Self-Empowerment - Practical Living (Part 1) Day 509

 

 

In starting to be aware of our preprogram tendencies of reactions for example, it is one thing to be aware of our reactional tendencies but it is a whole different ball game to actually do something about it and practically change our living behavior to one that is of self-integrity and self-worth. What do I mean by that?

 

Our mind is intertwined with so many layers of information which we stored inside ourselves over the years. Layers of information would be memories, experiences, beliefs, opinions, emotions and feelings that we have attached to internal and/or external stimulations as for instance - pictures and images, smells, voice tonality, body language and so forth. So when an external or internal picture is coming up in our reality, we will have a specific pattern that we will follow, based on the layers of information that we have stored inside of ourselves. For example: Let's say that we see a picture in our reality of luxurious car that we have associated with wealth and success and as we see that car, lines of information is starting to come up in our minds:

 

-> Seeing luxurious car

->-> Memory of someone saying that if you have this car, it mean that you've become successful in this world

->->-> But oh shame, I don't have this car nor will I have in my future

->->->-> this means that I am a failure

->->->->-> How can I be successful?

->->->->->-> It is not my fault that I am not yet successful, it is the system fault

(or my parents fault, or my employees fault and so on)

 

->->I am so jealous at the guy that is driving that car

->->-> He must have a lot of money

->->-> He must have lots of women around him

->->-> He must have extraordinary life

->->->-> I am useless

->->->->-> I wish I could have so much money

->->->->->-> My life is going nowhere

 

->-> I hate my car

->->-> I need to take my car for a service

->->->-> this is going to cost so much money

->->->->-> where will I get the money for the service

->->->->->-> maybe I should take another loan from the bank

->->->->->->-> OMG I don't know what to do

 

->-> I hope my wife didn't see that car

->->-> because then she will be frustrated with me for not making so much money

->->->-> I hope my wife won't leave me for a rich guy

->->->->-> I must do something special for my wife

->->->->->-> But what will I do? I don't have money to spend on luxury stuff for my wife.

 

So this is just an example of how one image of a luxurious car can activate chain of thoughts/information inside of ourselves based on the experiences/memories/emotions/feelings that we have associated with that image or picture of for instance, a luxurious car.

 

What we must realize here is the quantum speed of how information moves in our minds - we may not be aware of all the information that moved in our minds, we may not remember that we actually had these thoughts coming up in that singular moment of when we saw the luxurious car because the information moved so fast inside of ourselves where we shifted so quickly from one set of information to the next set of information. I mean how many times we found ourselves asking ourselves: "How did I start thinking about that topic now? How did I get to think about that now?"

 

Being aware of these lines of thoughts in its structure like has described above is one of the first steps that one must look at in their process of change. For that, if you haven't already, I suggest investigating and investing in Self Development, Empowerment and Awareness course to assist you with getting to know how your mind has been conditioned to the layers of information that you have layered inside of yourself over the years as well as learning the self-help tools that you are able to apply for yourself to empower yourself to change your conditioned behavioral patterned to a living application of growth and worth. For more information, please visit: Life Skills & Self-Mastery Online Courses

 

In the next post we will move from being aware of the structural lines of information to practical living in how to assist and support ourselves to actually move from the mind reality that is limited to the layers of information we stored inside of ourselves into the physical reality where possibilities and opportunity of self-empowerment and change actually exists.

 

 

 

Curiosity of Knowledge and Information - Day 27

Art by Scott Cook

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed to design myself in the nature of limited form of curiosity wherein, I’m curious about the insignificant knowledge and information and disregarding the practical physical application of and as a living being that moves and direct according to that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the self dishonesty within the nature of curiosity wherein I seek for self empowerment through knowledge and information so that I won’t have to focus on the practical living application from the starting point of taking self responsibility to change myself, and could define myself as an intellectual and smart being to validate myself as EGO.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that curiosity is a tool that I'm using to preoccupied myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a spiritual being to preoccupied myself with curiosity of who and what I was in my past lives despite of the irrelevancy of the knowledge and information as it is clearly hasn’t assisted and supported me with realizing Who I am as a living physical being but rather kept me further away/separated from myself and life as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to take into consideration the nature of curiosity design where I'm being busy and preoccupied in my mind, wondering and pondering about who and what I was in my past lives and within that, abdicated the responsibility to face WHO I HAVE PROGRAMMED myself to be in this life time and accordingly change myself from the starting point of Who I am as a physical living being that walk, move and direct myself and this world as that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious about who and what I was in my past lives instead of focusing on what is HERE and what is require to give direction to manifest myself and this world within the nature of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to program and design myself within curiosity about other people lives because I haven't realized the relationship between curiosity and gossiping wherein curiosity is the trigger point of the  desire to gossip about other people either with other beings or within one's own mind.

(For better context with regards to Gossiping, please read Facing Gossip - Day 7)

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for information and knowledge that will satisfied my curiosity and I haven't even consider my starting point within the desire to "know" and thus, I'm not taking responsibility for the information that I'm gathering from the perspective of zero self practical application and by doing so, I'm preoccupying myself within my mind and allowing myself to miss a breath and thus not living as a physical expression but as a mind expression which do not support a LIFE that is best for all but only the Life of myself as a self interest individual.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to curiosity within the definition and belief that a curios being is pushing oneself to be better, to be intellectual, to be smart but within that I've not realized that those components are a mind component that are based on the validation of self through external and separated forces and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that intellectual/smart/wise is useless unless it comes with a physical practical application that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to develop curiosity towards irrelevant and insignificant points in my life to preoccupied myself in that which do not support LIFE because if I would have done so, I would have to take the responsibility to change and focus only on that which support all life.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the starting point of fulfilling one's curiosity is because self experience oneself as limited and inferior.

Art by Scott Cool

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that we live in a world where the information and knowledge is not accessible for everyone and thus, those who hold on the information are taking the rule of powerful and superior and the rest takes the rule of powerless and  inferiors and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where information=power even though, the information is in no way a support of life that is best for all but rather the opposite

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how information is being a tool to manipulate and control within the power game of authority vs. submission  to authority.

I commit myself to focus only on that which can be practically applied as a physical living expression that is best for all.

I commit myself to expose all aspect of curiosity designs such as curiosity of sexual expression within children whom are not being assistance and support to understand and realize sexual physical expression and thus left alone within their mind and within that abuse themselves and others. As well as, I commit myself to expose the abusive nature of curiosity in relation to following one's thoughts in the illusionary/fantasy domain in the mind and the consequences there of.

I commit myself to stop participating in the power game of superiority/inferiority in relation to information and knowledge within the realization that I'm not defined by information/knowledge.