Showing posts with label matrix. Show all posts
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Nov 4, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 7) - Day 204

Is Free Choice Real?

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 6) - Day 203

 

So, What is Free Choice?

When looking at what we have discussed regarding our Preferences, Free choice doesn't seem to be so much Free as we had believed it was; I mean, If my Preference, for example, to not get involved with the current world events, in reading/watching/hearing the news, to avoid the Fear Experience that I've stored within and as me, as memory from my childhood, did I really have a choice in 'disliking' watching/hearing/reading the news as a grown-up? was the Choice Free or was I only living the illusion of free choice by responding to my pre-programmed design?

 

From a certain perspective, Yes, it was a free Choice, but one that I've made early in my childhood, within my Decision to store the Memory experience as Fear within and as me, through how I had accepted and allowed myself to program myself with the storage and thus the imprint of my experience which I would then act upon within my adult years.

 

However, within that, we must not forget our innocence wherein, as a child, I didn’t have the tools to be able to look within and as myself, to investigate the nature of the fear, see the outflows that may occur through my acceptance and allowances of my pre-programmed designs; wherein if trained as an effective human being I could have seen the consequences that result from that which I accept as my programming, such as 'preferring to not get involved with the Current world Matters', and through this directly seeing, and making the decision to Free myself from the Fear Experience through the CORRECTIVE application of - Immediate self forgiveness, BREATH, and standing within and as my human physical body, checking/assessing that I'm in fact, Here, in the Physical, with no energy movement because I see, realize and understand that if I accept and allow energy movement to remain in my body, I've already accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself as a physical living human being and in that, give my power a way to the Energy that would slowly but surely accumulate within and as me, and become my directive principle in how I would move, walk and direct my life.

(The corrective application process will be discussed in more detail in the blogs to come)

 

As was described in my Previous blog, Preference is:

"Preference is the choices one would make according to the 'possibilities' that one sees in one's world and one's reality which one would then, evaluate according to what would be the best choice to make that would result with the best outcome that would be best for self within one's own self interest and desires . This we can also see in the 'Sounding' of the word 'Preference' -> Pre-Reference; wherein one would firstly look at all the References that exists for self, those references represents the Choices/possibilities one have and accordingly make the decision that is best for self."

 

Free choiceLet's have a look at 'Possibilities that one sees' in relationship to Preferences.

As was explained and shown in The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198 - our Seeing of Reality is through our Experiences that we have created within and as our minds within the context of attaching/associating a Value which is either Positive or Negative to what we see in our reality according to our pre-programmed designs. For instance, with the Brick example - either I like or dislike the colour/shape/texture of the Brick, won't change the Physicality of the Brick but only change my Experience in relation to the Brick.

 

The Positive or Negative Value within the context of 'Preferences' is what we Like and Dislike or what we Desire or have a resistance towards, which would determine the value we will assign/attach/associate with our experience wherein, Like/Desire would be the Positive Value as a Positive Experience and Dislike/Resistance would be the Negative Value as a Negative Experience. Therefor, the 'Possibilities' that we 'see' in our reality, as the foundation of our Preferences as  the Choices we would live out, would be according to our Desires/Likes or our Resistances/Dislikes, all of which within the context of one's Self Interest to manifest the best outcome for oneself.

 

The questions that must be asked now are - where do my Desires come from? Where do my Resistances come from? Where/when/how/why have I decided to Like or Dislike a certain thing? Where/when/how/why have I decided to have a Desire or have a Resistance towards certain things? Without investigating these points within and as myself but rather take my Preferences for granted, place the entire design of Free choice in Question because I can clearly see for myself that, my Preference of not getting involved with the Current world matters were  a Justified preference I made within and as myself, to not Face my Resistance to a Past memory as an experience of Fear wherein I programmed myself to believe that I simply Dislike watching/reading/hearing the News and thus, I can state for myself that, I had no free choice in moments where I had the possibility to watch/read/hear the news and decided not to participate, because I blindly followed my pre-programmed design in 'choosing' to not get involved with the news.

 

Thus - Does Free choice exists when and as we follows our pre-programmed Life Design? Are we in fact the Directive principle in every moment of every breath when we follow our Pre-programmed life design? These are questions that can be answered in Self Honesty. However, the Difference between Self Honesty and Honesty is a blog by itself that I would walk in my next Blog.

 

*Note - to understand the relationship between Energy and our Human Physical body, I suggest studying the Quantum Mind Series on EQAFE.

