Dig a hole and Hide myself - Day 456

Every now and then, we find ourselves embarrassed about something that we said or did and we literally want to hide far far away so that we would never have to face the consequences of our deeds. These moments becomes then memories that we carry inside ourselves as a constant judgment we have upon ourselves; and we promise ourselves that we would never repeat the same mistake again, we build a protection mechanism within ourselves and yet, for most part, we find ourselves repeating the same patterns when for a moment, we put our guards down and the programming/pattern kicks in and the cycle start again.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define self value through the eyes of another where 'who I am' is defined according to the outcome of an event instead of realizing that self value is defined according to who I am in relationship to any given moment in the sense of - whether I supported myself to learn something new about myself, what alignments are required within myself,  what can I  correct within myself to prevent future consequences and accordingly, pave the way before me to physical change.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want, need, desire others to value me according to what I do/say, because I've separated myself from what 'Self-Value'  is, as a living application and expression of myself, in the sense of defining Value in the context of what I do instead of self value in the context of who I am within what I do.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that exposing a pattern that was hidden within myself is the best gift I could give to myself because within that, I am able to see where I am not yet aligned within myself, where and how I have separated myself from myself, and so, forgive myself,  take responsibility for the pattern that was exposed, do the alignments within myself and physically live the correction until the alignment is physically integrated as an expression of myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed by a mistake that I've made because I feared that others would judge me the same way that I judged myself when I made a mistake and/or how I would have judged others that would have made the same mistakes. However, within that what I haven't realize is that the more I give attention to what I think/perceive others are thinking of me, the more I suppress the actual point that require attention, alignment and correction within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowed myself to judge myself for mistakes that I've made instead of immediately moving to self corrective application - learning from the event, sourcing the problem and directing the solution within and as myself.

 

I thus commit myself to be humble with myself when and as a point that was not aligned within myself is exposed and therefore, to immediately forgive myself, source the core of the misalignment, align myself, and physically correct my living application when and as the point reveal itself again.

 

I furthermore commit myself to not accept and allow myself to see myself through the eyes of the others as I see, realize and understand that who I am is not defined according to what I do/say but who I am is determined by who I am in what I do. Meaning  self value is defined according to who I am in relationship to any given moment in the sense of - whether or not I supported myself to learn something new about myself, whether or not I took responsibility for the point, whether or not I self honestly investigated what alignments are required within myself and therefore, accordingly, whether or not I paved the way before me for correction in physical real time.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to physically correct my living application when a point that was not aligned within myself opens up as I see, realize and understand that judging myself and taking myself down is a point of limitation but learning, aligning and physically correct myself is a point of self movement/direction and thus self empowerment.

 

 

 

 

 

The Value of Self-Interest - Day 444

There are these moments, infinitesimal moments, where one can really see one's participation in one's mind and clearly see one's manipulation towards oneself within the justifications and excuses one's tell to oneself. These moments are a potential for self to physically change and align oneself within the principle of Oneness and Equality, within the decision of 'Who I am' in this very moment. Yet, it is also these moments where falling to one's own self-manipulation, one's own Self-Interest decisions is very easy and to practically stand up within oneself and make the decision to physically change, is faced with great resistance.

 

Let me give you an example that I faced this morning -

I normally don't work with the horses on the farm though recently, I assisted the team when extra support was required. This week specifically, there is a short of people working with the horses and I offered to join them with the responsibilities. One of the responsibilities is to wake up in the morning and walk the horses to the neighbor's farm where they have enough grass to eat during the day while the grass in our farm is busy growing. For me, waking up in the morning to walk the horses is a story because in terms of my normal working hours - I go to bed very late at night and the horses walking time is very early in the morning.

 

When Sunette woke me up this morning to walk the horses, I had this cringe inside myself like: "oh no, I didn't sleep much, I want to sleep" but at the same time, I realized that I committed to this point and that I must wake up now. Sunette said that she will check up on me in 5 min and during this 5 min - I walked through the open door of my mind, bringing on all the justifications and excuses that I could find of why it is ok if I wouldn't walk the horses this morning and when she came back 5 min later, I told her that I'm not joining them this morning.

