Self-knowledge is the only basis of true knowledge - Day 415

This blog opened up for me when I watched the documentaries:

Waiting for Superman - http://vimeo.com/20095459

The Inconvenient Truth Behind Waiting for Superman - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLmXV4-CBOQ

 

Initially, when I watched the documentary 'Waiting for Superman' I was within myself blaming the US Education system for locking in to the schooling system ineffective teachers . This is done  by law, wherein so long as a teacher taught for 3 years, the teacher is protected by the system regardless of their effectiveness, their willingness to empower students or having effective teaching skills. Within that, the primary point the documentary was glorifying was that the problem isn't for instance poverty or lack of resources, the problem is the quality of the teachers.

What  I momentarily missed when I watched the documentary was the level of the brainwashing the documentary consists of meaning - the examples that were shared created emotional disposition within myself to a point of almost believing that the teachers are to blame. This is how brainwashing works - creating a specific emotional disposition that those who don't have the tools to question what they are exposed to, immediately go into the point of belief that what they were exposed to is the ultimate truth. Unfortunately, none of us were taught to develop these skills to step beyond our emotional states and actually investigate all dimensions/perspective/research to see the source of the actual problem to be able to find the solution that would manifest the best for all results.

 

Then, the documentary presented a "solution" and the solution was a charter schools where the quality of the teachers is high as well as the level of dedication, motivation and resources. within myself, I was quiet satisfied that the charter school exist in the US as I for a moment, I believed it gives some children a chance to find their true potential in a life of extreme inequality. Looking at myself from an observer eye's view - I was an automated robot that took in the information without investigating what the documentary is all about.  And, it is again another example of how  brainwashing  works wherein I allowed my emotional disposition being the directive principle within a specific moment without questioning the source, the starting point of the documentary.

 

Fortunately, the next documentary that came up on Google was "The Inconvenient truth Behind waiting for Superman" which assisted and supported me to see how easily I was drawn into blame and frustration instead of literally investigating all things and keep the solution that is best for all. In this documentary, it was shown that stats regarding the charter schools success for instance, can be easily manipulated to show what the mass wants to see while the physical evidence shows different results ; It showed who is behind the 'waiting for superman' documentary and how it was for their benefits. It showed the lack of support the teachers have in being able to empower themselves, enhance their teaching skills and to become the best that they can be within the process of educating the students across America.

 

I'm not saying that what the ' Inconvenient truth Behind waiting for Superman' documentary is now the truth, what I'm saying is that there are many layers and dimension one must investigate  before coming to the conclusion that something is the truth. I'm using the 'waiting for superman' documentaries to show that we must always investigate and questioning the information we are exposed to and to within that, assist and support ourselves to step out of the emotional mind behavior to be able to effectively process the information and to see the greater pictures within the ocean of information that is available.

 

Our education system simply does not support the development of effective human beings that has what it takes to be able to question and investigate information but instead, our education system support submissive behavior of the mass through a long process of dumbing us down to maintain and sustain the status-quo as it exists today.

For more context, I suggest listen to GET YOUR KIDS OUT OF PUBLIC SCHOOL NOW!!!! by John Taylor Gatto.

 

This is why, the solution is 'Self-Knowledge' as in Man know thyself - and within that context, to start developing the skills to questions not only the system but to start with ourselves as this system is just an external manifestation of that which we have accepted and allowed within and as ourselves.

it is about SELF and developing the skills do question the inner self and the outer self meaning - as within so without - we have created this system as our image and likeness and thus, it will be us who can change the system into a system that honor LIFE. as with everything, it start with our own self-introspection, self-investigation, self-questioning and thus self-knowledge to understand our responsibility within it all, to stop blaming everything and everyone and to instead of  focusing on the problems, to focus on the solutions.

Who is Responsible for our Children's Education - Day 332

 

 

We send our children to school with great trust in the Effectiveness of the Education System; we let them leave the Home Environment, their Caring nests, and start their independent Life path. We Hope they will become an effective human beings, that they will succeed in Life and become something to be proud of.

 

So we innocently shift our Responsibility as Parents towards the Education System, towards the Teachers, the Principles and the Government that supposed to Moderate, Review and Enhance the Children; We see it as Natural part of the Child Development and we have never questioned the validity of our decision to send our children to school because it's Normal, everyone does that right?

