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Nov 2, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

Preferences and the Desteni Message:

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

 

Please read the previous blogs before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

So now that we understood that the reality that we SEE through our Mind is not the Real Physical reality but rather, our perception of reality according to our Experiences (Positive or Negative) which is based on how we have programmed ourselves to react to our external reality (either positive or Negative reaction), already in our childhood years, with no self awareness. Within this blog, we are going to have a look at 'Preferences' in relation to our Pre-programmed Design that we've accepted and allowed within and as ourselves.

 

So what is a 'Preference'? Preference is the choices one would make according to the 'possibilities' that one sees in one's world and one's reality which one would then, evaluate according to what would be the best choice to make that would result with the best outcome that would be best for self within one's own self interest and desires . This we can also see in the 'Sounding' of the word 'Preference' -> Pre-Reference; wherein one would firstly look at all the References that exists for self, those references represents the Choices/possibilities one have and accordingly make the decision that is best for self. 

 

When having a look at the time lines that I've shown in my previous blogs - my 'Preference' in not getting involved with the current matters of this world, by justifying my 'Preference' to not watch/read/hear the news as a grown-up because apparently, I simply don't like it, was to manifest the best outcome for ME which in this case would be, to avoid experiencing the FEAR that I've stored within and as me, as a past childhood MEMORY. In other words - My 'Preference' is in direct relationship to how I've programmed myself already in childhood and the 'Preference' represents the how I've justified and Lived out my Pre-programming. That in itself should raise the question - is a 'Preference' a free choice?

 

Thus,  a point to consider when reacting to the Desteni Message within the 'Justified' Opinion that the Desteni Message is not Positive but Negative - one should really consider one's Preference as the foundation of one's pre-programmed Life Design that one didn't consciously decided for oneself but rather lived out with no self awareness as one didn't take a moment in truly investigating one's Preferences and one's 'Free choice' within one's preference.

 

We will continue tomorrow, to further investigating what is a  'Free Choice' and whether or not 'Free Choice' really exists.

Nov 1, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

 

Please read this the blog before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

Continuing with the Human Preprograming and within this blog, we will walk another dimension to understand further what is Preprograming/Programming and within that, I will clarify the Difference between Programming and Preprograming through utilizing example I walked yesterday and in that, seeing more directly why it is that one may react within a Negative Experiences when investigating the Desteni message. 

 

What we've seen yesterday through walking the Time Lines was how I created Fear as an Experience while listening/watching/reading the news as very young child and the consequential outflows that I manifested Like for example - my 'preference' in Not liking to hear/watch/read the news as a grown-up. In other words, we have seen how through one Memory as an Experience I PROGRAMMED myself as a child, to always react in Fear when and as I hear the words 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza', and how this ONE memory that I stored within and as myself had influenced my life within the decisions that I've made.

Thus, the Blog I wrote yesterday, shows how I accepted and allowed myself to create a program within and as myself, a program that will run in the background, and would have direct relationships to the Decisions that I would make throughout my life.

Meaning - the Decisions that I would make later in my life as a grown-up are based on my own Pre-Programing as a child. In other words - as a child, I created a program. As a grown up, I acted on the program that I've created within and as myself, in my childhood years.

 

So, lets go back to the following time line, and within that, we will focus on the Red part of the Time line:

 

-> Parents do not allow me to watch the news

->-> I don't understand why I cannot stay up and be with my family when they watch the
        news.

->->-> When I asked 'Why', I've been told it is not a show for kids but only for grown ups.

 

-> One night, I couldn't fall asleep

->-> and I went to the living room to be caressed by my parents.

->->-> While walking towards them, I stopped in front of the TV screen

->->->-> because I saw explosion of something and there was grey cloudiness going up from
               the explosion trigger point, up to the sky.

->->->->->I never seen anything like that before

->->->-> the way the news broadcaster speak,

->->->->-> I could tell it was nothing good (Positive) and something bad happen

->->->->->-> So I asked my father what's going on

->->->->->->-> He said to me that I shouldn't watch this, it's grown-up stuff, not for kids.

