Politics - the Face of this World - Day 72

This is a continuation to:

Be the Change you want to see in this World - Overview - Day 71

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that within the current Democracy system in this world, the politician are elected as a direct relationship to how much money they have spent to advertise themselves in the Media instead of being elected within a true democracy system wherein the Politicians would only function as Administrators execute that which the people are standing for.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the current politic system is an engineered democracy system where the people have no real free choice and the choices are being implanted through a massive brainwashed technics, supported by Public relations specialist, as was proven within the following documentaries: 'Peace, Propaganda and the Promise Land' as well as 'Spywar', Century of the Self' and the 'Trap'. I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that our so called free choice was always controlled to result with a specific outcome that will benefit those in power positions, in spite of those who are being hurt on the way - the majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that governments and politicians use the approach of ‘TRUST ME’ to gain the voter’s confidence, regardless of the fact that anyone with common sense can deduct from the public policy that promises will NOT be realized and that the country and world will NOT become a better place with ANY of the current policies in the world, as the policies ONLY protect those WITH MONEY. Bernard Poolman

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that the politician have in their mind my best interest and they will take care of me and my country, and I have failed to see, realize and understand the forces that works behind each and every decision making where the first interest the politician serve will be one's own even if it means making a decision that is not best for the people.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand 'HOW' the politics system works and functions within the belief that they must know what's best for me because I have no clue and within that, I have failed to walk my responsibility as a human being on this world, to practically check and investigate the current nature of politics today and thus, demand being a part of a day to day 'life changing' decisions so that I could make sure, that every decision is being done from the starting point of that which is best for all rather then how decisions are being made nowadays where the starting point is to serve the interest of the one in power who make the decision.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that the politician have my best interest and they are standing as the change that I want to see in this world, despite of the physical evidence that this world is in no way a world that is best for all, as 3.3 billion people are starving to death and the middle class is fighting for their survival with no way out of the survival cycle within the accepted world system that is directed by our beloved politicians of this world.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how one hand shakes the other hands within the decision making of the politicians in this world and that the actual decision isn't being done for the sake of ALL but rather for the sake of the few that control and influence the decisions to serve their interest even if it not, in no way, a decision that is best for all.

I forgive myself, has a human being in this world, that I have accepted and allowed myself to put my faith and hope and thus, my power, in the hands of the politicians, despite of them failing the test of time wherein, the principle that they stand as pre the elections is in no way comes as an absolute establishment after the election and thus, time after time, we have been misguided and yet, fully believed the politicians and within that, abdicated our responsibility to direct and move our lives, and the lives of all, according to principles that are best for all in absolute implementation in a practical and physical way the principle that we stand as.

I commit myself to stand by and as the principle of a true Democracy and thus, assist the development and establishment of the Equal Money Policy in relation to Democracy:

"Democracy in an Equal Money System will Practically engage Every Citizen of the World to Vote on Every Aspect that will influence Day to Day Living, and No Politician will have Any Power to Make Decisions. Politicians will only Function as Administrators Effecting the Will of the People".

I commit myself to show and expose the massive brainwashed sheep that we have become, with the support of those who have influenced and controlled the mass by utilized human behaviour research, and thus manipulated the people through extensive mind control technics, instead of utilizing the research to assist and support the human to effectively change. Within that, I commit myself to show, through investigate myself and placing my self-research in writings - how we had never a real free choice as our choices were always controlled and influenced by those who stand in power positions, as was proven in the documentaries: 'Peace, Propaganda and the Promise Land' as well as 'Spywar', Century of the Self' and the 'Trap'.

I commit myself to show, step by step, how politicians has their own self interest in mind and not at all the interest of the people because if it was so, this world would already been a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to explain in detail and common sense why we Require and MUST establish an Equal Money System that will be for the benefit of all; within that, why and how we must take our responsibility to direct and move ourselves in this world and to stop for once and for all the system of power and control that enslave the majority of this world so that only a few could have an abundance life.

I commit myself to be part of the development of a new POLITIC, new DEMOCRACY system that is a join effort of each and every individual within active participation and will thus take the power back to ourselves to be part of the day to day living decisions that physically effect our lives and the lives of all. 