Nov 3, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 6) - Day 203

The Relationship between Preference and Free Choice:

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

 

Let's take another example of how preferences are playing a rule in our life within and as the starting point of one's self interest. As a parent - one may 'prefer' that one's  children is quiet in specific moments of the day and one would justify it to oneself by stating that "it was a hard day at work, I must rest for a moment", or " I require to rest and get the sufficient strength in being able to spend time with my child later because my child is taking so much energy from me". However, within one's 'preferences', that one's child should watch TV, one didn't take into consideration the consequential outflows of one's child' development and for example, the relationship between Children TV series and Consumerism. Within that context, regardless if you are a parent or not, I suggest watching the documentary "Consumerism Kids". ( "… The film focuses on the explosive growth of child marketing in the wake of deregulation, showing how youth marketers have used the latest advances in psychology, anthropology, and neuroscience to transform American children into one of the most powerful and profitable consumer demographics in the world. Consuming Kids pushes back against the wholesale commercialization of childhood, raising urgent questions about the ethics of children’s marketing and its impact on the health and well-being of kids." )

 

If we trace back our Parent's Pre-programming, we'd see that our parents behaved exactly the same (the same patterns), which we now as a parent behave as, as we had copied the program from our parents and we are now transferring the same programming to our children (The Sin of the Fathers). Thus, here, we can see again the relationship between our preference and our pre-programming, where we, haven't considered within and as ourselves, the implications of where for instance, my preferences came from? Where in my life have I created the 'idea' that 'I must rest because I had an hard day at work and unless I rest, I won't be able to spend time with my children'. Why it is that our solution to entertain our children is through placing them in front of the TV and whether or not, this solution would result with the best outcome for a child in terms of a child's development - mentally and physically. Within that, the question we must ask ourselves is - Does one, as a parent, have free choice within one's preference in placing one's child in front of the TV so that one could take a nap/rest? What is then the relationship between Preferences and Free choice?

 

So - I suggest to really take an inner look when and as we speak/think the words: "I prefer" and how we would act, based on our Preference because, as was shown in these blogs, our preferences, may not even be our owns but a copied program that we had copied from our parents, with no self awareness.

 

The BeLIEf that parents love their Children and would not teach them harmful ways of living is thwarted by the evidence presented by human society that clearly indicate that Man do not care about Man. Parenting is the foundation and the backbone of society and society is the evidence of Parenting. Study the Physical Quantum Dynamics of the Mind to understand why Society at large is a Mess or you remain part of the mess while living in the self created illusion in your mind. Bernard Poolman

 

Some may Negatively react to the above statement because we cannot even compute that our parenting skills  are part of the enlarged problem of this world because, from our perspective, we are good parents and love our children so much that we will do anything in our power to protect them and educate them to our best of our abilities. However we are not considering the outflows of our actions, in for instance, placing our child in front of the TV so that we can have a moment for ourselves, as a pre-programmed Preference, before we investigate the Physical dynamics and the outflows that would result with our actions, is a concerning point we must address.

 

And now, again, it is not a judgement, it is not a point that is either Negative or Positive - we were never trained to investigate all things and keep that which is good in a practical manner. We were never trained to be effective parents but rather, we were trained to copy our parents programming and became their exact duplicate in how we would raise our own children and that goes far back, as the sin of the fathers.

 

The Desteni Message will show you what one had never considered before and accordingly present solutions to sort out the problem from its origin/core/source through a process of correction, which we will get to, in blogs to come.

 

In my next blog, we will have a closer look at Free Choice in the context of one's preferences.

Nov 2, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

Preferences and the Desteni Message:

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

 

Please read the previous blogs before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

So now that we understood that the reality that we SEE through our Mind is not the Real Physical reality but rather, our perception of reality according to our Experiences (Positive or Negative) which is based on how we have programmed ourselves to react to our external reality (either positive or Negative reaction), already in our childhood years, with no self awareness. Within this blog, we are going to have a look at 'Preferences' in relation to our Pre-programmed Design that we've accepted and allowed within and as ourselves.

 

So what is a 'Preference'? Preference is the choices one would make according to the 'possibilities' that one sees in one's world and one's reality which one would then, evaluate according to what would be the best choice to make that would result with the best outcome that would be best for self within one's own self interest and desires . This we can also see in the 'Sounding' of the word 'Preference' -> Pre-Reference; wherein one would firstly look at all the References that exists for self, those references represents the Choices/possibilities one have and accordingly make the decision that is best for self. 

