Why doesn't God answer my Prayers? Day 349

 

Why doesn't God answer the Prayers of those who starve?

Why doesn't God answer the Prayers of those who in a daily pain?

Why doesn't God answer the prayers of the children who are born into slavery?

Why does God only answer those with Money?

Why does God only answer with/trough Money?

Wait! Does that mean that God is in essence Money?

 

For a few years I prayed as well. I didn't call it God, I called it Grandfather (that had died). When my prayer didn't come through, I finally decided to stop but it didn't last long and a few years later I found another 'higher source' I could pray to. This time I called it 'Guide'. But.. This guide didn't answer my prayer either and I felt lost for a moment until I started to develop some form of common sense in adding the points together when I asked the above questions.

 

So I realized that Money is the force that direct our lives; that Money decide who lives and who dies; that Karma is just a brand name that was used to make us either feel better with ourselves if we have money or at least enough money to suppress the truth of ourselves or make us feel guilty and ashamed if we born to the wrong side of the Money polarity.

 

I think that it is safe to say that if God really exist, he doesn't do a great job and its creation had evolved to something that if God would have existed, he would be ashamed of himself for accepting and allowing this existence to become the manifestation it is now.

 

So, wouldn't you agree that it is time to take our godly powers back to ourselves and correct the mess that we live in? wouldn't you want to ensure that your children and grandchildren could live in a world where abundance is not a world that is associated with only a select few? Wouldn't you want the future of your generation to come to be a future where they could actually live in dignity and integrity without fearing for their survival? I'm sure you do. So let's do some simple Math:

At the moment: God = Money. and what is it that we truly desire for? A Life that can actually be lived in peace and harmony. Does, what needs to be changed? The value we define Money as. If we change the value of Money to Value that encompass LIFE that is best for ALL (Which include you as part of the all), we could finally start changing the course of our living experiences isn't right?

 

So - to learn how it can practically be done - Investigate the Equal Money System where the starting point of Money is Life that is best for all. Explore the possibilities of your Future and the future of your Loved one if only you would dare to take what was always belong to you but you forgot about it -> Life! It's time for a change so be the change you want to see in this world, in a practical and physical manner.

 

900 Dolphins Slaughtered In Retaliation - Day 343

 

 

2 Years ago, I made a video response to the documentary: the Cove where I expressed my Anger towards the world system and what have been accepted and allowed. Looking back at the time I recorded the vlog, I see that I recorded it from the starting point of Blame and Anger rather than seeing my responsibility within this existence as a whole. I guess, it is easier to find faults in others, in something that is bigger than ourselves rather than realizing our accountability as the collective creators of a system that we now define as "something bigger from ourselves". (more on this point you can read in a recent blog post I wrote: Why Changing the World start with Self - Day 311)

 

Many who would read the article 900 Dolphins Slaughtered In Retaliation would react in blame and anger towards the people who acted upon their rage towards the system and projected/expressed their Anger through killing 900 Dolphins as an act of retaliation.

Others may blame the group who seized some of the funds that was supposed to reach the local community and some even blame the Government for not interfering; I mean really, if one is looking for the scape goat to blame, one will find it.

 

The point however, is not to find the blames but to immediately move to a correction and the corrections start with first understanding the core/root/source of the problems. As we can see 335,000$US is enough to stop the killing of Dolphins and provide the locals with dignified life that is not dependent on the harm of another. We have emphasized many times before that Money is the Root of all Evil as money is the tools through which we Decide/Dictate who lives and who dies and in this case, It is either the Locals or the Dolphins.

 

Thus, Once the Equal Money System is in place where Money, access to recourses, decent housing, health care, education, etc. is distributed and provided equally, there would be no incentive to retaliate or revenge the system as the system is based on a value that is so honourable, respectful and protected: Life that is best for all.

So - Let's stop complaining, blaming and finding faults in the another and instead, move to the correction as fast as we can to stop the unnecessary abuse of humans, animals and nature. Investigate the Equal Money System.

 

Here, I also suggest reading through another perspective on this article by Activist's Journey to Life: Day 343: Bays of Shame - Dolphins Murdered in the Name of Money.