 

We believe that School will prepare our Children for their Future but Does it really? Were we prepared for our future? Was our Education met with the Physical reality we faced after our graduation? Were we Prepared for the Daily struggle of Survival within this world system?

 

Then, what makes us Believe and Trust the Current Education System with our children? And if we cannot trust the Current Education System, Who or What can we trust?

 

First thing first: I will show you that you cannot trust the current education system within the next blog series to come because what I've realized for myself was that unless I can see clearly the problems, I won't be able to compute, comprehend and see the solution.

 

So stay here as we walk our Processes of Establishing a solution for the Future of our children.

 

 

The Drama Queen calling for attention - From Reaction to Correction - Day 260

This is a continuation to:

Just another Drama Queen - Day 258

The Drama Queen Painfully calling for Attention - Day 259

 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to harm, sabotage and compromise my human physical body deliberately to draw attention to myself. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse my human physical body to draw attention to myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand my starting point within the Desire to draw attention to myself and within that, haven't investigated the insecurity and inferiority that I had experienced within and as myself  which had led to the harm, abuse, sabotage of myself and my human physical body. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children do not have respect for themselves and their human physical body to the extent of which they would harm, sabotage abuse and compromise themselves as the human physical body, to draw attention to themselves as this is how they know how to cope with their friction and conflict between the inner and external reality; in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children do not learn basic Life skills in how to assist and support themselves to instead of Reacting within and as themselves, to work with the principle of Prevention and accordingly, prevent harmful experiences, without having to go through experiences that could have been prevented if children were taught to be effective and self responsible human beings in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate the Desire to draw attention to myself in every way possible and within that, investigate the trigger point, the thoughts, the images, the pictures, the imaginations that in alignment, activated my want need and desire to draw attention to myself in a specific moment in time as the outflow of these accepted and allowed participation in my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself, already as a child, when seeing what I'm accepting and allowing myself to participate with when I accessed the Drama Queen character in the school play yard, to continue participating within it because I Believed that I couldn't stop now, as everyone will see me and judge me as a Drama Queen which would harm my Status as how I perceived my status to be. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children are raised to compete and fight for their social status and within that, would allow themselves to harm, abuse, compromise and sabotage themselves to maintain the Perceived Status they believe they must sustain in every way possible.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to see myself as inferior and unworthy in comparison to the other kids and to compensate for the experience, I believed that if something will happened to me, everyone will step in and I'll be the centre of attraction. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to test my popularity within my mind through going into my imagination domain, and play a scene of me laying in the Hospital, in a coma, and people are coming to see me and be with me or just being extremely sick, spending months in the hospital while people are daily coming to see me and hang out with me.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to my peers in relation to how popular they are and how much attention they receive from their friends and family and within that, I believed that only way to get the same amount of attention would be if something terrible will happened to me. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be frustrated that everything is ordinary and normal in my life and accordingly, directed myself into creating deliberate Drama to make my life 'Interesting' according to my eye's view. Within this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the only reason I would deliberately create Drama in my life is through the belief that I've created within and as myself that Drama=Attention.

 

I commit myself to SHOW and Expose the Educational system that promote Peer Group Pressure that would lead to children harming, sabotaging, abusing and compromising themselves and their physical body for the sake of Social Status and Attention.

 

I commit myself to further investigate all the Dimensions with regards to the Desire for Attention to assist and support myself in being aware of myself in every given moment and within that, to not accept and allow myself to deliberately create unnecessarily harm to myself and my physical body.

 

I commit myself to further investigate my childhood years as I see, realize and understand that my childhood years are the building blocks of the multiple character that I've created within and as myself which led into a complete separated entities that I exists as, in a complete automation and thus, separation from myself and this world.

 

Here is a comment that I received on my previous blog:

X has left a new comment on your post "The Drama Queen Painfully calling for Attention - ...":

 

"I would deliberately create pain or injury for myself to get attention and within that, the extent that I would take my body through, just for the sake of the attention I may receive. I mean - this is cruel self abuse"

THANK YOU MAYA.

I relate to this point.

I have arrived to the point of cutting myself, punching my eye and hitting my head in a moment where I needed attention, I was enraged , desperate and hateful.