 

So, I went back to sleep BUT, I could clearly see what I was doing inside myself and physically, I didn't feel comfortable as I saw how I was manipulating myself and how the decision that I made to stay in bed is based on my own self interest. At this stage, I was still in bed, struggling with the decision. I then asked myself one simple question - "If the plans were different and I had to wake up for a meeting in town, would I still justify to myself that I hadn't slept enough? The answer was: "Obviously not - I would wake up for these purposes". Then, I asked myself another question: "Is the value that you give to walking the horses is less than the value you give to other plans you would have made?" and the answer was: "Yes". This is where I stood up from within myself and went out of bed as I realized that what I was accepting and allowing myself is purely unacceptable  and so, I join the team and walk the horse to the neighbor's farm.

 

I continued investigating the point within myself, the relationship between Self-Interest and Value and I've realized that in every moment, we assess the value of our decisions. Value of the decisions meaning - There is a difference between making a decision and applying the decision. Making the decision is done by oneself in one's mind while applying the decision is the physical application of what the decision entails where one is actually 'walk the talk' so to speak. Making a decision is the easy part but walking and applying the decision is a different story as one have to physically make the decision again and apply oneself in one's physical reality.

 

What was suddenly obvious is how we assess the value of our decision within the principle of: "What is it for me" and according to the value that we have defined the result to be, we would either act on our decision or change our mind.

So for instance with me - I didn't develop any particular relationship with the horses and thus, in my internal reality, walking the horses did not contain great value and so, in the moment of truth, when I had to remake the decision to wake up and walk them, it was very easy to fall inside myself because the value of the decision was not important to me based on my self-interest inner reality.

 

What I had to align within myself is thus the point of 'Group-Interest' within the principle of what is best for all from the perspective of - I committed myself to the horse team that I will be there in the morning as I've seen that I was able to support in terms of my schedule. The Value of me walking a horse is that it place less pressure for one member of the team where instead of the walking 2 horses, they will walk one horse and within the principle of Prevention is the best cure - it is much safer to be responsible for one horse instead of 2 horses because who knows what can happen during the walk and if one of the horses snap out and become crazy, it is very difficult to control the situation if you have 2 horses in your hands. Thus, if I were to sleep instead of walking the horses, I would place the group in a compromising position unnecessarily. In this, it is no longer: "What in it for me", it is "what is best for the group and for the horses".

 

Obviously, this experience in the morning shows that we have to reassess the value that we give to specific points in our reality and accordingly, move from one's self interest to the best for all interest. Yes, one may have a preferences but one's preferences cannot make the decisions for self, based on one's self-interest design as one must look at all that is here and assess the points in self-honesty within the principle of what is best for all. For example, my preference was to not wake up after 4 hours and walking the horses but what was best for all is for me to walk the horses, do what needs to be done and when I'm back, go back to sleep if physically, my body requires more rest.

For myself, moving through the resistances to wake up in the morning was a struggle, so long as I looked at the point from my own self-interest point of view - there, it was very easy to follow the mind and decide to stay in bed. It was only when I saw the window of opportunity to physically change my living application, when I saw what I was accepting and allowing within myself that the actual physical decision to get out of bed was effortless.

 

Another point to consider here - the fact that I was able to see the point this morning and make the decision to get out of bed, in no way means that I have walked through the point into an absolute change as a physical expression of myself. Lol - this was just the tip of the iceberg and it would take an accumulation of moments until my absolute living application would be according to the principle of what is best for all.

 