Walking Breath by Breath - Part 2 - Day 161

This is a continuation to:

Walking Breath by Breath - Part 1 - Day 160

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place my trust in my mind, in my memories, in my beliefs, in my opinions, in my morality structure and in this, completely gave away my power to walk breath by breath, finding out whether it is possible to live a fulfilment life that is best for all without using the mind as the memory structure that I became to be and exists as. And in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear stopping my mind and finding out for myself whether or not, one requires memories as knowledge and information to sustain a substantial Life and through not giving myself to permission to test this point for myself, I've accepted and allowed my own limitation, my own anaesthesia within and as the imprisonment that I've set for myself - the very same jail that I've accepted and allowed to direct myself and this world, without ever questioning its authenticity, its nature, its foundations.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to make the definitive decision to accept and allow myself to walk breath by breath and within this, to essentially give up before I even started my process of stepping out of my mind, so that I could see for myself who I am when the mind stops.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to look and seek for a quick fix to stop my mind because I've believed that I would be some magical human being that is able to do the impossible and within that starting point, I've separated myself from really be self honest with myself and walk the time/space path, breath by breath, to see for myself, who I am when the mind stops, without having any idea or perceptions about it, with no desires attach to the common sense practical application of really looking and investigating myself and my relationship with myself, when the mind is not longer my accepted and allowed directive principle.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk breath by breath, stopping each and every single thought that comes up because the thoughts gave me the security that I came to believe to be necessary to sustain my life and thus survive. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to ever question the nature of the thoughts, where thoughts comes from, why do I have these thoughts, what trigger the thoughts; and within NOT accepting and allowing myself to question my relationship with the thoughts, I've accepted and allowed myself to live in automation and thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place value and trust in my thoughts as if the thoughts are GOD and I must listen, obey and follow the thoughts, not seeing, realizing and understanding the religion of SELF that I've blindly establish within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to desire others to tell me what is that I'm experiencing and in that, basically giving up on myself, within realizing my capability and ability to see for myself, in self honesty, the point that I'm facing. In that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when and as I do not clearly see the entire point that I'm facing, without giving myself a moment, to breathe, to become the point so absolutely, in equality, and through the physical equality and oneness, giving me the permission to see myself, to see the picture, to see who I am, in breath. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want to see the point in its entirety from a starting point of a desire, as knowledge and information, because I've defined this seeing as MORE, as something that is special instead of establishing equal and one starting point with myself - to assist and support myself to simply see, as this is what is here, as my living presentation that is determine my decisions, my expression the who I am in every moment and through this seeing, taking responsibility and change myself, breath by breath. 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must understand the point in all its dimensions to release myself form the ties of my mind and I haven't seen ,realized and understood, that in that moment, when I accepted and allowed the belief that in order to change, I must understand, I've sabotage myself in not giving myself the permission to simply BREATHE and stand HERE and release the energy holder that I've used to further separate myself.

 

I commit myself to TEST for myself Life where the mind as the memory structure that I've accumulated throughout my life, as the directive principle that I've accepted and allowed to direct and decide for me, STOPS, so that I could see for myself Who I am when the mind stops, Who I am as the directive principle in every moment of every breath. And so, through testing the point for myself and utilizing the tools to assist and support myself with stopping my mind such as self forgiveness, breathing, self honesty and self corrective application, I Stop, check, assess and evaluate for myself, who I am without a mind and through this, I would see, for myself as a point of cross reference without having to base any belief on other people's experiences.

 

I commit myself to STOP looking for a quick fix, for a miracle path that will end my negative experiences as I see, realize and understand that this desire in itself is based on a polarity charge that I would accumulate slowly but surely until the energy would eventually discharge itself, and so, I would use another source of energy to recharge the experience until again, the energy would discharged and the cycle continue. I now see, realize and understand that within walking breath by breath, one do not require any energy to move self but it is self that is here, moving and directing self and within this common self realization - I commit myself to assist and support myself in any given moment, to move myself as breath, discharge the energy when and as it comes up, for as long as it takes, for as many times that it takes because I see, realize and understand that when walking breath by breath and stopping the endless journey of finding energy to charge myself with, stopping my existence as energy and start living within and as the physical.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself with educating myself regarding the Quantum Mind in understanding the organic machine that I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become. In this, I commit myself to Question myself, to challenge my beliefs, ideas, perceptions, judgements etc. through seeing the relationships that I've formed with these mind components so that I could finally get to know myself, what trigger my personalities/characters that I've accepted and allowed myself to become equal to; what makes me decide what I normally decide; and through getting to know myself, as the entire programming of myself, change is possible as I stand as self movement, as breath, as the one who decide.