I commit myself to change the face of this world through changing the starting point of each and every decision making that is effecting our day to day living experience wherein, I commit myself to FIRST start with myself by making sure that every decision that I make is based on the principle of what is best for all and within that, stand as the change I want to see in this world, practically and physically.

I commit myself to show how through abdicating our responsibility within placing our power in faith and hope, we are in fact responsible for the future of this world as it was us, all the way throughout history who have created this world in ignorance and it is us now, we require to educate ourselves and become a fully participant human being in the creation of a new world that is best for all.

No one Considers me!!!! - Day 33

Art by Scott Cook

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access a possession of self victimization when and as I perceive that I haven't been considerate by another and what ever the other is saying to me is not being heard by me within that moment as I totally disregards any form of common sense because at that moment of possession all I can hear in my mind saying: "ME... ME... I... I... ME... ME... I wasn't considerate".

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to become reactive within anger, frustration and hatred when and as I perceive someone to not consider me and I haven't realized that accessing those emotions will not be of any assistance within and as directing that which require direction or letting go that which required letting go.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to hear common sense that is shared with me when I access self pity and self victimization because all I want to do is to justify and validate why I'm allowed to be angry and furies and if the person who I'm sharing my anger with isn't give me the validation but instead standing stable and pushing common sense, I get emotionally possessed even more till I cry as the last change to manipulate through tears, so that I would finally be recognized as the victim and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to be self honest about the source/origin/core reason of crying as a way to manipulate others to relate, agree and validate my anger/frustration and even though I questioned myself for the reason I cry and I couldn't find the reason, I haven't pushed myself to become self honest even with myself to see the manipulation origin/core/source point and thus, abdicated my responsibility to be the directive principle of myself and my world by not taking any shit from myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to disregard common sense when I'm in a moment of possession in the nature of self victimization/pity and thus, compromised myself within walking a time loop until I get to the point of self responsibility where I finally Stop, and direct myself to not accept any shit from myself.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the self interest starting and directive principle which I've allowed myself to walk as throughout my life where only I must be heard and only I must be considered and when those needs do not meet the physical reality, I'm reacting in anger, frustration and fury and will then thus, do what ever it takes to get everyone eventually do what ever I wanted them to do for me through all kind of manipulations and means.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel proud at myself for being a person who will always get what I want and through proudness I've missed the obvious that - If I'm able to fight for my self interest and do what ever it takes to get what I want, I'm more than able to do the same for the entire world from the starting point of what is best for all and then thus, walking self interest will transform to walking what's best for all through the realization that what is best for all IS best for me as I'm part of the all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself as the basic nature of self interest wherein I will fight and go against anything that is not with my best self interest and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to within the fight for my own self interest, I have NOT consider everyone and everything equally and allowed a world that is full of self interest beings that are fighting against each other without looking at the obvious that when we walk according to that which is best for all and change ourselves to beings that consider everyone and everything, we can establish a world that is honourable and worthy for all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk breath by breath by breath and instead, accepted and allowed moments of possessions where I've perceived that my self interests needs are not being met while the fact of the matter was that if I would stop for a moment and look at the entire equation, I was the one who haven't considerate others and thus common sense living application as what is best for all was not applied.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that changing the world will not be an easy task as there would be many beings that will perceive the change as not being considerate towards them because of the inherent pre-programming of self interest however, what is not understood is that the out come of a change such as the Equal Money System is that it is what is in fact best for ALL as that will allow all being on earth to have a dignified LIFE, no one will never starve, the earth resources won't be abused by the name of profit and will be distributed equally, everyone will have free access to education, health care, housing and much more.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that there would be many people who will reject and fight against the Equal Money System because they will feel that their needs are not met as and thus, an equality system doesn't considerate their self interest however, I allow myself to stand in the face of resistance and keep on going breath by breath towards that which is absolute BEST for all in all ways possible and I realise that it will time take and a process or re-education until all could see that What is best for all IS the ultimate consideration of everything and everyone as equal beings that has the rights for equality from birth to death.

I commit myself to stop my base nature desire of self interest and transform self interest to best for all interest.

I commit myself to transform my nature to best for all nature where I consider everyone and everything equally.

I commit myself to walk the living expression of the principle of do onto another that which you'd like to be done to you and I commit myself to stand as an example despite of the nature of others who will try and exploit me as the living expression of principles that is best for all due to generation after generation of self interest based programming because who I am isn't define by other beings actions/reaction but who I am is a direct reflection of that which I allow and accept from myself and others as the physical living application.

