Emotional Attachment and Physical connection (Part 4) - Day 463

Within this blog series, I have shared with you how I investigate a reaction that I had when I heard that one of the dog is sick. What seemed to be a very 'small' reaction, opened up a fascinating point in understanding better how the mind works and its relationship to relationship we have with others beings (animals and humans). So if you haven't already, I suggest reading through the blog series:

 

Emotional Attachment and Physical connection (Part 1) - Day 460

Emotional Attachment and Physical connection (Part 2) - Day 461

Emotional Attachment and Physical connection (Part 3) - Day 462

 

When I opened up the point with Sunette, she explained the design of Emotional Attachment - emotional attachments are very specific, wherein, when one had form an emotional attachment to another being, there will be ONE particular energy experience connected to that ONE being. So in other words, with every being we have emotional attachment to, each one of these beings would represent one particular and specific energy experience that we unconsciously believe that we are unable to stand as, as an expression of ourselves and thus, we require having a being around to activate the energy experience for us to access it.

 

Now, to understand Emotional Attachment, one have to understand the basic principle of Energy - Energy is ALWAYS polarized, when positive energy exists, Negative energy Exists. To expand your understanding on Energy - please visit EQAFE and listen to the Quantum Mind Self Awareness Series

 

Emotional attachment is based on polarized dependency structure where the negative emotional energy would protect the truth of the positive energy experience that one had associated with another being. Meaning, the positive would imply that we perceive the other being to give us something that we are unable to give to ourselves - and the negative would suppress or hide the positive, of how we have defined our relationship to another. This creates a relationship of dependency rather than a relationship that is based on mutual support structure.

 

So to make it clearer, let's have a look at my relationship with Gracie - I have found that the Word that describe best the ONE positive energy experience that Gracie gives me is Comfort. Meaning, I was able to access the Energy experience of feeling comfort when Gracie is around. Within this, I have created a dependency relationship to Gracie wherein, only when Gracie is around, I could access the Positive Energy Experience of feeling comfort. To Balance the Positive Energy, Negative Energy must be created and that I did every now and then by being concern about Gracie's health. For instance, one day, I hangout with Gracie and enjoyed the comfort in her presence and all of a sudden, I had concerns because her skin was too pink and irritated due to the amount of hours she spent in the pool without giving her body the time to dry itself. Now, in self honesty, the concerns were more in the nature of fear because practically, it does make sense that if the skin is wet for so long without being dried properly, the skin will be irritated but instead of being concern about it, the practical step would be to support the skin by simply dry it properly.

 

When the Vet called and said she needs to be tested again, it activate the Negative Energy Experience within myself as a reaction. The nature of the reaction was actually, a fear of lose which was implied by the words I spoke at that moment - "Why all the animals I am attached to have to die" (for context - Emotional Attachment and Physical connection (Part 1) - Day 460)

 

Here is an example of how we are solidifying the dependency relationship to other beings in our lives where we had associated Positive Energy Experience we are accessing to, when they are around or when we think about them, but at the same time, we generate Negative Energy Experience when for instance, we have concerns of fears that something bad is going to happened to them which implies fear of lose. The circling between the Positive and the Negative keeps the dependency relationship intact as we normally would never question the positive or the negative energy we have created and keep on creating towards the other being. The consequences of not questioning this point is a life of Energy expression that is dependent on Positive and Negative instead of creating ourselves as independent beings where we are able to access specific expressions as a living expression of who we are.

 

This actually led me to ask myself the next question - is it that we fear losing the other being, or is it that we fear losing the Positive Energy Experience? Is it that our relationships to others is based on the type of energy we can draw from them or is it a relationship that is based on a physical connection, where we are able to share and express ourselves within one another?

 

More in the next blog.

The Door is open - will you walk through it? - Day 445

Sometimes in our processes, we face moments where we either fall or we stand; where we either go back to our preprogram life path or we stand by principle; These moments I define as 'Open Door' where one will either walk through the door or close it and never look back.

When these doors open, it is an opportunity for self to test oneself in one's physical reality where one brings into physical manifestation the words that one claims to stand within and as. These 'tests' are fundamental points in one's process where one can assess oneself and one's living application in terms of who one is and what one stands for.

 

Walking through these doors is very easy as the doors take one to one's preprogram life path where one's patterns are playing out automatically and before one notices, one's mind takes over and it's done; the decision to fall was made;

Shutting down the door so absolute is a different story; it is the most 'difficult' decision one could face as the mind would do everything possible to stay 'alive' so to speak and keep one in one's preprogram life path; the physical reality would present itself in a glorified way, where all one desires are playing out in one single moment and saying 'no' or 'stop' to all of these potential desire manifestations takes a lot from self.

 

The fascinating thing is that when these doors open, one can clearly see everything, both the physical reality and the imaginary reality; one can see all the play-outs, outcomes and consequences; Now here, one is working with Energy where the play-outs of one's desire as imagination would carry a positive charge (Positive feelings) which is exactly what one's mind require to sustain itself. At the same time, there is a point of hidden stability, a point of direct seeing, a point of self - there one can find a key to shut down the door. Here, there is no energy, there is a principle as who one is and what one stands for and as.