The Shyness Character - Self Commitments Statements - Day 106

This is a continuation to:

Suppressed Expression Character - Day 101

Suppressed Self Expression - The beginning of the End - Day 102

Singing Expression Character - Day 103

The Shyness Character - Day 104

The Shyness Character - Self Forgiveness as the parent - Day 105

As well as:

This is a continuation to the Blog post:

The Self Diminishment Character - Day 94

They are Better than me, I'm so fucked up - Day 95

Taking responsibility for my creation - Day 96

I commit myself to SHOW that it is possible to understand and see how our children creates their characters that will become an automated expression of themselves as they grow older through firstly get to know ourselves as our characters that we have created for ourselves, walk through the character with the assistance and support that was shared in Earth's Journey to Life blog: Day 51: Moving through my characters and once we have seen how we have created our characters, we could stand as a support for our children and walk them through their own self change to rebirth themselves as LIFE as who they are.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Shyness Character is a defence mechanism for one to not face one's reality wherein one would utilize the past memory experience of feeling safe and guarded by the parents when one was clinging to one's parent's legs and thus, we associated the experience of safety and guarded with Shyness and accordingly, accessing ourselves as the mind, when we feel threatened by our environment.

I commit myself to SHOW that it is our responsibility as parents and future parents to stand in absolute stability, self honesty and self trust in every moment of every breath so that our application, of who we are as LIFE that is best for all, will set the example for those who would come after us; to give them a chance to be and become an effective human being in this world; give them a chance to express themselves as who they are without multiple characters that would dictate them who and what they should be to survive in this world.

I commit myself to SHOW how we imprint memories and integrate them into our flesh and accordingly, we live as a memory, not fully aware of ourselves and existence as a while and thus, so long as we live and exists within and as a memory, we are not LIFE in fact, we are not our directive principle as LIFE that is best for all and thus, I commit myself to assist and support myself to delete the multiple characters that I've created through memories integration, and to stand as a support for others, through my writings, so that eventually, we could all step out of our characters, and stand up as LIFE, create our LIFE within and as principle that is best for all.

I commit MYSELF to stop following the Shyness Character that I have created and become and accordingly, when and as I see myself accessing the Character, I slow myself down, Breathe, move through the backchats, emotions and feelings, move through the physical resistance and give myself the permission to simply be HERE, express myself as who I am and to no longer accept and allow myself to diminish myself through utilizing the Shyness Character that would bind me to a stupidity loop of self limitation, self sabotage and self compromization.

I commit MYSELF to STOP and STOP and STOP comparing myself to everything that exists because I now see, realize and understand that unless I compare, my character won't have energy to exists. I see, realize and understand now how I've trapped myself into and as multiple characters through comparing and competing with others as I've not gave myself to permission to TRUST who I am in every moment of every breath; I've NOT gave myself the permission to expand, grow and empower myself from the example of others because I was busy comparing myself to them.

I commit myself to INVESTIGATE and IDENTIFY the Inferiority Character that I've become through a process of writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment Statements.

I commit myself to PUSH myself from my mind and into the physical and to REBIRTH myself as the Physical, as who I am, as LIFE that is here in every breath.

I commit myself to INVESTIGATE and IDENTIFY the Blaming Character that I've created and become through a process of writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment Statements.

I commit myself to a Process of Discovering myself as EXPRESSION of Life as who I am through Identifying the multiple characters that I've created to trap myself inside my mind, inside my human physical body through investing the time in myself, by committing myself to writing, until I'm clear of characters/personalities, until I'm HERE, as Life that is best for all.

The Shyness Character - Self Forgiveness - Day 105

This is a continuation to:

 

Suppressed Expression Character - Day 101

Suppressed Self Expression - The beginning of the End - Day 102

Singing Expression Character - Day 103

The Shyness Character - Day 104

 

As well as:

 

This is a continuation to the Blog post:

The Self Diminishment Character - Day 94

They are Better than me, I'm so fucked up - Day 95

Taking responsibility for my creation - Day 96

 