->->->->->->->-> And he would really appreciate if I won't watch the news.

->->->-> The Experience within me was of so overwhelming and I felt Fear

->->->->-> Because I couldn't understanding what's going on

->->->->->-> and knew that what I was just exposed to was bad (not Positive).

->-> So I went back to my room but still, couldn't fall asleep

->->-> I could still hear some of it from my bedroom.

->->->-> and specifically I could hear Words that I associated with Negative Value

->->->->-> Meaning, the Broadcaster emphasized and used specific tonality when speaking
                  the words: 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

->->->->->-> I experienced extensive FEAR within and as me

->->->->->->-> I feared that I might get exploded one day.

 

Ok, so a point to consider in terms of how programming functions, here is an example of transferal of programming (Sins of the fathers) -

Let's say that in the moment that I've walked into the room where my family was watching the 9 o'clock news, where the Scene was of a place that was Bombed and what my parents experienced within that moment, in relation to what they saw on the TV was Fear.

What was in the room was a Behavioural resonance  of and as fear that I would then, pick up, imprint it into myself and live that 'program' as me, as part of my preprogram design; or in other words, I copied their program and made it my own programing. Preprograming from this context is - a program that I copied and instantaneously, accepted and allowed this program as myself and in that, created the program within and as myself, equal and one as me.

 

What I'm showing here, is an example of ONE unseen (to Self) construct that one has NOT investigated and checked within and as oneself. This construct shows how one can download or copy specific behavioural resonance design from those who have come before self, program it into and as self and live it out, believing that this is who one is, and that the experience one has is real.

What must be understood is that, there are multiple dimensions and layers that are involved with one's preprograming, from the perspective that one program consists of and exists as multiple constructs/relationships that were involved in the entire manifestation of one's Preprograming.

 

Now, if one had associated and attached specific values as positive or negative associations, within the constructs that self had programmed oneself with, to what the Desteni Material is revealing / unveiling and/or to the Specific words we are using, one is not able to Hear the actuality of the Desteni Message because one is already living out / trapped within one's Programmed designs, unable to see, unable to hear the Desteni message and on top of that one is not even aware of it.

Oct 30, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

 

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The Heart of Winning vs. The Heart of Living.

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

Please read this the blog before reading the following blog to make sure you understand the context.

 

In the Previous blog, we have seen that what ever our perception of reality - either Positive or Negative - it would not change the Physical reality and would not influence the Structure and the foundation of the Physical reality but only change our Experience that we have created within and as our mind as the perception we have towards reality within the Value that we have assigned to our experiences. 

 

Within this Blog, we will have a look at the difference between the Heart of Winning to the Heart of Living. Wherein, the Heart of Winning would represent the Positive thinker and attitude and the Heart of Living would represent the Desteni Message.

 

The Heart of Winning is when for example, one would walk one's life and would initially focus one's attention to one's immediate environment - One would care for one's family and Friends and even care for one's neighbours. Within one's heart - one's attitude is a Positive one or in other words, one would define oneself as a positive person who takes care of other people and not only focused on oneself.

 

When one is watching the news for instance, one would feel bad within oneself, when seeing the atrocities that exists in this world and even feel sorry for those who are in a lesser position in this world system. One would then thus, decides within and as oneself that once one have enough money, or when one is retired, one would commit oneself to make good in this world by helping here and there to the poor families, by donating money for charity or by volunteering in a shelter for abused children.

 

Within the 'Heart of the Winner' - one would Win one's life style through devoting one's life in labour for at least 50 years of one's life. One would Win in the world system from the perspective of oneself and one's family is safe and sound and could afford luxuries from time to time and only when one Win the Right to Life, through Money, one would then give some of what one have.

 

However, what one is NOT considering is, that life is too short! And there is no way, one could bring about any meaningful change in one's life and in the life of all, in the time period one have, till one's death.