I commit myself to educate the children of this world to be an become the living example of the principles that are best for all

I commit myself to stand despite of the resistance to change from those who will regard the Equal Money System as not being considerate to them and I trust my to walk as the trust of my breathing as long as I alive, breath by breath by breath.

I commit myself to show, explain and demonstrate why the Equal Money System is in fact a system that I best for all LIFE as accumulation of the units/individuals that forms this life.

I commit myself to show and expose my own process of how I assisted and supported myself to transform self interest application to what's best for all living application through self writing, self forgiveness and self immediate and physical correction, and I will prove to all the a change that is best for all IS possible.

I commit myself to use and utilize my human physical body as a cross reference point when walking self correction so that if for example I'm working with emotional possession which cause a throat pain, I speak the words: "This is not acceptable, I'm not allowing this shit from myself, I do not allow and accept myself to remain possessed, I'm the directive principle and I move myself to STOP and thus, I stop the possession, here, Now, pain stop" and if the pain stopped, I confirmed the correction and the pain hasn't stop, I push myself further within self honesty and self trust. 

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How to Choose a Partner – Day 21

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to when considering a prospective partner to participate with the back chat: “I hope my family will accept him” to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the thought: “I hope my family will accept him” influenced my decisions as well as I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to base my decisions on the fear that my family won’t approve my partner without getting to know the person and see if there is a potential for a supportive and effective relationship/agreement.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself within that relationships that I’ve had because I made a decision of being with a partner based on whether or not my family will approve him instead of getting to know the person and making the decision based on common sense principle that I’ve set up for myself in relation to what agreement/relationship do I want for myself from the starting point of what is best for ME within the process that I’ve walking.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to when seeing a prospective partner, judge him according to his physical body appearance instead basing the decision according to guidelines that I’ve set up for myself in relation to the agreement/relationship that I would like to walk with another human being.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect the prospective body appearance to the back chat – “ I hope my family will approve him” in separation of me and accordingly, make a decision to walk or not to walk an agreement/relationship with the prospective partner despite of the fact that I didn’t even take the time to get to know the being and see for myself if there is a potential to establish an effective and supportive agreement/relationship with the being.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to get to know beings that do not stand according to the relationship profile that I’ve created in my mind and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that I’m limiting myself to such an extent through giving value to how the prospective partner would look like instead of taking the time to get to know the being and see whether there is a potential for us to align ourselves to and as one’s process.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have a judgement day picture in my mind wherein I bring the partner home for dinner and according to that, assessing whether or not this person has a potential to be with me and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a judgement day picture in my mind where my partner meet my family and through that assumption/judgement, I’m making a limited decision with regards to the being in relation to whether or not we could walk an agreement/relationship together.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by my own judgement of the prospective partner through projecting it onto my family because I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to respect myself enough to actually get to know the person and make a decision from .

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to use the beings that won’t fit to the family picture profile that I have in my mind only for sex and I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to take a moment and get to know them because from the get go, I didn’t think there is a chance for the relationship/agreement according to the family profile picture that I’ve hold in my mind