*note - the following Self Forgiveness's was part of a process that I've walked within this blog. please read through till the end to see what I've realized about the following statements and how I've corrected myself in self honesty.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a parent in this world to glorify, satisfied, validated, accepted, enjoyed my child's expression of shyness between the age of 1-4 because I felt that my child feel safe and protected in my harms and that feeling made me feel like a good and caring parent and I haven't realized that because of my self interest desire for an experience of glorification, satisfaction, validation, acceptance and enjoyment, I've abdicated my responsibility as a parent in this world, to support my child to be and become and effective human being in this world and instead, I've assisted and supported my child to develop and evolve into and as a shyness character that the child will utilize the character as the child grows older, to hide from the physical reality by going into one's safe spot in and as one's mind through the association of being protected within the parents' harms without being able to see, realize and understand the difference between the physical reality and the illusionary reality.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a parent in this world, to define my child's expression as Shyness because I had no clue of how to see the expression for what it is, to see that my child is making the steps to develop oneself into and as characters and so, through telling my child: "oh, you are so cute when you're shy; oh, are you shy? ; don't be shy " I have in that moment, assisted and supported my child to infuse oneself into and as one's flesh as memory that would later on, will become a separated entity, as a character which would automated my child expression until my child is no longer a living physical being but rather an organic robot that calculate and measure instantly, each and every step the child takes through the memories that one has stored in the first 7 years of one's life.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how the creation of characters works and functions and thus, I've interpreted my child's expression according to my own memory data base and have defined my child as such and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself as a parent in this world, to take a moment and investigate that which I've defined myself as, defined my child as, to assist and support us both in getting to know who we really are as life and instead, I preoccupied myself in my mind, believing that I'm living a normal life while the fact of the matter is that I've become automated machine that is based on multiple types of characters, I've made sure that my child will become automated machine that is based on multiple characters so that I would never have to face who I have become because my child will be the exact copy of myself and would not challenge me nor my reality.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a parent in this world to NOT realizing how I'm passing my own characters that I've created for myself, in separation of myself, to my child and within that, I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the consequences of NOT taking the responsibility to sort myself out so that my child won't have to go through the emerging to the mind and back to the physical and can be supported from day 1 of his life to manifest oneself as LIFE that is best for all through my example, with my guidance assistance and support.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to SEE that me being SHY is just another character that I've created for/as myself already from a very young age, to protect myself from my external environment, because I hold on to a memory and stored it inside myself: a memory of clinging to my parents legs, as they held me and caressed my hair when and as someone that I wasn’t familiar with came into my environment and because I've associated being protected by my parents with being shy, I've shaped and mould myself into and as the SHYness character, to protect me when I face a new environment and when ever I feel inferior towards another.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold onto a picture in my mind of a little boy that is hiding behind the cupboard door, in the dark, with eyes wide open as he is observing everything and everyone who are standing in the light but his body expression symbolizing a fear of stepping out of the hiding place and participate with the physical reality and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to connect, associate and define this picture with the expression of shyness, in separation of me.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create a picture in my mind a child that is clinging on one's parents legs, with the head facing to the opposite direction of the beings that are trying to communicate with the child and I have defined, associated and connected this picture with Shyness expression.

 

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I've created the pictures of the shyness character in my mind so that I can trap myself into and as the shyness character so that I could observe Life and not participate with and as Life, as equal to and one as Who I am. I now see, realize and understand that I have created this picture to be able to protect myself from my environment, so that I can feel safe within and as my mind, in separation of/from the physical reality. I Now realize that so long as this picture is in my mind, I'm not giving myself the permission to physically live as who I am in every moment because when and as I face new being, a new environment, I access this picture, I access this character, I access the memories that are associated/connected with the picture/character, and I'm not in fact, physically here, fully participating in every breath with and as the physical reality.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the Shyness Character can ONLY exists when and as I'm busy comparing myself to my environment while seeing me as less than and inferior to others because when and as I'm standing in absolute self Trust, Stability in self honesty, who I am cannot change according to external stipulations; Who I am is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow and is not define by anything or anyone.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to come to terms with who I am as I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to establish and develop SELF TRUST within and as myself and accordingly, face in absolute stability that which may come in my internal and external reality but instead, I've created the Shyness character, to protect myself from the physical reality, to be able to scroll back to my mind, to the safety zone and manifest myself as inferior in the hope that no one will take advantage of my presentation of inferior and would then thus, won't harm, mock, judge me.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to interpret my behaviour when and as I meet new people or when and as I experience inferiority towards other people, to access the Shyness character and I haven't realized that I've created the Shyness Character to assist and support me to remain in the inferior character wherein, when I present myself as Shy, I'm in essence, trying to protect myself from the person who I define as superior. (and here comes another character to look at, investigate and identify… will get to that)

