Spilling semen in vain - Self Commitments - Day 117

This is a continuation to:

Sexual Expression – Overview  Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

 

Spilling semen in vain - Day 115

Spilling semen in vain - Self Forgiveness -  Day 116

 

 

I commit myself to Expose and Show that the ALL religion LAWS are based on Absolute IGNORANCE with none Common Sense whatsoever.

 

I commit myself to WRITE and EXPLAIN in Details the relationship between the Mind and the Physical throughout my process of Stepping out of my mind and rebirth myself as the Physical and within that, Explain how to support ourselves as the Physical Body with and through Masturbation and Sex.

 

I commit myself to do what ever I can to Support children from all religions in questioning and challenging their belief systems which was taught to them by their parents and accordingly, assist and support them with applying Common Sense in their day to day living application in order to be, become and changed into and as effective human beings in this world who would stand within and as principle of a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to PROVE and SHOW that the real SIN is the Abuse that we have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world where we allow billions of people to daily die from Starvation, malnutrition, diseases etc. and within that, literally living the physical application of spilling our Semen in Vain as we allow our children of this world to Die without having any potential LIFE, a life that is dignified and worthwhile in all ways possible.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that the real SINNERs are those who brainwash their children to become zombified human being that will justify the abuse and suffering in this world by the name of GOD, God's Will, Karma, Punishment etc.

I commit myself to SHOW how through the religious Parent's Belief System in relation to sex and masturbation, they are in fact creating unhealthy children that would spend their time, in their mind, defining themselves as EVIL for having thoughts they are not able to understand as they were never been educated to understand the relationship between their human physical body and their mind as well as the consequences that may manifest through/by supressing their physical sexuality.

 

I commit myself to assist and support with the development and the establishment of educational youth programs that will educate and train the youth with the understanding of the equality and oneness within and as their human physical body as well as standing as a pillar of support for the children who are not in a position to be educated by their parents with regards to Sex and Masturbation as their parents have not yet walked their process of stepping out of their mind, their pre-programmed mind that CONsist of and Exists as their religion of Self and as such, are not able to stand in equality and oneness with their children and support them according to what each child in this world is required for, to be able to be and become an effective human being in this world.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that many religion relationships between partners are done for the sake of SEX as a way and means to deal with one's physical changes and therefor, to EXPOSE the abusive religious systems that support the youngsters into abusive relationships that do not support anyone whatsoever.

For those who can read Hebrew - an interesting blog that I've read today: http://www.xnet.co.il/family/articles/0,14566,L-3096594,00.html

 

I commit myself to SHOW that producing children without having an effective platform that cares about each and every child in the family, where the parents are directly involved with the education of their child, is in fact SIN.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that producing children to not spill the semen in vain is an abusive religion LAW that do not take into consideration the children that are born into a world where the parents are not directly involved in one's upbringing, the parents doesn't have the skills, the money and the resources to take care of the children as what each child in this world is required for, is the ultimate abuse that one is accepting and allowing by the name of GOD.

 

To be continued...

Spilling semen in vain - Self Forgiveness - Day 116

This is a continuation to:

Sexual Expression – Overview  Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

 

Spilling semen in vain - Day 115

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow the Religion laws, telling me that I must not touch myself and explore myself as my human physical body within the belief that if I would, I will be deserve to DIE.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to attach, define and connect masturbation with SIN and I haven't realized that the real SIN is that which we have accepted and allowed this world to be and become;

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I masturbate, I'm a sinner and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to question the Real SIN which is my blindfold belief of my religious laws which justifying and allowing the continuation of abuse in this world by the name of God.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to investigate, research and educate myself with regards to the physical consequences that may emerge if I allow myself to suppress my physical expression within self intimacy with MYSELF as I've NOT considered the relationship between the mind and the physical due to lack of understanding of those who have come before me; those who have set the laws without taking the physical aspect in consideration and those who have brainwashed me from a very young age till I've obey and accepted the laws as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how ridiculous the law: "Do not spill your semen in Vain" where in, when I'm having sex, there are about 300 million sperm that released in an ejaculation and thus, according to the analogy in the bible, I should be defined as a murderer of 300 Million Potential children. Also, each month, as the woman goes through the menstruation cycle, there is an egg that release  - does it means that every month the woman is the murderer of a potential child if she doesn't have sex and become pregnant?

