The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 7) - Day 204

Is Free Choice Real?

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 6) - Day 203

 

So, What is Free Choice?

When looking at what we have discussed regarding our Preferences, Free choice doesn't seem to be so much Free as we had believed it was; I mean, If my Preference, for example, to not get involved with the current world events, in reading/watching/hearing the news, to avoid the Fear Experience that I've stored within and as me, as memory from my childhood, did I really have a choice in 'disliking' watching/hearing/reading the news as a grown-up? was the Choice Free or was I only living the illusion of free choice by responding to my pre-programmed design?

 

From a certain perspective, Yes, it was a free Choice, but one that I've made early in my childhood, within my Decision to store the Memory experience as Fear within and as me, through how I had accepted and allowed myself to program myself with the storage and thus the imprint of my experience which I would then act upon within my adult years.

 

However, within that, we must not forget our innocence wherein, as a child, I didn’t have the tools to be able to look within and as myself, to investigate the nature of the fear, see the outflows that may occur through my acceptance and allowances of my pre-programmed designs; wherein if trained as an effective human being I could have seen the consequences that result from that which I accept as my programming, such as 'preferring to not get involved with the Current world Matters', and through this directly seeing, and making the decision to Free myself from the Fear Experience through the CORRECTIVE application of - Immediate self forgiveness, BREATH, and standing within and as my human physical body, checking/assessing that I'm in fact, Here, in the Physical, with no energy movement because I see, realize and understand that if I accept and allow energy movement to remain in my body, I've already accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself as a physical living human being and in that, give my power a way to the Energy that would slowly but surely accumulate within and as me, and become my directive principle in how I would move, walk and direct my life.

(The corrective application process will be discussed in more detail in the blogs to come)

 

As was described in my Previous blog, Preference is:

"Preference is the choices one would make according to the 'possibilities' that one sees in one's world and one's reality which one would then, evaluate according to what would be the best choice to make that would result with the best outcome that would be best for self within one's own self interest and desires . This we can also see in the 'Sounding' of the word 'Preference' -> Pre-Reference; wherein one would firstly look at all the References that exists for self, those references represents the Choices/possibilities one have and accordingly make the decision that is best for self."

 

Let's have a look at 'Possibilities that one sees' in relationship to Preferences.

As was explained and shown in The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198 - our Seeing of Reality is through our Experiences that we have created within and as our minds within the context of attaching/associating a Value which is either Positive or Negative to what we see in our reality according to our pre-programmed designs. For instance, with the Brick example - either I like or dislike the colour/shape/texture of the Brick, won't change the Physicality of the Brick but only change my Experience in relation to the Brick.

 

The Positive or Negative Value within the context of 'Preferences' is what we Like and Dislike or what we Desire or have a resistance towards, which would determine the value we will assign/attach/associate with our experience wherein, Like/Desire would be the Positive Value as a Positive Experience and Dislike/Resistance would be the Negative Value as a Negative Experience. Therefor, the 'Possibilities' that we 'see' in our reality, as the foundation of our Preferences as  the Choices we would live out, would be according to our Desires/Likes or our Resistances/Dislikes, all of which within the context of one's Self Interest to manifest the best outcome for oneself.

 

The questions that must be asked now are - where do my Desires come from? Where do my Resistances come from? Where/when/how/why have I decided to Like or Dislike a certain thing? Where/when/how/why have I decided to have a Desire or have a Resistance towards certain things? Without investigating these points within and as myself but rather take my Preferences for granted, place the entire design of Free choice in Question because I can clearly see for myself that, my Preference of not getting involved with the Current world matters were  a Justified preference I made within and as myself, to not Face my Resistance to a Past memory as an experience of Fear wherein I programmed myself to believe that I simply Dislike watching/reading/hearing the News and thus, I can state for myself that, I had no free choice in moments where I had the possibility to watch/read/hear the news and decided not to participate, because I blindly followed my pre-programmed design in 'choosing' to not get involved with the news.

 

Thus - Does Free choice exists when and as we follows our pre-programmed Life Design? Are we in fact the Directive principle in every moment of every breath when we follow our Pre-programmed life design? These are questions that can be answered in Self Honesty. However, the Difference between Self Honesty and Honesty is a blog by itself that I would walk in my next Blog.

