What is Important? Self Forgiveness - Day 87

This is a continuation to my blog:

What is Important? - Day 86

 I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define/connect/attach the word 'importance' within and as a polarity characters that I've played within and as myself, in separation of myself and thus, I haven't allowed myself to redefined the word within and as a principle of oneness and equality wherein, I'm able to stand as the living word for eternity. Thus, I see, realize and understand the importance of redefining words, to purify myself as the definition/associations/definitions that I've attached to words and to NOT accept and allow myself to create characters according to definitions that I've given to words in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe and perceive that I must become important, that I must be defined by others as important because otherwise, I have defined myself as having no value, being unworthy in comparison to others, not realizing that I cannot be more than who I am. Within that, I haven't realized that from the beginning, the desire to be more was the point where we have accepted and allowed ourselves to manifest ourselves as less than who we are as LIFE which led to the consequences of us separating ourselves from Life as Who we are. For Context, please read: The First Creation of Character - day 79.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility of redefining each and every word and to thus, create myself as the living word within and as the principle of Oneness and Equality because I haven't realized, seen and understood how through attaching/defining/connecting values to words, in separation of myself, I create myself as a character, Equal and One as the impure words and unless I walk the LIVING word within and as the principle of ONENESS and EQUALITY, I will keep on creating myself as characters as words. Thus, the process of redefining words, to purify the words is Important: downloading the Living word as LIFE into the existing programming of us as character, so that we could step out of character and stand up together, as the living word and create LIFE, practically and physically; Life that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how through ONE impure word, I've accepted and allowed myself to create a network of characters which best suit me in that moment and thus, I moved myself from the Comparison Character to the Jealousy Character to the Spiteful Character and etc, without realizing the infinite cycle of stupidity as what I have accepted and allowed myself to live within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand our EQUAL importance because we have all existed within and as the desire to be MORE than each other and have thus, abdicated our responsibility to in fact, walk our responsibility to download the program of LIFE to the current/existence program so that from this moment onwards, all will have the possibility to realize ourselves as LIFE, stand up as LIFE, and together as LIFE, create LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to redefine each and every word until me as the living word is Purified within and as the principle of oneness and equality as I stand for eternity, as the living word, equal to and one as who I am, as LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to - when and as I see a movement within and as myself, as the creation of another dimension as character that will suit me best in any given moment, I stop, I breathe and I touch my human physical body to make sure that I'm physically here.

I then allow myself to bring the character here, within and as myself and look at the nature of the character, how I've separated myself through creating a net work of characters within that character, what I'm defending, what memories and pictures are associated with the character and as I physically apply Self Forgiveness as the realization of how and why I've created myself as a character, I move myself out of the character and remaining Here.

I commit myself to remind ourselves our importance within and as our current living physical expression wherein each one of us will have a role within and as the creation of a new world that is best for all through

downloading the program of LIFE to the current/existence program so that from this moment onwards, all will have the possibility to realize ourselves as LIFE, stand up as LIFE, and together as Life, create LIFE and so, 1 by 1 we will remember who we are as LIFE, remind each other that we are LIFE, support each other to step out of the characters that diminish LIFE, until it is done.

What is Important? - Day 86

I've noticed an interesting point within and as myself wherein one Character is the desire for being defined as important by another, waiting for others to validate and give me a purpose. The other character, cannot accept self importance because there is another character of self worthlessness which is in friction with the self importance character.

Here we can clearly see the polarity design within and as self, consisting of and existing as characters which are in friction which is also just another character. 

So what is Importance as the living expression of the word?

