, it is due to my expectations from myself to be more effective within and as myself as well as the Fear that others would be disappointed from me because they have expected better results from me. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that unless expectations exists, either from myself or from others, Stress and Anxiety cannot exists. Please also, Read Day 61: Anxiety Character

 

I commit myself to STOP placing Value in how others would define me according to what I do and in this, to respect myself, to value and worthy myself within Physical Self Trust in assisting and supporting myself to walk breath by breath, seeing directly the Physical Reality as what would be the best for all outcome, in any given moment.

 

I commit myself to remind myself that Who I am is not defined according to what I do but within who I am as what I do and accordingly, to always cross reference myself, in questioning myself, and the starting point that I've based my decision of walking in any given moment and accordingly, if I see in self honesty that the starting point is not aligned and that I've projected the outcome to fit with my desire to be worthy, validated and accepted by others, I correct and change the starting point immediately, in breath.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create expectation from myself and within that, set myself in a goal of achieving these expectation, in my mind as a projection, and accordingly define myself as. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access Stress and Anxiety when and as I'm not standing in alignment to my own goals/projections/expectations, instead of assessing whether the goals/projections/expectations that I've set forth for myself are realistic in a space/time consideration and within that, ask myself, what can I learn and correct within and as myself in how I could prioritize the time differently in aligning the space/time in a practical considerations so that the next time, I would have the sufficient time to walk through a point/task/work efficiently, specifically and effectively.

 

In this, I commit myself to transform moments of Stress and Anxiety to Gifts where I can learn, correct and perfect myself in how I look at things and make decisions, who I am within my decisions, what is my starting point and within that, align myself to self support practical consideration and application within the principle of what is best for all in any given moment, instead of Mind Self Destruction within and as for instance, accepting Stress and Anxiety to exists within and as me through a mind projections as expectations that I've set forth from the starting point of being validated, accepted and worthy in the eyes of others. .

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the common belief that Stress is valid as it is one's catalyst and motivator for one's movement, in how one would direct and push oneself to perfect oneself however, within that, I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that one do not require Stress as a motivator for one's movement because one can decide to move oneself, in all parts of oneself, in breath by breath living application as one realize one's Self Responsibility in Self honesty within and as the principle of what is best for all and in the very least, Stress as a motivator, was promoted by the world system, in how stress is connected with Money as how one would  motivate oneself in Comparison and Competition to others because one knows that unless one produce a specific outcome, one would not be rewarded and would face consequences that is not in alignment to one's self interest Desire to Survive.

 

I commit myself to further investigate the relationship between Stress, Anxiety and Money within the world system and within that, to educate myself in seeing how Stress was used throughout time to enslave and control human being for the benefit of the Elite of this world.

The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character -Imagination Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

 

Imagination Dimension:

• I fantasize of taking a vacation, lying down on the beach, with nothing else to do but enjoy the sun, swimming in the ocean, going to a restaurant, having a fruit shake - in India or Thailand lol.
• I imagine other people having fun just now, while I'm stuck on the computer, doing my routine work.
• I imagine the life of those who have money and can do what ever they want with their life - having a spa day, going out, enjoying themselves as I used to do myself a few years back.
• I imagine people coming back from work, after a long day, and sitting on the coach with their partner, hanging out, watching a movie, laying back, with nothing really to do.

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I imagine other people having fun just now, while I'm stuck on the computer, doing my routine work.

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define my daily Routine as Negative in comparison to 'Having Fun' as the Positive experience without seeing, realizing and understanding that the only way to define the Daily Routine as Negative, I must Compare it to an Idea I have in my mind as what would be a Positive Experience such as for instance, fun entertainment which Both the Negative and the Positive are just a Polarized experiences I've created within and as my mind which then thus, imposed this Idea onto the Physical reality, placing a Veil in front of my Eyes, not seeing the physical reality in fact, as what's Here and what needs to be done to bring about a world that is best for all lives.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the idea of what fun is, as a positive past memory experience and then, compare this idea to what I perceived my reality, or my experience in my reality was, not seeing, realizing and understanding that in that moment of comparison where I've compare between to Mind Realities - one as positive that is in my mind as imagination and the other is Negative as my perception of my experience in the physical reality. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore and deny the real, actual, Physical reality, as what we have created from this physical reality to its current abusive manifestation because - as long as my focus is in MY perception of reality through bouncing between the positive and the negative experiences within my OWN mind, I cannot SEE directly this physical reality and will keep myself and this entire world enslaved to Experiences as ENERGY without actual practical change within and as myself and without and as this world as a whole.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT see how addictive it is to imagining experiences within my mind and what is the scientific, chemical processes that are involved when participating in one's mind within the imagination domain in particular and THINKING in General whenever one is accessing both the Negative and the Positive Experiences as Energy within and as oneself.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize the various dimensions that are involved in the imagination domain wherein, through perceiving having a negative experience in my reality, without even considering that this Negative experience is nothing but my own mind, and from there, going into the imagining process of a positive scenarios such as Fun for instance, I'm also allowing myself to further perpetuate the Negative Experience I perceive myself to experience however now, accessing Jealousy towards all the people that are having Fun and through this Jealousy, Generating More Energy for my mind to maintain its existent as Energy and separating myself form the Real Physical Reality, Here.

 

In that - I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that while I desire to have fun and experience the Positive Energy Experience, Billion of people are dying because I haven't stood up in absolute self honesty and directed myself, in every moment of every breath in doing what ever needs to be done, to End the Suffer and abuse in this world. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to REALize how through accessing my mind and bouncing from the Negative to the Positive Experiences, I've abdicated my responsibility in seeing the Physical reality Directly and all the relationships that are involved from the moment of creation to the manifested consequences and accordingly, align and correct that which is here to that which must be here - Physical Equality and Oneness.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to get myself HERE, in full self Awareness of myself Equal to and One as this Physical Reality and All the Relationships that are Interconnected and intertwine and in that, figure out what is it that I really Enjoy doing from a physical equality and Oneness point of view, rather as it is currently wherein my Definitions of what is fun is based on Energetic experiences that I've created within and as myself.

 

I commit myself to PROVE and SHOW the Chemical Processes that are involved When and as One is participating in one's mind - Either Positive and Negative Experiences and on that note, I suggest to study the Quantum Mind - Self Awareness, to see, realize and understand how little we actually seeing, realizing and understanding about ourselves, our minds and this existence and a whole BECAUSE - through understanding the Ins and Outs of the Quantum Mind, one would be able to specify one's application through SELF realization of oneself in relationship to one's mind. http://eqafe.com/series/21-quantum-mind-self-awareness

 

I commit myself to Assist and Support myself in stopping the Polarized Energetic bouncing between the Negative to the Positive because I now see, realize and understand that Any Experience, Positive or Negative can only exits as Energy as the Mind and that this Energy, is the Veil I've placed in front of my Physical Eyes to not see Directly this Physical reality and thus, could ignored and deny that which is here so that I won't have to take responsibility and practically Change myself and this world as a whole.