Realizing the Extent of the Problem - Day 303

The other day I was reading through the writings in the Capitalism.org website and I realized the extent of the problem we are facing. I became really angry and couldn't understand initially why I was so angry and why I couldn't let the anger go for an hour or so. When I investigated within and as myself what is the nature of the anger, where in my life I have faced this type of anger, what is the cause of the anger and so on, I traced the anger to the point of a real understanding of the task ahead in terms of changing the world.

The anger was mostly because of facing the stupidity of the Human Race which include myself and I mean, how stupid can we be to not see the problems and see how simplistic the solution is. how can we live with ourselves knowing that there is massive problem in this world and yet, do nothing to correct the problem.

For me, the Equal Money System seems such a simplistic system that would benefit all living forces in existent because the Value that the Equal money system is based on is the Value of life that was never respected and honoured before.

 

I can see clearly why and how the Equal Money System is THE solution and yet, I can also see why most human cannot agree with such simplistic solution. That has to do with Extensive Brainwashing, Promotion and infusion of Self Interest within Human Consciousness and an example for it, we can see within the following words:

 

"poverty

What about the poor under capitalism?

The other side of that question is: what about those who are not poor?

What of them? Let us not forget that the “rich” are people too, and they also have the right to their life, their right to liberty, and their right to their property, and their right to pursue happiness.

What of the poor under capitalism?

As for poverty, under capitalism, no poor man is prohibited from creating a fortune — observe that in late 19th century and early twentieth century America how hundreds of really “poor” immigrants, who could not even speak a word of English, came to America and within a generation were America’s newest elite — and they did it without the government on their backs, or on the backs of others. Even today, in semi-free America, many such immigrants come here starting with nothing and create fortunes — though this is a rarer occurrence due to the vast weight of the volumes of incoherent and irrational regulations that punish those who have an urgent need to accumulate capital (the poor).

Your question accepts the collectivist premise that wealth is a static quantity owned by that amorphous super-organism the “collective” to be looted from those individuals who create it. The “poor” don’t need government handouts — they need government off their backs and most importantly off the backs of those who can really help them — the “rich.”

What is the cause of mass poverty?

To answer the question, “What about the poor under capitalism?” one must first answer, “Why are there poor people in the first place?” The source of all poverty is the lack of wealth, which must be produced. The source of production (and thus wealth) is man’s mind, which politically has only one requirement: freedom. Politically, this is the single cause of mass poverty: the lack of freedom. Observe the poorest countries are those where capitalism is lacking.

What is the solution to mass poverty?

Capitalism did not create poverty, but it inherited it. Far from being a cause of poverty, laissez-faire capitalism is the only solution to solving it.

Observe that the freedom that a rich man needs to maintain and add to his wealth, is the same freedom a poor man needs to create his wealth — and the creation of wealth for both, has the same root — reason. The only requirement of reason from the state is entirely singular in principle: freedom, that is, the banishment of the initiation of force from all social relationships. Yet, this is precisely the freedom that the “humanitarians” do not wish to give either of them, since this “right” to freedom and liberty, can only come at the expense of the alleged humanitarian’s “might.”

“Those humanitarians who claim to help the poor, but oppose capitalism, do not really have the interests of the poor in mind.” [AR paraphrase I think, need to check.]

Since all men are free to create wealth under capitalism, no one is forced into poverty, as in non-capitalist countries. In a capitalist country, the only poor are those who choose to remain so of their own free-will (such as many of the “back to nature” types who wish to live like hippies).

Keep in mind that the moral justification of capitalism is not the it serves the “needs of the many”, but that it protects the rights of every individual — in particular, it protects the individual from the “many” (majority). Capitalism is not egalitarian, nor “compassionate”; Capitalism is just.

What of those who cannot truly help themselves?

The few individuals in a capitalist society who are incapable of taking care of themselves — such as the retarded, crippled, and orphans (which are a small and tiny minority in any free country) — are provided for through voluntary means, i.e., private charity."

 

Here, is just a small example of how Brainwash is being done and how 'Rationality' has been promoted to justify the inequality, abuse and harm that exists in this world.