Let's walk the redefining word procedure as was explained in much details in Earth's Journey to Life:

Day 4: Redefining words - Part 1

Day 5: Redefining Words (Part 2) - Playing polarity games

Day 6: Redefining words (Part 3) – Experience of the Polarity game

Day 7: Redefining Words (Part 4)- Redefining words as living words

Day8 - Redefining words (Part 5) - How to redefine words – Gathering Information

Day9: Redefining Words (Part 6) How to redefine words – Investigate the word

Day10: Redefining Words (Part 7) How to redefine words –Creative phase

Day11: Redefining Words (Part 8) How to redefine words - writing a definition and checking the content

Day 12: Redefining Words (Part 9) - Self Forgiveness statements on redefining words

Day 13: Redefining Words (Part 10) - Self Forgiveness statements on redefining words 2

Phase 1: Self allocation:

As I've written above, Importance within and as myself, thus far, was always defined by external validation by others and when it was coming down to self importance, I couldn't accepted myself as importance as I've made sure worthlessness character will always remind me that I'm not important.

What is fascinating about the design is that I would go into a jealousy character towards those who I define as importance, when and as a picture or a memory in a form of picture would pop up in my mind and then, I will go an diminish myself as justification and excuses of why I cannot stand in equal and one position as they are, and become important, not seeing, realizing and understanding how I've separated myself from those beings as I've realized that they are in fact me.

The jealousy going into the extreme when and as the people that I perceive as important are in my close environment, are part of my immediate environment. What I will do then is - instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I equal and one as everything that is here, I go into spitefulness, trying to diminish them within and as my mind, not realizing that the character that I'm dealing with is in fact - a desire for importance character, a desire for gratification, glorification, validation that only others can give me, in separation of me as all that is here.

Phase 2: Dictionary Definition: (http://dictionary.com)

1. the quality or state of being important;  consequence; significance.

2. important  position or standing; personal or social consequence.

3. consequential air or manner: an air of bustling importance.

4. Obsolete . an important  matter.

5. Obsolete . importunity.

6. Obsolete . import  or meaning.

We can clearly see that society has define the word 'Importance' within and as a positive energetic charge wherein a Value is being attached/connected/defined within and the word. Obviously, the definitions above cannot stand within and as an expression of and as LIFE as it is only lived as energetic experience that one hold on to, do defined oneself within and as oneself as the importance character.

Phase 3: Sounding

I'm-Port-Dance

Import-hence -> import from this moment onward.

What I found fascinating within the sounding 'Import-Hence' was the Living expression of the word that Stand within and as principle of Oneness and Equality as follows:

Phase 4: Creative Writing:

I understand that the word importance is the value that I had given the moment in order to make it important to myself. And when I look at self honesty within and as myself I am able to give things value from a self interest starting point or I can give something a value of life / of what is here in the breath.

If I then give the word ‘important’ a value that is embedded within life I have made a decision to see only that which brings forth life as important within and as myself. Thus to redefine the word ‘importance’ I will look at: Downloading the program of LIFE to the current/existence program so that from this moment onwards, all will have the possibility to realize ourselves as LIFE, stand up as LIFE, and together, create LIFE.

Phase 5: Redefining the word Importance:

From hence forth I import within and as myself as well as myself as another the value of life of what is here.

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

This is a continuation of 'The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45' blog that I wrote yesterday.

In my previous blog, I was looking at my own point of becoming possessed with Stress and how I was the one who created the pattern as well as how I deceived myself within the belief that it takes a process to stop a pattern instead of realizing that the only valid process is a breath by breath process of stopping patterns one by one,  breath by breath.

Within this blog, I will look at the World system in relation to stress and show the relationship between stress and Money. I will refer to 2 types of stress. Mental Stress and Physical Stress.

Mental Stress -  An accumulation of energy within the thoughts/experience such as: "I don't have time", "I must get this on time", "if I won't be good at my job, I'll get fired", "OMG, my partner is going to end the relationship".

Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress - In many cases of Mental stress, the accumulation of energy manifested stress on the human physical body which can cause discomfort, headache, heart failure and so one - this type of physical stress is the manifested consequences of a Mental stress.

