The Bully Project - Day 397

 

 

We send our children to school with trust that the system will take care of them, protect them, support them and be the pillar they required for the child's effective development. The thing is - we know by now that we can no longer trust the system to take care of our children and yet, we let our children down with our lack of responsibility in creating and accepting a system that do not stand by the value it should serve - the Value of Dignity, Harmony, Protection, Support and Respect.

 

The Bully Project documentary is a fraction of what is really going on within the Child's experiences at schools. It doesn't matter if your child is one of the most popular kids at school, or if your child is the weirdo that no one wants to play with - All children nowadays are exposed to abuse either done to them or by them. I do not know anyone that at some point wasn't part in abusive act or have been exposed to abuse done to them by their peers and yet - even though we know what we have done in our schooling years and we know what was done to us, we do not do everything possible to correct the patterns and prevent experiences that should never be experienced by anyone.

 

What happened to us? Why can we not see that this abusive system is a reflection of what we accept and allow within ourselves, our lives and our children's life? Why are we accepting and allowing a system that support abusive behaviours towards our children? Where did our children learn this destructive behaviour if not from us, those who suppose to be the ones that stand as an example for our children?

 

You see, the consequences are already here and some of the consequences cannot be fixed at this stage but it can be prevented from now on with effective parenting support; It can be prevented if us parents will fill our duty of being the ones responsible for the children in all facets; It can be prevented if us parents stand up and firstly, take responsibility for what we are accepting and allowing to exists within our minds that is then thus projected as the value system the children will pick up and become as the duplicated copy of ourselves. 

 

Understand that your children sees you as a role model and if you are not standing as what is best for all as role model, you cannot expect your child to be effective in this world, to succeed, to become a better human being. We can not expect the children to be something we cannot be ourselves.

So, a decision must be made - will you allow random events to shape the future of your children or will you take a stand and do everything possible to first make sure that you are the best example you can be and accordingly, educate your child to be a being that is walking only through the principle of that which is best for all lives?

Psychological Experiments and Accountability - Day 341

 

Continuing with the Question Who is Responsible for our Children's Education?

 

Within this blog, we will explore an interesting point that opened up for me when I saw the documentary: The Angry Eye: Jane Elliot. Here one should note that I will be utilizing the documentary as an example to describe a concerning phenomena that exists within various Psychology Experiments.

 

'The Divided Class' and 'The Angry Eye' are Documentaries describing Experiments done to expose, reveal and show the extent of Racism through an experience of how it feels like to be at the receiving end of Racism. 

 

While the goal of the experiment is to give people a sense of empathy and morality with those who are the victims of our consequential world system that accept and allow Racism to exists, performing such experiments is done without taking into consideration the long term effects on the participants. Thus, despite the starting point that may be perceived to be sincere, according to my eye's view, the way, or this solution as in how it is being done is not acceptable as in some cases, even if only in rare cases, the mental and physical consequences may be detrimental.

 

Here is a description of the Blue/Brown eye experiment: http://www.janeelliott.com/workshop.htm

 

The trinity relationship between the Mind, the Physical and the Beingness is not yet fully understood in this world and without that crucial understanding, we cannot anticipate what may be the consequences and the outflows of such Mind experiments. From my perspective, even if the physical and/or mental harm is rare, the potential of physical/mental harm invalidate the performance of such Mind experiments. 

 

Let me explain: In this specific experiments, the participant are exposed to abuse/bullying from the starting point of giving them the impression of what does it feels to be at the receiving end of Racism. 

The participants are not used to or have been exposed to such abuse/bullying throughout their lives and therefore, for some, the first encounter with abusive/bullying experience can be a shocking.

 

(In the blog series The correction Process and the Desteni Message I went into details regarding what Programming is and how we have programmed ourselves throughout our lives. So if you haven't already, I suggest reading the blogs through to understand the following points)

 

When one for the first time face a shocking experience, an experience that is far fetched from anything they have personally seen or experienced before, one would not have a 'manual' or a 'guideline' within their mind of 'how to' cope with these kinds of scenarios, how to behave, how to move, how to react.

 

Thus, when one is being exposed to a shocking experience where the mind doesn't have a prepared script of how to move through the experience, in some cases mental/self relationship consequence can evolve when the full extent of the mind is not understood and the experimenter doesn’t know all the info of how an experiment will be deal with by a person’s mind and how it would/could affect them in a myriad of ways later in life.