 

When having a look at the time lines that I've shown in my previous blogs - my 'Preference' in not getting involved with the current matters of this world, by justifying my 'Preference' to not watch/read/hear the news as a grown-up because apparently, I simply don't like it, was to manifest the best outcome for ME which in this case would be, to avoid experiencing the FEAR that I've stored within and as me, as a past childhood MEMORY. In other words - My 'Preference' is in direct relationship to how I've programmed myself already in childhood and the 'Preference' represents the how I've justified and Lived out my Pre-programming. That in itself should raise the question - is a 'Preference' a free choice?

 

Thus,  a point to consider when reacting to the Desteni Message within the 'Justified' Opinion that the Desteni Message is not Positive but Negative - one should really consider one's Preference as the foundation of one's pre-programmed Life Design that one didn't consciously decided for oneself but rather lived out with no self awareness as one didn't take a moment in truly investigating one's Preferences and one's 'Free choice' within one's preference.

 

We will continue tomorrow, to further investigating what is a  'Free Choice' and whether or not 'Free Choice' really exists.

Nov 1, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

 

Please read this the blog before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

Continuing with the Human Preprograming and within this blog, we will walk another dimension to understand further what is Preprograming/Programming and within that, I will clarify the Difference between Programming and Preprograming through utilizing example I walked yesterday and in that, seeing more directly why it is that one may react within a Negative Experiences when investigating the Desteni message. 

 

What we've seen yesterday through walking the Time Lines was how I created Fear as an Experience while listening/watching/reading the news as very young child and the consequential outflows that I manifested Like for example - my 'preference' in Not liking to hear/watch/read the news as a grown-up. In other words, we have seen how through one Memory as an Experience I PROGRAMMED myself as a child, to always react in Fear when and as I hear the words 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza', and how this ONE memory that I stored within and as myself had influenced my life within the decisions that I've made.

Thus, the Blog I wrote yesterday, shows how I accepted and allowed myself to create a program within and as myself, a program that will run in the background, and would have direct relationships to the Decisions that I would make throughout my life.

Meaning - the Decisions that I would make later in my life as a grown-up are based on my own Pre-Programing as a child. In other words - as a child, I created a program. As a grown up, I acted on the program that I've created within and as myself, in my childhood years.

 

So, lets go back to the following time line, and within that, we will focus on the Red part of the Time line:

 

-> Parents do not allow me to watch the news

->-> I don't understand why I cannot stay up and be with my family when they watch the
        news.

->->-> When I asked 'Why', I've been told it is not a show for kids but only for grown ups.

 

-> One night, I couldn't fall asleep

->-> and I went to the living room to be caressed by my parents.

->->-> While walking towards them, I stopped in front of the TV screen

->->->-> because I saw explosion of something and there was grey cloudiness going up from
               the explosion trigger point, up to the sky.

->->->->->I never seen anything like that before

->->->-> the way the news broadcaster speak,

->->->->-> I could tell it was nothing good (Positive) and something bad happen

->->->->->-> So I asked my father what's going on

->->->->->->-> He said to me that I shouldn't watch this, it's grown-up stuff, not for kids.

->->->->->->->-> And he would really appreciate if I won't watch the news.

->->->-> The Experience within me was of so overwhelming and I felt Fear

->->->->-> Because I couldn't understanding what's going on

->->->->->-> and knew that what I was just exposed to was bad (not Positive).

->-> So I went back to my room but still, couldn't fall asleep

->->-> I could still hear some of it from my bedroom.

->->->-> and specifically I could hear Words that I associated with Negative Value

->->->->-> Meaning, the Broadcaster emphasized and used specific tonality when speaking
                  the words: 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

->->->->->-> I experienced extensive FEAR within and as me

->->->->->->-> I feared that I might get exploded one day.

 

Ok, so a point to consider in terms of how programming functions, here is an example of transferal of programming (Sins of the fathers) -

Let's say that in the moment that I've walked into the room where my family was watching the 9 o'clock news, where the Scene was of a place that was Bombed and what my parents experienced within that moment, in relation to what they saw on the TV was Fear.

What was in the room was a Behavioural resonance  of and as fear that I would then, pick up, imprint it into myself and live that 'program' as me, as part of my preprogram design; or in other words, I copied their program and made it my own programing. Preprograming from this context is - a program that I copied and instantaneously, accepted and allowed this program as myself and in that, created the program within and as myself, equal and one as me.