 

The problem is that energies are what we have become, it is what we used to in a way and when these energies flow around the body, presenting itself in a very delightful way, the belief of wanting to following these energies can cause one to indulge in one's imagination and 'see' the positive play-outs that one is projecting in one's mind - this is where we usually fall and walk through the door, walk into our desires, our preprogram life path.

 

However, we all have access to the core of our beingness on some level; we all can make the decision of who we are and what we stand for in every single moment and what ever we decide, we must accept that it is us who made the decision. When one is close to make the decision to stop, shut the door and stand, one would find all sorts of thoughts/feelings/emotions coming up as one had program oneself to do everything possible to continue one's life path. Here, the secret is within self - to realize that 'It is me who makes the decision now'; 'It is me who has the power to decide'; 'It is me HERE'.

 

Practical support for such moments - Stand within yourself and apply immediate Self Forgiveness and Realign your commitments; You must be absolutely clear within yourself because otherwise, the mind would find a point to take you back because this is how we programmed our mind to act. Again, this won't be easy but it would be worth it because than you know - it was you who made the decision as a directive principle of who you are and what you stand for.

 

 

 

Gratefulness as a living word - Day 441

I was looking at the word Gratefulness lately and I have found that within the sounding of the word 'Grateful' a fascinating meaning lies. A meaning that seldom we actually apply in our lives; a meaning that  rarely we consider; a meaning that would change our lives as a whole if we cared enough to apply the physical principle of the word 'Gratefulness'.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Let's start with the dictionary definition of the word 'Gratefulness':

 

1. warmly or deeply appreciative of kindness or benefits received
2. expressing or actuated by gratitude

 

The dictionary definition is quite accurate in terms of how the majority of us live the word 'Gratefulness' as a living expression of ourselves. In fact, definition number one says it all - the way most of us lives the word Grateful is when we receive benefits of some sort.

We feel Grateful when our self-interest is fulfilled and we were rewarded.

 

The second definition is how in essence we express our gratefulness and if we look in self honesty - when we are grateful for the benefits we received, we will express our gratitude because we were taught (programmed) as children to say 'Thank you' when someone gives us something. We were explained times after times that when someone gives us something, we must be grateful.

 

As children, we could also see the energies involved with the person that gave us something and thus we conditioned ourselves to say "Thank You" because we saw how the Positive Energy within the other being is activated and how this energy motivate them to continue to give us benefits/rewards. This Program that we installed inside ourselves as children is now running in the background unconsciously, as who we are, without us being aware of our own starting point when we express Gratefulness. It is hardly ever that we are genuine when we express 'Gratefulness' as an expression of ourselves.

 

Because! Gratefulness is not about expressing gratitude when we receive benefits - Gratefulness as a living word is an absolute expression within the understanding of who we are, what we are and why we are.

 

For a moment, play with the sounding of the word Gratefulness and I will expand on the point in my next blog.

 

Spirituality - Following Gurus and Spiritual Masters - Day 42

* this post is a continuation to:
Spirituality - The Bigger Plan - Day 40
Spirituality - the Message - Day 41
 
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow Gurus and Spiritual Masters and I have refused to see that those beings are not even standing as an absolute example of LIFE because if they would, they would come up with a practical and physical solutions of how to assist and support the beings in their individuals processes of stepping out of their mind as well as coming up with a practical and physical solutions to end the abuse and suffering in this world and bring about a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters without developing a critical thinking and challenged their stance as Gurus and Masters and how they could practically assist and support humanity with their teaching because the physical evidence shows that none of them stood the test of time and practically brought a change, a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow Gurus and Master because through them, I didn't have to face myself and that which I've accepted and allowed myself to exists as, and only focus on empowering myself with Positive energy and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to consider and regard only myself and my positivity while disregarding LIFE as the manifested consequences of the participation within the positive/negative polarity and thus, haven't stood one and equal within the Positive/Negative Polarity and equalize/aligning myself to only that which Support LIFE as what is best for all as a physical living application.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to Gurus and Spiritual Masters as if they are special and divine beings and I've refused to see that they are in no way stand as an example of LIFE because none of them has ever stood up and walked towards a creation of a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to see only what I wanted to see within the application of the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters because I was seeking for someone to look up to and I deliberately ignored the physical evidence that shows that the Gurus and Spiritual Master has no Clue in how to assist and support the individuals as within and the world as without and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for someone to follow instead of standing in absolute self trust and become my own example as the directive principle of myself and this world.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider that if the Gurus and Spiritual Master where in fact standing as an example, they would encourage me to stop following them and become the directive principle of myself and my world and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the reason why the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters do not encourage their followers to stand up as the directive principle of themselves and this world but rather encourage the continuation of being followed because they defined themselves according to the followers and the followers defined themselves according to the