Learning to Accept myself - Practical Application (Part 1) Day 411

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to value what others think about me or more specifically, what I believed that others thinks of me and through this perceived value, I would then judge myself positively or negatively and created an idea of myself, in my own mind as to either being accepted or unaccepted by others through which I either accepted or unaccepted myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to take one moment of when another was reacting to me, and in that moment, take the other personally and so placed an imaginary shield within myself, believing that this person was no longer accepting me and thus, I must walk away from this relationship. In that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that reacting and taking things personally, walking away from a relationship/friendship also means that not only I compromise myself in giving power to the thoughts in my mind to define who I am and to then thus, abdicating my responsibility in walking away from the relationship/friendship without introspection/investigation and so, creating the same pattern again in the next relationship/friendship that I start immediately developing.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that as long as I am reacting to another and taking them personally, I cannot practically support them in seeing their self-responsibility within their reactions and thus contributing to the predisposition of our dysfunctional relationship.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create a pattern within and as myself wherein the moment I react to another within the context of taking their words personally to then leave, either physically or mentally instead of taking a breath, looking at all things, all relationships, dimensions, play outs, etc. and from that moment of clarity, to then direct myself effectively, stand in self responsibility and if necessary, communicate the point with the other within the starting point of mutual assistance and support.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place self value, self worth, self acceptance through other people's eye views without realizing that what I perceived to be the way others are valuing or accepting me is through my own mind, as how I saw myself and through this separation, not realizing that I was my own worst enemy and that I was always the one who in fact sabotaged and compromised myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to see a conflict as the end of a relationship/friendship and so, when and as a conflict was created, I believed the end is close and so, not realizing that through that belief, I have actually created the end of the relationship/friendship slowly but surely made this belief real within and as myself as justification for myself to either run away from the relationship/friendship or unconsciously behave in a way that would literally end the relationship/friendship.

I commit myself to when and as a conflict with another comes up, to then stop any and all participation in reactions within and as myself, breathe, investigate, stand in absolute self responsibility in self honesty and direct myself effectively.

I commit myself to when and as another is making a statement about me, to stop any and all reactions that come up from within me, ask the person to clarify the statement and investigate in self honesty who I am within that statement, what is the context of which the statement was said and thus, I commit myself to make assumptions in my own mind as to what the person meant but to instead, be direct, clarify the point and if there is a problem to then find and walk solution that is best.

I realize that within self acceptance - no matter what another is saying to or towards me, nothing within me moves as I take in the information, assess, investigate and check the information, who I am in relation to the information and accordingly, trust myself to direct myself to the utmost potential in any moment of breath. I commit myself to stop sabotaging myself through and within taking another personally and thus, I commit myself to transform these reactions into solutions through effective communication.

The cultural society norms character - Self Commitments - Day 99

This is a continuation to

The Chameleon Character in my Movie of my Life - Day 97

The cultural society norms character - Self Forgiveness Day 98

 

I commit myself to let the guilt of not standing within and as how I've programmed myself to be and become as my culture/society norms and behaviors because I see, realize and understand that guilt emerge when and as I hold onto memories of the other characters that I perceived to be disappointed from me stepping out of my character and so long as I allow those memories to dictate my living expression, I've not in fact changed and stood within and as a principle of what is best for all as I accept and allow myself to separate myself from here, as all that exists here, through giving value to specific groups/cultures/societies and disregard everything and everyone else in this world.

 

I commit myself to STOP the co-dependent relationships in my world and my reality and to transform the relationship's starting point to that which is best for all which then, the relationship will become interdependent relationship where all are working together, in agreement, assisting and supporting each other to step out of character, so that we can for once and for all, stand together and recreate the our existence through clearing up the mess within and as ourselves and clearing up the mess within and as existence as ourselves. I see, realize and understand that when the relationship isn't co-dependent relationship, when/if one step out of character, the other wouldn't be dependent on the other to remain in character and so, each make the decision to either remain in character or step out of character. We decide.

 

I commit myself to show that the value that we have attached/defined/connected to our culture/social norms that we brought up to accept and allow as ourselves was done within and as separation where we have only maintain our culture guideline and have protected our legacy while all along, disregard all other cultures and have allowed abuse and suffering all around the world.

Within that, I commit myself to show that when a baby comes to the world, he doesn't have any memories, thoughts, emotions/feelings and value towards one's culture and that the parents as the culture have brainwashed the child until the child accepted and allowed the value of the culture to be his dictator as the child is already lost within and as him mind, as character.

 

I commit myself to stand in the face of frictions/disagreement that may occur due to me stepping out of characters. I see, realize and understand that the cause of friction is due to me not standing as equal to and one as the memories that people are holding towards me and as I stand and challenge their character, they will access resistance and friction as that was the process that I've walked within and as myself. And I commit myself to show, how I've supported myself to step out of my characters, how I've walked and still walking through the resistances that I face in the moment of change as the memories that I stored within my flesh doesn't match the character that I'm busy deleting and as such, the mind resisting its deletion but it is only me who decide whether to give in or stand up. it is always me who decide.