Physical Stress - When the Human Physical Body doesn't get the requirement for an effective functioning, the body goes to stress and slowly but surely the body systems are weakening until eventually the systems can't function and thus being dies. That kind of physical stress is being experienced by 3.3 Bilion people in this world. 3.3 billion people who do not have food, water and physical support nutrition. 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude myself within the belief that I'm stressed and I haven't consider that the stress is energy experience that I've accumulated through the participation with the thought/experience of not having enough time/being pressured at work/I'm getting old/various other types of thoughts/experiences and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refused to see that a physical stress that is actual and real is being experienced day in and day out by the majority of this world whom are starving which than cause stress on the human physical body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude myself within the belief that I'm stressed and I haven't consider that the stress is energy experience that I've accumulated through the participation with the thought/experience of not having enough time/being pressured at work/I'm getting old/various other types of thoughts/experiences and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refused to see that a physical stress that is actual and real is being experienced day in and day out by the majority of this world whom are starving which then cause stress on the human physical body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where mental stress is defined within the psychologists as normal behaviour and thus, when a Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress emerge, is it managed within the starting point of treating the symptoms instead of the looking at the cause of the stress which is in most cases due to our dysfunctional world system.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that while we focus on managing the stress symptoms of Mental stress as well as Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress, we have completely disregarded the Physical stress that 3.3 billion people in this world experiencing due to lack of nutrition, water and health care because all we cared about is our own survival in the world system and we have never stopped for a moment to look at the core/origin/source of the problem and addressed it with a practical solution such as Equal Money System

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the discipline of phycology to define Mental Stress as a normal thing, within the justification and excuses that Stress is a factor that motivate humans to move themselves within the world system  and we haven't realized or considered Who one IS when stress is the directive principle and why is it that Self isn't the directive principle? why have we taken for granted that stress is normal? Is it possible to live without Stress? If not stress, what will motivate us to move ourselves? What is the cause of stress and can the cause be removed/changed? Is Stress is a disease that caused by the world money system? What is able to be done so that no one will ever experience stress again?

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to emphasize that the cause of the mental stress is due to one's external environment in separation of self and thus then, justified and blame one's environment instead of seeing and looking at the obvious - mental stress in most cases is in direct relationship with Money and thus, what is required to be done is to first change the world system to an Equal Life System where the fear of survival is no more and secondly, focus on re-education of the individuals from the perspective of teaching/showing/sharing tools to assist and support oneself to take responsibility for one's participation in one's mind/energy and thus, stop the energy generation and physically LIVE in every moment, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I've haven't accepted and allowed myself to see that the cause of most of the Mental stress cased is in direct relationship with the Money System and instead of addressing the cause and changing the world system to a system that support all lives, We have addressed the affect of the world system through managing the stress that beings are experiencing.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between Money and Stress because if I would, I would do what ever is necessary to be done to sort out the cause of Mental stress as well as Physical Stress through changing the current money system to a system that support life.

I commit myself to push, direct and establish an Equal Money System in this world wherein one of the immediate affects will be the elimination of Stress - Mentally and Physically.

I commit myself to expose and show the discipline of the physiologists whom are busy with finding a quick fix to mental problems instead of addressing the real and actual cause of the problems which is in most cases in direct relationship with the current money system.

I commit myself to present a solution to a world where stress experience is no more within the establishment of an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to show that mental stress isn't normal and it is an experience that self is absolutely responsible for, through separating self from one external environment and I commit myself to show and explain in details how to assist and support oneself with deleting the energy accumulation of mental stress and support self to stand as the directive principle of oneself and one's world.

I commit myself to show and explain why stress isn't supportive and why it can't be utilize as a motivator for one's movement because the only thing that is valid is a breath by breath living application where self is the directive principle and not the external factors that moves/influences/control/enslaved oneself to one's own mind.

I commit myself to expose in detail the relationship between stress (Mental and Physical) and Money and to prove that the current Money system is the cause of most Stress cases and thus, within changing the cause of stress - changing the world system to a system that support lives, stress will not play a major rule in our lives.

I commit myself to be part of the development of a re-education programs to assist and support the humans to see and realize how, why and where we create mental stress and thus, present tools for a practical self change where stress is not a part of one's daily living application and one will become the directive principle of one's life without the influence and the control of the mind.