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk into an agreement/relationship for ME but instead, tried to restore my relationship with my family through a partner that will fit into the family profile picture and with doing so, I’ve accepted and allowed myself to sabotage, compromise and abuse myself through making decisions that has nothing to do with WHO the person is and Who I am within the agreement/relationship.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how I’ve sabotaged and abused myself within my relationship with males because I haven’t taken a moment to get to know them and see whether or not there is a potential for us to align ourselves to each other within our processes because my starting point was to have a partner that will fit with the family profile picture and thus, when someone fit the family profile picture, I’ve blinded my eyes and I didn’t see the obvious signs when the partner was not align with me and the process that I’m busy walking.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to establish relationship with males that I knew that the relationship won’t last and within that, felt superior within myself through the experience of spiting and rebelling to what i perceived to be expected of me without realizing that the only person whom I spiting against is myself through the accepted and allowed relationships in my life that are in no way a form of support.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to go deliberately into relationships that won’t last because I wanted to spite and rebel my upbringing without considering that the only person whom I spite and dishonour is myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that I’m spiting myself when I’m making a decision to spite my family and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to make a decision based on spitefulness in relation to my prospective partner instead of walking a decision that is based on common sense principles that I’ve set up for myself in relation to how I would like to walk an agreement with another from the starting point of support to myself and my process that I’m busy walking.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk into relationship/agreement with partners who have money because when I did go out with rich guys, I felt inferior, unworthy and not in their league and I didn’t want to spend the rest of my life within that experience. Within that, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to be open about my experience in relation to money to be able to face and correct the experience and thus then, come to an agreement with my partner in relation to money and instead, I ran away from myself and my partner before I even got to know him and see whether or not we can establish and develop an effective and supporting agreement/relationship.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between money and relationships  wherein, when my partner has more money than me, I believe I cannot control him and thus, will always be in a position of inferior, attempting to please and validate myself to him, to sustain our relationship and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to even consider establishing an agreement that is based on 2 equals walking their process where no one is controlling anyone but vice versa, assist and support each other to face and correct our self interest existence that we have become as well as expanding ourselves within the process of stepping out of the mind and stepping into ourselves as the physical equality and oneness reality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to NOT go into a relationship/agreement with partners who have money because I felt ashamed that I can’t afford that which they can and I didn’t want to be feel inferior within the relationship. Within that, I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to be open and communicate the money point with my partners and thus, get to an agreement of how we will walk our relationship/agreement in relation to money.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear getting hurt again due to a failed relationship and thus, I’ve made a decision to never engage to an agreement/relationship where I could get hurt and thus, I made sure to not place myself in a vulnerable position and only went for superficial relationship as well as to unavailable partners, not even considering how I’m abusing and sabotaging myself within it and also, not considering taking a moment and sort myself out, to be able to walk an effective relationship/agreement with myself and with others.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that getting hurt due to a failed relationship was my own self creation which I’ve accepted and allowed because I didn’t have the tools to assist and support me with practical common sense application and thus, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where the most important education isn’t in place and beings are being occupied in their mind with self pity, self sorrow and so on, and within that, abdicated the responsibility to assist and support themselves to step out of their mind, establish themselves in the physical equality and oneness reality and thus, creating a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to make decision of not getting in the position of being vulnerable and intimate with any partner so that I won’t have to go through the hell that I’ve experienced after a failed relationship and thus, accepted and allowed myself to sabotage, compromise and abuse myself within the belief that I can use sex to overcome the self sorrow, depression and self pity, despite of the fact that it didn’t assist and support me in anyway but only increased the emptiness that I’ve experienced within myself, because I did not had the tools to assist and support myself with stepping out of the emotional body that I’ve allowed myself to exists as and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where beings are subjected to their self creation mind design in total separation of themselves because we haven’t establish an effective education system that will allow everyone to face their acceptance and allowances which from there, we can take the responsibility to assist and support ourselves and other and together, establish a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse males for sex because of a self belief that I could feel good and better about myself and hide and suppress the depression that I’ve experience after a failed relationship and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to utilize sex as a physical self support and instead, tried and attempted to “fix” myself through having sex with males that I don’t have intimate relationship/agreement with despite the fact that I was never “fixed” and thus, accepted and allowed myself the cycle of abuse of myself and others without any practical corrective application.

I commit myself to stop making decisions according to a family profile picture that I’ve created in my mind and to assist and support me with creating a practical guideline for a decision making with regards to a prospective partner so that when and as I see anyone that is not standing according to the guideline that I’ve set up for myself, I will not manipulate myself an fall into the pattern of making decisions that are not based on self support but rather self sabotage abuse and compromise.

 I commit myself to walk and LIVE my own life within the starting point of self support principle of what is best for all.

I commit myself to embrace and respect myself and within that, establish an effective agreement with myself to NOT fall into the trap of self manipulation patterns of abuse and sabotage and in that, stand up, as who I am within everything that I do, and thus, not accepting anything that is less than me as well as from my prospective partner.

I commit myself to walk an agreement with a partner that respect himself enough to assist and support himself to step out of his mind in alignment with the process that I’m busy walking and thus, I will cross reference and investigate his application before making the decision to walk an agreement with him, to make sure that the decision is based on a real and trust worthy self support application.

I commit myself to get to know the prospective partner before making any decision of walking an agreement with him, to see if there is an actual potential that we can be aligned within ourselves and our processes.