 

What I'm showing here, is an example of ONE unseen (to Self) construct that one has NOT investigated and checked within and as oneself. This construct shows how one can download or copy specific behavioural resonance design from those who have come before self, program it into and as self and live it out, believing that this is who one is, and that the experience one has is real.

What must be understood is that, there are multiple dimensions and layers that are involved with one's preprograming, from the perspective that one program consists of and exists as multiple constructs/relationships that were involved in the entire manifestation of one's Preprograming.

 

Now, if one had associated and attached specific values as positive or negative associations, within the constructs that self had programmed oneself with, to what the Desteni Material is revealing / unveiling and/or to the Specific words we are using, one is not able to Hear the actuality of the Desteni Message because one is already living out / trapped within one's Programmed designs, unable to see, unable to hear the Desteni message and on top of that one is not even aware of it.

Oct 31, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

 

 

Preprograming Explained

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

 

Please read this the blog before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

 

I remember, as a young child, my parents preference was that  I wouldn't be exposed to the 9 o'clock News playing on TV. They Preferred that by then, I would already be asleep and wouldn't have to face the 'Grown-ups' reality, news reports about War, Crime, Child abuse, a woman being Raped, a neighbour being Killed etc.

From their point of view, they believed they are protecting me from this world and what this world has to offer and wished they could postponed my encounter with the physical reality as much as possible, when I'm prepared to handle the ugly truth.

 

There were nights that I didn't fall asleep by the time the news was on and I could hear pieces of information and it is interesting because when I look at it now, through bringing these memories 'Here' - I can hear specific words  that were Extremely emphasized by the News broadcaster; Words like 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'. And through these words, and how the broadcaster also used specific voice tonality when speaking these words, I literally Experienced Fear within and as myself which from there, every time I heard these words for instance, an experience of Fear emerged from within and as me, unconsciously; and this Memory of me as a child, overhearing the News, knowing that it is not for a child's ears and I'm lying in bed, shit as hell scared in bed, is activated as a picture in my mind that I carry till this day.

 

It is not surprising that as a grown-up, I tried as much as possible to avoid listening to the news and develop complete ignorance regarding History, Politics, Economy as well as world wide events.

 

If we have a look at the Time Line of Events that had formed my relationship to the News, we would be able to see how I've designed and shaped my life (or in other words - Pre-Programmed my life) based on accumulation of Memories as follows:

 

-> Parents do not allow me to watch the news

->-> I don't understand why I cannot stay up and be with my family when they watch the
        news.

->->-> When I asked 'Why', I've been told it is not a show for kids but only for grown ups.

 

-> One night, I couldn't fall asleep

->-> and I went to the living room to be caressed by my parents.

->->-> While walking towards them, I stopped in front of the TV screen

->->->-> because I saw explosion of something and there was grey cloudiness going up from
              the explosion trigger point, up to the sky.

->->->->->I never seen anything like that before

->->->-> the way the news broadcaster speak,

->->->->-> I could tell it was nothing good (Positive) and something bad happen

->->->->->-> So I asked my father what's going on

->->->->->->-> He said to me that I shouldn't watch this, it's grown-up stuff, not for kids.

->->->->->->->-> And he would really appreciate if I won't watch the news.

->->->-> The Experience within me was of so overwhelming and I felt Fear

->->->->-> Because I couldn't understanding what's going on

->->->->->-> and knew that what I was just exposed to was bad (not Positive).

->-> So I went back to my room but still, couldn't fall asleep

->->-> I could still hear some of it from my bedroom.

->->->-> and specifically I could hear Words that I associated with Negative Value

->->->->-> Meaning, the Broadcaster emphasized and used specific tonality when speaking
                  the words: 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

->->->->->-> I experienced extensive FEAR within and as me

->->->->->->-> I feared that I might get exploded one day.

 

-> A few years after

->-> When my Younger sister was about the same age I was in the night I described above

->->-> I had a dream

->->->->  that Arab people are in my Sister's kindergarten

->->->->-> and they were shooting everyone that were there.

->->-> After School, I went to my Sister's Kindergarten to make sure she is alright

->->->-> and I would deliberately, from that day, went and checkout if my sister is fine before
              heading home.

 

-> As I grew up

->-> I developed the habit of not watching or reading the news.

->->-> Which result also with feeling inadequate when other people would speak about
            world events and politics.

