Is living a burden? - Day 408

In the past week, the physical experience I have had was that of ‘carrying a burden’. Physically it felt like a huge stone sitting at the top of my back, pushing pain towards the neck, shoulder and arm. So I was looking at the word 'Burden' and how my experience in my day to day living in the past week has been of ‘carrying a burden’ in the context of Bernard's death which is when the physical pain had manifested.

So for myself, I see what needs to be done as a living principle, I recognize my skills and how to utilize my skills as a living principle of that which is best for all. Only that thus far, as long as Bernard was around, I allowed myself to not fully commit and accept my abilities and/or my skills as I counted on Bernard to always be here and make sure that everything is done effectively, to cross-reference, to check and assess and so, if it happens that I'm out of synch or not aligned, I conveniently trusted Bernard to be here to show me the points.

Bernard always said that all that is required is a decision and the decision must be absolute to such an extent that nothing inside one moves once a decision is made, no matter what one faces. Now I understand what an absolute decisions means, what self-responsibility means and with the pillar, to which I've abdicated my responsibility no longer being here, I cannot use justifications any longer, I must stand absolute as a living principle - that is my decision I commit to.

So with Bernard not being here, I experienced my responsibilities as a burden, as something that is too much to carry and yet, I tried to force myself to stand as these responsibilities and within that, tried to control the outcomes while not understanding that: as long as I use energy to force myself to walk, the decision I have made is not absolute as it is not coming through as a natural expression of and as myself. I continued investigating the movement between force and natural expression and I have found that the only thing that separated me from moving as an expression is my own self interest. Meaning, the decision to stand and walk as a living principle cannot be done while holding on to my self interest, to the preprogram desires, wants and needs; it must be absolute.

"…Now, what is interesting is that most of the things that come up in our Minds have a direct-relationship to the “I”, where we exist through the Mind’s I and not the ‘physical eyes’, where we exist within Illusion instead of reality – where we will thus in such a moment only see the “I’s WANT” – instead of through the physical eyes, in terms of ‘who/what’s involved, what’s the responsibility in reality, what’s the consequence if I do not stand/direct/change/take responsibility in this moment, what would be best for all and my relationship to all/everything involved with taking this action/doing this thing/giving direction?’ None of that is taken into consideration in a moment, only the I of the Mind and its WANT, the MY WANT is taken into consideration. PLUS one get an added FEELING to it (Man!!! What a Prize!!!) when/as one go into that self-interested relationship of “I and WANT” instead of Here and Responsibility…"

Source: http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/#sthash.6jhQMxKA.dpuf

And that is exactly the point - moving from the I and Want to Here and Responsibility.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to see this life as a burden and within that, hoping for another to walk it for me and for all – as long as I could hold onto my desires, wants and needs without realizing that unless I stand, unless I become the +1 within the equality equation, I am the living expression of a burden, literally. In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted my responsibility to stand absolute as a living principle of life that is best for all and thus, I trust myself that I apply myself to the utmost potential of and as myself and within that, I accept my responsibility in this life. In this, I commit myself to when and as I see myself accessing the energetic force of resistance to stand accountable and responsible, to then stop, take a breath, place myself within and as my body, here, and move as a natural expression within the decision to stand as a living principle of and as life that is best for all. I realize that in slowing down, walking moment by moment, it is when I am effective; it is when I support myself and thus others; it is when I am here; and that is my responsibility as it is not so much about what I do, it is who I am within what I do.

Desteni is a cult - Day 61

You have been trained in a school of thought – that school of thought is claiming that anything that is against it is apparently a cult. We’re not a cult or the occult, we are purely human beings that is no longer controlled through mind control or through money control, I mean mind control and money control is the same thing. If you are ready to consider that war must be ended, weapons must be stopped and humans must be free from their fears so they don’t have to kill each other to be free, then join us at Desteni, we are here for you as well, whether you are with us or not because what we’re proposing includes you in a way that will give you true freedom and that will protect your family and your future. I’m quite sure somewhere inside you there must be some little bit of common sense and you’ll be able to hear some of what I am saying. I understand the fear is immense but one is completely overrun by it, therefore you’ll attack ’cause that is apparently the best defence. But that only means that there is a fence, there shouldn’t be a fence between neighbours, between those that love each other. There should have been sharing but it doesn’t exist. Bernard Poolman