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how I've hide and ran away from facing that which I've become through the Shyness Character wherein, when and as I experience anxiety around people, instead of investigating the nature of the anxiety, seeing what memories I've attached/connected to the experience of anxiety, releasing the energy movement from my solar plexus of and as anxiety, I've wear the Shyness Character to make sure, I would never change myself and become the living expression of who I am, as Life that is here.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to express myself as who I am, as a physical living expression of myself because I've compared my skills to those of others and made the decisions that my expression of who I am is not worthy enough, not good enough and so, to assist and support me with suppressing myself, my beingness, I'm created the Shyness character because I've seen that it is working for others from the perspective that those who decided to not express themselves in every moment of every breath, has defined themselves out loud as SHY and thus, the society gave them a slack and didn't push them to express themselves unconditionally and 1+1=2 - if I am to become shy, no one will push me, support me to stand as the utmost potential of who I am, no one will support me to become the physical living expression. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to push and support myself to become who I am as a physical living expression and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want/need/others to push/support me to become the physical living expression as who I am, instead of giving myself the permission to PUSH myself out of my mind, where I trapped myself, and literally re-birth myself as a physical living expression.

 

And as I realized that I started this blog with blame towards those who have come before me, as if they are the one who decided for me to become the expression of shyness as character, I now correct myself, as I see, realize and understood within my last SF statement, that it was literally always me and it will literally be me, who gives myself the permission to change, to rebirth myself as the physical living expression of who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself within my self forgiveness statements through blaming others for my own creation of myself as characters. I now see, realize and understand that it is USELESS to find fault and blaming others for my fuckupness because I am the one who decide in every moment, whether I'll keep living as a memory of what I have become, or whether I'll take my responsibility to push myself into LIFE as the physical.

The Shyness Character - Day 104

This is a continuation to:

Suppressed Expression Character - Day 101

Suppressed Self Expression - The beginning of the End - Day 102

Singing Expression Character - Day 103

As well as:

This is a continuation to the Blog post:

The Self Diminishment Character - Day 94

They are Better than me, I'm so fucked up - Day 95

Taking responsibility for my creation - Day 96

I started to walk the Self Forgiveness on the Suppressed expression within singing Character and as I was finishing the first Self Forgiveness Statement, I've realized that I've created another dimension, another character that I must first identify to be able to walk as specific as possible. And thus, I will be walking the identification of the Shyness Character as a derivative of the Diminishment Character that I've walked a few days ago. For Reference, this is the statement that I've started of with where I found the Shyness Character:

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to become the Living Memory of the suppressed expression character within my singing expression and I haven't realized it is just another derivative of the Self Diminishment Character where I would first Create an idea about myself as a picture in my mind and then, I would compare myself to others who are able to apply a specific skill that I perceive myself to be lacking of/not good enough and accordingly, I would judge myself for not being as good as they are, not seeing, realizing and understanding the processed they have walked to establish and develop their skills as an example for me to walk the same process as they have walked and in this, I forgive myself that I have not seen, realized and understood how I have trapped myself within the diminishment character as suppressed expression character through creating the Shyness Character that would ensure I would not express myself as who I am in every given moment.

Identifying the Shyness Character:

1. Picture of the Character:

The Shyness Character looks like a little boy that is hiding behind the cupboard door, in the dark. His eyes are wide open as he is observing everything and everyone who are standing in the light but his body expression symbolizing a fear of stepping out of the hiding place and participate with the physical reality.

Another picture of the Character might be a child that is clinging on one's parents legs, with the head facing to the opposite direction of the beings that are trying to communicate with the child.

2. Back Chat:

• Who are those people?
• OMG, what will they say about me?
• I've got to make a good first impression
• Shit, how does my hair looks like?
• I should have wear the other shirt

• What if they judge the way I express myself?

• What if they won't like me?
• I worry that..

3. Reactions

• Shyness
• Embarrassment
• Judgement
• Fear
• Comparison
• Anxiety
• inferiority

4. Body changes

• Voice changes to high tones
• Smiling
• Looking down
• Playing with my hair
• Shoulder tight up
• Palm is in a fist position with the thumb inside it.

In essence, the Shyness character doesn't stand as individual character of its own but it is a derivative to one of the main characters that self has created, such as the diminishment character or the protector character. The Shyness character was created to protect self from what ever may come, as a door for self to escape the physical reality through inverting self into oneself, into one's illusionary reality, inside one's cocoon so to speak.

