Curiosity in relation to Sex - Day 28

Life Review - Death by Sex

I've started to walk the point of curiosity and while walking the point realized that many layers and dimension that exists within curiosity.

Please read Curiosity of Knowledge and information - day 27

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children are not being educated effectively with regards to sex and thus, develop curiosity according to what they watch and read in the various media channels and thus, abuse themselves, their human physical body and each other in their quest to understand what Sex is and yet, there is no actual and physical understanding of What is Sex and how to assist and support oneself through and as sex.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where porn exists from the starting point of Profit through generating curiosity within being's mind which than indulge being to abuse themselves and other in this world through the attempt to satisfied one's brainwashed desires of attaining sex in the nature of Porn.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between curiosity, porn and Money and I've accepted a world where being abused and manipulated for the sake of profit making instead of utilizing the support structure and effectively educate the people with What sex IS and how to utilize sex as a physical support for oneself and one's partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Sex is not understood and thus, has become a point of abuse of ourselves and others without any consideration of the consequences.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Masturbation is done secretly in the attempt to sustain the curiosity of a child that has got no assistance and support in terms of be and becoming intimate with oneself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed as a parent in this world to not educate and support children with regards to the understanding of What SEX is and how to use sex as self expression as a physical support to the human physical body and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to accept the responsibility of myself as a parent in this world to support my children to be and become effective human beings because I didn't have the skills to be an effective educator to my children and thus, created curiosity within their mind in relation to sex without understanding and seeing the consequences thereof.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious with regards to sex in a very young age but because I believed it is not allowed or it's Wrong, I didn't allow myself to investigate sex as a physical expression but rather developed judgement and therefore fears as a protection mechanism to not remain in a situation where self judgement thoughts occur.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate and explore the points that I've been curious about with regards to sex because I've judged it as wrong and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in my mind within the curious nature of thoughts about sex because I believed that if nobody knows what I'm thinking about, than it's ok to keep on participating within the thoughts and I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that following the curios thoughts only supported me to suppress myself more and more without giving me the gift to investigate and explore myself physical/sexually within self intimacy. 

Life Review - Educated into a Sex-Slave

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress the curiosity with regards to Sex because instead of investigate, explore and become intimate with myself I've played the scenes in my mind within the fantasy domain and yet, judged myself for it because I believed that one is not even allowed to think about these type of thoughts.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to educate myself with regards to sex because I felt ashamed and embarrassed about it, and thus, haven't taken the responsibility to be effective support for curious children and adults within the assistance and support with understanding Sex as a physical support structure.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how curiosity with regards to sex is being used and manipulated in the media to promote products or services for the sake of money and profit without taking into consideration the influences that is cause to one's life and this world as a whole.

I commit myself to educate myself and others in this world with regards to WHAT SEX IS so that we can assist and support our human physical body within and through sex instead of abusing ourselves, others and the human physical body.

I commit myself to developed cross referenced skills to educate and support the children in this world with regards to sex so that we can stop the manifested consequences of uneducated beings that being preoccupied in their mind with sex thoughts during a massive amount of time during the days.

I commit myself to stop the porn industry that is based on Money as it is clearly of no support to that which is best for all

I commit myself to assist and support the children in this world to understand their sexual physical expression to utilize the expression in a form of a physical body support.

I commit myself to investigate and explore physical sexual expression and to stop judging sex and who I am within sex.