Showing posts with label pregnancy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pregnancy. Show all posts
Nov 28, 2012 | By: A Woman

Birthing a new Life through the Eyes of a Horse - Day 228

Birthing a new Life through the Eyes of a Horse - Part 1

Birthing a new Life through the Eyes of a Horse - Part 2

Birthing a new Life through the Eyes of a Horse - Part 3

 

1072-birthing-a-new-life-through-the-eyes-of-a-horse-part-1Us human beings, Believe so Dearly that we are much more advance, Superior and intelligent than the Animal kingdom However, when listening to the Animal Life Reviews, one would NOT be able to deny and ignore the fact that it is quite to the contrary.

 

A horse is coming through the Portal for 2 hours interviews and shares insights about the Awareness, Consciousness and the Mind processes of the Animal Kingdom, within the context of How Animals had Evolved while Human Beings had Devolved in our relationship to Awareness, Consciousness and the mind.

But more specifically, the Horse focus on the Pregnancy and Birthing Processes of horses, from Conception till the moment of birth and their Level of Awareness in comparison to the level of Awareness of Humans in the utmost Specific Details that Science could never reached before.

The Pregnancy Process of the Horse, the Emerging of/as Life from the Physical is absolutely Fascinating Process that we, human being, should all learn and align ourselves with.

 

Unlike the Human beings, that are emerging as a mind into this world, the horses are emerging from/as/within the Physical. So from this perspective the horses are walking a Re-Birth Process of the Physical as the Physical while us Human Beings, incarnate as a Mind over and over again, in total separation from the Physical body and existence as a whole. Now, there is no doubt that us Humans are coming to this world with a mind that we utilize as a tool to create, later on, multiple personalities according to how we shape and design ourselves throughout time within the Environment, Culture, Religion and Family influences. While Horses for instance, are simply expressing themselves as who they are and do not create multiple personalities dependent on their environment, generational blood line and so forth.

 

Within this, a point to consider is our responsibility as Human Beings in bringing Life into this world which at the moment Life, is not something we are actually aware of as our awareness of Life as the Physical is very much limited as our awareness is mostly oriented to our Mind and not even to all the layers of our mind as for instance, all the points that we suppress within and as ourselves which play a role with unconscious decisions that we make in any given moment.

 

Now the Horse Female for example, would prepare her Body, before and during the pregnancy in making sure that her womb would be the Manifestation that would function as a chamber of Life meaning - the horse, that is standing as Equal to and One as their Physical structure, will assess and check the body structure alignments, in terms of the food, the organs, the cells, the chemical and the atoms that would function in the best supportive way to nurture the Life that is emerging from and within her Physical body. Not only that, the horse would also make sure that the external environment would function as a chamber of Life for the horse to birth into however, currently, within this world system of human's consequences, it is not possible for the horse in comparison to the equilibrium with how Nature was functioning before Earth was introduced with Human's consequences.

 

However, the Human beings, are in no way preparing the Chamber of Life for our children, internally and externally. Internally from the perspective that we are so far from standing in Equality and Oneness with every cell of our Human physical Body, we have no clue what would be the consequences of the food we eat and how it would affect the Child, we have no idea how the relationship between the Mind and the Body is created and what are the consequences of such separated relationships.

 

Also, the human being are in no way preparing the External Reality to be and become the Chamber of all LIFE on earth, as our world system is not a system that all children are being taken care for, considered and regarded. So, despite of us bringing children to a world of constant survival and fear, while wishing the best for our children, we would not do anything practical to manifest a world system that would be based on Principle of what would be best for all children of Earth.

 

For instance, when we introduced the Equal Money System, we have mostly faced resistance and friction from the majority of those that heard about it, which perpetuate the ignorance and separation that exists within and as our mind to the extent of which that even when a solution to create a chamber of Life and as Life on earth was introduced, people cannot hear and stand with because these people, have the money that would protect their children while the majority of the children of this world are in daily suffering and struggle.

 

So, there is much more to learn from the Animal Kingdom in how to prepare the body and Earth as the Chamber of Life instead of existing constantly within fear and Survival within the principle of the survival of the fittest as we currently, both Animal and humans existing as, due to Human's consequences.

 

I suggest to all Parents and Future Parents to listen to these interviews to get some perspective of what is possible and the Level of Awareness and Communication one could have with oneself and one's child as an Equal and One part of oneself, in Physical Equality and Oneness. 