->->->-> I couldn't commit myself to study the History that lead to our current world wide
              events

->->->->-> because I didn’t want to watch or read the news

->->->->->-> I rather do something Fun instead (Justification)

->->->->->->-> and besides, there is nothing I can do to assist and support the world with

->->->->->->->-> I'll focus on that which will benefit me in MY future.

 

As you can see, the Above timelines show a few of the consequential outflows that had emerged through my perceptual reality, from the night I experienced Fear, for the first time, towards the PICTURE that I've seen on the TV Screen and the WORDS that were spoken by the broadcaster which resonated Negativity as Fear within and as me which then together with my perceptual reality, I created the Experience of FEAR within and as me as MEMORY, when ever I heard words like 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

Meaning, my First encounter with the Experience of FEAR as an Experience towards listening/watching the News was part of my programming of how I would direct myself later in my life when specific Words activated the Memory that I carried within and as myself which instantaneously, I accessed the Experience of Fear.

In Other words - Through that Memory that I Stored within and as myself, of the Experience of Fear, when listening/Watching the News, I contributed to my Programming to always react in FEAR when and as I hear the words 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza' which manifested the unconscious resistance to watch/listen to the News, later in my life,  where I had believed that it is simply not my preference (as justified to myself within the timeline above) and in that, never realized that I had accepted and allowed myself to completely ignore and deny the News in getting to know what is really going on in this world, Investigate the details, the relationships, the functionality of this world, why it exists as it is, why people are suffering and so on. Because, I've Preprogramed myself to always react in FEAR when what I hear/read/Watch is in alignment to what I had defined as Negative.

It is only in a much much later stage where I started to ask these questions but that was through the assistance and support I had received in investigating the Desteni Message and within that, the Principle of 'Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

 

In the blog The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198 I've shown how one create the ‘Experience’ as a positive or negative experience towards the Physical reality’ through the Value one had assigned to what one Perceive reality to be. Within this blog, we went one step further in understanding that the Value one assigns, meaning the positive value or the negative value that one assigns to experiences / memories, towards one’s perception of reality IS how one program’s oneself as the acceptances and allowances of how one perceives this reality to be.

 

The Desteni Message is Parallel to the Experience we have when watching the News for Instance, it is not oriented towards the fulfilment of one's Desire for a Positive Experience as it is not what we have Programmed ourselves to align ourselves with. I Mean, who doesn't have a Negative Experience towards listening to the News? Who like hearing the news about how much corruption and abuse and suffering exists in this world? Who Enjoy listening to it? No One.

Thus, I understand that When reading through the Desteni Material and the Journey to Life, that is being walked by the Desteni Members from all across the world, one may react in a Negative experience because, what is presented is NOT aligned with the Positive Experience we Seek to have, from the perspective of our preferences of what we would like to read, hear and watch. However, our Preference is our Pre-Programmed Design that we have created within and as ourselves, already at childhood, while having no clue of how we have actually created our preferences.

 

However, as I've mentioned in my Previous Blogs - the Desteni Message is neither Positive or Negative - it is about seeing directly reality as what it is, looking at the core/source/origin/Root of the Problems that we are currently experiencing as Humanity and accordingly, Move towards a correction that would result in a best for all outcome.

 

If one have a look, in self honesty, what we present is the actual, real truth of what is going on inside our minds as individual and what is going on in this world as a whole.

For Example:

The Heaven's Journey to Life describe in detail the Existential seeing of the reality beyond and within the Mind and the Physical.

The Earth's Journey to Life walk you through the Various designs/components of the Personalities/characters we have created within and as ourselves, in the most simplistic way that everyone can relate.

The Creation's Journey to Life will guide you, in a process of self education, towards seeing directly the Physical reality as it is, through exposing the Nitty Gritty of our individual and collective acceptance and allowances.

The Activist's journey to Life is a commentary perspective regarding the Daily world's events

The Economist's Journey to Life will guide you through the ins and outs of how our current Economic structure and what is really behinds the Scenes that most people are not aware of.

The Psychologist's Journey to Life specifically shows how One is able and capable in being one's own Psychologist when facing with one's reality and how to practically work with what is Here, in our day to day living application, to self perfection in applying self correction.

 

As you investigate these blogs, the Material Desteni is Providing, you'd noticed, that we are not just showing the problems, we are presenting a solution within a process of correction of all the points that individually and collectively had part in the creation of ourselves and this world as we know it today.