Who I am is NOT what I have been taught that I am – Day 22

I forgive myself that I’ve NEVER accepted and allowed myself to question WHO I AM but was only following what I DO as a self definition and thus, I’ve tried and attempted to impress others with my personality design that I’ve created for that specific reason – to define myself according to WHAT I do instead of WHO I AM.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to Who I am but only according to What I do in total separation of Who I am because I’ve been taught that I must be someone and that is dependent of what I do and thus, through blindly accepting the statement that Who I will be is determine by What I will do, I created personalities to present and prove myself to others and thus could be defined according to What I Do as worthy.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world system that is based on competition and survival and thus, parents are directing their children to become someone in this world according to What they do with their life and I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how the family system is sabotaging the children from the get go wherein, instead of assisting and supporting the children to get to know WHO they are, children are prompt with the idea that they must BE something according to What they do.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the statement: “I love you just the way you are” is conditioned to What I do in correlation to what the person who makes the statement is doing and thus defined as and also, within that statement, I did not challenged my existence and got to know Who I really am because I was limited to the perceived Love according to who I am as what I do.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the statement of: “I love you just the way you are” is abusive in nature as the person who make such a statement assisting and supporting the being to remain a slave to one’s own mind and does not challenged the person to empower and explore self as WHO self really IS but instead, accepting the limitation of self as the mind, as how self programed oneself to be according to What self do.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that within making a statement: “I love you just the way you are” I’m compromising and sabotaging myself as well as others because what one is actually saying is: “You don’t need to chance and investigate yourself and what you have become, you can remain a slave and I won’t have to face myself through you taking the responsibility to change and challenge my existence of what I’ve become”.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that Money defines Who one Is in this world system and thus, we believe and perceive that Who we are  is in correlation to What we have become in relation to Money and thus, we have focused on ONE point – survival, instead of Making a decision that WHO we ARE is LIFE and What we Do from that starting point must support Life in all ways possible.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deny that the family construct is the most abusive construct that exists in this world since If the education of this children within the first 7 years was according to principle of Oneness and Equality as What is Best for ALL lives, we wouldn’t have manifested a world of abuse and suffering and in fact become an effective human beings that honour LIFE and all that is Here as Equals.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between the world system and the family system and I have NOT taken into consideration that what children are learning at home in the first 7 years, will defined who they are internally and externally and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world system where parents are not trained and skilled to assist and support their children to be and become who they are as Life and instead, prompt ideas, beliefs and opinions within their children that are based on self interest as the survival of the fittest which created and manifested the world as we know it today – abusive, cruel and horrified world for the majority of human civilization.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deny the world system that is based and defined according to What we Do instead of Who we are as the creator of the System and thus, abdicated the responsibility to Stand as Equal to and One as WHO we ARE and establish a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to investigate and explore how to train parents to be able to direct their children to realize WHO they are as LIFE because I realized that what children are learning at home within their first 7 years of their lives influence and determine WHO the child is IN RELATION to WHAT they do which is NOT acceptable as one must have the tools to assist and support themselves from the get go to be and become WHO they are As Life as the Physical and thus, Who one IS, isn’t defined with What one do but what One do is defined according to Who One is.

I commit myself to push and will myself to make the decision of WHO I am As Life in every moment of every breath because I realize that WHO I AM as life isn’t a momentary process but a consistently transformation of all the aspects of me, as all the layers of the mind that I’ve defined and programmed as me until I become LIFE in fact, as WHO I am.

I commit myself to expose our world of competition and present a solution that is best for all lives so that all will have equal opportunity to realize WHO we are AS life because I realize that for the world to become a world that is in fact best for all, we must all stand together as a group of humanity and take the responsibility to change ourselves and this world and I commit myself to stand as a pillar of support for those who are willing and daring to challenged their existence and in fact change as well as I commit myself to stand as a pillar of support to those who do not will themselves to change through exposing the abusive nature that we have become and keep on standing up despite of the resistances that might occur because I have made the decision to Be and Become Who I am as Life and I will do whatever it takes to stand with all of existence as one as a self directive principle within self trust.