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define and judge Detseni and the Desteni's members as cult because according to my eye's view everyone who question my right to have my own opinions must be a member of vicious cult that wants to take over the world however, what I have missed within it was my responsibility to truly investigate the Desteni Message, to cross reference my opinions and to see if there is any physical fact that can validate my opinion.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate what a CULT really is and what are the symbolism of a cult according to the System's definition of a Cult because if I would - I would see that religion, culture, family, new age movements hold the very same symbolism of how society attached to a cult.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to stand against those who have dedicated their LIFE to bring about a change in this world that is best for all (which also includes me) and I haven't realized that the point that I'm standing for is my right to abuse as I'm part of this world that is based on the allowance to abuse because even though we are aware to the physical fact that the majority of this world are born to die from starvation, malnutrition, dehydration and diseases we do not do anything about it and in that accepting the continuation of their slow and painful death and within that, I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between me as an abuser, the world system as the foundation that allow abuse abuse and the consequences of my acceptance and allowances when and as I stand against the principle of what is best for all as equal to and one as what is Desteni is standing for.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to defend my right to abuse because being an abuser is what I always known myself to be, as my accepted and allowed CULTural brainwashing that I've made as my own without questioning the starting point of my CULTture, investigate the Principle that my CULTure is standing for because if I would have question and investigate, I would come to the conclusion that I am in fact an abuser of LIFE through my acceptance and allowance of walking according to the principle of what is best for me in total separation from existence as a whole and accordingly, I would take my responsibility as a human being in this world, to make what ever is required and necessary steps to establish a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize, see and understand how I prisoned myself within my own cult as my mind in a direct reflection to how I speak to myself about myself and others as well as how I justify my beliefs/opinions/ideas and try to destroy anyone who do not stand as equal to my opinions and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that my self cult as my religion of self is the building block that created and manifested this world in its correct state of spite and abuse the majority of this world in separation of ourselves.

The Religion of Self Cult has been the most devastating of All religions throughout history and is built on the foundations of self interest as the social order of Consumerism, Profit and Capitalism."

‎"The pursuit of Happiness as one of the foundation teachings of the Religion of Self have placed billions into poverty and created a social system of Fake love and individual Glory. The Gore of this can be seen in how animals are driven to extinction and forests decimated just so that self may have the belief of happiness. How can any one put faith in such a religion that have splintered into the millions of Self religions that exist as the Elite with money in this world? There is no real feeling in this religions. Just self interest in the drive to profit and wealth. Investigate equal money system to save you from your delusions." - Bernard Poolman

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that my fears that manifested the experience of hate towards a group of people has caused me to react in spitefulness and viciousness towards them and I haven't seen that the people that I'm actually spiteful and disregard are the majority of this world that are in constant day to day battle to survive and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that my FEAR to change is the building block of War, Friction, Terrorism, Abuse and separation in this world because I would rather manifest Hate towards that which threaten my right to abuse other than taking responsibility for myself and my world and practically assist and support myself to walk the practical application of Love your neighbour as yourself and give that which you'd like to receive.

It is self-evident that instilling fear and hatred based on spitefulness, ignorance or mere jealousy is the very trait that is responsible for WAR, TERROR and SEPARATION in this world. Bella Bargilly

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to defend my free choice to abuse and my right to freely express my hatred speech and within that, I forgive myself that I've become SOOOO blind to the fact that I have NO free choice as I've gave a full permission for my mind to dictate, control and enslave me according to my CULTural brainwashing that is based on self interest and the right to abuse.

I commit myself to show and expose those who defend their right to ABUSE by making statements and remarks against Desteni and the Desteni's members as I see, realize and understand that when and as I'm standing in the way of those who are busy changing themselves and the world, I'm allowing the continuation of abuse to occur in this world and am thus, an abuser of LIFE.

