Spirituality - 'Love and Light' is Drug Addiction - Day 43

* this post is a continuation to:

Spirituality - The Bigger Plan - Day 40

Spirituality - the Message - Day 41

Spirituality - Following Gurus and Spiritual Masters - Day 42

Conversation with the Mind as God

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'Love and Light' is the solution that will bring about a peace on earth and I have refused to see that real Love is an act that can be measured only through a physical consequences wherein at the moment, the world exists as pure evil as we allow the majority of this world to daily suffer and be abused and the Establishment of an Equal Money System is the measurement for the act of LOVE where we gather together as humanity and stand up for LIFE where we implement an Equal LIFE System so that ALL could have a dignified, meaningful and fulfilling LIFE.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to focus on my individual happiness through the belief in 'Love and Light' and I have failed to see that the world is quite Hateful and Dark place for the majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see the relationship between Money and 'Love and Light' wherein only those who have Money and access to the Earth's recourses can practice the energy elevation of 'Love and Light' while the Majority of this world lives in horrific conditions.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to add 1+1 together and thus see that 'Love and Light' is not the solution that will bring about a world that is best for all because this world is a manifested physical world and a solution thus, must be a manifested physical solution; the solution is first to acknowledge the source of the Problem which is the Energy participation in our mind as within, and the Money system as Energy as Without and thus, take responsibility both as within and without - Stopping ourselves as the energy creation of and as the mind and change ourselves to a physical expression in living application as well as changing the world system of Money to a world system of Equality through the Equal Money System as the building block for a manifestation of a real and substantial change to a physical world of and as Equality and Oneness in it's absolute expression.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that Energy of 'Love and Light' is a gateway from really changing who and what I have become as an energy that consume my human physical body as well as what I have accepted and allowed this world to become as Money/Energy that consume the Earth's resources and I haven't allowed myself to realize that if we continue blindly follow the Energy path as within so without, we will consumed ourselves and this world until nothing of this physicality will remain along with ourselves as the energy mind that we've defined ourselves as.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that I'm addicted to Energy and without the Good and Positive energy I feel lost and I have not even seen that 'lostness' is the Negative Energy within the Law of balance where if I exists as Energy instead of a physical living expression, I will continually bounce from the good to the negative energy wherein for example: my back chat in the nature of gossiping/judging other people reflects the Negative Energy and the 'Love and Light' Positive affirmation reflect the Positive Energy.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that the 'Love and Light' energy experience is equal to and one to a 'high' from consuming drugs and I haven't realized that the 'High' that I experienced was a deliberate self deception so that I won't have to feel Existence and the pain existence is going through as well as not having to feel the pain that I'm causing to my human physical body in absolute separation from myself as myself as my human physical body.

I commit myself to Walk the ultimate expression of LOVE within the principle of Love thy neighbour as thyself where the physical outflows will be the measurement of my action and so, making sure that the effect is equal to the cause because it is not, the cause wasn't clear, direct and in absolute self honesty.

I commit myself to do what ever it necessary to be done for ALL to be able to experience a full and happy life through taking a way the fear of survival due to our dysfunctional World System and making sure that ALL will have Equal access to the Earth's recourses, Education and Health through the establishment of an Equal Life/Money System

I commit myself to show and reveal the relationship between Money and the "love and Light" movement through writing. (For example: Conversation with the Mind as God)

I commit myself to show the relationship between the Energy as the mind as within, and the Money as world system as without and to prove that the only change that is valid and can have a substantial measurable effect is a physical change of ourselves as individual and the world system (through the Equal Money System)

I commit myself to stop destroying my body with the consumption of the physical through Energy and I commit myself to stop the destruction the physical reality through the consumption of the Earth's resources due to the dysfunctional Money System that we are currently existing within and as

I commit myself to stop the Energy addiction, both to the Positive and the Negative and direct myself within a breath by breath process of stopping each and every pattern as this is the only point I can be sure that I'm aware, attentive and Present.

I commit myself to stop the 'Love and Light' drug addiction and to reveal that Energy has the same effect of as drugs to one's mind and body and thus, develop detoxified programs to assist many with their process of stopping the addiction of Spiritual energy and becoming physical living expression in a breath by breath application.

Spirituality - Following Gurus and Spiritual Masters - Day 42

* this post is a continuation to:
Spirituality - The Bigger Plan - Day 40
Spirituality - the Message - Day 41
 
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow Gurus and Spiritual Masters and I have refused to see that those beings are not even standing as an absolute example of LIFE because if they would, they would come up with a practical and physical solutions of how to assist and support the beings in their individuals processes of stepping out of their mind as well as coming up with a practical and physical solutions to end the abuse and suffering in this world and bring about a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters without developing a critical thinking and challenged their stance as Gurus and Masters and how they could practically assist and support humanity with their teaching because the physical evidence shows that none of them stood the test of time and practically brought a change, a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to blindly follow Gurus and Master because through them, I didn't have to face myself and that which I've accepted and allowed myself to exists as, and only focus on empowering myself with Positive energy and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to consider and regard only myself and my positivity while disregarding LIFE as the manifested consequences of the participation within the positive/negative polarity and thus, haven't stood one and equal within the Positive/Negative Polarity and equalize/aligning myself to only that which Support LIFE as what is best for all as a physical living application.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to Gurus and Spiritual Masters as if they are special and divine beings and I've refused to see that they are in no way stand as an example of LIFE because none of them has ever stood up and walked towards a creation of a world that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to see only what I wanted to see within the application of the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters because I was seeking for someone to look up to and I deliberately ignored the physical evidence that shows that the Gurus and Spiritual Master has no Clue in how to assist and support the individuals as within and the world as without and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for someone to follow instead of standing in absolute self trust and become my own example as the directive principle of myself and this world.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to consider that if the Gurus and Spiritual Master where in fact standing as an example, they would encourage me to stop following them and become the directive principle of myself and my world and I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that the reason why the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters do not encourage their followers to stand up as the directive principle of themselves and this world but rather encourage the continuation of being followed because they defined themselves according to the followers and the followers defined themselves according to the

