A message to the Spiritual people - Day 287

I understand, really. I understand your need to defend your beliefs and the spiritual experiences that you had. I’ve been there and it wasn’t easy for me to let go of the ideas of the afterlife in my mind. What I have found within this process of unconditionally questioning my beliefs is that I have defined myself within these beliefs and without them, I perceived myself as nothing. And who wants to be nothing?!

 

However, at some point I stopped and I asked myself – why it is that with all the support we receive from the afterlife – there is never direct communication that involves with a practical solution for mankind? Why poverty is necessary? Why Starvation exists? And so on..

For a long period of time I convinced myself that the suffering of the majority of mankind was a lesson they had to pay for their past sins however, what these lessons worth if they have no recollection of what supposedly they have done?

 

So anyway, the point is – I understand where your reactions are coming from and why you would allow yourself to be spiteful for those who do not support and agree with your belief system but for a moment, you must put it aside because Billion of people are counting on you to stand up for them because there is no one from the afterlife that would come and correct the fuck up that WE created in this world.

 

A question that I urge you to ask yourself and to consider – if you truly believed that the afterlife is such magnificent place where awakening is happening and suddenly everything is so perfect – you would have committed suicide long time ago. The fact that you are still here indicate that you do not believe your own beliefs. And so – why waste the time on something that might not even be the truth? On something that even you not unconditionally believe? Why not focus on making sure that our children and their children will be living in a world that would care for them on a physical level?

 

We are not here to attack; we are here because most of us have been in your shoes so we know where you are coming from and what will it take for you to see the physical reality as what it really is. We all understand that what we are saying isn’t what you would like to hear; we have all resisted it within and as ourselves because that was all that we knew about ourselves and losing what we knew about ourselves was a fearful experience at times until we realized that also the fear is something we created in our mind.

 

But now, when we tested the information for ourselves in common sense and started walking our process to discover what is really going on in this world and how it can be corrected, we see, realize and understand what needs to be done and why the afterlife isn’t the solution that would be best for all lives because whatever exists in the afterlife, isn’t physical and the solution that is required on earth must be physical as the problem is a physical problem.

 

Forget about the Desteni material if you want – research the Internet, read the news, walk in the shoes of those who suffer daily and consider that they cannot help themselves unless we stand up together for and as them.

 

I suggest listening to:

Kryon - My Existential History - Part 8 I’m Certain it will assist and support you in understanding what it is that I’m talking about. Kryon was the one that welcomed me to the Spiritual world with his positive messages of Love. Kryon was the one to also open my eyes in seeing that the channelling that I was addicted to isn’t the truth; which from there, I kept on looking for the truth and found Desteni. Here is Kryon from the Desteni Portal. Listen to him.

Here is my Story of how I met Desteni – you can download the book for free.

  

  

How I created my Meditation Experience - Day 237

This is a continuation to:

Is Meditation the Key to Enlightenment?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge meditation within a negative emotional charge, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I've actually judged myself for the things that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate in my past, the things that I now see, realize and understand that had only benefited me within my own self interest delusional mind and through judging Meditation I distracted myself from facing the Practical correction because, so long as I judge, I still allowing my mind to be the directive principle instead of utilizing the Principle: Investigate all points and keep that which is best for all. Within that context, Breathing exercise as a self support tool can and should be utilized within a clear and directive starting point in assisting and supporting oneself to Bring oneself back to one's own physical body, where one could, in breath, assess, check and investigate oneself until eventually, Breathing becomes one's Directive Principle in any given moment.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to associate and connect Breathing with Meditation and since I've Judged meditation as wrong, I sabotaged and compromised myself in not gifting myself the opportunity to assist and support myself in any given moment, to simply Breathe, Be here, within and as my human physical body in alignment to the Movement that Life is.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to spiritualize Breathing and within that create an Experiences that would be aligned with the Spiritual Programs that I've created within and as myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear having Spiritual Experiences as it indicate that I accepted and allowed my mind to take over the moment. In this, I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it is useless to try and suppress that which exists within and as me and rather, if a Spiritual experience emerge from within and as me, it is cool, because then, I'm able to assist and support myself to release myself from the entity that I've created within and as myself through going to the draw board to investigate what I've not seen and sorted out within and as myself and accordingly, take self responsibility and correct the point within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define myself as inadequate when and as a Spiritual Experience emerge from within and as me, as if I have done something terribly wrong, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I should simply see it as it is, another window of opportunity to sort out that which was already existent within and as me. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I react to the Spiritual Program that I've inserted and program myself, I create another experience, another entity and thus, only prolong my process instead of Quantified my process in walking through each and every point that reveal itself here, stand in stability and in self trust that I have all that I require for, to assist and support me to step out of mind experience and step into the Physical reality as an Expression of myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that I've judged the Spiritual Experience that I had created within and as myself, because I've defined myself as More than a spiritual person, utilizing the Knowledge and information that I have, to justify for myself, why I am MORE than another. Within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want, need and desire to define myself as MORE than a spiritual person and within that suppress that which I've program myself to exists as, while I was myself a spiritual person, not seeing, realizing and understanding that the Program still exists within and as me, till I, as the directive principle, take the responsibility and release myself from the systems and programs that I've inserted and stored within and as myself with practical Self Forgiveness Process, in taking self responsibility for my own acceptance and allowances and change myself, immediately, within and as Breath. 

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself in practicing my Breathing application as a directive principle through which I expand my application to align with the movement that Life exists within and as till in every step, in every moment, I am Here, in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to - when and as a Spiritual Experience is emerging from within and as me, to Stop, to Breathe and to see where I'm not aligned and clear within and as myself and in that, to investigate the source/core/origin of the Experience and accordingly, to take Self Responsibility and, correct my physical living application and change.

 

I commit myself to STOP the internal and external friction and conflict within and as myself, within the context of Spirituality as I now see, realize and understand that I have a process to walk, in writing, regarding my self definition and relationship with Spirituality as points opened up within this blog that I must take responsibility for and direct and accordingly correct within and as myself.