I commit myself to Stop using sex to manipulate myself and others and to only utilize sex as a self physical support when and as I’m walking an agreement with another where intimacy and comfortably with each other is established.

Limitation according to body appearance – Day 5

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the pattern of comparing self to other beings body appearance and in doing so, we’ve given value to a picture presentation in total separation from who we are and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the definition of beings according to their body appearance instead of realizing that we are all equals in terms of – we all have the same skeleton, we all automatically breathing, we all require food to sustain our human physical body and etc. but we’ve separated ourselves from our human physical body through focusing only on one point as physical appearance and disregarding the obvious – the Equality and Oneness of and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the separation of ourselves from our human physical body through giving value to body appearance and accordingly judge either positively or negatively human beings as well as ourselves and thus, created a separate personalities of and as ourselves according to ideas that we’ve created in relation to where we are on the polarity scale: Beauty/ugly, Thin/Fat, Tall/Short and etc.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed fear of being judged according to body appearance because I know that I’m doing the same – allowing evil thoughts and judgement towards others to exits within me and instead of facing and seeing the evil that is me, I diverted my attention to making sure that I won’t fuel people’s judgement towards me by suppressing my expression.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the definition of human beings according to their body appearance that is based on a polarity and thus, missed the obvious – The Equality and Oneness that the Human physical body stand as an example wherein, The system in the body do not judge/compare/define its body parts according to polarity design but rather, distribute equally the blood, the enzyme and the molecule according to what is necessary to be done to sustain the human body in the upmost sufficient and effective way.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed eating disorder in this world through participating in the value system of the body appearance because I have NOT realized that as long as we define ourselves according to a body appearance and live our lives as a personality that we’ve created in relationship with the body appearance, we’ve silently accepted and allowed the manifested consequences of beings that develop eating disorder.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed eating disorder in this world because I didn’t stand up and expose the imprinting and brainwashing of beings through the media as well as NOT realizing the starting point of the brainwashing of those who control the media which is MONEY and PROFIT because I myself was occupied in my mind through living out the definition of myself in relation to the body appearance in comparison to other beings and in that, abdicating the responsibility of seeing what the fuck we are doing to ourselves, how we abuse and sabotage ourselves and our human physical body through accepting the polarity design in relation to the body appearance to control, enslave and limit ourselves.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed the human physical body to be my directive principle as it is works and functions according to principle of oneness and equality and instead, I’ve accepted and allowed the abuse of the human physical body by participating in the polarity design of body appearance through comparison, judgement and jealousy because this is what I’ve picked up from my environment and the media which I’ve blindly accepted to by my directive principle.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the pattern of jealousy trough comparison in relation to one’s body appearance instead of realizing that jealousy and comparison through accepting the participation with comparison/judgement and jealousy, we occupied within our mind in separation from ourselves and others so that we won’t have to face ourselves, correct and change because we have accepted and allowed the fear of change to enslave, control, limit and direct us.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the world system to be defined by polarities exactly as I’ve defined myself according to Polarities as for example, the comparison and judgement of the human physical body according to its appearance instead of see and realizing the Equality and Oneness that the body is function and exists as but because I’ve not taken the responsibility to face and correct the relationship that I’ve created with the human physical body in separation of me, I’ve also accepted and allowed the relationships in the world system to exists in separation and in that, allowed the world to be and become a world that is in NO way, a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to stop the participation of comparison, judgement and jealousy towards myself and others, in relation to body appearance. I realize that we are all equally the same but only attached and defined ourselves according to separated picture presentation and in that, we have abused and sabotage ourselves, our world and our human physical body. When and as I see myself accessing comparison and jealousy, I stop and I breathe. I bring myself back to my human physical body and do not accept and allow the continuation of the back chat. I see what in that moment I’ve missed and or tried to suppress and where am I not align yet to myself where I feel that I’m lacking and others are perfect.

I commit myself to re-lived my childhood through the realization that I’ve not lived as who I am as the physical, but rather limited and compromise myself and my expression to fit into the ideas that I’ve created about myself and for myself. When and as I see that I’m compromising and emotions of ashamedness are coming up, I immediately direct and move myself in the physical, within breath.

I commit myself to face who I am within all the polarities designs that I’ve accepted as me and correct my living application to stand in every moment of every breathe according to principles of Oneness and Equality