Here is an example of EX Desteni hater who have taken the responsibility to let go of his Ego, fears and attempt to defend his right to abuse and practically changed his way and become an example that a change is possible.

http://marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.com/2012/04/delusional-desteni-hater.html

I commit myself to show and expose how the mind has become the dictator of one's LIFE to the extent of which one do not see how CULTure within its current manifestation is the foundation of the abuse in this world through a process of extensive brainwashing of generations after generations and within that, I commit myself to show, reveal and expose the true nature of religion, families, CULTures, and New age movements as the real and true abusers of it all and how in fact, those above are acting and participating within the structure of a CULT that is against all LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to show in common sense how and why one is standing against Desteni, the Equal Life Foundation and the Equal Money system and within doing so, I will prove that the only thing they are standing against is their right to ABUSE, diminish and destroy LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to show that those who claim that Desteni is a cult are the cause of WAR, CRRIME and TERORISM in this world.

I commit myself to show and expose how the world system defend those who stand against Desteni by allowing their abusive expression to spread around the internet with no LAWS to stop bullies within the so called free speech while they ban and close the Desteni channels without giving any explanation or a reason for the ban.

For context - read this blog - http://andrearossouw.wordpress.com/2012/04/03/internet-victimization-and-rick-ross/

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No one Considers me!!!! - Day 33

Art by Scott Cook

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to access a possession of self victimization when and as I perceive that I haven't been considerate by another and what ever the other is saying to me is not being heard by me within that moment as I totally disregards any form of common sense because at that moment of possession all I can hear in my mind saying: "ME... ME... I... I... ME... ME... I wasn't considerate".

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to become reactive within anger, frustration and hatred when and as I perceive someone to not consider me and I haven't realized that accessing those emotions will not be of any assistance within and as directing that which require direction or letting go that which required letting go.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to hear common sense that is shared with me when I access self pity and self victimization because all I want to do is to justify and validate why I'm allowed to be angry and furies and if the person who I'm sharing my anger with isn't give me the validation but instead standing stable and pushing common sense, I get emotionally possessed even more till I cry as the last change to manipulate through tears, so that I would finally be recognized as the victim and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to be self honest about the source/origin/core reason of crying as a way to manipulate others to relate, agree and validate my anger/frustration and even though I questioned myself for the reason I cry and I couldn't find the reason, I haven't pushed myself to become self honest even with myself to see the manipulation origin/core/source point and thus, abdicated my responsibility to be the directive principle of myself and my world by not taking any shit from myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to disregard common sense when I'm in a moment of possession in the nature of self victimization/pity and thus, compromised myself within walking a time loop until I get to the point of self responsibility where I finally Stop, and direct myself to not accept any shit from myself.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the self interest starting and directive principle which I've allowed myself to walk as throughout my life where only I must be heard and only I must be considered and when those needs do not meet the physical reality, I'm reacting in anger, frustration and fury and will then thus, do what ever it takes to get everyone eventually do what ever I wanted them to do for me through all kind of manipulations and means.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel proud at myself for being a person who will always get what I want and through proudness I've missed the obvious that - If I'm able to fight for my self interest and do what ever it takes to get what I want, I'm more than able to do the same for the entire world from the starting point of what is best for all and then thus, walking self interest will transform to walking what's best for all through the realization that what is best for all IS best for me as I'm part of the all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself as the basic nature of self interest wherein I will fight and go against anything that is not with my best self interest and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to within the fight for my own self interest, I have NOT consider everyone and everything equally and allowed a world that is full of self interest beings that are fighting against each other without looking at the obvious that when we walk according to that which is best for all and change ourselves to beings that consider everyone and everything, we can establish a world that is honourable and worthy for all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk breath by breath by breath and instead, accepted and allowed moments of possessions where I've perceived that my self interests needs are not being met while the fact of the matter was that if I would stop for a moment and look at the entire equation, I was the one who haven't considerate others and thus common sense living application as what is best for all was not applied.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that changing the world will not be an easy task as there would be many beings that will perceive the change as not being considerate towards them because of the inherent pre-programming of self interest however, what is not understood is that the out come of a change such as the Equal Money System is that it is what is in fact best for ALL as that will allow all being on earth to have a dignified LIFE, no one will never starve, the earth resources won't be abused by the name of profit and will be distributed equally, everyone will have free access to education, health care, housing and much more.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that there would be many people who will reject and fight against the Equal Money System because they will feel that their needs are not met as and thus, an equality system doesn't considerate their self interest however, I allow myself to stand in the face of resistance and keep on going breath by breath towards that which is absolute BEST for all in all ways possible and I realise that it will time take and a process or re-education until all could see that What is best for all IS the ultimate consideration of everything and everyone as equal beings that has the rights for equality from birth to death.