 

I commit myself to show how the culture/society norms brainwash its followers through a rewards system for their good behaviour as it was the culture/society norms as who we are that have created the rewards system to enslave and control us to the source/power/god/elite of Money that will provide us our rewards.

 

I commit myself to stand as equal and one as my self-responsibility to step out of character and within that, not accept and allow other people's character as I see, realize and understand that so long as I accept the shit of others, I accept the shit of myself and that is because I wasn't willing to stand up and direct my world and my reality within and as a principle of what is best for all and so long as I'm not standing in this position, I accept and allow myself to recreate my own shit that is a reflection of this world as a mirror of my acceptance and allowances.

 

I commit myself to let go of all my desires for a specific experience within self interest as I see the consequences of me accepting and allowing myself to exists within such desires; I commit myself to show that so long as we accept and allow the self interest desire of rewards as energy, we accept and allow the abuse and suffering in this world as all we care about is ourselves and ourselves only; I commit myself to show that so long as we care for ourselves only, we blind ourselves from the real physical reality that is Here, and we are not in fact doing anything to change the physical experience of the majority of this world into a fulfilling Life experience that is equal to and one for all; I commit myself to show that it is in our power, self will and ability to change this world if and as we let go of our individual race for our own self interest desire for an experience and practically apply the principle of do onto another that which you'd like to be done to you.

 

I commit myself to let go of the belief that I must explain myself to others as there is only ONE being that I must explain myself to and that is me - explain why despite of all I know, I haven't yet changed myself and accordingly, take the responsibility to do what ever it takes, as long as it takes, and change in fact.

The cultural society norms character - Self Forgiveness Day 98

This is a continuation to

The Chameleon Character in my Movie of my Life - Day 97

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have taken for granted the belief that I must embody specific emotions and feeling within and as myself according to how the society and culture expect me to behave and thus, when and as I've not stood within the embodiment of a specific emotion/feeling when for example, someone questioned/challenged my stance, I access guilt for not being possessed by the expected emotion/feeling without realizing that in that moment of guilt, I've in fact have become possessed through accessing another dimension of and as Guilt and thus, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to stand as who I am, with no energy movement within and as myself and instead, have allowed the Chameleon Character that I've created and become to dictate the script I would play, the script that would ensure my position within and as the my society/culture so that I would please my environment and could maintain the 'peace' within the relationship.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not realize how instantaneously, me, as the Chameleon character, chooses the character that will suit the best outcome in any given moment wherein when my stance within the cultural and society norms is challenged, I would choose the best character that will automatically speak on my behalf so that I wouldn't create a friction within my environment. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the core/source/reason for why I haven't accepted and allowed myself to stand up as LIFE that is best for all is because of fear of losing my desires as I believed that only those in my culture/society can fulfil these desires because they have done so in the past and thus, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the co-dependency relationships that I've created with my environment wherein, we are dependent on each other to remain in character and fulfil each other desires, despite of the fact that it is only our desires, in self interest that we are providing for each other and there is no equal and one care and consideration to everything and everyone in this world and so, if one will step out of character, the relationship will fall and our desires wouldn't be able to be fulfilled any longer. 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have place Value within and as the culture and society norms that I grow up with and have thus, embodiment those values within and as my flesh to be guided and directed in any given moment and accordingly, have automated my behaviour through creating myself as the chameleon character, as a data bank of all the character that I can use to be able to maintain/sustain myself as my culture/social norms dictate me and would be able to fit in, be accepted, validated and rewarded.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear stepping out of the culture and society norms character because I know that when stepping out of character, friction would defiantly manifest and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk in self trust in every moment of every breath in absolute self honesty, trusting that I would keep walking no matter what may manifest and thus, I let go of the fear of friction as there is nothing to be afraid of - Friction will manifest as it is part of the change as the challenge that each one will face and unless I stand in the face of the challenge and friction, I will know one thing - I had a chance to step out of my character and stand up as Life that is best for all, and yet, I haven't as I've allowed myself as the fear character to direct, control, enslave and dictate me who and what I am as the culture and society norms that I've accepted as myself and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that unless I step out of character, I am useless as I have all that one needs for one self change - I've got the tools, I've got the support and it is me who decide whether I stand or fall and it would be me who would have to explain why and how I've allowed myself to fall with all the support that I have had throughout my Life.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between remaining in the culture/society norms character and the self interest desire for a reward as an experience because according to my past experience, when and as I stood within the cultural/society norms, I got a reward for my behaviour and thus, have decided to remain in character so that I could maintain and sustain my rewards.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise and diminish myself through taking other people cultural and society norms characters personally and have thus, wear specific suits and changed my colours to sustain the peace within our relationships because I feared facing friction and within that, I haven't seen, realized and understood that so long as I accept and allow them to remain in their characters, I'm supporting their characters and thus, support their acceptance and allowance of the diminishment and compromise of themselves as characters because I wasn't willing to step out of my character and stand as a pillar of support within and as myself and within and as others as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to change my colours around people which I've stored memories about and haven't allowed myself to express myself as who I am, despite of me knowing exactly what is that I'm accepting and allowing when and as I allow myself to change my colours and submit to the cultural/society character and I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to stand in self honesty as who I am, in every given moment due to fears of being mocked, judged, not accepted and validated because there was a desire that I didn't allow myself to give up yet, a desire for a self interest reward that I may get if I play along with the game, a desire that I didn't allow myself to let go because I haven't established self trust within and as myself that I will stand in the face of what ever my come, and walk the same as yesterday today and tomorrow, that I will stand and find a practical solution for what ever that may come because there is ALWAYS a solution if I dare myself to see it because the solution is Me, as what I decide ME to be and become, what I will accept and what I won't - it is always me who decides.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must explain and justify why I've changed to those who are still in character and within the fear of sharing myself as what I've walked, I in fact made sure that I won't step out of character and as such, will have nothing to explain and the truth is that I have not changed in fact because if I had, I would stand no matter what.