It is  fascinating  how the Shyness Character is  busy developing from a very young age and what is more fascinating is that parents see it and instead of stopping the child from creating the Shyness character, they assist the child with defining the character by giving it a name: "Oh, don't be Shy, it is your aunt"; "Oh, you are shy, so cute.."; and so, when the child is clinging onto the parents' legs, the parents encourage the child to continue developing the Shyness Character by accepting and allowing the child's manifestation of oneself. Why?? for what?? For the parents' self interest. The Back Chat that emerged within and as the moment when the child is clinging to one's parent's leg, the parent would experience satisfaction: "My child loves me, he feels safe and cared for with me", not seeing, realizing and understanding the extent of separation the parent's infuse within their child in that very moment through their acceptance and allowance of child accessing one's mind, as the expression of Shyness which will be and become an entity in one's life - the Shyness Character.

The Child, who is busy developing the Shyness Character to protect oneself from one's environment is doing so due to lack of one's parenting skill to assist and support the child with integrating into and as the physical in oneness and equality. Soon, the child will start developing back chats as per the example of the parents and would define the Shyness Character as oneself.

So the Shyness character, when and as it is fully developed and integrated into one's flesh, is exists as a protection mechanism from one's environment, due to extensive judgement of one's self in comparison to one's environment. It is when Self isn't standing in absolute Self Trust that self is the directive principle in every moment of every breath. It is when self is conditioned to the validation and acceptance of others and thus, self cannot stand alone, as who self is, here, but is constantly looking for stipulations and acknowledgements from one's environment.

Commonsensically , the feedback that the child receive from the parents when the child is clinging to the parents' legs, within and as the Shyness expression is: "You are safe and protected my child". So how will the child protect oneself later on in the child's life? Through becoming the Shyness Character to protect and guard oneself from the Environment.

When seeing, realizing and understanding that Self doesn't need anything and anyone to protect oneself from one's environment, as self is standing within and as self trust, in every moment of every breath, self can finally say goodbye to the Shyness Character through moving through the Character, deleting the pictures, memories and back chats and disengage the Character from and as the human physical body. But first, let's walk the Self Forgiveness process to make sure that self is clear, seeing the entire network manifestation of the character and from there - remove the character from self, as self.

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

This is a continuation of 'The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45' blog that I wrote yesterday.

In my previous blog, I was looking at my own point of becoming possessed with Stress and how I was the one who created the pattern as well as how I deceived myself within the belief that it takes a process to stop a pattern instead of realizing that the only valid process is a breath by breath process of stopping patterns one by one,  breath by breath.

Within this blog, I will look at the World system in relation to stress and show the relationship between stress and Money. I will refer to 2 types of stress. Mental Stress and Physical Stress.

Mental Stress -  An accumulation of energy within the thoughts/experience such as: "I don't have time", "I must get this on time", "if I won't be good at my job, I'll get fired", "OMG, my partner is going to end the relationship".

Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress - In many cases of Mental stress, the accumulation of energy manifested stress on the human physical body which can cause discomfort, headache, heart failure and so one - this type of physical stress is the manifested consequences of a Mental stress.

Physical Stress - When the Human Physical Body doesn't get the requirement for an effective functioning, the body goes to stress and slowly but surely the body systems are weakening until eventually the systems can't function and thus being dies. That kind of physical stress is being experienced by 3.3 Bilion people in this world. 3.3 billion people who do not have food, water and physical support nutrition. 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude myself within the belief that I'm stressed and I haven't consider that the stress is energy experience that I've accumulated through the participation with the thought/experience of not having enough time/being pressured at work/I'm getting old/various other types of thoughts/experiences and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refused to see that a physical stress that is actual and real is being experienced day in and day out by the majority of this world whom are starving which than cause stress on the human physical body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude myself within the belief that I'm stressed and I haven't consider that the stress is energy experience that I've accumulated through the participation with the thought/experience of not having enough time/being pressured at work/I'm getting old/various other types of thoughts/experiences and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refused to see that a physical stress that is actual and real is being experienced day in and day out by the majority of this world whom are starving which then cause stress on the human physical body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where mental stress is defined within the psychologists as normal behaviour and thus, when a Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress emerge, is it managed within the starting point of treating the symptoms instead of the looking at the cause of the stress which is in most cases due to our dysfunctional world system.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that while we focus on managing the stress symptoms of Mental stress as well as Physical Stress as a manifested consequence of a Mental Stress, we have completely disregarded the Physical stress that 3.3 billion people in this world experiencing due to lack of nutrition, water and health care because all we cared about is our own survival in the world system and we have never stopped for a moment to look at the core/origin/source of the problem and addressed it with a practical solution such as Equal Money System