I commit myself to stop my base nature desire of self interest and transform self interest to best for all interest.

I commit myself to transform my nature to best for all nature where I consider everyone and everything equally.

I commit myself to walk the living expression of the principle of do onto another that which you'd like to be done to you and I commit myself to stand as an example despite of the nature of others who will try and exploit me as the living expression of principles that is best for all due to generation after generation of self interest based programming because who I am isn't define by other beings actions/reaction but who I am is a direct reflection of that which I allow and accept from myself and others as the physical living application.

I commit myself to educate the children of this world to be an become the living example of the principles that are best for all

I commit myself to stand despite of the resistance to change from those who will regard the Equal Money System as not being considerate to them and I trust my to walk as the trust of my breathing as long as I alive, breath by breath by breath.

I commit myself to show, explain and demonstrate why the Equal Money System is in fact a system that I best for all LIFE as accumulation of the units/individuals that forms this life.

I commit myself to show and expose my own process of how I assisted and supported myself to transform self interest application to what's best for all living application through self writing, self forgiveness and self immediate and physical correction, and I will prove to all the a change that is best for all IS possible.

I commit myself to use and utilize my human physical body as a cross reference point when walking self correction so that if for example I'm working with emotional possession which cause a throat pain, I speak the words: "This is not acceptable, I'm not allowing this shit from myself, I do not allow and accept myself to remain possessed, I'm the directive principle and I move myself to STOP and thus, I stop the possession, here, Now, pain stop" and if the pain stopped, I confirmed the correction and the pain hasn't stop, I push myself further within self honesty and self trust. 

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How to stand when the Mind Protests - Journey to Life

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What is Morality? Day 25

 

What is Morality and Why have I blindly accepted Morality to be my directive principle without even considering that expressional freedom is just behind the veil of Morality and that LIFE isn’t defined or confine to Morality because if Morality was the solution, we wouldn’t accepted and allowed a world that is based on greed, survival, corruption, crime, war, abuse and suffering.

Within this Blog, I will be looking at the Positive and Negative aspects and values that I’ve attached to Morality, I will be looking at How I’ve limited my expression according to Morality and How I’ve missed myself as Who I am as Life within separating myself from Life as Myself through the shade of Morality.

Moral – (From Dictionary.com)

1. of, pertaining to, or concerned with the principles or rules of right conduct or the distinction between right and wrong; ethical: moral attitudes.

2. Expressing or conveying truths or counsel as to right conduct, as a speaker or a literary work; moralizing: a moral novel.

3. Founded on the fundamental principles of right conduct rather than on legalities, enactment, or custom: moral obligations.

4. capable of conforming to the rules of right conduct: a moral being.

5. Conforming to the rules of right conduct ( opposed to immoral): a moral man.

It is clear that Morality as the Living Expression of the word according to how the system define the word ‘Moral’ wasn’t standing the test of time and does not in fact bring about a world that is best for all.

How many of us claim to be Moral and yet, none of us has actually stood up and question the morality of this world despite of the physical evidence that if we would walk according to what is best for all as the LIVING EXPRESSION of the word ‘Moral’ within the principle of Oneness and Equality, we would have made the distinguish between Self Interest principle and Equality and Oneness Principle and thus, wouldn’t accepted and allowed any form of abuse upon ourselves or each other and would practically have move and direct ourselves towards a world that is BEST for all.