 

Our understanding of the Quantum Mind and the Physical Quantum Mind is so limited that we cannot even see the outflows and probabilities that such Psychological experiment may result with and as the Human Consciousness becoming more and more unpredictable, if we continue with such experiments without understanding what we are actually doing, the chances that such experiments would lead to more and more consequences that we wished we have prevented afterwards. 

 

Thus, I suggest working with the principle of Prevention as the best cure from the perspective of -

Although ending Racism in this world is an honourable and respectful consideration, the experiment is not the solution; if it was, Racism will be no more isn't it?

 

So in the future, I will open up the point of Racism and how it may change already within the implantation of the Equal Money System but for now, bear in mind that the ultimate solution is a solution that is encompassing in terms of both on the individual level and the world system level. Thus, here is 2 points to consider in the meanwhile:

The DIP Lite - Free online course that will give you the necessary tool to start understanding the relationship between yourself, your mind and your physical body. This will allow you to expand the way you view yourself and others in this world and in that, you would be able to take your power back to yourselves and correct that which is not in alignment with the principle of 'what is best for all life'.

The Equal Money System is the platform from which each human in this world could start their process of self change/correction once the Fear of Survival will no longer dictate the way we live our lives, the way we behave, they way we think and so forth. Within that, our education system will be based on principle of Give as you would like to receive and Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you which from there, a new generation of perfected human being would slowly but surely start to emerged. So, interesting times ahead, prepare yourself...

The Poison within Irritation and Anger - Day 217

 

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45 The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46 The Decision of TIME - Day 67 The Decision of TIME - Day 67 Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184 Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185 It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186 The End of Times - Day 187 Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188 Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189 The Psychology of TIME - Day 190 I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191 The REAL Fear - Day 192 The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194 Let's have some Fun - Day 195 Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196 The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197 Leaving in a Dream - Day 208 Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209 IT is MY time Now - don't say a word - Day 210 Let's go on Vacation - Day 211 Comparison is a Bitch - Day 212 Damn, I will never have everything done - Day 213 Standing as an Example - Self Interest or Self Realization? - Day 214 From the Bossy to the Loser - Day 215 Jealousy and Frustration - I want the Life they Have - Day 216

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Reaction Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Reactions Dimension:

• Jealousy
• Frustration
• Irritation
• Anger
• Judgment and Self Judgment
• Impatient
• Self Pity
• Depression
• Anxiety
• Stress

 

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Irritation and Anger

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed Irritation to exists within and as me, when and as I access the ' I don't have time' Character and I haven't realized that the irritation is a reaction within a friction and conflict between the Ideal Positive Experience that I created in my mind to the Current Negative Experience that I also created in my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to lash out, in irritation on those that are in my direct Environment that I perceive having the Ideal Positive Experience that I desire to have and in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that accepting and allowing irritation within me, is to accept and allow poison to burst out from my inner evilness into my external environment and thus, everything that I speak is taint with Poison, taint with Evilness that I accepted and allowed within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to turn the point back to self when I lash out on people in my environment from the starting point of being irritated within and as myself towards them, in seeing, realizing and understanding where I am not aligned within and as myself, where the inner irritation is coming from within me, why I have accepted and allowed irritation to exists within and as me and accordingly, to take a moment, release myself from the Energetic reaction as Irritation and in doing so, bring myself back here, stand in alignment within who I am and move on.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that Irritation imply that there is something I perceive myself as lacking and don't have and thus, when I didn't get or experienced that which I perceived myself to be lacking of, a reaction of irritation was manifesting within and as me.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed Anger to exists within and as me within the Character Creation - 'I don't have time' wherein the fact of the matter is that Time is not something I have, it is simply mathematical measurement to assist and support us to organized our Life to function in the best way possible. Thus, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to STOP the inner Anger that I've created within and as myself, towards myself and others in this world, when and as I activated the ' I don't have Time' character because the reason why I was angry at myself, in self honesty, is when I accepted and allowed myself to spent time in my mind, in being angry, irritated and frustrated with myself and my Environment.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the starting point of Anger and Irritation is based on Comparison that I've participated within and as my mind where one would compare one's Current Self created Energetic experience to the Ideal Positive Experience one perceive oneself as lacking and thus, lash out the Irritation and anger towards the world when and as one's physical reality isn't standing in alignment to one's illusionary reality in one's mind. 

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to Realize that I deliberately accessed Irritation and Anger towards others in the attempt to manipulate them in assisting me with the work that I need to do because I know within and as myself, that my self movement is influenced when and as someone is irritated and angry and my desire to assist and support them, as the Saviour character activates.

Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to move myself according to external environment to satisfied my own self interest instead of establishing and developing Self Movement according to Seeing Directly what needs to be done and simply walk it.

 

I Commit myself to - when and as I see myself preparing the way before me to access Irritation, I stop, I breathe and I place myself within and as myself. I see that accepting and allowing Irritation within and as me, is to accept and allow myself to become a Poison to myself and my environment which is not acceptable.

 

I Commit myself to Remind myself when and as I see myself accessing irritation and Anger, to investigate how and why I've separated myself from all that is here, through my perception that there is something I'm lacking of or don't have, which I desire to experience or have. I see, realize and understand that Physically, there is nothing that I'm lacking of but only in my mind, through accepting and allowing imaginations and backchat to exists within and as me, as a Ideal Positive Desire that I programmed, installed and stored within and as my mind, as a past memory experience that I either had myself or saw in the Movies and TV series.

 

I Commit myself to establish and Develop Self Movement, within Self Honesty where I walk breath by breath according to the principle of that which is best for all and to thus, not accept and allow myself to direct and move myself according to energetic influences from my environment but to see the energy, direct the point in self trust and MOVE. In this, I commit myself to not accept and allow myself to manipulate others to do what I want them to do in separation of me as well as not be influence by other's program design of manipulation but rather, develop inner common sense that would result with me moving and walking only according to principles.

 

 

 

 

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character -Imagination Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Imagination Dimension:

* I fantasize of taking a vacation, lying down on the beach, with nothing else to do but enjoy the sun, swimming in the ocean, going to a restaurant, having a fruit shake - in India or Thailand lol.

* I imagine other people doing the same just now, while I'm stuck on the computer, doing my routine work.

* I imagine the life of those who have money and can do what ever they want with their life - having a spa day, going out, enjoying themselves as I used to do myself a few years back.

* I imagine people coming back from work, after a long day, and sitting on the coach with their partner, hanging out, watching a movie, laying back, with nothing really to do.

 

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* I fantasize of taking a vacation, lying down on the beach, with nothing else to do but enjoy the sun, swimming in the ocean, going to a restaurant, having a fruit shake - in India or Thailand lol.

 

This is a direct imagination deriving from the initial picture that I've seen yesterday and I have shared in my blog: Let's have some Fun - Day 195

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold onto a memory experience of me spending a long period of time overseas where all I've done all day was lying on the beach during the days and partying during the nights and within that memory, contain the experience of Freedom as an energetic experience.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to such an extent, believing that lying on the beach and partying at night is the definition of Freedom and within that, deliberately "forgetting" the inner Negative experience that I've experienced while on vacation, the anxiety when meeting new people, the depression that I've suppressed and the slight sadness that was constant within and as me. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately suppress the Negative experience and only remember the positive experience so that I won't have to face, correct and change both the Negative and Positive as Energetic experiences and in that, remain limited to only exists as polarized Energy experiences that would activate constantly and continuously the 'I don't have time' Character that I've accepted and allowed as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT allow myself to investigate how the mind works and functions and who I am as the mind and thus, when and as a picture of a good and positive experience came up from within me, instead of stopping and investigating the source/nature of the picture, what the picture represents, why the picture suddenly came up, who I am as the picture, what activate the picture, where did this picture came from and what the picture implies about me, I've accepted and allowed myself to follow and go into the imagination dimension, preoccupying myself in my mind, in total separation from what is REAL, as Breathe, this Physical reality because, in doing so, I don't have to face the physicality, that which is Real, and that which is going on in front of me - Life, that I've missed in every moment I've accepted and allowed myself being in my mind, within the imagination domain.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the stupidity loop that I've accepted and allowed within myself wherein - what I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize is that both the Negative experience as what I face in the physical reality within the 'I don't have time' character and the positive Experience that I'm imagining in my mind - Both are NOT real from the perspective that both is my acceptance and allowance of seeing existent through my eyes as the mind and not seeing the physical reality as a whole, directly, in a quantum moment. Meaning - the Negative experience as I perceive my reality to be like as a burden of all the tasks and work I must do, in a specific moment that the 'I don't have time' character is activated is through a veil that I've placed, Deliberately, as a mind Barrier and that negative experience can only exists through comparing the experience to the positive experience as imagination, in my mind.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to SHOW and PROVE that how we see reality is ONLY through our mind as accumulated experiences that we so blindly believe to be real where our own self interest is the stepping stone which we would direct, move and walk this LIFE with no consideration to the actual and real Physical reality, to not face all of ourselves - bad and good, the Negative and Positive as energy experiences, so that we won't have to  take the responsibility, change and correct ourselves within and without - ourselves and this world as a whole, in physical Equality and Oneness.