 

I commit myself to share and through this support others that had face and are facing the same points within and as themselves as I see, realize and understand that we are all the same and through me sharing my own process, other gets the opportunity to see themselves within my blogs and accordingly, take the responsibility to assist and support themselves within the decisions they make of what they would accept and allow within themselves and what they would not.

Who I am is NOT what I have been taught that I am – Day 22

I forgive myself that I’ve NEVER accepted and allowed myself to question WHO I AM but was only following what I DO as a self definition and thus, I’ve tried and attempted to impress others with my personality design that I’ve created for that specific reason – to define myself according to WHAT I do instead of WHO I AM.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to Who I am but only according to What I do in total separation of Who I am because I’ve been taught that I must be someone and that is dependent of what I do and thus, through blindly accepting the statement that Who I will be is determine by What I will do, I created personalities to present and prove myself to others and thus could be defined according to What I Do as worthy.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world system that is based on competition and survival and thus, parents are directing their children to become someone in this world according to What they do with their life and I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how the family system is sabotaging the children from the get go wherein, instead of assisting and supporting the children to get to know WHO they are, children are prompt with the idea that they must BE something according to What they do.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the statement: “I love you just the way you are” is conditioned to What I do in correlation to what the person who makes the statement is doing and thus defined as and also, within that statement, I did not challenged my existence and got to know Who I really am because I was limited to the perceived Love according to who I am as what I do.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the statement of: “I love you just the way you are” is abusive in nature as the person who make such a statement assisting and supporting the being to remain a slave to one’s own mind and does not challenged the person to empower and explore self as WHO self really IS but instead, accepting the limitation of self as the mind, as how self programed oneself to be according to What self do.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that within making a statement: “I love you just the way you are” I’m compromising and sabotaging myself as well as others because what one is actually saying is: “You don’t need to chance and investigate yourself and what you have become, you can remain a slave and I won’t have to face myself through you taking the responsibility to change and challenge my existence of what I’ve become”.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that Money defines Who one Is in this world system and thus, we believe and perceive that Who we are  is in correlation to What we have become in relation to Money and thus, we have focused on ONE point – survival, instead of Making a decision that WHO we ARE is LIFE and What we Do from that starting point must support Life in all ways possible.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deny that the family construct is the most abusive construct that exists in this world since If the education of this children within the first 7 years was according to principle of Oneness and Equality as What is Best for ALL lives, we wouldn’t have manifested a world of abuse and suffering and in fact become an effective human beings that honour LIFE and all that is Here as Equals.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between the world system and the family system and I have NOT taken into consideration that what children are learning at home in the first 7 years, will defined who they are internally and externally and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world system where parents are not trained and skilled to assist and support their children to be and become who they are as Life and instead, prompt ideas, beliefs and opinions within their children that are based on self interest as the survival of the fittest which created and manifested the world as we know it today – abusive, cruel and horrified world for the majority of human civilization.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deny the world system that is based and defined according to What we Do instead of Who we are as the creator of the System and thus, abdicated the responsibility to Stand as Equal to and One as WHO we ARE and establish a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to investigate and explore how to train parents to be able to direct their children to realize WHO they are as LIFE because I realized that what children are learning at home within their first 7 years of their lives influence and determine WHO the child is IN RELATION to WHAT they do which is NOT acceptable as one must have the tools to assist and support themselves from the get go to be and become WHO they are As Life as the Physical and thus, Who one IS, isn’t defined with What one do but what One do is defined according to Who One is.

I commit myself to push and will myself to make the decision of WHO I am As Life in every moment of every breath because I realize that WHO I AM as life isn’t a momentary process but a consistently transformation of all the aspects of me, as all the layers of the mind that I’ve defined and programmed as me until I become LIFE in fact, as WHO I am.

I commit myself to expose our world of competition and present a solution that is best for all lives so that all will have equal opportunity to realize WHO we are AS life because I realize that for the world to become a world that is in fact best for all, we must all stand together as a group of humanity and take the responsibility to change ourselves and this world and I commit myself to stand as a pillar of support for those who are willing and daring to challenged their existence and in fact change as well as I commit myself to stand as a pillar of support to those who do not will themselves to change through exposing the abusive nature that we have become and keep on standing up despite of the resistances that might occur because I have made the decision to Be and Become Who I am as Life and I will do whatever it takes to stand with all of existence as one as a self directive principle within self trust.