Morality in this world was never practically lived and thus, we require having a close look at all the values and aspects that we’ve associated with morality and to test everything for ourselves from the perspective of – Look at the point, see the outflows/consequences test it and cross reference the point with yourself within your human physical body feedback.

Let’s start –

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that morality according to the system definition is based on self interest and EGO because if we have walked the LIVING expression of the word Morality within the starting point of Equality and Oneness wherein Morality in fact is – Applying the principle of What is best for all, we would not have created a world that is based on individualized purposes of survival which created and manifested a world of abuse, suffering, crime, war, corruption and cruelty.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that I’m limiting my own LIVING expression by blindly following the morality codes that I’ve taught to believe to be the truth as what is wrong and right.

I forgive myself that I’ve Not accepted and allowed myself to realize Who I am as a living expression of and as LIFE because I’ve bind myself to a separated version of me which I’ve defined as me and haven’t allowed myself to explore and investigate for myself what LIFE as equal to and one as me IS but instead, accepted and allowed myself to follow those that have gone before me despite of the fact that if they wouldn’t have known what is best for all as the living expression of the word Morality, they wouldn’t have accepted and allowed this world to exists as it is and they would have stand as an example for LIFE and yet, they did not.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to express myself unconditionally because I’ve directed myself to live according to morality and society codes and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate and explore for myself what are the principles that I would like to direct myself as but walked blindly after those who have come before me, even though I was able to see their expressional suppression that has emerge within them and yet, I wasn’t strong enough to question those set of beliefs as morality because I’ve accepted morality as myself and within that belief, one shouldn’t question one’s culture and upbringing and I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to see the very deception that exists within Morality as a massive brainwash norm because according to morality, you can’t question morality which leaves us with a ignorant and deliberate set of roles to live by.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to create and manifest a religion of self within me that is telling me what is wrong and right according to the morality principles that I’ve accepted as me through my upbringing age and I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the suppression of the beingness that is me that is equal to and one as life, through many layers of definitions and values that I’ve attached to the polarity design of wrong/right within the context of morality and thus, deny from myself the opportunity to actually practically LIVE and express myself unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to question and investigate the moral codes and instead, taken the moral codes as it is and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to live by limited and compromising codes that has no contextual relationship with what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to confuses morality with what is best for all because I’ve not seen, realized or understood that morality is based on self interest roles, definitions and values because if morality was based on principle of Oneness and Equality, we wouldn’t have allowed ourselves to create a manifest a world of abuse, suffering, war, corruption and cruelty.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how I’m compromising myself, my process and thus the world by obeying to the moral codes through participating in back chat, justifying why it’s cool to go against the belief of what is wrong but I haven’t considered that as long as I’m accepting the back chat in the nature of justification, I’m still being directed by the morality codes because if I would have given up the morality codes, I wouldn’t have back chat about it and I was simply here, breathings and directing myself in the upmost effective way, in every moment of every breath.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that when I rebel against the morality codes, I still accept and allow the morality codes polarity design to exits within and as me because if I would have seen and realized the consequences of participating in such design, I would have change my living application and stood stable in clarity and self trust. And thus, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see the consequences of the morality polarity design as a direct reflection of our world that is best for only a select few while the rest are living in atrocity and I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted myself to see, realize or understand that there is nothing right or wrong as a morality polarity design and the only thing that is VALID in fact is a principle that is best for all and has nothing to do with one’s culture, religion and beliefs

 Morality and Relationships:

