Stop, Breathe, Direct - Day 440

A few days ago, I was writing about the difference between Reaction and Response and I promised to share more examples for us to see how a small change in one's living application creates a big change in one's relationship to oneself and others.

 

So, within walking this point of correction, in terms of correcting my preprogram design whereas I had the tendency to quickly judge something or someone as a reaction within myself, to a living application of 'Direct seeing' the physical reality, the relationship that the physical reality based on and accordingly, response to that which is presented 'here' at any given moment as a living directive principle.

 

Obviously, it is very important to understand that getting to a point of 'direct seeing' isn't manifesting in one moment as a separate moment in time. It is a process that I'm busy walking where I accumulate moments of correction and slowly but surely, 'Directly See' will emerge as a living expression of myself.

Many may confuse the term 'Direct seeing' to 'Enlightenment' so here is to make it very clear -

One must realize, as I did, that there is no quick fix and that Enlightenment is a point that the spiritual people invented to avoid taking responsibility for our physical reality within the hope that in one moment they will change and everything will be peaceful and magnificent. No - this is not what direct seeing is all about - Direct seeing is a skill acquired by oneself through walking one process of correction on a Physical level, there is nothing special about it, in fact, it is quite normal if we really look at it. What is abnormal is the fact that we do not yet have direct seeing to that which is here on a physical level. Each one of us has the potential and the only thing that separate us from becoming the potential we can become is ourselves through the separate relationship we have created with our mind, the physical and ourselves.

 

After this little disclaimer (lol) I want to share here how I was able to assist and support myself today to move from Reaction to Response within one specific moment and how I commit myself to continue to support myself in perfecting such moments wherein I would move in a quantum moment to response as an expression of myself instead of allowing a moment of reaction to direct me. Let me explain -

 

As you know, in Desteni we work with the principle of cross referencing, double checking, aligning, cross referencing again and so forth. I was double checking that a point was applied by another because the projects we are working on always consists of multiple people collaborating and within each project, each one has a responsibility for a specific point however, we all stand as a cross reference point for one another. 

I was cross referencing today that a specific and new task was done to its completion and I found out that somewhere along the line, the point was not done. Within myself, I reacted and judged the other for not walking their responsibility effectively and within and through the reaction, I took the task on myself and directed it but again, as a reaction that I have experienced within myself and thus, it was not as a living expression of myself as a response. This type of reaction is within the nature of Control which is another point that I'm currently busy changing and correcting. (Also see - Can Life be Controlled - Day 416)

 

Then, I realized that I was reacting, as my physical body changed in terms of being more constricted and firm, I stopped, I breathed and I checked the information because whenever there is a point of judgment within myself, there is information that I didn't consider. Meaning - I could only judge that which I don't understand. I started tracing back the information, seeing that everything and everyone are on the same page, that all of us has the same information or access to the same information and so I found that the person that I was previously judging and reacting to, do not have access to the information that I had and therefore, practically and physically, the being couldn't apply their responsibility.

 

I realized that the fact that the being didn't realize that their responsibility was not applied was because from the get go, the being didn't have all the information and from that perspective, they didn't even know what is it that they are responsible for. This is the being point to investigate within themselves as to why they have accepted and allowed themselves to take a point without having all the information and making sure they are clear on what the responsibility practically implies however, if I would to only judge them and thus taking the responsibility from them, there is no way that I could see what was missed by all parties and accordingly, I would not be standing in a position of supporting myself nor them within it all; I would not be standing in a position where I could show them where they have missed the point of making sure the task is clear and applicable and within that, what the responsibility of this task practically implies.

 

Here, I showed to myself again that reacting and judging is counterproductive as it leaves the problem without any resolution where all the participants are limited in their ability to take their responsibilities back to ourselves and walk the practical correction/solution.

Thus, when I found the source of the problem, I could direct the point and ensure that the task is applied into perfection  and that was when I moved to response whereas I first identified the problem and then presented a solution, cross referenced with others that the solution is valid, applicable and effective so that all of us could move to correction within our physical living application of the responsibilities that we took on for ourselves.