 

The words marked in Red are the points I will expand on in blogs to come as well as many other examples that would show the extent of the Diverted Psychology within these words that would take one into the 'reward' domain in one's mind and within which one would access a zombified state of sitting back without ever investigating the REAL problem existent in this world.

 

Thus, this blog is just the beginning of Exposing the Human Nature within the Capitalistic System so that we could face what we have indirectly and directly accepted and allowed in this world and accordingly, can finally be ashamed of ourselves, enough to motivate us to stand up and correct the mass that we have created in this world. Stay tuned so that we together, could decrypt our mind and encrypt our lives according to Principles that are best for all lives. From this blog onward, I will be looking at all the Questions and Answers in the above website and share common sense perspective that would be the stepping stone of redesign an economic system that is based a Principle of Life that I best for all where the value of Life is the primary and most important value that will be protected, honoured, respected and cared for.

 

 

 

Derren Brown Apocalypse - Day 243

Recently I watched Derren Brown - Apocalypse which raise concerning questions within myself that unfortunately, weren't fully addressed within the show as well as the Reviews that were made upon this specific episode.

 

In this episode, Derren Brown deliberately created the worst possible nightmare a person could have within the starting point of changing one's egotistic, self centered personality to compassionate, hearted, considerate personality. He choose specific being that Derren Brown perceived required a life changing event to be able to change himself. There were lots of lots of people participating behind the scene while the main character, Steven, didn't haver a clue about it.

 

During the show, it was shown how they prepared all the details, how did they programmed his mind through external forces that were involved, which also included hypnosis. Steven indeed step out of his comfort zone of being a rotten child with no consideration to anyone but himself to a leader, decision maker in stressful moments and compassionate.

 

What I found even more fascinating just a moment ago, in reading these various media reviews, was how the press or people with hidden agendas and interests had manipulate the Bazz the show had to distract themselves and others from the detrimental main/source/core point that must be focused, through claiming that that everything was staged, including Steven involvement.

 

If you read my blog - From Reaction to Prevention then you would see that here is another example of how we first React and then either suppress/ignore and/or Manipulate the consequences to suit with our best interest, or we would stand up, look at the core/source/origin problem and accordingly, take self responsibility to change while what we haven't realized is that through reactions, we distract ourselves from investigating the core/origin/source of the Problem to be able to Prevent the problem and stop the manifested consequences that problem consists of and exists as.

 

Thus, what was the reaction the people that manipulated the bazz where facing? Fear. What the shows implies is that only when one go through a traumatic Experience of Losing everything one defined oneself as, one might take a stance and force oneself to change. In self honesty, deep down, we realize we have got to change and we also know how deceptive we are in nature and how, if nothing would force us, we wouldn't stand up and change ourselves nor this world. I mean, the Desteni Haters and the beings that resists to the Message of Desteni and the Equal Money System demonstrate this very fact - unless something sever happens in one's life, one would not step out from one's comfort zone and do anything to Prevent/Change/Correct the problem we face both individually and Collectively. So the people that wrote the reviews were reacting within and as themselves and accordingly, the Act upon their Fear reaction, utilizing all that they have got to Prove wrong the point Derren Brown showed within this episode - that unless ones lose everything one have, one would not change and this is why, he suggested to not wait till that happens but to take responsibility and change ourselves to a better human beings.

 

The Concerning point that wasn't absolutely addressed within the Apocalypse episode of Derren Brown was the very Evil Nature of human being that accept and allow themselves to sit on their asses and take care of themselves and themselves alone while the majority of this world is in great suffering, starvation, abuse, etc.

What wasn't looked at is - we have a problem within human civilization - the problem is inequality in all sphere of Life as we know it today. We cannot wait until we destroy this world so completely for us to be able to finally change because by then, it will be to late. We must act now and stop Reacting to the Problems but rather, stand up, and prevent the destruction of this world as we are busy manifest within and without.

Really, we cannot afford to wait for the atrocity will get to a point of no return.

 

Derren Brown proves how easy it is to brainwash people. So how can we trust that we are not acting, reacting upon our Brainwashed Programming that we have so blindly accepted and allowed as if it was ourselves?