 

I commit myself to when and as I see myself going into the imagination domain, in my mind, to stop, breathe and question the existent of the imagination, in specificity and in that- to ask myself questions and answer in self honesty until I see the entire design, see the positive/Negative experience cycle I've participated within and as and in that, investigate what it was , that I've tried to ignore, deny and suppress as the negative experience through running away to the realms of my mind as imagination as the positive experience and obviously, accordingly, change and correct my physical application.

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

 

 

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Thought as Picture Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

 

Thoughts Dimension:

I see myself pleasuring out in the sun, taking a swim, lying on the grass, watching a movie.

 

In looking at my words - it is clear that the thought that pop up in my head when I access the 'I don't have time' character is based on………… Self Interest. Because what the picture represents is a Desire for a Positive experience that would benefit ME and ME alone and even if I wouldn't act on it in my day to day living application, I still desire it, it is still a point that influence the decisions I make because I've separated myself from the Desire to such an extent that I couldn't even see the existent of the Desire within and as me because this thought as picture flashes so fast that unless I slow down completely from the starting point of being self honest with myself and see it, I would never notice or have been aware that this thought as picture is existent within and as me; and accordingly, would have still make decisions based on a Desire that I'm not even aware of, in total separation from myself, as an automated machine with no self awareness whatsoever.

 

Thus -

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself to such an extent that I'm not aware at all of my own mind flashing thoughts as picture, in quantum time, which then thus, these thoughts as picture would the hidden foundation of my decisions within the belief that it was ME who made the decision, that the decision was informed, calculated, considered.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to come up with a picture in my head of me pleasuring out in the sun, taking a swim or lying in the grass or watching a movie that activated the possession of 'I don't have TIME' character and through accepting and allowing this picture to exists within and as me, I've accepted and allowed myself to get myself further into the realm of my mind, feeling sorry for myself for not having time to do the things I believe I enjoy doing because it is apparently, gives me a positive energetic feeling, as an experience.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for the mind, Participating in the 'I don't have time' character is a "positive" thing because the mind isn't functioning on the differentiation between positive and Negative energy; for the mind, energy is just energy that the mind would utilize for its survival. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to See, Realize and Understand that the polarity within the 'I don't have time' character exists within and as one's self interest desire for positive experience vs. the Negative Experience such as feeling sorry for oneself for having lots of work to do.

 

In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that for the polarity existent within the 'I don't have time' character, the thought as a picture activate the character from a comparison starting point wherein, unless one compare one's current experience through a picture of a desired positive experience, one would not be able to define one's current experience as negative. 

Thus,

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself with getting to know the entirety of myself and in that, to slow myself Down so completely that I would be able to see what I've accepted and allowed myself to activate each and every character that I've created within and as myself and through realizing the design of the character, the activation/trigger point, I would understand and realize how I as the mind works and functions and accordingly, Forgive myself for my previous acceptance and allowances in separation of myself and practically assist and support myself in changing the pattern/characters/personality to no longer be govern by my own creation that I've created in separation of and as myself.

 

I commit myself to delete the picture in my mind - 'pleasuring out in the sun, taking a swim, lying on the grass, watching a movie' as I now see, realize and understand why and how I've accepted and allowed this picture to exists within and as me as the foundation of the 'I don't have time' character so that I could compare my current experience with the experience the picture represents, which would perpetuate the negative experience and from there - the path to self destruction is already known.

 

I commit myself to further expand the investigation and self introspection regarding Self Interest in its entirety and all the various dimensions of myself as my mind as I see now, how Evil it is in fact, to exists within and as Self Interest and the consequences self interest application manifest within my life and the life of all.