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to follow the morality and society codes within my relationships with beings in my world instead of coming to terms within solid agreement to assist and support each other in all ways possible to step out of the mind and become a living expression within and as this physical reality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that relationships that are defined and valued within the morality design construct are invalid as the relationship is followed and based on individual self interest purposes of survival and when and as the self interest desire cannot be fulfilled within one’s relationship, the relationship falls and we jump to the next self interest based relationship within the hope that this time, it would fulfil our desires.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to unconditionally express and LIVE myself with my relationships with other human beings because I’ve followed the morality codes that are embedded within my mind and also, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to dare to step away from the morality codes within my relationships, I’ve judged myself and immediately went into “correction” from the starting point of pleasing and thus, suppressed and compromised myself so that I could keep and hold on to the relationship due to the fear of ending up alone.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between morality and judgement and instead of allowing myself and others in my world to express themselves as Who they are as the beingness that they are, I’ve limited and compromised myself and others within the acceptance of the morality codes of what is wrong and what is right to do and behave.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how limited and compromising the blinded following of the morality/social codes within one’s relationships and through trying and attempting to stand within the morality and social codes, I’ve separated myself from all that is here because my focus was to fulfil my desires within my relationship and I haven’t considered all of humanity as part of my relationships with all that exists, and I’ve accepted and allowed a part of me, within my separated relationship with the part that is me, to suffer from the day one born till the day one dies and thus, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to established an agreement with myself and with all that exists, to walk, express and live only that which is best for all but instead, I’ve followed narrow and limited moral codes in spite of the physical abusive fact that moral codes has no affect in terms having a world that is best for all because if it was, we have all stand up together and wouldn’t have accepted the continuation of abusive world that we’ve created thus far.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where relationships are defined by moral codes that we’ve set in separation of ourselves and each other according to self interest desires to fulfil one’s one purpose of survival and I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when I didn’t stand according to the relationships moral codes because I haven’t taken a moment to investigate the outflows in self honesty and accordingly correct myself and I forgive myself  I’ve not became the directive principle within my relationships and thus, accepted and allowed abuse of myself and others by walking blindly according to morality polarity design that is in no way a support of an actual and practical self change and transformation to be and become LIFE that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself and others whom I have relationship with when and as I see a point that require direction and yet, I haven’t stood up and directed the point in self honesty and self trust because if I would, I would have break the moral codes and I would have taken the chance to end the relationship but what I’ve failed to realized is that if a relationship ends because I’ve stood up according to principle that are best for all, the relationship wasn’t valid from the get go.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when and as I’m not following the morality/socials codes within my relationships because I haven’t realized the attachment and values that I gave to moral codes even if I didn’t followed them and instead of sorting myself out and aligning myself to and as principles that are best for all, I’ve tried and attempted to correct my relationships through pleasing the companions within the starting point of having them forgiving me for disappointing them when I didn’t follow the moral codes of relationships. 

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to stand up within my relationships with other human beings because I feared that if I will, they will take it personally and blame and/or judge me because apparently, within relationship, one shouldn’t hurt another human being within the spectrum of the moral/social codes but what I’ve failed to see is that if we won’t assist and support each other to become life through following the moral/social codes, we are in fact abusing and compromising each other within our relationships.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that irony of the moral codes wherein, according to the moral codes, one must not do harm to another human being and yet, we accept and allow the harm of the majority of this world through our acceptance of this current money system that is based on corruption, greed, war and self interest.

I commit myself to stop following the relationship morality codes and instead, direct myself according to PRINCIPLES that are best for all and within that, I commit myself to LIVE and EXPRESS myself as the beingness that I am and when and as I see myself going into suppression due to a religion of self in the nature of morality, I stop, I breathe and I bring myself to the expression that I am, I push myself to go and explore that which I’ve programmed myself to resist to, to be able to see and investigate for myself WHO I am.

I commit myself to self correction living application within all that I’ve suppressed throughout my life due to a belief that it was wrong and if, when and as resistance emerge, I stop, I breathe through and I immediately correct my living application to see for myself Who I am within it.

I commit myself to stop follow the relationships moral codes and express myself unconditionally within my relationships with other beings. I commit myself to – when and as seeing a point that require direction, to direct it within self trust regardless the outcomes and consequences of ending the relationship because I see and realize that if a relationship is falling because I’ve stood up, the relationship wasn’t real from the get go.

I commit myself to expose the irony of the moral codes wherein, we’ve value only towards those whom we are in direct relationship with and we have no consideration towards the majority of this world whom we do not have a direct relationship with because we have separated ourselves into individualized purposes of survival that seek only for our own fulfilment of our desires instead of considering everything and everyone equally and within that, making sure that all will have equal access that all that is here and the fight for one’s survival will be no more.