How can we trust our thoughts, feelings and emotions if the outcome of humanity is a complete disaster where we accept and allow the suffering of so many of us - that exists within this ONE world, like we do, but with no access to any of the resources that we have access to?

How is it that we haven't realized, seen or understood how Brainwash works and functions and haven't related and associated brainwashing with Consumerism for instance, despite of all the Research and Documentaries that proves this very point?

How is it that we accepted and allowed ourselves to hate our neighbours and go to war against them, because our ancestor hated them and taught us to hate them as well? How can we not call this hate brainwashing? A child that is born into this world doesn't have hate within and as themselves but only due to the influence of the family, they become washed with opinions, beliefs, perceptions, ideas, emotions and feeling, fears which are all based on One's Self interest

 

Time to wake up people, and realize it is not a dream we are leaving, it is a nightmare for most of human kind.

It is time to realize that we have the power to change, prevent and correct our living application BEFORE something so drastic and traumatic will manifest.

 

Will you Dare to investigate the Principle of Prevention? Will you dare to step out of your comfort zone and stand up for a world that is best for all, internally and externally?

Will you dare to face yourself and see the real nature of yourself? Do not wait till it is to late - investigate Desteni, the Desteni I Process (DIP Lite, DIP Pro, Relationship/Agreement Course) and the Equal Money System. We have the solution that encompass every aspect of this Life that must be changed and Correct. We are for real - will you accept the challenge? You Decide.

From Evilness to Life - Day 226

There are moments in time where one sees what one is doing to another, what it is that one is deliberately accepting and allowing within and as oneself, one see’s how one's words and actions has an affect on others in harmful and destructive ways and yet, one would continue one's participation in one's design/program/pattern/character/personality and would never take responsibility for such moments in making sure that one would not accept and allow oneself to ever again harm oneself and other human beings in this world.

 

This is why I am now writing this blog as I've seen in myself the Evilness that exists within myself, that I've accepted and allowed to accumulate Evilness  over the years, without giving myself any constructive and supportive direction and as such, my actions, my words and my resonance outflows, may harm and cause damage to others as the only things that I would consider in such moments are ME and my Experiences and I would not consider the other beings at all. Till here no further.

 

This blog will be an overview of the points that I've seen within and as myself thus far and from here, I would go into more details and specifics in assisting and supporting myself in walking the path of standing Equal to and One as other human beings and within that, stand as a support rather than a machine that suck the life out from other beings to sustain my Ego/Personalities as how I've defined myself as 'who I am' in separation of myself, others and this world as a whole.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to desire to be so much more than another human being that within that, I would accept and allow myself to walk over their toes and smash them so completely, in making them so small within and as my mind so that I could remain in control over them which would give me the Experience that I'm More. Within that, I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to question myself as to why and how I have accepted and allowed the pattern/design as desire to be more, to exists within and as me and within that, haven't assisted and supported myself in stopping this pattern/design as the desire to be more and accordingly standing in alignment to the other being, in an assisting and supportive relationship instead of diminished and compromised relationship that would not benefit anything or anyone.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to try and attempt to make people so small in comparison to me, in my own mind, internally and externally and thus utilized all my "powers" as manipulation and defence tactics in doing all that I can so that they won't grow and expand themselves within who they are so that I won't have to stand in Equality with them but always remain more than them, in my own eyes but then, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I'm not only compromising them, but also compromising myself in  deliberately not assisting and supporting myself and others, equally as one to grow, expand and empower ourselves in becoming effective, trustworthy and respectful human beings in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately create and manifest relationships in my life with beings that I "see" and perceive as less than me so that I could always stand in a superior position, in control over them. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself when the Relationship Dynamic changes and the being is actually moving and changing themselves in assisting and supporting themselves to grow, expand and empower themselves within who they are, to react within and as myself because how I have defined myself as more and superior according to them, has now collapsed and I can no longer sustain the superior personality that I've created within and as myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to assist and support myself in standing in absolute self trust as who I am, without needing/desiring/wanting to be More than who I am and specifically, in comparison to others.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how Evil one can be and become, in how one would speak, move, behave to other human beings in one's world within and as oneself when and as one accept and allow oneself to deliberately manipulate oneself and one's relationships with other human beings, within the starting point of keeping the Relationship Dynamics as it always was in satisfying one's desire to define oneself according to a specific attribute or component that one perceive oneself as lacking within and as oneself through the other being.