 

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Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

This is a continuation to:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

 

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to Program myself deliberately as a consumer, always looking and seeking for the quick fix, the short cut in having things done, so that I could get MORE in LESS time within the common belief that MORE is what we should be seeking after, MORE is what we must become and through having MORE and MORE and MORE we will be successful and be seen as achievers by our environment and they would respect us and see us as superior not ever seeing, realizing and understanding that while rushing through within the journey to be and have MORE, we are missing the very BASIC more of what we could have be and become if we were to stop seeking for MORE and actually Participate with the Physical reality, Breath by Breath, in HEREness of and as Equality and Oneness and in that, Be in fact MORE than what we have become as a limited version of ourselves as our minds but rather, Live as Physical respectful of LIFE human beings.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself, from an inferior starting point, to look for the short cut and the quick fix because I believed I cannot walk to my full potential unless I achieve something that is visible that could be respected by others whom would validate me for my achievement and thus, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself through looking for the validation and appreciations of others, to use the short cuts and in doing so, diminish myself so completely as I've not accepted and allowed myself to walk my life, breath by breath within the inner self realization that there is only so much one can do in each and every breath and one should focus on making the best out of each and every breath instead of brushing off what one does within the starting point of pleasing others so that they could validate self as self beliefs that one cannot validate oneself unless someone else validate self.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to disrespect myself within accepting and allowing myself to direct myself within and as the starting point of brushing stuff off, looking for short cuts, seeking for the quick fix and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that within accepting this starting point through having a projected idea of who and what I should be and in that - being a specific person according to my eye's views as soon as possible, I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to Stand HERE, BREATHE and directly see ME, in absolute Self Awareness, and accordingly make aware decisions that are based on a principle of what is best for all and in that, walking my decisions, breath by breath as to my utmost potential as who I am within what I do.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to miss a breath when looking for the quick fix and the short cut to achieve my desires that I've created within and as my mind and in missing a breath, I have accepted and allowed myself to project the idea of what I require to do for me to be validated, appreciated by others so that I could be worthy in my eye's view once I'm worthy according to others eye's view.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the consequences of the accumulation effect of taking more and more upon myself within the starting point of being MORE to other people so that they could respect, validate and appreciate me and then, when it comes to the point of having more things to do then what is possible to do within the space time breath by breath application, I looked for the short cuts to have my assignments done, not seeing, realizing and understanding that within that cycle that I've created for myself, I've compromised and sabotaged myself and others as not walking my assignment according to the utmost potential it can be done when walking each and every step in breath by breath.

 

 

Fixing the problem by avoiding the real issue – Day 6

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allow myself to avoid sorting out the point that I’m facing through doing an act to cover up the fact that I have an issue with a certain point which I haven’t accepted as myself and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to suppress and separate myself from myself by not immediately face myself but instead run away from myself and making excuses for myself that I’m alright with the ‘solution’ that I’ve found for myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to – instead of sorting out a point within me that I’ve not yet aligned myself to, I allowed myself to hide and suppressed myself into finding an alternate ‘solution’ and despite the fact that I’ve time looped the same point time after time I continued suppressing and hiding from myself because I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to actually stand up in self responsibility and take my power away through become the directive principle of myself and my world within a commitment to myself that I will not stop supporting myself to see that which I’ve become, that which I’ve suppressed and that which I’ve tried to hide, until I face all that is me, correct and change.

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to realize that until I face that which I’ve created in separation of myself, I will time loop and miss a chance to change and become the directive principle of myself and my world.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think that if I found a temporary solution to a point that I’m facing then everything will be OK instead of realizing that within that decision, I’ve made a statement that I’m not worthy enough to become a living being that walk in every moment according to principle that is best for all because I didn’t respect myself in that moment and actually assisted and supporting me to sort out myself and my world.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we all see that there is a problem and instead of sorting it out, we try/attempt to hide and suppress through establishing charities and aid program despite of the physical evidence that those foundation didn’t stand the test of time.

I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to see that avoiding the problem doesn’t make the problem go away and a practical solution must be walked into correction.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that if I accept and allow a quick fix to cover up the real point that I’m facing, I’m actually suppressing and compromised myself and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT seen that a quick fix isn’t the solution for this world and that we require a substantial solution that will last the test of time but instead, I gave a positive value to charities and aid programs  without seeing that the core/source problem still remain.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that while I’m accepting quick fix instead of facing the core/source problem with a practical and physical solution, I’m accepting the lengthiness of the suffering of the majority of this world

I commit myself to stop postponing the inevitable of facing myself and sort out myself point by point, step by step until it is done.

I commit myself to do whatever is necessary to be done in order to bring about a substantial solution that is best for all lives and I will not accept and allow any short cuts, quick fix, and I will walk that which I’ve allowed as individual and as existence, into correction until a world that is best for all will be practically established.