 

*Note - to understand the relationship between Energy and our Human Physical body, I suggest studying the Quantum Mind Series on EQAFE.

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

Preferences and the Desteni Message:

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

 

Please read the previous blogs before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

So now that we understood that the reality that we SEE through our Mind is not the Real Physical reality but rather, our perception of reality according to our Experiences (Positive or Negative) which is based on how we have programmed ourselves to react to our external reality (either positive or Negative reaction), already in our childhood years, with no self awareness. Within this blog, we are going to have a look at 'Preferences' in relation to our Pre-programmed Design that we've accepted and allowed within and as ourselves.

 

So what is a 'Preference'? Preference is the choices one would make according to the 'possibilities' that one sees in one's world and one's reality which one would then, evaluate according to what would be the best choice to make that would result with the best outcome that would be best for self within one's own self interest and desires . This we can also see in the 'Sounding' of the word 'Preference' -> Pre-Reference; wherein one would firstly look at all the References that exists for self, those references represents the Choices/possibilities one have and accordingly make the decision that is best for self. 

 

When having a look at the time lines that I've shown in my previous blogs - my 'Preference' in not getting involved with the current matters of this world, by justifying my 'Preference' to not watch/read/hear the news as a grown-up because apparently, I simply don't like it, was to manifest the best outcome for ME which in this case would be, to avoid experiencing the FEAR that I've stored within and as me, as a past childhood MEMORY. In other words - My 'Preference' is in direct relationship to how I've programmed myself already in childhood and the 'Preference' represents the how I've justified and Lived out my Pre-programming. That in itself should raise the question - is a 'Preference' a free choice?

 

Thus,  a point to consider when reacting to the Desteni Message within the 'Justified' Opinion that the Desteni Message is not Positive but Negative - one should really consider one's Preference as the foundation of one's pre-programmed Life Design that one didn't consciously decided for oneself but rather lived out with no self awareness as one didn't take a moment in truly investigating one's Preferences and one's 'Free choice' within one's preference.

 

We will continue tomorrow, to further investigating what is a  'Free Choice' and whether or not 'Free Choice' really exists.

The REAL Fear - Day 192

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to

it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences

would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to Fear not being seen as good enough, replaceable or inadequate without giving me the permission to see the REAL fear that I'm accepting and allowing within and as myself which is in essence the fear of loss the Value I've assign to What I Do. Wherein:

Fear of being replaceable in one's Job/work is in itself clearly shows that one had assign value towards one's Job/work through which one is defining oneself as worthy and when one is being replaced, one take it personally because one defined oneself as one's Job/work.

Fear of feeling Inadequate implies that again, one had taken one's Job/work as one's self definition and thus, when the outcome isn't meet one's or other's expectation, one take it personally instead of Stopping for a moment, breath and see, in self honesty whether one should invest the time and effort in aligning one's skills, perfect oneself, learn from other's example and from there, walk in every moment within and as self trust.

Fear of being seen as no good enough is again, taking things personally because one could have investigated where one wasn't standing within and as the principle of that which is best for all and accordingly, align oneself but when taking things personally, one is so possessed in one's mind that no Common sense is seen or considered.

 

Within that thus, I commit myself to - when and as I see a thought and or reaction in the nature of fear of losing a point that I've defined myself as, to Stop, Breathe, and investigate in self honest why and how I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from who I am to such an extant that I've limited myself to only this one point as self definition instead of Value myself as who I am as I direct, move and support myself in walking breath by breath, in getting myself back Here and out of the mind. I see, realize and understand that Value myself as Who I am isn't base on energy movement, on self definition, on others to validate myself. Value myself means that I recognized that I'm Here, and that I'm walking towards getting Here, as Who I am and within that, assisting and supporting myself in making decision that are supportive in fact as a principle of Life that is best for all and in that, not accepting and allowing myself to fuck myself with automated reactions, thoughts, behaviours that originated from Fears which I haven't taken the responsibility to look at, investigate, realize myself and accordingly direct.