 

I commit myself to STOP the Evilness that I've accepted and allowed within and as myself and within that, be aware of such moments where I would change my personality in the attempt to diminish others on my behalf, to sustain my own self created definition that I've defined myself as within my relationships with others.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself in walking the process from Evilness to life that is best for all and within that, to investigate all the points within and as myself that I've accepted and allowed the Evil nature to override the principle of what is best for all life.

 

I commit myself to Re-Establish my relationships with other people in my world and direct myself within the relationships according to that which is best for all as a principle wherein, we transform the relationships to constructive and supportive where both would assist and support ourselves to grow, empower and expand ourselves as living beings instead of limit, compromise and diminish ourselves within who we are in our relationships to ourselves and each other.

 

I commit myself to investigate why and how I've created relationships that I could experience myself as superior and within that, its relationship to the polarized experience within and as myself, as inferior that I've attempted to suppress through creating relationship that would defined me externally, otherwise.

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

 

I commit myself to STOP diminishing myself through and as Accepting and Allowing the Copy-Paste Character to exists within and as me as I see, realize and understand how and why I have accepted the character to exists within and as me and the consequences that had emerged from accepting and allowing the Copy-Paste character to exists within and as me. I realized that I've been looking for the short cut, the Quick Fix, as part of my desire and design to be MORE than who I am within the belief that the More I do, the More I'm being validated by others and to be able to do MORE, the less time I have in walking each and every responsibility to its utmost potential. I Realized that through accepting and allowed the Copy-Paste Character, not only I'm sabotaging myself, I'm also compromising the Group as I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk each and every step within Breath by breath living application and instead, have been walking short cuts and not fulfilling my responsibility as effective as possible.

 

I commit myself to STOP looking for the short cuts and the Quick Fix as I see, realize and understand that through seeing and looking for the quick fix and the short cuts, I'm in fact Missing a breath since - to be able to desire the short cuts and the quick fix, I must have created an idea/belief/opinion about who I would be as the end result of that which I do and through projecting this idea/belief/opinion towards what I do, I've missed a breath, missed an opportunity to walk Breath by Breath as WHO I really am which would result with the best utmost potential outcome within everything that I do because when walking within and as breath, step by step, moment by moment, One is Physically here, directing one's world and one's environment according to that which is best for all within the realization that there is so much that can be done within each and every breath and everything that is being done within each and every breath must be, walked and applied to one's utmost abilities within and as the principle of what is best for all and within that - the Physical space time is irrelevant - what relevant as WHO one is within Everything that one do.

 

I commit myself to BE HERE, within each and every breath, within each and every thing that I do and within that, I commit myself to - when and as I'm busy with a task, to Asses my starting point within that, making sure it is aligned with what's best for all. I commit myself to - When and as I'm busy with a task, to BREATHE, to test and check in self honesty that I'm physically here, walking the steps that would result with the utmost best outcome, regardless that time that it takes as I see, realize and understand that when I accept and allow myself to rush and have things done, I'm not applying myself as the best that I am able to, which result with compromising of myself, the group and existence as a whole because I would time loop again and again till I change myself in fact, in absolute self honesty.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why the world system as a whole and the Education system in particular, is in the support of the continuation of the Human Robot existence that would never stand up and call for a change that is best for all as this change may threaten those in Power, those with Money and thus Control and would place them in an EQUAL position to the rest of man kind with EQUAL opportunities of having Dignified and fulfilling LIFE.

 

I commit myself to SHOW How and Why the Education system do not support the human beings in developing a critical thinking, developing Skills to think, analyse, assess, check their existence within and as a principle of what is best for all and in that, I commit myself to SHOW that the education system world wide do not in fact educate the humans to be and become an effective human beings in this world, with substantial Life Skills that would benefit existence as a whole because once the human beings would stand in equilibrium with who they are, within and as the principle of equality and oneness, those in power and control would have EQUAL status to every human being in this world and would have to equally contribute to maintain and sustain a world that is best for all, unlike how it is working now for them, where they have slaves to do the hard work for them.

