Stress and Anxiety - Self Creation or Elite's Mind Control?–Day 222

This is a continuation to:

 

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45 The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46 The Decision of TIME - Day 67 opy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184 Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185 It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186 The End of Times - Day 187 Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188 Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189 The Psychology of TIME - Day 190 I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191 The REAL Fear - Day 192 The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193 Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194 Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196 The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197 Leaving in a Dream - Day 208 Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209 IT is MY time Now - don't say a word - Day 210 Let's go on Vacation - Day 211 Comparison is a Bitch - Day 212 Damn, I will never have everything done - Day 213 Standing as an Example - Self Interest or Self Realization? - Day 214 From the Bossy to the Loser - Day 215 Jealousy and Frustration - I want the Life they Have - Day 216 The Poison within Irritation and Anger - Day 217 Judgement as self Perfection - Day 218 Impatience as Evilness - Day 219 Please feel Sorry for me - Day 220 Depression - Self Interest or a Real Physical Condition? - Day 221

 

For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Reaction Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Reactions Dimension:

* Jealousy

* Frustration

* Irritation

* Anger

* Judgment and Self Judgment

* Impatient

* Self Pity

* Depression

* Anxiety

* Stress

 

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Stress and Anxiety

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to react in Stress and Anxiety within the Embodiment of the 'I don't have Time' Character and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate the nature of the Stress and Anxiety within and as me, in seeing, realizing and understanding that I've accepted and allowed Stress and Anxiety because I've Defined myself according to what I do and specifically, how others would define/judge me according to what I do and the results that I bring and thus, when and as t 'I don't have time' to finish specific task/work in time, it is due to my expectations from myself to be more effective within and as myself as well as the Fear that others would be disappointed from me because they have expected better results from me. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that unless expectations exists, either from myself or from others, Stress and Anxiety cannot exists. Please also, Read Day 61: Anxiety Character

 

I commit myself to STOP placing Value in how others would define me according to what I do and in this, to respect myself, to value and worthy myself within Physical Self Trust in assisting and supporting myself to walk breath by breath, seeing directly the Physical Reality as what would be the best for all outcome, in any given moment.

 

I commit myself to remind myself that Who I am is not defined according to what I do but within who I am as what I do and accordingly, to always cross reference myself, in questioning myself, and the starting point that I've based my decision of walking in any given moment and accordingly, if I see in self honesty that the starting point is not aligned and that I've projected the outcome to fit with my desire to be worthy, validated and accepted by others, I correct and change the starting point immediately, in breath.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create expectation from myself and within that, set myself in a goal of achieving these expectation, in my mind as a projection, and accordingly define myself as. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access Stress and Anxiety when and as I'm not standing in alignment to my own goals/projections/expectations, instead of assessing whether the goals/projections/expectations that I've set forth for myself are realistic in a space/time consideration and within that, ask myself, what can I learn and correct within and as myself in how I could prioritize the time differently in aligning the space/time in a practical considerations so that the next time, I would have the sufficient time to walk through a point/task/work efficiently, specifically and effectively.

 

In this, I commit myself to transform moments of Stress and Anxiety to Gifts where I can learn, correct and perfect myself in how I look at things and make decisions, who I am within my decisions, what is my starting point and within that, align myself to self support practical consideration and application within the principle of what is best for all in any given moment, instead of Mind Self Destruction within and as for instance, accepting Stress and Anxiety to exists within and as me through a mind projections as expectations that I've set forth from the starting point of being validated, accepted and worthy in the eyes of others. .

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the common belief that Stress is valid as it is one's catalyst and motivator for one's movement, in how one would direct and push oneself to perfect oneself however, within that, I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that one do not require Stress as a motivator for one's movement because one can decide to move oneself, in all parts of oneself, in breath by breath living application as one realize one's Self Responsibility in Self honesty within and as the principle of what is best for all and in the very least, Stress as a motivator, was promoted by the world system, in how stress is connected with Money as how one would  motivate oneself in Comparison and Competition to others because one knows that unless one produce a specific outcome, one would not be rewarded and would face consequences that is not in alignment to one's self interest Desire to Survive.

 

I commit myself to further investigate the relationship between Stress, Anxiety and Money within the world system and within that, to educate myself in seeing how Stress was used throughout time to enslave and control human being for the benefit of the Elite of this world.

Maximizing Pleasure - Day 65

 I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that my pleasure is defined within the idea that I've attached to what pleasure is, the energetic charge that I've connected to it and the experience that I desire to have within it as an accepted past memory experience that I've associating to; none of which is a self expression within and as myself, as who I am, but rather accepted pre-program design that I follow in total separation form myself and this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that for me to have access to pleasurable activities in this world, I must have Money because money firstly provides my basic needs within which I firstly derive simple pleasures from such as fresh water, food and a roof over my head and through this I forgive myself that I have attached pleasure with an external activity in separation of me and I haven't realized that Self Pleasure is an expression of me that I give to myself through my participation in and as LIFE. However, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that Self Pleasure as expression of Who I am can only exists when and as my basic needs are met (Food, shelter, clothes, health care etc.) and I'm no longer occupied with my physical survival and thus, it is my responsibility as an interdependent part of this world as a whole, to make sure that the basic needs of each and every being in this world would meet and the opportunity to express ourselves as self pleasure is Here for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define pleasure in external experience in separation of me and through seeking for the experience, I've locked myself down in my own little bubble of my mind, taking care of my own self interest pleasurable moments without consider anything or anyone else but me.