 

Will continue in my next blog.

Oct 17, 2012 | By: A Woman

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

 

38I commit myself to STOP diminishing myself through and as Accepting and Allowing the Copy-Paste Character to exists within and as me as I see, realize and understand how and why I have accepted the character to exists within and as me and the consequences that had emerged from accepting and allowing the Copy-Paste character to exists within and as me. I realized that I've been looking for the short cut, the Quick Fix, as part of my desire and design to be MORE than who I am within the belief that the More I do, the More I'm being validated by others and to be able to do MORE, the less time I have in walking each and every responsibility to its utmost potential. I Realized that through accepting and allowed the Copy-Paste Character, not only I'm sabotaging myself, I'm also compromising the Group as I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk each and every step within Breath by breath living application and instead, have been walking short cuts and not fulfilling my responsibility as effective as possible.

 

I commit myself to STOP looking for the short cuts and the Quick Fix as I see, realize and understand that through seeing and looking for the quick fix and the short cuts, I'm in fact Missing a breath since - to be able to desire the short cuts and the quick fix, I must have created an idea/belief/opinion about who I would be as the end result of that which I do and through projecting this idea/belief/opinion towards what I do, I've missed a breath, missed an opportunity to walk Breath by Breath as WHO I really am which would result with the best utmost potential outcome within everything that I do because when walking within and as breath, step by step, moment by moment, One is Physically here, directing one's world and one's environment according to that which is best for all within the realization that there is so much that can be done within each and every breath and everything that is being done within each and every breath must be, walked and applied to one's utmost abilities within and as the principle of what is best for all and within that - the Physical space time is irrelevant - what relevant as WHO one is within Everything that one do.

 

I commit myself to BE HERE, within each and every breath, within each and every thing that I do and within that, I commit myself to - when and as I'm busy with a task, to Asses my starting point within that, making sure it is aligned with what's best for all. I commit myself to - When and as I'm busy with a task, to BREATHE, to test and check in self honesty that I'm physically here, walking the steps that would result with the utmost best outcome, regardless that time that it takes as I see, realize and understand that when I accept and allow myself to rush and have things done, I'm not applying myself as the best that I am able to, which result with compromising of myself, the group and existence as a whole because I would time loop again and again till I change myself in fact, in absolute self honesty.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why the world system as a whole and the Education system in particular, is in the support of the continuation of the Human Robot existence that would never stand up and call for a change that is best for all as this change may threaten those in Power, those with Money and thus Control and would place them in an EQUAL position to the rest of man kind with EQUAL opportunities of having Dignified and fulfilling LIFE.

 

I commit myself to SHOW How and Why the Education system do not support the human beings in developing a critical thinking, developing Skills to think, analyse, assess, check their existence within and as a principle of what is best for all and in that, I commit myself to SHOW that the education system world wide do not in fact educate the humans to be and become an effective human beings in this world, with substantial Life Skills that would benefit existence as a whole because once the human beings would stand in equilibrium with who they are, within and as the principle of equality and oneness, those in power and control would have EQUAL status to every human being in this world and would have to equally contribute to maintain and sustain a world that is best for all, unlike how it is working now for them, where they have slaves to do the hard work for them.

May 29, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

This is a continuation of 'The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45' blog that I wrote yesterday.

In my previous blog, I was looking at my own point of becoming possessed with Stress and how I was the one who created the pattern as well as how I deceived myself within the belief that it takes a process to stop a pattern instead of realizing that the only valid process is a breath by breath process of stopping patterns one by one,  breath by breath.

Within this blog, I will look at the World system in relation to stress and show the relationship between stress and Money. I will refer to 2 types of stress. Mental Stress and Physical Stress.

Mental Stress -  An accumulation of energy within the thoughts/experience such as: "I don't have time", "I must get this on time", "if I won't be good at my job, I'll get fired", "OMG, my partner is going to end the relationship".

Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress - In many cases of Mental stress, the accumulation of energy manifested stress on the human physical body which can cause discomfort, headache, heart failure and so one - this type of physical stress is the manifested consequences of a Mental stress.