Changing the Human Nature - Day 89

This is a continuation to my blog:

Humans are so fucked up - you cannot trust anyone - Day 88

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give up on Humanity within and as the statement: "Humans are fucked up - you cannot trust anyone" and I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that all along, I have accepted my limitations, my programming and the design that I've created myself within and as and I have allowed the limitation, programming and design within and as this world, as equal to and one as me and through my acceptance and allowances, I directly responsible for us as humanity, in our current nature/design because I haven't take my own responsibility of stepping out of that which I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become in separation of me, stand as an example that a change is possible and that the only reason we won't allow ourselves to change is because or our self interest nature which blinds us from seeing clearly what we have ignored and disregarded from the beginning of time and how through our ignorance, we have accepted and allowed ourselves to create and manifest a world as it is exists today.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as the giving up character, to use, justify and make excuses of why I cannot change because changing would mean to let go of the character that I've created myself as, in separation of me and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to forget that I was the one who created myself as the human nature, and that I was so powerful that I've even created the forgetfulness character so that I can make sure, that I will never bring myself back to myself within and as equality and oneness as LIFE that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself and this world as equal and one to realize, understand and see that so long as I accept and allow the evil secret mind that I've become in absolute equality and oneness and therefore, have accept and allow spiteful thoughts, jealousy, comparison, competition, judgement, diminishment of others in my mind, I cannot be trusted to the extent to which - if I think, I can't be trusted and within and as equality and oneness fuckupness - I cannot trust any one who accept and allow thoughts to be one's directive principle in separation of oneself and this existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be petrified to face myself as my mind, as what I have accepted within myself and this world, and thus, the easy way out if through stating that the human nature will never change and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give my power away within the desire to belief that the human nature cannot be changed as I've abdicated my responsibility to test for myself whether I can change and stand as an example that the human nature can be changed.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to justify why I'm not willing to face that which I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become within and as the statement: "the human nature cannot be changed" and furthermore, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hurt, harm and kill anyone who dared to stand up and prove that change, within and without is possible.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that I'm EVIL in fact because I accept and allow myself to participate within and as my evil secret mind, judging, spiting, competing with everything and everyone: my best friends as well as my enemies and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that unless I take the responsibility to in fact face myself and all that I've accepted and allowed within myself and within this world, I'm directly responsible for the abuse that manifested within and as this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse: If I stop my mind, I will become a zombie" and I haven't taken the responsibility to test and confirm that excuse/belief for myself because within and as me I already KNEW and didn't want to face that stopping the mind is the KEY, stopping the mind is an extensive process that one has to walk in absolute self dedication.

I commit myself to show that a change is possible through my 7 years commitment of writing. And so, through writing myself out, I stand as an example that a change is possible because I've committed to myself to never give up on myself, as I see, realize and understand that giving up on myself means that I'm giving up on LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to show the stupidity loop that we have created as ourselves wherein us as the creators of the multiple characters within and as ourselves, also created a character to forget that we are in character and so, me within and as my powerfulness, have created a loop where we could never get out of, unless we do, through taking the responsibility to let go of all our characters, to download the program of and as LIFE that is best for all into and as our physical flesh and change who and what we have become to and as a principle of LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to show and expose that Trust cannot exists as long as one THINK. We have created a world based on thinking and it is clear that we haven't done a good job. Our relationships with others are based on thinking and it is obvious what goes on inside one's mind towards their beloved one. (if one dare to be self honest and admit to oneself the actuality of what I'm writing here)

I commit myself to SHOW and PROVE that when stopping the mind, one doesn't become a zombie, as I'm walking my own process of stopping the mind and it doesn't seem that I'm becoming a zombie but quite the opposite - fully expressive, A LIVE and functioning.

Humans are so fucked up - you cannot trust anyone - Day 88

From time to time, I hear the statement - "yes, it is fucked up, it's human nature, there is nothing we can do about it. We simply cannot trust anyone, there are people that will stab a knife in your back the moment you turn around, there will be those who will rape the neighbours daughter, there will be those who will murder the prime minister, there will be those…" and the list goes on and on and on.