 

For More interviews with the Animal Kingdom, Please visit EQAFE

Oct 13, 2012 | By: A Woman

Am I willing to have Children with this Person? - Day 182

For the purpose of understanding the content of this blog and to assist and support yourself with not creating another dimension in your mind through reading only this blog, I suggest reading:

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge- Day 175

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Forgiveness - Day 176

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Commitments - Day 177

The Layers of our Minds - Day 178

The relationship between Fear and Pain - Day 179

Pregnancy Pills to Suppressing Fears - Day 180

Having Sex with A partner you don't want having Kids with - Day 181

 

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I commit myself to SHOW that for practical common sense living application one do not require FEAR as the directive principle and in this, I commit myself to show that the fears one had define as Positive fears to protect oneself from one's world/reality can be altered and change to practical common sense living application that one can walk within and as, without the existence of fear within and as oneself.

 

I Commit myself to SHOW that when one is making a decision based on FEAR and making an act that would result in suppressing the FEAR within and as oneself so that self won't have to face the fear, physical consequences may emerge that will effect one's life. In this, I commit myself to SHOW the relationship between the Mind and the Physical wherein suppressed fear that were not dealt/sorted out within and as oneself, would manifest consequences that will harm the human physical body.

 

I Commit myself to Always investigate the source/core of any pain I experience within and as myself as I see, realize and understand that I was the one who had created the pain through accepting and allowing all forms of beliefs, ideas, perceptions, opinions about myself that would stand in alignment to my own self interest, without any fundamental ground in cross referencing these components with a physical equal and one result.

 

I Commit myself to Show that having a desire for sex, without understanding what sex IS and how to utilize Sex as a support for oneself, one's body and partner, indicate that one is an automated machine that has no respect for oneself, one's partner and LIFE as all one care about is fulfilling one's desire for nothing but an energy fix to sustain the machine that one had accepted and allowed self to be an become.

 

I Commit myself to get to know my partner within who my partner is and the potential my partner has to stand in alignment with me so that we can together, grow and expand ourselves, utilising our forces in changing ourselves and this world as a whole and until I'm sure and satisfied the agreement can stand in alignment to what's best for all, and that we can spend our life in a commitment to ourselves and each others, Sex wouldn't be part of the picture as I now see, realize and understand the responsibility that comes with sex and the consequences sex might have and in this, I stand here in a commitment to myself to utilize sex as a support structure for both me and my partner and not as a need, desire or want that is based on Energies, manipulations and self interest that may harm me or others.

 

I Commit myself to respect myself and ask myself a question when considering agreement with a prospect partner: "Am I willing to have children with this person?". The reason for this question is to see what movement and reactions comes up from within and in that, making sure I'm not deluding myself in ignoring the signs that I could see when desires/wants/needs are removed from the equation but rather, walking the equation that would lead to the utmost best outcome that would result in and as the principle of that which is best for all.

Oct 12, 2012 | By: A Woman

Having Sex with A partner you don't want having Kids with - Day 181

For the purpose of understanding the content of this blog and to assist and support yourself with not creating another dimension in your mind through reading only this blog, I suggest reading:

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge- Day 175

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Forgiveness - Day 176

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Commitments - Day 177

The Layers of our Minds - Day 178

The relationship between Fear and Pain - Day 179

Pregnancy Pills to Suppressing Fears - Day 180

 

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I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate within the fear of getting pregnant and having a child as my starting point in taking pills and I haven't realized that I do not require fear to be my directive principle but rather, practical common sense in consideration to where I am in my process, whether or not a child would be practical in terms of the support I'm able to gift my child with and so - when seeing in self honesty that having a child is not what is best for all at a specific moment, Pregnancy pills is a practical solution that would stand in alignment to the decision of not having children.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to let the fear go as my directive principle as I believed that having fears is practical instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that being practical and walking my life based on common sense principle doesn't require any fears but simply being here, directly seeing what's here and what would be the best for all application in any given moment.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to still exists in fear when taking pregnancy pills because I know that it's not 100% safe and so, instead of taking the necessary steps to make sure that no pregnancy would emerge, I've allowed hope that everything will be alright while still allowing fears within and as me as well as abdicating my responsibility within the decision of having sex and the consequences that may emerge.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not consider that by the fact that I have fears of getting pregnant indicate that somewhere, deep inside myself, I'm well aware that the partner I'm with, is inadequate and yet, I've accepted and allowed the desire for sex to take over and act in ways I see that is not best for me and thus, not best for all.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be willing to have sex with patterns I was not willing to have children with because I was deliberately used them and abused them as well as myself for the sake of fulfilling my desire for sex without willing to accept the consequences of sex as an act of birthing Life into and as the physical and the responsibilities that comes with having sex.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to deliberately not respect myself by willing to have sex with partner that I wasn't willing to have children with as my directive principle back then was Sex and the desire for sex without any consideration as to what is sex, what is sex to me, who I am as sex, why I am as sex, what is the physical purpose of sex and who am I having sex with.

 

For more context:

Part 1 - My First Love.

Part 2 - What is Love to me?