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Gurus and the Spiritual Masters and within that, the cycle of ignorance can continue without anyone standing up for life and in fact change.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the positive words that Gurus and Spiritual Master are using because it made me feel better and good about myself and within that I've refused to see that the positive words are a manipulate tactic/brainwash so that I could ignore and disregard the negativity that this world is essentially existing as - a world where abuse, suffering and starvation is allowed.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed that I allowed myself to follow Gurus and Spiritual Masters in my past and I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to forgive myself for who and what I have allowed myself to be in my past. I let this shame go as I realized that who I am is not defined according to my doing in my past unless I allow it.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the knowledge and information that came through the Gurus and the Spiritual Masters because the type of knowledge and information that they shared was in the nature of good and positive energy because it made me feel good and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the negativity that this world is based on and thus, haven't stood up within the starting point of practical and substantial change that will have an effect which is best for all.
I commit myself to remind all followers of any kind to utilize themselves as their own example and within that to show them how to practically assist and support themselves in becoming the directive principle of their lives.
I commit myself to show that Gurus and Spiritual Master are in no way the solution that we have all been waiting for and the solution is within us, was always within us, was always here, but we have missed the solution and the answer because we have been locked into our mind within the chase for our own self interest happiness.
I commit myself to show that we are capable to take the responsibility and support ourselves to realize ourselves as the answer/key/solution and from there, stand up for LIFE and walk towards a physical solution that is best for all LIVES.
I commit myself to show the relationship between Money and Gurus/Spiritual Masters and to expose the starting point of Gurus/Spiritual Master as a personal benefit/self interest in total disrespect of LIFE.
I commit myself to show how in fact Gurus and Spiritual Masters are Evil in nature as they could have utilize their exposure and fame that they have gain over the years and literally become Masters of LIFE where they assist and support humanity in becoming Masters of LIFE that stand up for LIFE in all ways possible.
I commit myself to present a solution for those who seek for someone to follow and to teach/educate them to follow themselves as a directive principle as that which is best for all through the tools of Self Forgiveness, writing, self Honesty, and self corrective application so that they can realize who they are and stop blindly follow others but only themselves in absolute self trust.

Curiosity of Knowledge and Information - Day 27

Art by Scott Cook

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed to design myself in the nature of limited form of curiosity wherein, I’m curious about the insignificant knowledge and information and disregarding the practical physical application of and as a living being that moves and direct according to that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the self dishonesty within the nature of curiosity wherein I seek for self empowerment through knowledge and information so that I won’t have to focus on the practical living application from the starting point of taking self responsibility to change myself, and could define myself as an intellectual and smart being to validate myself as EGO.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that curiosity is a tool that I'm using to preoccupied myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a spiritual being to preoccupied myself with curiosity of who and what I was in my past lives despite of the irrelevancy of the knowledge and information as it is clearly hasn’t assisted and supported me with realizing Who I am as a living physical being but rather kept me further away/separated from myself and life as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to take into consideration the nature of curiosity design where I'm being busy and preoccupied in my mind, wondering and pondering about who and what I was in my past lives and within that, abdicated the responsibility to face WHO I HAVE PROGRAMMED myself to be in this life time and accordingly change myself from the starting point of Who I am as a physical living being that walk, move and direct myself and this world as that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious about who and what I was in my past lives instead of focusing on what is HERE and what is require to give direction to manifest myself and this world within the nature of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to program and design myself within curiosity about other people lives because I haven't realized the relationship between curiosity and gossiping wherein curiosity is the trigger point of the  desire to gossip about other people either with other beings or within one's own mind.

(For better context with regards to Gossiping, please read Facing Gossip - Day 7)

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for information and knowledge that will satisfied my curiosity and I haven't even consider my starting point within the desire to "know" and thus, I'm not taking responsibility for the information that I'm gathering from the perspective of zero self practical application and by doing so, I'm preoccupying myself within my mind and allowing myself to miss a breath and thus not living as a physical expression but as a mind expression which do not support a LIFE that is best for all but only the Life of myself as a self interest individual.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give value to curiosity within the definition and belief that a curios being is pushing oneself to be better, to be intellectual, to be smart but within that I've not realized that those components are a mind component that are based on the validation of self through external and separated forces and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that intellectual/smart/wise is useless unless it comes with a physical practical application that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to develop curiosity towards irrelevant and insignificant points in my life to preoccupied myself in that which do not support LIFE because if I would have done so, I would have to take the responsibility to change and focus only on that which support all life.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the starting point of fulfilling one's curiosity is because self experience oneself as limited and inferior.

Art by Scott Cool

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that we live in a world where the information and knowledge is not accessible for everyone and thus, those who hold on the information are taking the rule of powerful and superior and the rest takes the rule of powerless and  inferiors and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where information=power even though, the information is in no way a support of life that is best for all but rather the opposite

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how information is being a tool to manipulate and control within the power game of authority vs. submission  to authority.

I commit myself to focus only on that which can be practically applied as a physical living expression that is best for all.

I commit myself to expose all aspect of curiosity designs such as curiosity of sexual expression within children whom are not being assistance and support to understand and realize sexual physical expression and thus left alone within their mind and within that abuse themselves and others. As well as, I commit myself to expose the abusive nature of curiosity in relation to following one's thoughts in the illusionary/fantasy domain in the mind and the consequences there of.

I commit myself to stop participating in the power game of superiority/inferiority in relation to information and knowledge within the realization that I'm not defined by information/knowledge.