Curiosity in relation to Sex - Day 28

Life Review - Death by Sex

I've started to walk the point of curiosity and while walking the point realized that many layers and dimension that exists within curiosity.

Please read Curiosity of Knowledge and information - day 27

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children are not being educated effectively with regards to sex and thus, develop curiosity according to what they watch and read in the various media channels and thus, abuse themselves, their human physical body and each other in their quest to understand what Sex is and yet, there is no actual and physical understanding of What is Sex and how to assist and support oneself through and as sex.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where porn exists from the starting point of Profit through generating curiosity within being's mind which than indulge being to abuse themselves and other in this world through the attempt to satisfied one's brainwashed desires of attaining sex in the nature of Porn.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between curiosity, porn and Money and I've accepted a world where being abused and manipulated for the sake of profit making instead of utilizing the support structure and effectively educate the people with What sex IS and how to utilize sex as a physical support for oneself and one's partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Sex is not understood and thus, has become a point of abuse of ourselves and others without any consideration of the consequences.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Masturbation is done secretly in the attempt to sustain the curiosity of a child that has got no assistance and support in terms of be and becoming intimate with oneself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed as a parent in this world to not educate and support children with regards to the understanding of What SEX is and how to use sex as self expression as a physical support to the human physical body and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to accept the responsibility of myself as a parent in this world to support my children to be and become effective human beings because I didn't have the skills to be an effective educator to my children and thus, created curiosity within their mind in relation to sex without understanding and seeing the consequences thereof.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious with regards to sex in a very young age but because I believed it is not allowed or it's Wrong, I didn't allow myself to investigate sex as a physical expression but rather developed judgement and therefore fears as a protection mechanism to not remain in a situation where self judgement thoughts occur.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate and explore the points that I've been curious about with regards to sex because I've judged it as wrong and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in my mind within the curious nature of thoughts about sex because I believed that if nobody knows what I'm thinking about, than it's ok to keep on participating within the thoughts and I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that following the curios thoughts only supported me to suppress myself more and more without giving me the gift to investigate and explore myself physical/sexually within self intimacy. 

Life Review - Educated into a Sex-Slave

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress the curiosity with regards to Sex because instead of investigate, explore and become intimate with myself I've played the scenes in my mind within the fantasy domain and yet, judged myself for it because I believed that one is not even allowed to think about these type of thoughts.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to educate myself with regards to sex because I felt ashamed and embarrassed about it, and thus, haven't taken the responsibility to be effective support for curious children and adults within the assistance and support with understanding Sex as a physical support structure.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how curiosity with regards to sex is being used and manipulated in the media to promote products or services for the sake of money and profit without taking into consideration the influences that is cause to one's life and this world as a whole.

I commit myself to educate myself and others in this world with regards to WHAT SEX IS so that we can assist and support our human physical body within and through sex instead of abusing ourselves, others and the human physical body.

I commit myself to developed cross referenced skills to educate and support the children in this world with regards to sex so that we can stop the manifested consequences of uneducated beings that being preoccupied in their mind with sex thoughts during a massive amount of time during the days.

I commit myself to stop the porn industry that is based on Money as it is clearly of no support to that which is best for all

I commit myself to assist and support the children in this world to understand their sexual physical expression to utilize the expression in a form of a physical body support.

I commit myself to investigate and explore physical sexual expression and to stop judging sex and who I am within sex.

Curiosity of Knowledge and Information - Day 27

Art by Scott Cook

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed to design myself in the nature of limited form of curiosity wherein, I’m curious about the insignificant knowledge and information and disregarding the practical physical application of and as a living being that moves and direct according to that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the self dishonesty within the nature of curiosity wherein I seek for self empowerment through knowledge and information so that I won’t have to focus on the practical living application from the starting point of taking self responsibility to change myself, and could define myself as an intellectual and smart being to validate myself as EGO.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that curiosity is a tool that I'm using to preoccupied myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a spiritual being to preoccupied myself with curiosity of who and what I was in my past lives despite of the irrelevancy of the knowledge and information as it is clearly hasn’t assisted and supported me with realizing Who I am as a living physical being but rather kept me further away/separated from myself and life as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to take into consideration the nature of curiosity design where I'm being busy and preoccupied in my mind, wondering and pondering about who and what I was in my past lives and within that, abdicated the responsibility to face WHO I HAVE PROGRAMMED myself to be in this life time and accordingly change myself from the starting point of Who I am as a physical living being that walk, move and direct myself and this world as that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious about who and what I was in my past lives instead of focusing on what is HERE and what is require to give direction to manifest myself and this world within the nature of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to program and design myself within curiosity about other people lives because I haven't realized the relationship between curiosity and gossiping wherein curiosity is the trigger point of the  desire to gossip about other people either with other beings or within one's own mind.

(For better context with regards to Gossiping, please read Facing Gossip - Day 7)

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for information and knowledge that will satisfied my curiosity and I haven't even consider my starting point within the desire to "know" and thus, I'm not taking responsibility for the information that I'm gathering from the perspective of zero self practical application and by doing so, I'm preoccupying myself within my mind and allowing myself to miss a breath and thus not living as a physical expression but as a mind expression which do not support a LIFE that is best for all but only the Life of myself as a self interest individual.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to curiosity within the definition and belief that a curios being is pushing oneself to be better, to be intellectual, to be smart but within that I've not realized that those components are a mind component that are based on the validation of self through external and separated forces and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that intellectual/smart/wise is useless unless it comes with a physical practical application that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to develop curiosity towards irrelevant and insignificant points in my life to preoccupied myself in that which do not support LIFE because if I would have done so, I would have to take the responsibility to change and focus only on that which support all life.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the starting point of fulfilling one's curiosity is because self experience oneself as limited and inferior.

Art by Scott Cool

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that we live in a world where the information and knowledge is not accessible for everyone and thus, those who hold on the information are taking the rule of powerful and superior and the rest takes the rule of powerless and  inferiors and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where information=power even though, the information is in no way a support of life that is best for all but rather the opposite

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how information is being a tool to manipulate and control within the power game of authority vs. submission  to authority.

I commit myself to focus only on that which can be practically applied as a physical living expression that is best for all.

I commit myself to expose all aspect of curiosity designs such as curiosity of sexual expression within children whom are not being assistance and support to understand and realize sexual physical expression and thus left alone within their mind and within that abuse themselves and others. As well as, I commit myself to expose the abusive nature of curiosity in relation to following one's thoughts in the illusionary/fantasy domain in the mind and the consequences there of.

I commit myself to stop participating in the power game of superiority/inferiority in relation to information and knowledge within the realization that I'm not defined by information/knowledge.