However, what is fascinating is that within that statement or various types of statement within and as the nature of the statement above, one has already given up on humanity. One has already given up on the possibility to change human nature and simply accepted within and as oneself and allowed within and as this world, the fact that the human nature is so fucked up and there is nothing we can do about it.

But is it in fact so? Is it the human nature that cannot be changed or is it me that will not dare myself to change? I will vote for the second option as I've seen within and as myself the extent of self will that one must become for one to absolutely change one's preprogram design / the human nature.

Ok, so yes, we cannot trust anyone in this world but that is not because of who they are - it is because who we are within and as our own human nature/preprograming. Why?

Let's do an exercise - imagine a person you dislike. What are the thought you have about him/her? What is the nature of the thoughts you accept and allow within and as your mind? Can you see it? Not so pretty hay?

but now you will tell me - well, I don't like this person because of this and that and you will justify why it's ok that you have accepted and allowed those thoughts towards this person because I mean, that’s what everyone does when they don't like someone, nothing wrong with me disliking someone, so stop with your stupid questions.

Let's continue with our journey into the mind and now - imagine your best best best best friend in this world. Ohhh, that's nicer, it feels good now within and as yourself. I understand. BUT, your very best friend has now disagreed with you and a friction manifested; You'll have to become self honest now, to be able to answer the following question: What is the nature of your thoughts towards your best best friend now? What memories from the past did you bring to this moment of friction that have been suppressed until this very moment of friction till you burst all out and took all the shit out.

So you see, I wouldn't trust you as my best friend exactly as I wouldn't trust you if you were my biggest enemy so long as I know what's going on in your secret mind; and the only reason I know what’s going on in your secret mind is because I'm exactly the same as you, within and as the human nature that I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become. Meaning, as long as we THINK, we cannot be trusted and the only way we can be trusted by ourselves and others is when and as we stop thinking.

 

When we say that the human nature cannot be changed, it is ONLY because we don't want to change within and as ourselves, simply because we have never known ourselves otherwise. We believe that we will become zombies if we stop the mind but we never actually decided to test the point for ourselves to see if there is any ground to our belief. I mean, if it comes to the point that you would become zombie when the mind stop and you stop thinking than, go ahead and start thinking again. It is very simplistic.

The only way to make a change in this world, is to first stop our own evil secret mind that continuously think 24/7 non stop. We judge others, we judge even ourselves; we are jealous of others; we compete with everything and everyone for our own limitation; we're spiteful towards each other; would you want to be in relationship with yourself when you SEE very clearly what's going on in your secret mind towards those who are in relationship with you? would you want to be in relationship with others when you KNOW what is the nature of the thoughts they have towards you in a moment of friction? NO! and yet, we accept and allow it.

To be continued with a practical support within and as Self Forgiveness statements and Corrective Commitment - the tools of Stopping the mind and becoming LIFE that is trustworthy.