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the discipline of phycology to define Mental Stress as a normal thing, within the justification and excuses that Stress is a factor that motivate humans to move themselves within the world system  and we haven't realized or considered Who one IS when stress is the directive principle and why is it that Self isn't the directive principle? why have we taken for granted that stress is normal? Is it possible to live without Stress? If not stress, what will motivate us to move ourselves? What is the cause of stress and can the cause be removed/changed? Is Stress is a disease that caused by the world money system? What is able to be done so that no one will ever experience stress again?

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to emphasize that the cause of the mental stress is due to one's external environment in separation of self and thus then, justified and blame one's environment instead of seeing and looking at the obvious - mental stress in most cases is in direct relationship with Money and thus, what is required to be done is to first change the world system to an Equal Life System where the fear of survival is no more and secondly, focus on re-education of the individuals from the perspective of teaching/showing/sharing tools to assist and support oneself to take responsibility for one's participation in one's mind/energy and thus, stop the energy generation and physically LIVE in every moment, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I've haven't accepted and allowed myself to see that the cause of most of the Mental stress cased is in direct relationship with the Money System and instead of addressing the cause and changing the world system to a system that support all lives, We have addressed the affect of the world system through managing the stress that beings are experiencing.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between Money and Stress because if I would, I would do what ever is necessary to be done to sort out the cause of Mental stress as well as Physical Stress through changing the current money system to a system that support life.

I commit myself to push, direct and establish an Equal Money System in this world wherein one of the immediate affects will be the elimination of Stress - Mentally and Physically.

I commit myself to expose and show the discipline of the physiologists whom are busy with finding a quick fix to mental problems instead of addressing the real and actual cause of the problems which is in most cases in direct relationship with the current money system.

I commit myself to present a solution to a world where stress experience is no more within the establishment of an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to show that mental stress isn't normal and it is an experience that self is absolutely responsible for, through separating self from one external environment and I commit myself to show and explain in details how to assist and support oneself with deleting the energy accumulation of mental stress and support self to stand as the directive principle of oneself and one's world.

I commit myself to show and explain why stress isn't supportive and why it can't be utilize as a motivator for one's movement because the only thing that is valid is a breath by breath living application where self is the directive principle and not the external factors that moves/influences/control/enslaved oneself to one's own mind.

I commit myself to expose in detail the relationship between stress (Mental and Physical) and Money and to prove that the current Money system is the cause of most Stress cases and thus, within changing the cause of stress - changing the world system to a system that support lives, stress will not play a major rule in our lives.

I commit myself to be part of the development of a re-education programs to assist and support the humans to see and realize how, why and where we create mental stress and thus, present tools for a practical self change where stress is not a part of one's daily living application and one will become the directive principle of one's life without the influence and the control of the mind.