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself believe that I would be deserve to die, if I explore, become intimate and touch myself as my human physical body and I have accepted this belief to be my directive principle as I've lost all common sense and have tied myself into my own law systems which I gave my power to, in separation of me, without ever considering who I am as the physical touch; never considered or allowed myself to investigate the laws that I bind myself to and accordingly, stand up, and directing myself and my world according to common sense informative decisions which I'm able to stand within and as, for eternity.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself in spite because of sexual thoughts that came up in my mind, thoughts that I wasn't prepared, educated and taught to deal with; thoughts that my Religious environment taught me it is Evil and therefor, I've defined myself as EVIL within and as myself, not realizing that the same way I have those thoughts, my environment has those thoughts and because none of us understood how the mind worked and functions, we believed that if we won't tell anyone, everything would be ok and if we won't act on those thoughts, God will not know.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to when and as the sexual thoughts and hormonal physical changes emerged within and as me, to suppress the thoughts and feelings within and as myself and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in FEAR of not knowing what is wrong with me as I believed that I was not allowed to speak about it, ask for guideness and direction and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the silence about sex and Masturbation within my Religious community and therefore, have blindly accepted and allowed the Religious Laws, despite of me being aware of my body changes and the thoughts that came up, which had accumulated and become unbearable till I had to act on it, within and as self shame, not telling anyone and hoping that I won't be exposed, not ever considering that everyone are doing the same but would never talk about it.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed religious Law to dictate what I can or cannot do with myself, as my human physical body and I haven't realized that the reason for these laws were and still are, to control the human beings in their own fears, so that no one would ever question and challenge our existence and actually become the change that we all want to see in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the separation that exists within and as the religious laws and how through accepting and allowing the laws as who I am, I've actually, accepted and allowed the separation of me from myself as my human physical body.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to go into marriage at a very young age so that I could deal with my hormonal changes within a marriage unit where sex is allowed. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to justify why I'm engaging into marriage within and as my mind, not seeing, realizing and understand my own starting point - the desire for sex. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to base my relationship on a desire for sex, disguised by a religion act, not seeing, realizing and understanding that relationship required to be based on AGREEMENT where both parties commit to assist and support themselves and their partner EQUALLY, agreement that is based on self honest communication that will allow both parties to grow and expand themselves into become effective human being in this world. 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to bring so many children in this world, without having the ability to raise them effectively and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the desire for sex to override common sense wherein, to be able to have sex, I believe I must not use my semen in vain and accordingly, must have children.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to abused my children through enslaving them to raise their siblings so that I could have sex from time to time and accordingly, have more children into this world which would also be raised by their siblings.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that masturbation is wrong because in masturbating, I'm committing a crime as I spill my semen and in that, murdering my potential children and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the real crime, is the belief of the religious laws that by the name of god, the abuse, as enslavement of my children is allowed, as they have to be the guardians of their siblings so that I could have sex and talk with god all day long.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to take my children into consideration when I made the decision to bring MORE children into this world and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the physical needs that every child is required in this world despite of me, not being able, in no way, to give that to my children when my family unit consists of 10-20 children.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk with my child and explaining them what is going on inside them, as their body start to change and be influenced by physical hormones and instead, I left them alone to believe there is Evilness within themselves that is talking them into masturbation because I didn't have the courage to speak openly about my own process of discovering my human physical body, my own process of becoming intimate with my body because as far as I concern, I'm not allowed to do so, nevertheless, speak about it. Within that, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be and become an effective parent in this world as I tied myself into a religious laws, in separation of myself and have blindly followed it as if it is the ultimate truth.

 

To be continued...

Spilling Semen in Vain - Day 115

 

This is a continuation to:

Sexual Expression – Overview  Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

 

Males Masturbation is forbidden according to Jewish Religion law because when one is masturbating, one is Spilling semen in vain and accordingly, deserve dying.

 

    "But why all these precautions? — Because otherwise one might emit semen in vain, and R. Johanan stated: Whosoever emits semen in vain deserves death, for it is said in Scripture."

    —Babylon Talmud, Tractate Niddah, p. 13a

 

 

Seriously! That is what they teach the Jewish Religion kids.. If you masturbate, you deserve death.

And they even back it up:

 

Genesis 38:7-10 “Now Er, Judah's firstborn, was evil in the eyes of the Lord… Now onan knew that the progeny would not be his, and it came about, when he came to his [deceased] brother's wife, he wasted [his semen] on the ground... Now what he did was evil in the eyes of the Lord..."

 

Rashi (based on the Talmud) comments about Er: “His evil was like the evil of Onan, viz. that he wasted his semen... Now, why would Er waste his semen? So that she (Tamar) would not become pregnant and her beauty be impaired".

 

Accordingly, the Females are allowed to masturbate because they do not have Semen to waste while the Male, is guilty with Murder of his potential children because he prevents the use of that semen for conceiving a child and this, is a criminal act.

 

Did anyone consider the consequences within one's mind/physical relationship? Obviously not because having such forbidden act serves the continuation of ignorant people who rush into marriage for the ONE reason: dealing with their physical reactions in their human physical body as hormones because only within marriage, one is allowed to spill one's semen and that is also conditioned to the rule of having children when having sex.

Also, another obvious consequence is having over populated families where the children raise their siblings because the parents wants to fuck but the only way they are allowed to fuck is when they  use the male semen to produce more children, despite of the fact that the family doesn't have the means and skills to raise an effective human being in this world as well as giving the child the attention, care and education that a child is required to have in order to have an effective and fulfilling life.

No, that wasn't taken into consideration as the parents can happily fuck each other and in that, fuck their children in being their slaves who raise their younger siblings. I mean, how effective a family unit can be, when there are 10-20 children in the household? How can the mother be a supportive mother when most of the time, she is busy breast feeding and the father is busy study the Torah?

 

And no, I'm not being sarcastic, I'm bring common sense to the table. I'm simply sharing the outflows of one's acceptance of some religion laws which was not taken into consideration as the consequences of the laws and how it will effect humanity as a whole. I'm bringing here the Jewish religion as my ID certificate defines me as a Jew however, if one take a look at all and every types of religion - it is all the same - unpractical laws that one is blindly following because one is not willing and daring to step out from one's own fears; one is not willing and daring to face oneself and what one is ignorantly had accepted and allowed oneself to live as and by and accordingly, make the adjustments/changes that are required to bring about a world that is best for all in FACT.

 

Within my next blog, I will be walking the Self Forgiveness Process, as I stand in the shoes of the Religious character, in the context of Masturbation. I will place the character within and as me, and see the backchats, the emotions and feelings that emerged within and as me, when walking equal and one as the forbidden masturbation character. Should be interesting..