Meaning - by the time one had accomplished and fulfilled oneself (winning), one would not have the sufficient space/time to actually move and direct oneself towards a change that is substantial and sufficient, in making sure that ALL are safe and sound, that all are taken cared for and all are equally provided with the basic necessities for a decent and worthy life.

 

Here, we can see again that despite of one's Positive Attitude, one would always focus on one's life and One's immediate environment lives and if there is any Extra left, one would give to others the time and money that one can give while the fact of the matter is - the Physical reality remain the same - the core/root/origin/source of the Problem wasn't corrected and changed.

 

The Heart of Living is a complete Different Scenario - it is to bring in practicality the Principle of Give as you would like to Receive as a Principle that one would walk for one's entire life and not only when one had already won the life one desired to have. The Heart of Living would then thus, is a commitment one is standing within and as, to do, what ever it takes in bringing about a world that is best for all, as a living expression of oneself, regardless the outcome, regardless of the chances, regardless of what everyone in one's society would have to say about it, regardless the attitude of others towards self and what self is standing for.

The Heart of Living is walking in seeing reality directly, seeing all the relationships that are involved in each and every Brick that is the foundation of this physical existence as a whole.

 

Desteni Represents the Heart of Living - seeing reality as what it is, as was explained in the previous blog - in being aware of all the relationships that form this physical reality and what ever is not aligned to the principle of what is best for all, must be corrected from the very foundation - as the core/origin/root/source.

 

The Heart of Living as a Principle - is NOT based on experience as either Positive or Negative - it is based on seeing reality directly and immediately take action, when and as the root/core/origin/source of the relationship that formed a part of this reality was misaligned with the principle of what is best for all.

 

Unfortunately, that in itself, would not change this world because, as I've explained in the previous blog, one's Living expression of oneself as one particle in this entire existence, won't change the foundation and the structure of the physical reality. I mean, even if I'm Here, fully aware of my own physical body and all the physical relationships that this physical reality consisting of and existing as, I would not be able, by myself, to change this world to a world that is best for all because we are already living in a manifested consequences that are far worse then what we can even imagine and to correct it - we all must come together and Correct the core/source/root/origin of the problem because one must understand - we are the Problem.

 

Will continue in the next blog.

Oct 25, 2012 | By: A Woman

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

277112183292167509_panBJXB1_cThis is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

Fear Dimension:

  • Fear of Missing out the Positive experience as Entertainment

 

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* Fear of Missing out the Positive experience as Entertainment

 

Self forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to FEAR missing out on a Positive experience when I'm busy working on a task/work/assignment because I believed that when I'm busy while others having a positive experience as entertainment and I'm not joining them, than eventually, they would stop inviting me to join them and I'll slowly but surely be cast away from all my relationships with other human beings. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the nature of 'Fear of missing out' within that context wherein, what I fear missing out is my own self interest desire for an experience because I haven't yet realized who I am as breath in any given moment where - who I am is not define by either positive or negative experiences but rather - who I am within and as these experience.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my own self interest desires as I've valued these desires and defined myself according to my desires and accordingly, have separated myself from the physical experiences I'm participating with, breath by breath, when I've accepted and allowed SJ_Dona_Dolorosamyself to attach and assign specific values according to how I would benefit in walking these experiences within my own self interest. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define experiences as positive or negative in separation from myself wherein the Energy that I would gain from participating within these experiences would be my directing principle when making the decisions of what I would participate and what I  would not. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how Decisions are made based on one's value that one is giving to the energetic experiences either as positive or Negative with no actual and physical consideration within and as the principle of that which is best for all as well as who one is within and as these experiences.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise and sabotage myself and therefor others when and as I accept and allow myself to act upon the fear of missing out where I would abdicate my responsibilities and go for a positive experience such as entertainment and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to rush through my tasks/work/assignment and brush it off within the idea that I don't have time however, when it comes to entertainment, I have enough time.