 

 

What is Important? Self Forgiveness - Day 87

This is a continuation to my blog:

What is Important? - Day 86

 I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define/connect/attach the word 'importance' within and as a polarity characters that I've played within and as myself, in separation of myself and thus, I haven't allowed myself to redefined the word within and as a principle of oneness and equality wherein, I'm able to stand as the living word for eternity. Thus, I see, realize and understand the importance of redefining words, to purify myself as the definition/associations/definitions that I've attached to words and to NOT accept and allow myself to create characters according to definitions that I've given to words in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe and perceive that I must become important, that I must be defined by others as important because otherwise, I have defined myself as having no value, being unworthy in comparison to others, not realizing that I cannot be more than who I am. Within that, I haven't realized that from the beginning, the desire to be more was the point where we have accepted and allowed ourselves to manifest ourselves as less than who we are as LIFE which led to the consequences of us separating ourselves from Life as Who we are. For Context, please read: The First Creation of Character - day 79.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility of redefining each and every word and to thus, create myself as the living word within and as the principle of Oneness and Equality because I haven't realized, seen and understood how through attaching/defining/connecting values to words, in separation of myself, I create myself as a character, Equal and One as the impure words and unless I walk the LIVING word within and as the principle of ONENESS and EQUALITY, I will keep on creating myself as characters as words. Thus, the process of redefining words, to purify the words is Important: downloading the Living word as LIFE into the existing programming of us as character, so that we could step out of character and stand up together, as the living word and create LIFE, practically and physically; Life that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how through ONE impure word, I've accepted and allowed myself to create a network of characters which best suit me in that moment and thus, I moved myself from the Comparison Character to the Jealousy Character to the Spiteful Character and etc, without realizing the infinite cycle of stupidity as what I have accepted and allowed myself to live within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand our EQUAL importance because we have all existed within and as the desire to be MORE than each other and have thus, abdicated our responsibility to in fact, walk our responsibility to download the program of LIFE to the current/existence program so that from this moment onwards, all will have the possibility to realize ourselves as LIFE, stand up as LIFE, and together as LIFE, create LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to redefine each and every word until me as the living word is Purified within and as the principle of oneness and equality as I stand for eternity, as the living word, equal to and one as who I am, as LIFE that is best for all.

I commit myself to - when and as I see a movement within and as myself, as the creation of another dimension as character that will suit me best in any given moment, I stop, I breathe and I touch my human physical body to make sure that I'm physically here.

I then allow myself to bring the character here, within and as myself and look at the nature of the character, how I've separated myself through creating a net work of characters within that character, what I'm defending, what memories and pictures are associated with the character and as I physically apply Self Forgiveness as the realization of how and why I've created myself as a character, I move myself out of the character and remaining Here.