Physical Stress - When the Human Physical Body doesn't get the requirement for an effective functioning, the body goes to stress and slowly but surely the body systems are weakening until eventually the systems can't function and thus being dies. That kind of physical stress is being experienced by 3.3 Bilion people in this world. 3.3 billion people who do not have food, water and physical support nutrition. 
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude myself within the belief that I'm stressed and I haven't consider that the stress is energy experience that I've accumulated through the participation with the thought/experience of not having enough time/being pressured at work/I'm getting old/various other types of thoughts/experiences and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refused to see that a physical stress that is actual and real is being experienced day in and day out by the majority of this world whom are starving which than cause stress on the human physical body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude myself within the belief that I'm stressed and I haven't consider that the stress is energy experience that I've accumulated through the participation with the thought/experience of not having enough time/being pressured at work/I'm getting old/various other types of thoughts/experiences and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refused to see that a physical stress that is actual and real is being experienced day in and day out by the majority of this world whom are starving which then cause stress on the human physical body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where mental stress is defined within the psychologists as normal behaviour and thus, when a Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress emerge, is it managed within the starting point of treating the symptoms instead of the looking at the cause of the stress which is in most cases due to our dysfunctional world system.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that while we focus on managing the stress symptoms of Mental stress as well as Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress, we have completely disregarded the Physical stress that 3.3 billion people in this world experiencing due to lack of nutrition, water and health care because all we cared about is our own survival in the world system and we have never stopped for a moment to look at the core/origin/source of the problem and addressed it with a practical solution such as Equal Money System

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the discipline of phycology to define Mental Stress as a normal thing, within the justification and excuses that Stress is a factor that motivate humans to move themselves within the world system  and we haven't realized or considered Who one IS when stress is the directive principle and why is it that Self isn't the directive principle? why have we taken for granted that stress is normal? Is it possible to live without Stress? If not stress, what will motivate us to move ourselves? What is the cause of stress and can the cause be removed/changed? Is Stress is a disease that caused by the world money system? What is able to be done so that no one will ever experience stress again?

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to emphasize that the cause of the mental stress is due to one's external environment in separation of self and thus then, justified and blame one's environment instead of seeing and looking at the obvious - mental stress in most cases is in direct relationship with Money and thus, what is required to be done is to first change the world system to an Equal Life System where the fear of survival is no more and secondly, focus on re-education of the individuals from the perspective of teaching/showing/sharing tools to assist and support oneself to take responsibility for one's participation in one's mind/energy and thus, stop the energy generation and physically LIVE in every moment, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I've haven't accepted and allowed myself to see that the cause of most of the Mental stress cased is in direct relationship with the Money System and instead of addressing the cause and changing the world system to a system that support all lives, We have addressed the affect of the world system through managing the stress that beings are experiencing.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between Money and Stress because if I would, I would do what ever is necessary to be done to sort out the cause of Mental stress as well as Physical Stress through changing the current money system to a system that support life.

I commit myself to push, direct and establish an Equal Money System in this world wherein one of the immediate affects will be the elimination of Stress - Mentally and Physically.

I commit myself to expose and show the discipline of the physiologists whom are busy with finding a quick fix to mental problems instead of addressing the real and actual cause of the problems which is in most cases in direct relationship with the current money system.

I commit myself to present a solution to a world where stress experience is no more within the establishment of an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to show that mental stress isn't normal and it is an experience that self is absolutely responsible for, through separating self from one external environment and I commit myself to show and explain in details how to assist and support oneself with deleting the energy accumulation of mental stress and support self to stand as the directive principle of oneself and one's world.

I commit myself to show and explain why stress isn't supportive and why it can't be utilize as a motivator for one's movement because the only thing that is valid is a breath by breath living application where self is the directive principle and not the external factors that moves/influences/control/enslaved oneself to one's own mind.

I commit myself to expose in detail the relationship between stress (Mental and Physical) and Money and to prove that the current Money system is the cause of most Stress cases and thus, within changing the cause of stress - changing the world system to a system that support lives, stress will not play a major rule in our lives.

I commit myself to be part of the development of a re-education programs to assist and support the humans to see and realize how, why and where we create mental stress and thus, present tools for a practical self change where stress is not a part of one's daily living application and one will become the directive principle of one's life without the influence and the control of the mind.
Apr 30, 2012 | By: A Woman