 

Self Commitments:

 

I commit myself to STOP my own self interest desires that are the stumble stones to an actual self change as I see, realize and understand that unless I stand up, in every moment of every breath, in absolute self honesty, in directing and moving myself ONLY according to what id best for all LIVES, as within as without - no change is possible. In that, I commit myself to SHOW that unless we stand up and transform our self interest to Best for all interest - we would not be able to change ourselves and this world as a whole because this world is a direct reflection of what the consequences within our collective acceptance and allowance of acting out on our self interest desires for Experiences within the definitions that we have assigned to these experiences and with no consideration, whatsoever to Humanity as a whole - Equal and One.

 

SJ_Catrina_In_StripesI commit myself to assist and support myself with identifying everything that I have assigned positive or negative value to, to then thus, investigate the nature of the definition, Who I am within it, is it standing within and as the principle of that which is best for all or is to protect my self interest desires - as I see, realize and understand that continue walking and directing myself according to experiences that hold a specific value as positive or negative energetic charge, is to walk and direct myself according to preprogram life design with no actual and physical, Hereness of really directly seeing who I am in every given moment and what alignments are required to be done to stand in absolute self honesty, hereness, breath by breath.

 

I commit myself to continue assisting and supporting myself in walking through the layers of the mind within and as the 'I don't have time' character and in that, to STOP sabotaging and compromising myself and therefor all, through abdicating my responsibility of acting, moving, directing MYSELF, breath by breath and to practically change myself to stand in alignment with ONE principle of Physical Equality that is best for all as I see, realize and understand my responsibility in changing myself and its effect on this world as a whole.

Oct 23, 2012 | By: A Woman

The REAL Fear - Day 192

1322667578209This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Fear Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

The List below consists of the Fears which are the foundation of the 'I don't have Time' Character.

 

 

Fear Dimension:

* Fear that I'll disappoint other people if I won't take more tasks on myself

* Fear that I would be defined as unworthy because I'm not using my time to

it's utmost potential.

* Fear that I won't get things done and would regret it when consequences

would emerged so basically, fear of the consequences.

* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

* Fear of being exposed as self dishonest because I know, that if I put my self

interest desires aside, I'm able to walk my tasks in absolute perfection.

* Fear of Missing out the Positive as Entertainment

 

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* Fear that I would be seen as not good enough, replaceable, inadequate

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to Fear not being seen as good enough, replaceable or inadequate without giving me the permission to see the REAL fear that I'm accepting and allowing within and as myself which is in essence the fear of loss the Value I've assign to What I Do. Wherein:

Fear of being replaceable in one's Job/work is in itself clearly shows that one had assign value towards one's Job/work through which one is defining oneself as worthy and when one is being replaced, one take it personally because one defined oneself as one's Job/work.

Fear of feeling Inadequate implies that again, one had taken one's Job/work as one's self definition and thus, when the outcome isn't meet one's or other's expectation, one take it personally instead of Stopping for a moment, breath and see, in self honesty whether one should invest the time and effort in aligning one's skills, perfect oneself, learn from other's example and from there, walk in every moment within and as self trust.

Fear of being seen as no good enough is again, taking things personally because one could have investigated where one wasn't standing within and as the principle of that which is best for all and accordingly, align oneself but when taking things personally, one is so possessed in one's mind that no Common sense is seen or considered.

 

Within that thus, I commit myself to - when and as I see a thought and or reaction in the nature of fear of losing a point that I've defined myself as, to Stop, Breathe, and investigate in self honest why and how I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from who I am to such an extant that I've limited myself to only this one point as self definition instead of Value myself as who I am as I direct, move and support myself in walking breath by breath, in getting myself back Here and out of the mind. I see, realize and understand that Value myself as Who I am isn't base on energy movement, on self definition, on others to validate myself. Value myself means that I recognized that I'm Here, and that I'm walking towards getting Here, as Who I am and within that, assisting and supporting myself in making decision that are supportive in fact as a principle of Life that is best for all and in that, not accepting and allowing myself to fuck myself with automated reactions, thoughts, behaviours that originated from Fears which I haven't taken the responsibility to look at, investigate, realize myself and accordingly direct.