I commit myself to value LIFE as what is best for all as my directive principle and I commit myself to find a way to change the current moral codes of self interest to what is best for all moral codes that each will be able to see for oneself in common sense and direct oneself accordingly.

Morality and Sex and Masturbation

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to explore and investigate WHO I am within sex and masturbation and thus, limited, compromised and separated from myself as the physical expression of sex and masturbation because I’ve defined sex and masturbation within the context of morality and had strict rules of what is right and wrong within sex and masturbation.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to failed to see that the morality as what is wrong and right within the expression of a physical sex and masturbation has been a major factor within one’s suppressions because we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be directed by the morality codes instead of taking the responsibility to investigate, explore and establish an intimate agreement with ourselves and our human physical body.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate and explore myself within an intimate agreement with myself through masturbation.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge having sex with a being of my own gender because according to the moral codes, it is wrong and thus, I’ve denied myself a physical expression with another being of my gender and haven’t allowed myself to investigate and explore who I am within a sexual expression with another being of my own gender.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to having sex with only beings in the opposite gender because I’ve feared of being judged and labelled as a lesbian without the basic realization and understanding that physical sexual expression isn’t defined by whom I’m doing it with but who I am within it.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to utilized masturbation to investigate and explore who I am within masturbation because a belief that masturbating is wrong and thus, every time that I did masturbate, I was limited to a suppress expression within self judgement of doing something wrong and haven’t allowed myself to truly explore and investigate myself within self intimacy.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to limit my sexual expression within having sex and masturbation through judging positions as wrong and thus, instead of allowing myself to explore sex and masturbation and see who I am within it, I’ve supressed and deny myself the opportunity to LIVE as a physical expression and instead, was confined and limited to my own mind, creating a religion of self in separation of me, of what is wrong and what is right without investigating and exploring the point for myself, as myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to be and become intimate with myself and see my likes and dislikes within sex through masturbation and thus, lost myself within my mind when having sex with a partner through the belief of what is wrong and what is right and instead of allowing myself to express myself unconditionally, I’ve only used sex to please my partner within the fear of ending up alone instead of utilizing sex as a physical support, as a physical need.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge specific sexual expression as wrong within a morality design without having accepted and allowed myself to investigate it for myself and see who I am within those specific sexual expressions.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge gay and lesbian beings because it was wrong according to the morality codes that I’ve lived by.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feared being judged and labelled as gay/lesbian if I allow myself to investigate and explore a sexual experience with a being of my own gender and thus, I’ve supressed myself and haven’t allowed myself to even go there within my own mind instead of letting go the morality codes judgement and allow myself to investigate EVERY point that I have resistance towards and see WHO I am within the point so that I could LIVE a fulfilment LIFE that is not defined by what is wrong and what is right but rather on WHO I am, as a living expression of LIFE.

I commit myself to having an intimate agreement with myself and to allow myself to investigate and explore WHO I am as a physical expression rather than a limited mind expression.

I commit myself to stop judging my sexuality and my sexual expression because I realized that what I’ve judged was due to moral polarity aspects that I’ve attached to sex and masturbation without realizing that sex and masturbation ARE a physical expression that can be utilize to support oneself in one’s process of stepping out of the mind and stepping into the physical equality and oneness reality.

I commit myself to stop limiting myself through judgement and allow myself to be intimate with myself as a living physical expression of myself.

I commit myself to stop judging other beings according to my own religion of self that I’ve created through a morality right and wrong and I commit myself to face all religion of self that I’ve created as myself and change myself to not accept and allow any limitation to control and enslave me within this physical reality.

I commit myself to learn and investigate sex as a physical expression and to assist with educating others to be and become intimate with themselves as a physical expression and I commit myself to assist and support parents to have skills to support their children within the physical sexual living application.

Within my next blog, I will be opening the following points:

Morality and Laws, Morality and Family, Morality and Money, Morality and Culture so… to be continued…