Memory makes me Robot - Day 59

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge a being's expression as rigid and superior and accordingly locked myself within an inferiority experience as per my accepted preprogramed design and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to through judging and defining one's expression as rigid and superior, to react and direct myself within the reaction despite of me seeing the energy movement building up inside my solar plexus  and yet, I give in and allowed myself to suck into the possession more and more instead of STOP, breathe, let go of my experience of me as inferior in absolute self honesty and stand up, align myself back to myself and walk equal to and one with the being I am communicating with.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how I've defined and judged other's expression according to my past experiences as memories that has integrated into my flesh and has become a physical automated unconscious reactions that I've allowed to a specific types of symbolism such as - an expression of another that I've judged as rigid and superior and thus when and as I'm facing a person that stand as that symbolism, I immediately access an inferiority experience.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exists within the experience of inferiority as my accepted pre-program design and thus, have allowed this experience to control and direct me to such an extent that whenever I'm in the face of a conflict, instead of directing myself breath by breath, I immediately accessing inferiority where I would go and isolate myself within my mind, further separating myself from myself and the other through conducting inner conversation with myself to justify my victimization, change my body posture to a stiff and rigid position and lower my eyes to the ground to avoid eye contact.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed my Ego to be my directive principle wherein when and as I'm doing a physical task and someone is correcting me, I immediately experience a pinch in my solar plexus, my body become constricted from the inside of my flesh and I than rush into my mind, in the attempt to justify why I'm right and the other is wrong and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that in the physical reality, there is no right/wrong; there is ONE principle that is valid: that which is best for all and thus, if I allow myself to think my self out of the losing experience into the winner experience through utilizing the polarity of right/wrong, there is no way I will establish an effective communication with another human being that will lead to an agreement of how to walk a specific physical task at its upmost potential.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accumulate energy in a form of back chat towards another human being over a period of time and I have abdicated my responsibility to investigate the point, STOP and GROUND the energy back to earth and align myself back to myself within and as my human physical body through applying my commitment to walk breath by breath; and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider that when I'm not supporting myself in investigating within self honesty each and every back chat towards anything or anyone in this world, inevitably, the energy accumulation will hit my face where a single statement by another would trigger one of my accepted personalities and within that, I will not only sabotage myself but I also sabotage my relationships with other human being when I lose myself to my mind and become possessed.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize, see and understand that any friction/conflict, from the smallest to the biggest between me and another human being is due to accepted and allowed continuation of back chat towards the being  and so long as I accept and allow myself to walk around with backchat/internal conversations/thoughts about anything or anyone, I will create and manifest frictions/conflicts in my world; frictions/conflicts that I could have prevented if only I would to stop, investigate, correct and change myself and thus become an effective human being in this this world instead of automated zombified creature that is enslaved and control by my own mind with zero awareness of what is REALLY here, within and as this physical reality.

I commit myself to investigate all the past memories integrations that I've allowed to to manifest and become physical automated unconscious reactions due to specific types of symbolism (expressions, body movements, voice tonalities) and accordingly delete the symbolisms through Self Forgiveness in absolute Self honesty.

I commit myself to embrace myself after I realized that I've accessed a momentarily mind possession which revealed and exposed me to a specific type of symbolism that I've associated with a past memory experience and within that, I commit myself to never take myself personally after the event and instead, BREATHE, look within myself to see how the point played out, what was the trigger point, how I've separated myself from myself and my environment, what was the back chat in the last few weeks that inevitably manifested as a mind possession and accordingly, I assist and support myself with writing Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty to delete the symbolism, align myself back to myself and correct my physical living application  breath by breath.

I commit myself to be attentive to my human physical body changes to assess 'where and who I am' in any given moment because I realized that my body posture/movement/voice tonality indicate, reveal and expose unconscious reactions to words/images/sounds/smell as a past memory experience which I'm able to take responsibility for, delete the experience through Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty and support myself to once and for all LIVE as a living expression of me, Here.

I forgive myself to STOP backchating about people in my world from the starting point of competition, jealousy, comparison and judgement because I see the consequences that such allowance can leads to. I realized that the above mind components are my own creation and thus, I support myself through bringing each and every back chat towards another back to myself and seeing where I've not aligned myself, what I haven't forgiven myself for, what is it that I'm trying to protect and accordingly assist and support myself within absolute Self honesty to

delete those components once and for all and to then thus actually and practically LIVE as an expression of me in every breath.

I commit myself to stop the SHIT that is called EGO because I realized that EGO can ONLY exists when a self interest desire for an experience exists and as the creator of the desire, as the creator of my EGO, I can recreate myself as LIFE and STOP my preprogramed designs as desires for a specific experience and accordingly change myself through a process of deletion and stopping desire for an experience by a desire for an experience in breath by breath living application.

I commit myself to investigate all types of polarities that I've accepted and allowed to exists within and as me because as long as I allow my own participation within a preprogram polarity designs, I create consequences if I'd like to or not; consequences that I directly responsible for; consequences that I could have prevented if I took the responsibility to become LIFE in fact by stopping the preprogramed automation designs that I've become. 

I commit myself to ground the energy movement back to earth when and as I experience the movement within and as me.

I commit myself to stop myself from communicating a point when the energy is still equal and one expression of me and instead, I take a moment, STOP myself, STAND UP from within and as myself, clearing myself and only when it's done, I communicate.