I commit myself to remind ourselves our importance within and as our current living physical expression wherein each one of us will have a role within and as the creation of a new world that is best for all through

downloading the program of LIFE to the current/existence program so that from this moment onwards, all will have the possibility to realize ourselves as LIFE, stand up as LIFE, and together as Life, create LIFE and so, 1 by 1 we will remember who we are as LIFE, remind each other that we are LIFE, support each other to step out of the characters that diminish LIFE, until it is done.

What is Important? - Day 86

I've noticed an interesting point within and as myself wherein one Character is the desire for being defined as important by another, waiting for others to validate and give me a purpose. The other character, cannot accept self importance because there is another character of self worthlessness which is in friction with the self importance character.

Here we can clearly see the polarity design within and as self, consisting of and existing as characters which are in friction which is also just another character. 

So what is Importance as the living expression of the word?

Let's walk the redefining word procedure as was explained in much details in Earth's Journey to Life:

Day 4: Redefining words - Part 1

Day 5: Redefining Words (Part 2) - Playing polarity games

Day 6: Redefining words (Part 3) – Experience of the Polarity game

Day 7: Redefining Words (Part 4)- Redefining words as living words

Day8 - Redefining words (Part 5) - How to redefine words – Gathering Information

Day9: Redefining Words (Part 6) How to redefine words – Investigate the word

Day10: Redefining Words (Part 7) How to redefine words –Creative phase

Day11: Redefining Words (Part 8) How to redefine words - writing a definition and checking the content

Day 12: Redefining Words (Part 9) - Self Forgiveness statements on redefining words

Day 13: Redefining Words (Part 10) - Self Forgiveness statements on redefining words 2

Phase 1: Self allocation:

As I've written above, Importance within and as myself, thus far, was always defined by external validation by others and when it was coming down to self importance, I couldn't accepted myself as importance as I've made sure worthlessness character will always remind me that I'm not important.

What is fascinating about the design is that I would go into a jealousy character towards those who I define as importance, when and as a picture or a memory in a form of picture would pop up in my mind and then, I will go an diminish myself as justification and excuses of why I cannot stand in equal and one position as they are, and become important, not seeing, realizing and understanding how I've separated myself from those beings as I've realized that they are in fact me.

The jealousy going into the extreme when and as the people that I perceive as important are in my close environment, are part of my immediate environment. What I will do then is - instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I equal and one as everything that is here, I go into spitefulness, trying to diminish them within and as my mind, not realizing that the character that I'm dealing with is in fact - a desire for importance character, a desire for gratification, glorification, validation that only others can give me, in separation of me as all that is here.

Phase 2: Dictionary Definition: (http://dictionary.com)

1. the quality or state of being important;  consequence; significance.

2. important  position or standing; personal or social consequence.

3. consequential air or manner: an air of bustling importance.

4. Obsolete . an important  matter.

5. Obsolete . importunity.

6. Obsolete . import  or meaning.

We can clearly see that society has define the word 'Importance' within and as a positive energetic charge wherein a Value is being attached/connected/defined within and the word. Obviously, the definitions above cannot stand within and as an expression of and as LIFE as it is only lived as energetic experience that one hold on to, do defined oneself within and as oneself as the importance character.

Phase 3: Sounding

I'm-Port-Dance

Import-hence -> import from this moment onward.

What I found fascinating within the sounding 'Import-Hence' was the Living expression of the word that Stand within and as principle of Oneness and Equality as follows:

Phase 4: Creative Writing:

I understand that the word importance is the value that I had given the moment in order to make it important to myself. And when I look at self honesty within and as myself I am able to give things value from a self interest starting point or I can give something a value of life / of what is here in the breath.

If I then give the word ‘important’ a value that is embedded within life I have made a decision to see only that which brings forth life as important within and as myself. Thus to redefine the word ‘importance’ I will look at: Downloading the program of LIFE to the current/existence program so that from this moment onwards, all will have the possibility to realize ourselves as LIFE, stand up as LIFE, and together, create LIFE.

Phase 5: Redefining the word Importance:

From hence forth I import within and as myself as well as myself as another the value of life of what is here.