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to

it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences

would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

 

Self Forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - Despite of seeing my own self-dishonesties through observing my own thoughts/backchats, I've developed a relationship towards being self dishonest and had hold that relationship so dearly through developing FEAR of being exposed for what I've accepted and allowed instead of standing up, Face myself as all that I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become, inside and out and obviously - change myself accordingly.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place my own desire as valuable, and in that, disregarding the principle of that which is best for all life as that principle do not stand in alignment to my own self interest desires and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to FALL within moments where my self interest desires override the principle of that which is best for all lives, deliberately because one ALWAYS know what one is accepting and allowing within oneself but one would justify and validate why one should pursue one's desires and make it OK within one's eyes despite of seeing, directly what one is accepting and allowing oneself to participate with, one's own deliberate self dishonesty within the hope that no one would notice, no one will be effected or harm because only self knows what self is planning, and justify in one's mind and in that, one would FEAR being exposed so that one could keep on acting in on the behalf on one's self interest and remain an abuser of Life without ever having to take SELF responsibility and change.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately round the corners and walk a task till it's acceptable, but not perfect within the excuse that I don't have time and I have many other tasks waiting in queue and I simply can't invest my time in walking in perfection. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore, suppress, hide and avoid my inner self honesty force of stopping myself for harming, sabotaging and compromising myself within my accepted and allowed decision to round the corners instead of walking in self perfection and as long as no one knows that I've compromised a task, I can get along with it, remain self dishonest and untrustworthy in fact. 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to truly believe that if no one knows about my inner thoughts and decisions, I'll be fine and everything would be OK, and within that, accepting and allowing the FEAR of being exposed because I haven't accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself in self honesty, breath by breath and only FEARed being exposed as who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become because my entire self definition is based on what others would say about me or see me as. In that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to in spite of seeing my own fear of being exposed as untrustworthy, I have done nothing about it to in fact change.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to - when and as I see I have inner conversation with myself, scamming how to round the corners so that no one would noticed, to Immediately Stop as I see, realize and understand the relationship I've created with being dishonest within myself and with that relationship, to fear being exposed because once I am exposed, the relationship I've created with myself must fall.

 

I commit myself to get HERE, Physically, in full awareness of everything the is HERE and to do that, I commit myself to assist and support myself to expose ALL my inner self interest desires as I see, realize and understand that unless I stand, within and as the principle of that which is best for all lives and in that, letting go my own self interest desires, there is no real and substantial change within myself and accordingly in the world as what I allow to exists within, I allow to exist without.

 

I commit myself to SHOW and EXPOSE the Evil that we have become within the hope and belief that what we think in the inside, doesn't harm, influence, sabotage and compromise anything and anyone and in that, I commit myself to prove that the EVIL exists within each and everyone of us and unless we come to terms with the fact that we are EVIL, no change is possible within oneself and this world as a whole. I commit myself to PROVE that when one accept and allow oneself to THINK - one is EVIL.

For Further understanding of EVILness - suggest listening to: Day 187 - EVIL – Journey to Life  and study the Quantum Mind on EQAFE

The REAL Fear - Day 192

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to

it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences

would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to Fear not being seen as good enough, replaceable or inadequate without giving me the permission to see the REAL fear that I'm accepting and allowing within and as myself which is in essence the fear of loss the Value I've assign to What I Do. Wherein:

Fear of being replaceable in one's Job/work is in itself clearly shows that one had assign value towards one's Job/work through which one is defining oneself as worthy and when one is being replaced, one take it personally because one defined oneself as one's Job/work.

Fear of feeling Inadequate implies that again, one had taken one's Job/work as one's self definition and thus, when the outcome isn't meet one's or other's expectation, one take it personally instead of Stopping for a moment, breath and see, in self honesty whether one should invest the time and effort in aligning one's skills, perfect oneself, learn from other's example and from there, walk in every moment within and as self trust.

Fear of being seen as no good enough is again, taking things personally because one could have investigated where one wasn't standing within and as the principle of that which is best for all and accordingly, align oneself but when taking things personally, one is so possessed in one's mind that no Common sense is seen or considered.

 

Within that thus, I commit myself to - when and as I see a thought and or reaction in the nature of fear of losing a point that I've defined myself as, to Stop, Breathe, and investigate in self honest why and how I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from who I am to such an extant that I've limited myself to only this one point as self definition instead of Value myself as who I am as I direct, move and support myself in walking breath by breath, in getting myself back Here and out of the mind. I see, realize and understand that Value myself as Who I am isn't base on energy movement, on self definition, on others to validate myself. Value myself means that I recognized that I'm Here, and that I'm walking towards getting Here, as Who I am and within that, assisting and supporting myself in making decision that are supportive in fact as a principle of Life that is best for all and in that, not accepting and allowing myself to fuck myself with automated reactions, thoughts, behaviours that originated from Fears which I haven't taken the responsibility to look at, investigate, realize myself and accordingly direct.