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that my ideas with regards to worldly pleasures are prompt via the media as a form of brainwashing, to feed the system with more money movement as energy from our own energy movement as a desire for a self interest experience within and as pleasure.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for and go after experiences that gives me the utmost pleasure in my Life and within that, have abdicated my responsibility of making sure that all beings on earth will all have equal opportunities to maximize their pleasure within having equal access to earth's resources and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how I've been preoccupied in my mind within the self interest desire for a specific type of pleasure experience and I haven't seen that all beings on earth deserve to have pleasurable physical experiences but yet they cannot as pleasure is can only be achieved by those who have money who are able to take care of their basic living needs. Those who don't have money, are busy focusing on their survival and cannot afford a moment of self pleasure in their daily pain and suffering.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the experience of Pleasure can only be pursuit if one has Money to be able to fulfil one's self interest desire for pleasure and within that, we have not taken into consideration the enslavement of others who make it happen for us to experience the pleasurable activities which within that, their experience is of survival and has nothing to do with actual pleasure.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to justify why it's ok for me to participate and indulge in pleasurable activities as well as to justify why it's ok having slaves for me to have my pleasure experience that I believe I deserve to have.

I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the more money I have, the more I can fuel my self interest desire for pleasure and within it, I haven't even stopped once to question the nature of my desire, who is getting hurt in the process of providing me with my experience of pleasure and what are the consequences when and as I pursue my desire for my happiness within my EXPERIENCE of pleasure.

I commit myself to establish and walk towards a world where all are entitled for a fulfilling and pleasurable life where the fear of physical survival is removed by creating a world system that is best for all. And within that, I stand for the Equal Money System 'Well-Being' Goal:

The Equal Money System will Study the Psychological Well-Being of Humans to Ensure a Lifestyle free of Fear. The focus will be on Supporting Life to Practically Live Fulfillment and Happiness in Ways where Self-Gratification will not Harm any Living Being or the Environment. This is to Ensure the continuation of Earth as an Effective Resource for the Enjoyment of Future Generations.

I commit myself to show the harm and abuse that is being allowed within our current world system where being are being enslaved for the sake of the Elite's Pleasurable activities as well as the harm that it cause to the world resources where the pleasurable activities over use the resources without consideration whatsoever.

I commit myself to show that when one's basic needs are met, one can apply self pleasure as an expression within oneself without the requirement of any external stimulation to give one's a sense of pleasure.

I commit myself to show that our ideas of pleasure has nothing to do with self pleasure as an expression but rather a self interest desire for one's own fulfilment/experience that one has accepted as oneself in separation of oneself and existence as a whole.

Curiosity in relation to Sex - Day 28

Life Review - Death by Sex

I've started to walk the point of curiosity and while walking the point realized that many layers and dimension that exists within curiosity.

Please read Curiosity of Knowledge and information - day 27

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children are not being educated effectively with regards to sex and thus, develop curiosity according to what they watch and read in the various media channels and thus, abuse themselves, their human physical body and each other in their quest to understand what Sex is and yet, there is no actual and physical understanding of What is Sex and how to assist and support oneself through and as sex.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where porn exists from the starting point of Profit through generating curiosity within being's mind which than indulge being to abuse themselves and other in this world through the attempt to satisfied one's brainwashed desires of attaining sex in the nature of Porn.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between curiosity, porn and Money and I've accepted a world where being abused and manipulated for the sake of profit making instead of utilizing the support structure and effectively educate the people with What sex IS and how to utilize sex as a physical support for oneself and one's partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Sex is not understood and thus, has become a point of abuse of ourselves and others without any consideration of the consequences.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Masturbation is done secretly in the attempt to sustain the curiosity of a child that has got no assistance and support in terms of be and becoming intimate with oneself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed as a parent in this world to not educate and support children with regards to the understanding of What SEX is and how to use sex as self expression as a physical support to the human physical body and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to accept the responsibility of myself as a parent in this world to support my children to be and become effective human beings because I didn't have the skills to be an effective educator to my children and thus, created curiosity within their mind in relation to sex without understanding and seeing the consequences thereof.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious with regards to sex in a very young age but because I believed it is not allowed or it's Wrong, I didn't allow myself to investigate sex as a physical expression but rather developed judgement and therefore fears as a protection mechanism to not remain in a situation where self judgement thoughts occur.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate and explore the points that I've been curious about with regards to sex because I've judged it as wrong and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in my mind within the curious nature of thoughts about sex because I believed that if nobody knows what I'm thinking about, than it's ok to keep on participating within the thoughts and I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that following the curios thoughts only supported me to suppress myself more and more without giving me the gift to investigate and explore myself physical/sexually within self intimacy. 

Life Review - Educated into a Sex-Slave

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress the curiosity with regards to Sex because instead of investigate, explore and become intimate with myself I've played the scenes in my mind within the fantasy domain and yet, judged myself for it because I believed that one is not even allowed to think about these type of thoughts.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to educate myself with regards to sex because I felt ashamed and embarrassed about it, and thus, haven't taken the responsibility to be effective support for curious children and adults within the assistance and support with understanding Sex as a physical support structure.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how curiosity with regards to sex is being used and manipulated in the media to promote products or services for the sake of money and profit without taking into consideration the influences that is cause to one's life and this world as a whole.

I commit myself to educate myself and others in this world with regards to WHAT SEX IS so that we can assist and support our human physical body within and through sex instead of abusing ourselves, others and the human physical body.

I commit myself to developed cross referenced skills to educate and support the children in this world with regards to sex so that we can stop the manifested consequences of uneducated beings that being preoccupied in their mind with sex thoughts during a massive amount of time during the days.

I commit myself to stop the porn industry that is based on Money as it is clearly of no support to that which is best for all

I commit myself to assist and support the children in this world to understand their sexual physical expression to utilize the expression in a form of a physical body support.

I commit myself to investigate and explore physical sexual expression and to stop judging sex and who I am within sex.