Derren Brown Apocalypse - Day 243

Recently I watched Derren Brown - Apocalypse which raise concerning questions within myself that unfortunately, weren't fully addressed within the show as well as the Reviews that were made upon this specific episode.

 

In this episode, Derren Brown deliberately created the worst possible nightmare a person could have within the starting point of changing one's egotistic, self centered personality to compassionate, hearted, considerate personality. He choose specific being that Derren Brown perceived required a life changing event to be able to change himself. There were lots of lots of people participating behind the scene while the main character, Steven, didn't haver a clue about it.

 

During the show, it was shown how they prepared all the details, how did they programmed his mind through external forces that were involved, which also included hypnosis. Steven indeed step out of his comfort zone of being a rotten child with no consideration to anyone but himself to a leader, decision maker in stressful moments and compassionate.

 

What I found even more fascinating just a moment ago, in reading these various media reviews, was how the press or people with hidden agendas and interests had manipulate the Bazz the show had to distract themselves and others from the detrimental main/source/core point that must be focused, through claiming that that everything was staged, including Steven involvement.

 

If you read my blog - From Reaction to Prevention then you would see that here is another example of how we first React and then either suppress/ignore and/or Manipulate the consequences to suit with our best interest, or we would stand up, look at the core/source/origin problem and accordingly, take self responsibility to change while what we haven't realized is that through reactions, we distract ourselves from investigating the core/origin/source of the Problem to be able to Prevent the problem and stop the manifested consequences that problem consists of and exists as.

 

Thus, what was the reaction the people that manipulated the bazz where facing? Fear. What the shows implies is that only when one go through a traumatic Experience of Losing everything one defined oneself as, one might take a stance and force oneself to change. In self honesty, deep down, we realize we have got to change and we also know how deceptive we are in nature and how, if nothing would force us, we wouldn't stand up and change ourselves nor this world. I mean, the Desteni Haters and the beings that resists to the Message of Desteni and the Equal Money System demonstrate this very fact - unless something sever happens in one's life, one would not step out from one's comfort zone and do anything to Prevent/Change/Correct the problem we face both individually and Collectively. So the people that wrote the reviews were reacting within and as themselves and accordingly, the Act upon their Fear reaction, utilizing all that they have got to Prove wrong the point Derren Brown showed within this episode - that unless ones lose everything one have, one would not change and this is why, he suggested to not wait till that happens but to take responsibility and change ourselves to a better human beings.

 

The Concerning point that wasn't absolutely addressed within the Apocalypse episode of Derren Brown was the very Evil Nature of human being that accept and allow themselves to sit on their asses and take care of themselves and themselves alone while the majority of this world is in great suffering, starvation, abuse, etc.

What wasn't looked at is - we have a problem within human civilization - the problem is inequality in all sphere of Life as we know it today. We cannot wait until we destroy this world so completely for us to be able to finally change because by then, it will be to late. We must act now and stop Reacting to the Problems but rather, stand up, and prevent the destruction of this world as we are busy manifest within and without.

Really, we cannot afford to wait for the atrocity will get to a point of no return.

 

Derren Brown proves how easy it is to brainwash people. So how can we trust that we are not acting, reacting upon our Brainwashed Programming that we have so blindly accepted and allowed as if it was ourselves?

How can we trust our thoughts, feelings and emotions if the outcome of humanity is a complete disaster where we accept and allow the suffering of so many of us - that exists within this ONE world, like we do, but with no access to any of the resources that we have access to?

How is it that we haven't realized, seen or understood how Brainwash works and functions and haven't related and associated brainwashing with Consumerism for instance, despite of all the Research and Documentaries that proves this very point?

How is it that we accepted and allowed ourselves to hate our neighbours and go to war against them, because our ancestor hated them and taught us to hate them as well? How can we not call this hate brainwashing? A child that is born into this world doesn't have hate within and as themselves but only due to the influence of the family, they become washed with opinions, beliefs, perceptions, ideas, emotions and feeling, fears which are all based on One's Self interest

 

Time to wake up people, and realize it is not a dream we are leaving, it is a nightmare for most of human kind.

It is time to realize that we have the power to change, prevent and correct our living application BEFORE something so drastic and traumatic will manifest.

 

Will you Dare to investigate the Principle of Prevention? Will you dare to step out of your comfort zone and stand up for a world that is best for all, internally and externally?

Will you dare to face yourself and see the real nature of yourself? Do not wait till it is to late - investigate Desteni, the Desteni I Process (DIP Lite, DIP Pro, Relationship/Agreement Course) and the Equal Money System. We have the solution that encompass every aspect of this Life that must be changed and Correct. We are for real - will you accept the challenge? You Decide.

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to Self Awareness - Day 188

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

 

And:

 

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

 

 

 

 

And watch my Vlog - Day 187 - EVIL – Journey to Life

http://youtu.be/2A5pXxFNqdc

 

 

As I was writing for myself the Dimensions of the 'I don't have TIME' character: Fear, Thoughts, Imagination, Back chat, reactions and physical behaviour, an experience of Shame or more specifically, a reaction of shame was coming up from within me. I came to realize the nasty, evil and spiteful shit that I've accepted and allowed within and as myself and how I channelled this evilness, spitefulness and nastiness through blame and projection towards others.

 

The Fascinating point that I've realized through walking this point was that - unless I face the Evilness, Spitefulness, Nastiness that I've already become, there is no way I would become aware of the totality of myself. What we usually tend to do is to justify our own nastiness, spitefulness and Evilness that we have become, through projecting and blaming others and within that, suppress/ignore/deny our real beingness, our real self that must be faced and change.