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to base my starting point of everything that I do on external elements, in separation of myself, and within that, making the decision of what I would do according to what is best for my self interest within the want/need/desire to be validated and appreciated by others; instead of establishing Equal and One starting point, of and as SELF wherein, I directly see what needs to be done within the principle of that which is best for all and in that, I assess whether I have the required skills to walk the task to its utmost potential that would result in the best outcome, otherwise, if I see it practical, I would perfect my skills to be able to walk the tasks in its full potential to result in the best for all outcome.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to SEE, realize and understand that I've programmed myself to respect, worthy and value myself ONLY through the eyes of others within what I do and so, I've developed a personality of someone that is taking responsibilities and walking multiple tasks at once, to increase the chances that others would appreciate and validate me for being responsible and effective person. In that I Forgive myself that I have  NOT accepted, allowed and gave myself the permission to Stand, as Who I AM, Here, as Life and within that, walking the tasks/assignments that needs to be done as who I am as a physical living being but rather attempted to define myself according to what I do, through the eyes of others.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - from a very young age, in my childhood years, to always seek and look for tasks that I can do in order to get a positive feedback from others, as a reward for my good behaviour and so, as I set forth the polarity of Good/Positive vs. Bad/Negative Feedback that I would then utilize to motivate me as the force of my existence. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to what I do, through the Positive/Negative External Feedback and would then thus, make decisions that are based on my perception of how other people would see me if I would to walk a specific task, driving myself trough and as a fear of disappointing them which would result with a negative feedback which I would utilize to define me as faulty, bad, wrong, untrustworthy and so on.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate the nature of the fear that I've accepted and allowed within and as myself and instead, simply taken it for granted as if, being motivated by a prospect feedback is a normal thing to do. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself though fears, instead of allocating my own starting point, be and become the directive principle of myself and my world.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in essence, the fear of disappointing other people, is not about other people per se, meaning - other people only reflect to me what I have accepted and allowed within myself and thus, when turning the point back to self, what is clear is that I've created expectation of being validated and appreciated by others through the things that I do within the idea that the more I do, the more I'll be valued, validated and appreciated by others. Thus, When and as I'm not getting the expected feedback, I'll experience disappointment as I associated not getting any feedback as a Negative feedback. To balance the Negative experience within me, I would load on myself more work within the hope that maybe this time, I'll get the Positive expected feedback and would thus than, could experience myself as validated, appreciated and respected.

 

So - here I revealed to myself ONE Consequences dimension of having overload tasks within my day. I've noted down and would expand on it, when and as I get to the Consequences Dimension.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to delete and remove the Fear of disappointing others which is in essence, the Fear of not getting a positive Feedback from others and in that, not being able to experience self appreciation, validation and worth. I now see, realize and understand that the Experience of self Appreciation, Validation and Worth was based on Energy and is does not Real as I required external element to define me as such and without those elements, I couldn't value, worthy and appreciate myself as who I am. Thus, I commit myself to assist and support myself in getting Here, as Who I am, as Self Appreciation, Self Validation and Self Worth, Breath By Breath as I walk through the layers of the mind and getting back to myself as a Physical Life Force. In that, I commit myself to  always making sure, always checking and assessing Who I am as self appreciation, self validation and self worth to in that, not delude myself and create a personality of self  appreciation, self validation and self worth that is not physically measured in who I am within what I do.

 

I commit myself to Delete, Disconnect and Remove the Memory experience of being validated, appreciated and worthy in my childhood years when I did a task and received a positive feedback from my environment because I now see, realize and understand how I've programmed myself to always seek for this positive feedback as an experience of myself as worthy, validated and appreciated by others so that I could define myself as such. In that, I see, realize and understand how I have separated myself from who I am through defining myself according to a polarized feedback that I'm receiving from my external environment and how through this feedback, created personalities as energy experience that I then utilized as a motivator/catalyst in every thing that I do.

 

I commit myself to STOP creating ideas about myself within what I do and to in that, assist and support myself in getting to know WHO I AM, Here, as a Physical being walking this earth without Energy defining who I am as what I do.

 

I commit myself to assist and supporting others in Showing and Explaining the Design of fearing disappointing other beings as a replica of how self had created expectation within and as the mind in which Self would move, direct and motivate self according to the projected expectation of the polarized feedback self would receive from the external environment and how, through accepting and allowing the Design of Fear as one's directive Principle, self cannot and wouldn't be as effective as self can be as who self is within what self do.