Role Models – Day 17



I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to see specific beings as a role model which I believed myself to be inspired by, without seeing that that which I’m inspired by is a point within me that I’ve not accepted as me, in separation of me because I perceived myself as lacking and incapable of standing as that point of self-expression as equal to and one as me.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to perceive people as a role model within an idea that I’ve created about them, without realizing that the idea is not even about them as who or what they are representing, it is about me and that which I’ve perceived myself as lacking in separation of me.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place value in specific people which I’ve define as a role model, without realizing that if they were in fact a role model who stand as an example of what is best for all lives, they would actually challenge this existence and direct themselves and this world to a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that parents are a role model to their children despite the fact that if they would, they would challenge their own existence as their beliefs, opinions, religion of self as well as the world system and they would walk towards a solution that is in fact best for all lives and in doing so, will support and direct their children to become an effective human being as the Living expression of Life, within and as the Physical reality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to see specific Politian as a role model, despite the fact that they have not done any substantial change in their lives as well as in this world as the physical evidence is of a world that is still a world that is best for only a select few, a world that is determine according to how much money one has in order to fulfil one’s desires while allowing the majority of the world to die in starvation, malnutrition, diseases and suffering.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to resists standing as a role model within the example that change is possible because I have not taken the responsibility to decide WHO I am as life and actually walking that decision within every moment of every breathe through a physical and substantial change, without realizing that as long as I wait and justify why I am not willing to change, I’m putting this world in jeopardy because if I can’t change, I can’t expect the world to change.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deny, ignore and spite those who are standing as an example, those who can in fact challenge my existence and assist me with expanding and empowering me to become LIFE, because I’ve been secretly jealous and competitive towards them, not realizing that by doing so, I’m compromising and limiting myself and this world by not giving me the chance for a real and substantial change.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see those that are standing as an example and to actually grow and expend myself with their assistance and support because of my Ego wherein, I’ve decided to compete with them and make them less than me in my mind so that I could define myself as worthy through finding fault in them and in doing so, miss an opportunity for an actual change within myself and the relationships that I have in my life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to compete with those who are standing as an example for me to grow and expend myself because I perceive them as a threat to my Ego, not realizing that the very resistance that I’m experiencing towards them is due to jealousy when I perceive myself as lacking with what they have however, what I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize is that it is not what they Have that define them, it is who they are as the decision and the process they have walked to get to who they are and thus, they stand as an example of What and Who I can be when making the decision to walk the process to get to Who I am as a living expression of life

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to SEE that those whom I’ve decided to follow by example weren’t standing according to principles of what is best for all because if they would, they would insist of self perfection and support others to reach their utmost potential by not accepting and allowing any form of shit from themselves and others and in doing so, assist and support existence within exposing the dishonesties and deceptions that are the foundation of this world and would have done whatever it takes to change this world to a place that is worth living.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to follow by the example of those who will not assist and support me to expend and grow but rather, assist me with remaining prisoned and occupied in my mind and I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the reason why I’m using those people as an example is because they do not threat my existence nor challenge me as that which I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exists as and thus, I do not have to face and practically change myself for what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be jealous at those who I see as effective, discipline and self directed because I perceived them as a threat in the secret competition of the ego personality that I’ve created, instead of seeing those people as a pillar, as an example of who I can become if I make the decision to be self effective, self discipline and self direct in every moment of every breath and within that, direct myself and my world to take full responsibility for what we’ve accepted and allowed so that we could face and change ourselves and this world to a world that is worth living, to a world that is in fact best for all in all ways possible.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to transform the jealousy to a point of self change and instead, became spiteful towards the beings I’m jealous at in my mind, tried to find fault in them so that I could feel worthy, good and better about myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to ignore the example that other people are standing as and instead, fight for my limitations by competing with them in my secret mind in the attempt of making myself feel worthy and validated.

I commit myself to stand as an example that a change is possible and I commit myself to challenge the existence of me as well as others so that we can all face ourselves and practically change, to never again be directed by self interest limited starting point but rather, direct ourselves and this world according to and as principle that are best for all LIFE, practically and physically.

I commit myself to stop jealousy towards those who may assist me in my process to become LIFE because I see and realize that my acceptance of me as jealousy doesn’t support me in anyway. And thus, I commit myself to utilize Jealousy as a gift for self transformation wherein, when and as I see myself accessing jealousy, I stop, I breathe and I investigate where, how and why I’ve separated myself from myself by perceiving that I’m lacking.

I commit myself to breathe and stop back chat when and as I see that I’m accessing resistance to what is being shared with me, so that I could look at the point in self honesty and direct myself in stability and self trust because I realize that whenever a resistance comes up from within me, there is a key point to self transformation and when I supress and hide from the actual point, I’m manifesting unnecessary time loop for myself and in that, compromising my entire process as well as the world process.