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Gurus and the Spiritual Masters and within that, the cycle of ignorance can continue without anyone standing up for life and in fact change.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the positive words that Gurus and Spiritual Master are using because it made me feel better and good about myself and within that I've refused to see that the positive words are a manipulate tactic/brainwash so that I could ignore and disregard the negativity that this world is essentially existing as - a world where abuse, suffering and starvation is allowed.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed that I allowed myself to follow Gurus and Spiritual Masters in my past and I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to forgive myself for who and what I have allowed myself to be in my past. I let this shame go as I realized that who I am is not defined according to my doing in my past unless I allow it.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the knowledge and information that came through the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters because the type of knowledge and information that they shared was in the nature of good and positive energy because it made me feel good and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the negativity that this world is based on and thus, haven't stood up within the starting point of practical and substantial change that will have an effect which is best for all.
I commit myself to remind all followers of any kind to utilize themselves as their own example and within that to show them how to practically assist and support themselves in becoming the directive principle of their lives.
I commit myself to show that Gurus and Spiritual Master are in no way the solution that we have all been waiting for and the solution is within us, was always within us, was always here, but we have missed the solution and the answer because we have been locked into our mind within the chase for our own self interest happiness.
I commit myself to show that we are capable to take the responsibility and support ourselves to realize ourselves as the answer/key/solution and from there, stand up for LIFE and walk towards a physical solution that is best for all LIVES.
I commit myself to show the relationship between Money and Gurus/Spiritual Masters and to expose the starting point of Gurus/Spiritual Master as a personal benefit/self interest in total disrespect of LIFE.
I commit myself to show how in fact Gurus and Spiritual Masters are Evil in nature as they could have utilize their exposure and fame that they have gain over the years and literally become Masters of LIFE where they assist and support humanity in becoming Masters of LIFE that stand up for LIFE in all ways possible.
I commit myself to present a solution for those who seek for someone to follow and to teach/educate them to follow themselves as a directive principle as that which is best for all through the tools of Self Forgiveness, writing, self Honesty, and self corrective application so that they can realize who they are and stop blindly follow others but only themselves in absolute self trust.

Spirituality - The Bigger Plan - Day 40

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a light worker to believe and hope for a better future without me having to do anything about it but sitting on my ass, meditate and pray for Love and Light, despite of the physical evidence that even though the number of light worker increase over the years, the atrocities is worsening.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself as a light worker to question the relationship between the increasing amount of light worker participants and the elevation of the world catastrophes and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to justify and validate the world worsening condition with the statement: "it is part of a bigger plan" and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that the only way I'm able to speak such a statement is because I have money to support me and my life and I'm not starving to death like the majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself as a light worker to see that by sitting on my ass and meditate within the belief that I'm doing something good in this world through raising the positive energies, I'm feeding my Ego personality through defining myself as a good and positive person but I have refused to see that by that very accepted and allowed behaviour, I'm in fact evil in my nature because I accept the belief of: "the world atrocity is part of a bigger plan, there is no need for me to actually stand up and practically/physically work towards a solution and change that is substantial in this world"

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a light worker to make excuses and justification for why people are being abused in this world through stating that: " it's their lesson to learn, they have chosen this life, they are paying for their past lives sins, it's part of the bigger plan, I was also going through this lesson in my past lives" and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to spite those who are suffering in this world because I believed they had to experience the absolute suffer in this physical world as part of their ascension process and I have never questioned, cross referenced and truly investigate the belief because I didn't really care for them as long as my life is protected and safe.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to walk the living expression of the words "Equality and Oneness" but rather, used and misused those words to higher up the good and positive energy within me in separation of me as a physical being because if I would have lived the physical expression of the words: "Equality and Oneness" I would do what ever is necessarily to be done so that All as One as Equals will have a dignified life on Earth, that the earth resources would distribute Equally, that no one will ever have to survive again, that everyone will have equal access to re-educate and apply themselves and practically change their very beingness, in every breath according to that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a light worker, to believe that there is a "bigger plan" for the atrocities of this world without me ever questioning the nature of the "bigger plan" and see in self honesty that the "bigger plan" is in fact an Evil plan - a plan that was designed to keep people enslaved to their mind as within, and to Money as without so that only a select few could experience a life of abundance.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that spirituality is based on knowledge and information that was misinterpreted and manipulated so that beings could remain enslaved to their mind, as energy and within that, wouldn't stand up for a practical and substantial solution that is physically best for all LIFE.

I commit myself to show, expose and reveal the Evil 'bigger plan' that was designed to control and enslave beings in this world so that beings could wake up from their delusional self interest dream/perception of Life and practically stand up and do something in this world that is substantial and best for all.

I commit myself to show in common sense why and how spirituality has become the most evil religion in this world as it is based on Self interest experiences that can only exists within and as the mind and as nothing to do with the physical reality.

I commit myself to expose the various aspects of Spirituality that I've participated with as a light worker and to share common sense of how I've seen for myself that Spirituality is in no way the solution that will practically and physically bring about heaven on earth.

Please read - Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 1 as well as Listen to the following interviews:

1. Spirituality - Astral Projections in Detail - http://eqafe.com/p/spirituality-astral-projections-in-detail

2. Spirituality - Out of Body Experiences - http://eqafe.com/p/spirituality-out-of-body-experiences

3. Spirituality and Rebirth - http://eqafe.com/p/spirituality-and-rebirth (F*r**e*e Download)

Also suggest to read - Day 38: Rebirthing as Life