Inversion of purpose – Day 24

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see our inversion of purpose wherein instead of us all coming and standing together in Oneness and Equality, we have separated ourselves to individualized purposes to fulfil our desires, wants and needs without considering where the resources are coming from and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that through our fight for our individual purpose of survival, we’ve used and abused the resources that are available on Earth without taking into consideration that if we would have walked in Oneness and Equality, we would have make sure that the resources will be available to everyone on Earth and we wouldn’t have allowed a world where more than half of the beings do not have access to the resources and thus are dying from starvation, dehydration, and diseases.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see and realized that we have become locked and limited to our individual purposes of survival and within doing so, compete for the resources that are available on earth without any consideration of the abuse not only of the resources but also towards those who do not have access to the resources because a select few has taken control over the physical resources and have put a tag price on is as if it is belong to them as well as being defined and valued by Money, despite of the fact that the physical resources are of Earth and as such, should have been unconditionally shared with all that is here, in harmony and equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that we are all walking and directing ourselves according to our purposes of survival and within that, accept and allow competition, greed, war, crime, and corruption to manifest and exists in this world and we have Failed to realized Oneness and Equality and thus, separated ourselves from LIFE as ourselves and become individualized beings that see to fulfil their purposes of survival despite of the fact that there isn’t enough for all the fulfil their purpose of survival due to Life being defined according to Money and thus, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider Equality and Oneness and therefore, utilizing what is available on Earth within the starting point of What is best for all by making sure that we stop the abuse of the resources and distribute it equally to all.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that LIFE isn’t define by fulfilling one’s purpose to survive as it is a very very limited and separated version of LIFE and yet, I’ve taken my purpose for granted because it was what I’ve been taught at home/religion/culture/environment  without questioning and challenge the belief of fulfilling my purpose of survival while the majority of this world is far from reaching any form of LIFE as their birth is followed by death from starvation, malnutrition, dehydration and diseases even though the physical resources in this world is enough for everyone to have a dignified LIFE but due to Money, power and control, only a select few can fulfil their purpose of survival in ease while the rest of us are in constant fight and chase for Money to sustain are Lives that should have been, from the Get-Go, a life that is best for all if we’ve realized and understood Equality and Oneness as ourselves, as Life, as WHO we are.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have blind myself from the obvious – our human physical body that is standing as an example of Oneness and Equality wherein all the cells in the body are working together in Equality and Oneness, without any separation and hierarchy as all the cells in the body are functioning together and assisting and supporting each other to sustain the human physical body in its upmost potential.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world that is accumulation of individualized separated beings who only seek for one’s purpose of survival and because we’ve failed to see and realized Equality and Oneness We have allowed from this very separation, to create a world that survival is defined by Money and the resources has been taken over by a select few who has Money and thus, what was supposed to be a world that is best for all with equalized resources distribution, has become a world of corruption, abuse, crime, war and conflicts where the majority of the beings in this world has no chance to survive due to not having access to the physical resources that are HERE.

 I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to failed to see that if we would all worked together as Equals, we would have made sure that all the resources will be utilized equally but because we are extensively separated from ourselves and each other, we have accepted, allowed and thus created a world that is abusive in nature, as a direct reflection of ourselves and thus, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to face, realize, correct and change my very abusive nature that is directly responsible for how this world exists today because I’ve taken for granted the world system and did nothing to practically chance myself as the creator of myself and this world and therefore, walk within a self trust decision of WHO I am as LIFE in every moment of every breath and to lead by example a world that is Best for ALL.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that when we take and take and take to fulfil our individual purpose of survival we are within that, making a statement that we do not care or consider everyone equally in this world as the physical evidence clearly shows that the majority of this world has no access to the available resources on EARTH because of our abusive nature of taking and not giving, instead of walking according to the Jesus message of Give as you’d Like to Receive and within that, making an agreement with ourselves and each other to do what ever it takes to bring about a world that is best for all in all way possible so that EVERY ONE will have free access to the resources available on EARTH.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see the competitive nature of human beings of TAKING without GIVING to fulfil one’s purpose of Survival and within that competitive nature, we disregard and inconsiderate all as Equals by accepting and allowing a world where only a select few have access to the resources that are available on EARTH instead of walking the principle of Give as You’d Like to Receive and within that, making sure that ALL have equal access to the resources that are available on Earth.

I commit myself to expose the inequality in this world and stand up and implement a solution that will make LIFE enjoyable to all human beings and within that, to invert the purpose of survival to purpose of LIFE as all as ONE as Equals where we walk together in agreement to support everything and everyone that is here within the principle of what is best for all.

I commit myself to make sure that all the resources that are available on EARTH will be equally distributed and physical equality and Oneness will stand in fact.

I commit myself to a process of re-education from an individualized divided beings that seek for our own survival, to humanity that the directive principle IS LIFE as WHO we are and thus, we will ALL work together within agreement to support everyone Equally and establish a world that is best for all in all ways possible and will never again accept anything that is less than LIFE as Who we are.

I commit myself to change my abusive nature of taking without giving to walk in every moment according to the principle ‘Give as you’d like to Receive’ as a direct reflection as what I would like this world to be and become and within that, I commit myself to assist and support all beings to change their abusive nature so that we can all correct our abusive living application to human beings that lives in harmony and equality as What is Best for all lives because we see and realize that what is best for all IS also best for me.

I commit myself to invert myself back to LIFE and realize that my purpose is LIFE that is best for all and thus, I commit myself to do whatever it takes and as long as it takes to face, correct and change myself – to bring myself back to myself as LIFE as Who I am.