 

The key to LIFE is through facing our Evilness - Desteni had said that many times before but no one listened; I never listened because - facing the Evilness that I've become would imply that I would must admit to myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to stand as Evil towards myself and my world and within admitting that, I must face the consequences and become OK with the fact that I'm not a good person as I deluded myself to define myself as.

 

So, I commit myself and will myself to face the true nature of what I've become as EVIL.

Understand, there is no Judgement within my words as in self honesty - I trust myself to sort out what ever I face as I stand up, I correct and I change. It is also quite clear now that there is no single man alive that isn't Evil from the inside, it is a contagious disease we are all carrying, generation after generation, denying, ignoring and suppressing who and what we have become, despite of seeing clearly how this world had become and this world, must have been created through and by Evil and the continuation through accepting and allowing the world to continue as it is, implied, show, reveal and expose our Evilness - blinded so completely, looking and seeking for our own good feeling, our own happiness, regardless of the lives that are in suffer, day in and day out. Accepting and allowing another human being to suffer as a result of a world system of abuse, corruption and greed, is accepting and allowing our Evilness nature. The world system is a direct reflection of who we are in our very beingness because who we are is defined by what we accept and allow and what we would not within and as the principle of what is best for all. The moment we have accepted and allowed ourselves to ignore, deny and suppress the Evilness without, we accepted and allowed the Evilness within which that had created from the get go, the Evilness without. So, here comes the Question - The Chicken or the Egg. However, answering the question of what came first, the chicken or the egg is irrelevant as we already lives and exists within and as the manifested consequences  of our acceptances and allowances of the Evilness - within and without.

Facing ourselves as the EVIL within, is a crucial point in one's Process because unless one face the entirety of oneself, and not only the part of oneself that self doesn't like - there is no way that self get HERE, as absolute self awareness in and as the physical.

What self 'like' and 'dislike' is a question that one must ask oneself - whether what we like and dislike are in fact what we like and dislike or a direct result of our upbringing/programming? Is it really that I don't like something or I simply fear facing and finding out for myself? Is it really that like something or is it that I have a memory experience of being validated/appreciated as external positive feedback that cause me to 'feel good' that makes me then like a specific thing?

 

So - lots more to walk and face within our Journeys to Life. It is TIME to face our true nature, our real beingness and from within that - change and correct. It's time to be aware, so absolutely, that we will never again, accept and allow ourselves to abuse and sabotage ourselves, others and existence as a whole.

 

 

The End of Times - Day 187

 

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

 

And:

 

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

 

In the last 2 days, while walking the Copy Paste character, I came to realize that my application within the tasks that I do is not Absolute from the perspective of investing the time each task require to be done to its utmost potential, breath by breath. That is because I've accepted and allowed way to much task than what a person can handle in a time frame of 24 hours a day. The starting point when taking these tasks upon myself, as I've mentioned in my previous blogs, was to be defined as MORE because I couldn't see myself as worthy as Me, here, as who I am but rather, I've defined myself according to other's eyes views and unless they saw me as more, I couldn’t worthy or respect myself.

 

So now, when slowing down, I see that I must face the consequences and keep on doing what I usually do however, the starting point must be changed and within that, I must be patient and humble with myself, letting go of all the loose hands of the desires I've accepted and allowed within and as myself and walk, as who I am, within what I do, one breath at a time, one step at a time and be OK with the fact that not everything will be done in time within the realization that there is so much one can do in every breath.

 

The reason why I'm writing about this point today is because I experienced a massive frustration in the past few days because I wasn't satisfied with my application in general and specifically, with my participation in the Desteni Forum where my Support wasn't as effective as I can support because I've only scanned through the posts without actually reading the posts and paying attention to the details along with missing a day where I wasn't on the forum at all which created the consequences of spending extra time on the day after, to be able to catch up with everyone's processes. I wasn't satisfied from the support I was sharing as I've seen the cracks slowly but surely coming into the surface and how within that, I'm compromising other people’s processes which is to me, not acceptable living application.

 

So, how to go about and change my application to be and to stand as effective as possible within each and every breath, with the time frame I have in every day, with my current projects and task that I'm participating with and within it all, how to make sure I'm not compromising and sabotaging myself, my human physical body and the people that I'm working and interacting with.

 

What was fascinating in the last 2 days was seeing myself trying, in my mind, to find a new short cut, how to round a few corners so that I could change my application meaning - how can I have more time to do what I do and physically invest the time/space required to do it all. And as I realized there is no way to make it work, I became frustrated, angry, irritated and - missed many many breaths which within that obviously, couldn't be effective lol - how can one be effective when one is spending time in one's mind, trying to figure out how to be effective.

 

When I talked with a friend that has walked the same point I've been walking and now, re-walking, she referred me to my own blogs from day 45, 46 and 67.

 

So - let me walk this again, in greater specificity and to stop the time loop for once and for all as I see, realize and understand that accepting this within and as myself, in unacceptable as it is compromising all of our processes as a whole.

 

Thus, let's look at the Character dimension of "I don't have Time".

I've written down for myself, the character dimensions as Fear, Thoughts, Imagination, Back chat, reactions and physical behaviour which I will slowly but surely publish, once I walk the correction through Self Forgiveness and self Commitments. After I'm done, I will walk the Consequences Dimension as the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment that encompass the entire Character as I gain more perspective and realization of my own accepted and allowed 'I don’t have Time' Character.