I commit myself to - when and as I access any type of reaction towards another human being to STOP, let my EGO go, breathe, clearing my preprogramed pattern designs, make a physical actions such as touching the other person if the person is in my direct environment, equalizing myself with the other being and direct myself within an effective and supportive communication to see where and how I've separated myself from myself and gave permission to my mind to direct, enslave and control me.

Blinded by Love - Day 47

This is a continuation of my previous blog: How to Choose a Partner – Day 21

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for the experience of LOVE where my entire human physical body feels light, when everything seems to be alright and having a smile on my face without any particular reason and I haven't seen that those experience/moments are a imprints that I've downloaded into myself through watching Romantic movies and that those moments/experiences are momentary and as such, cannot be a real physical expression because if it was real, it would have been me who direct the smile, the light feeling body and it wasn't an energetic experience that was based on external forces magically just happened.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to prompt my children with Love stories and Movies and I haven't realized the implication of my doing - programming to become an individual self interests beings that move and direct oneself according to the child desires to fulfil one purpose of surviving instead of educating my child with a practical commons sense of what does it means to practically LOVE within the principle of Love thy neighbor as thyself wherein the physical living application of Love can be measured within the establishment world that is best for all LIVES.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that LOVE is a delusional mind fuck that one is participating with because when one experience LOVE, one is closed down to one's own mind where for a moment, everything seems to be OK and fine regardless of this world not being OK and fine and thus, we spend our lives, seeking for the experience of LOVE in self interest, for a moment of bliss and while doing that, separating ourselves form the real LIFE that is here, a LIFE that is not worth living for the majority of this world and instead of walking the living expression of LOVE in making sure that all could have a dignified LIFE, we have been preoccupying ourselves with the energetic feeling of Love that is in no way a living application of LOVE that is best for all

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be blind by LOVE and thus, missed and ignored the obvious points that require corrections within the relationships/agreements that I've walked and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to make the decision of walking an agreement/relationship with a partner based on feelings and emotions while disregarding the functionality of walking an agreement with another in terms of our processes, sexual alignment , our financial stability and thus, take all the variables and make an informative decision that is based on practicality instead of emotions/feelings so that we could walk together, in alignment in this ONE life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to - when being in a relationship/agreement, to fall into the trap of LOVE as an energetic experience and thus, seclude myself from the LIFE that is here, right in front of me; LIFE that required direction and major change so that all could have a LIFE that is worth LIVING and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the deception in LOVE as a design to make people stuck in their own bubble of self interest while disregarding LIFE and the change that is required to be walked in terms of the LIVING application of LOVE that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how one is attempting to control the experience of LOVE through compromising and limiting oneself and this world through blinding and closing one's eyes so that the experience of LOVE could remain for just one more moment regardless the huge RED FLAGS that are lighting all over, screaming for correction and change in oneself, in the relationship/agreement and in this world.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to learn form my past mistakes and correct my application with regards to choosing a partner and thus, time after time after time, I find myself looping the same points and becoming angry at myself for falling into the same trap because I gave value to the LOVE experience and I didn't allow myself to let it go even though I've already seen that the experience isn't real and can only last for so long before it disappear and one remain with a fucked up reality, remain with picking up the pieces and stand up again, only to return to the same point that one faced in the beginning with no actual and real self change.

I commit myself to expose and show that the current Media is prompting Love from the starting point of keeping the individuals secluded in their mind so that they won't be able to even consider walking the physical application of 'love thy neighbor as thyself' and stand up for LIFE that is best for all because they are too occupied in their self interest little bubble of their mind while those who control the media can keep making profit on the backs of their brainwashed consumers.

I commit myself to show and reveal what does it mean to actually LOVE as an application of the principle of what is best for all rather than how love is currently walked as an individual pursuit of happiness in total separation from oneself and one's world.

I commit myself to stop making decisions based on emotions and feelings such as LOVE and instead, make informative decisions that are based on practical common sense and consideration of myself, others and essentially everything and everyone.

I'm letting go of the desire to experience LOVE as an energetic momentary experience because I realized that the design of LOVE as we walk today is a delusional mind fuck that keeps us preoccupied in our mind, in a zombified state of selfish beings that consider only of themselves and disregards the entirety of this world.

Please watch my Vlog - 2012 - LOVE Month -Is Love and Light the Solution?