Sep 20, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Missing Piece - Day 159

This Blog is a response to the Video The Missing Piece by Abraham Hicks.

As well - I've made a vlog response to the same video that I suggest to listen to for the context of this blog :  The Missing Piece – Video Response to Abraham Hicks

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to stand up and ask the question that none of us dare to ask - WHY the fuck we are living in a world where 95% experience misery? Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore this question when it came up from within me, and allowed excuses and justification to be my directive principle because within those excuses and justifications, I could sleep at night, and continue walking my path of finding my Joy that can only be achieved through Money and can only last for a moment, until reality knock into my face, reminding me that happiness doesn't exists if it's not EQUAL and CONSISTANT for All.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated into the belief that misery is not real, that free choice exists and that the majority of this world that are living in great suffering are paying their lessons for their past lives consequences because that very belief was my own back door to not stand up for that which is best for all and within that, force myself to change myself and my world within and as the principle of give as you'd like to receive in equality and oneness.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deceive and manipulate myself within the belief that change is possible if only I would attract positivity, if only I would resonance positivity and my energy frequencies would raise from within me and spread out into the world and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for a physical change to manifest, a physical solution must be practically walked.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the answers that I received when asking why so many people in this world needs to suffer and within accepting the answer which claimed that everyone are walking their Karma and those who are suffering volunteered to come to experience suffer to pay for their past lives consequences and within accepting this answer, I haven't further expanded the question whether - did we really have a free choice or whether our past lives was a preprogram life path where I did what I was program to do, unconsciously? And within that, am I really paying for my past lives decisions or I was doomed and programmed to make those decisions?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the positive words that would allowed me to continue to abuse as I've not understood or wanted to understand the physical space time interconnectedness and within that, have never consider the equality equation or asked - where does all this good is coming from? Am I taking from someone else? What is involved with me getting all that good that I'm attracting? Do other suffer for my own joy?

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question why is it that if the Law of Attraction is absolute, why can it not be applied by everyone? Why doesn't it worked for everyone? Why people are still lacking in this world while earth providing unconditionally and enough to sustain the lives of all?

 

I commit myself to SHOW that for a practical solution that would include every single creature on this plant, a physical change and adjustments must be implemented.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how and why one would accept and allow oneself to be hypnotized and brainwashed by good and positive words such as Love and the Law of attraction and one's relationship to Money and self interest.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that what happened in one's past lives is irrelevant as we are walking a physical life and within the principle of Give as you'd Like to receive - we are bound to Give everyone a Life exactly as we would like to receive life and thus - what happens in the afterlife is not what would determine our physical existent and as physical human beings, with the power to create, we must create a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to SHOW how one is allowing oneself to be CONned by Feelings through and by external triggers that was deliberately placed to activate one's feeling into complete abdication of any chance of taking self responsibility.

And as I write this blog, and as I write these commitment, an opportunity to SHOW this statement just came into my hands.

Here is a comment that I've received on my video response:

 

"Good video, very intelligent and inspiring. Good points about self responsibility.

I will have to go now and view this Abraham Hicks to see what he is saying.

Peace always!"

 

And here is the same person after watching Abraham Hicks video:

 

"I went and viewed this "Abraham Hicks" video. I have to be honest I loved it; I really did. I am (on most days) that nameless man in that chair. Her words to him were speaking to me. I know that this is in disagreement to you and those who you work with, but I won't lie about: I really liked her message.

I felt better after the first 10 minutes of that video than I have in a long long time.

That means a whole lot to me.

If you don't post this I understand. Thank you and peace to you."

 

And here is my response to the last comment:

 

"The operating word here is FEELING. you have been CONned by your feelings, by external trigger that was intentionally placed to get your feelings operational. study the quantum mind to understand why you are a slave to your feelings and then you will not allow your good feelings to allow a world of suffer to exists. "

 

I commit myself to remain consistent in speaking and walking Common sense and to repeat the same message of Give as you'd Like to receive again and again and again until all could hear because only through us hearing, we can return HERE and apply the principle in a physical manner and in that, create a world that is best for all.