What is Spiritual Love to me? - Part 3 - Day 158

No Sex - No Relationship - Day 167

Men only think about Sex? - Day 168

Values System Within my Mind – Day 169

The Love Experience - Day 170

Wanting to be Saved by Prince Charming - Day 171

Why Females attracted to Males that are unavailable for a relationship - Day 172

Melancholia after a Break Up - Day 173

Melancholia after Break Up Continued - Day 174

Oct 11, 2012 | By: A Woman

Pregnancy Pills to Suppressing Fears - Day 180

For the purpose of understanding the content of this blog and to assist and support yourself with not creating another dimension in your mind through reading only this blog, I suggest reading:

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge- Day 175

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Forgiveness - Day 176

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Commitments - Day 177

The Layers of our Minds - Day 178

The relationship between Fear and Pain - Day 179

 

1322667578250I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress the fear of getting pregnant and becoming a parent through taking Pregnancy Pills within the Belief that I won't get pregnant when I'm being carful however, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to take the Pregnancy Pills as a mean to not face my fears instead of Looking at the point, clear myself from my own self created fears and walk my life in Practical consideration for and as this physical reality rather than walking my life from the starting point of fears.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate my starting point in what I do and within that, not realizing who I am within what I do. In this - as I've seen through my writings, who I am in taking pregnancy Pills was Fear instead of Practical and Physical Living Human being that see, realize and understand one's responsibility towards oneself and the world as a whole and through this self realization, one would walk breath by breath according to that which is best for all, in absolute self responsibility as one's directive principle.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that I'm being responsible by taking pregnancy pills, not seeing realizing and understanding that being self responsible towards oneself and one's world isn't measured by what one does but rather who one is within what one does and so - Self Responsibility imply - Investigating one's starting point of doing something and clearing all opinions, beliefs, fears, reactions, ideas, emotions and feelings and in that, transform the starting point to self support living consideration for oneself and one's world within and as the principle of that which is best for all.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the Consequences of accepting and allowing walking within the starting point of fear and doing actions to suppress and ignore the fears and in that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to study and understand the relationship between the Mind and the Physical and in that, the physical consequences that are involved in suppressing one's fear instead of facing them, releasing them and standing within and as self trust, self responsibility, and directing self, breath by breath as self, as the directive principle.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to abuse and sabotage myself as my human physical body through accepting headaches when having menstruation as the ultimate truth that I've come to accept and within that acceptance and allowance, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore and hide the fears that are the base of my movement in who I have become as what I do so that I won't have to face who I have become because within me, I know, that once I see myself, I would force myself to change and in remaining blind, I won't have to change.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between the headaches and my fears of getting pregnant and becoming a parent and through accepting the headaches as normal because other woman experience the same, I've abdicated my responsibility to investigating what Normal is and on what this definition of what Normal is Serves my own self interest desire to remain slave to my own mind to not face myself and practically change.

 

Continuing tomorrow with debunking the fear of getting pregnant and becoming a parent.

Oct 10, 2012 | By: A Woman

The relationship between Fear and Pain - Day 179

For the purpose of understanding the content of this blog and to assist and support yourself with not creating another dimension in your mind through reading only this blog, I suggest reading:

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge- Day 175

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Forgiveness - Day 176

Menstruation Pains as an Excuse to Indulge - Self Commitments - Day 177

The Layers of our Minds - Day 178

 

2Last week, as I've indicated in my previous blogs, I experienced headache 7 days before getting period and as I've explained and showed, this specific pain was in direct relationship I had created in my mind wherein headaches are part of the Pre-Menstruation cycle as if it was the ultimate truth.

 

However, what about headaches during Menstruation? What belief system have I formed within and as myself that manifested the Headaches during Menstruation time - Headaches that are more likely to turn into a sever migraine?

 

So, 2 days ago, I was looking at the nature of the headache I had experience and I utilized the same technics that I've previously utilized, shown me by my friend, where I push a specific point in my human physical body and in doing so, the memory/thought that comes up would be the thought/memory that I will be working with, to delete, disengage and remove within self honesty, self forgiveness process.

 

I have found a fascinating thought structure that I've assisted and supported myself with applying immediate Self Forgiveness to release myself from recreating the next painful cycle that is connected to the relationship between the belief that Menstruation comes with headaches. The thought was:  "OMG, this headaches might not be related to Menstruation, maybe I have brain tumour"

 

Us human beings, are really fucked up if allowing such thoughts to manifest within and as ourselves, not seeing, realizing and understanding the consequences of accepting and allowing such thought and how through fear that activates the thought we may create things like Brain tumour for us to face what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves for instance - fear of having Cancer.

 

But - the pain didn't stop and when I checked within and as myself whether or not I've in fact moved through this fear however, when this thought wasn't there anymore, I moved through the dimensions of my mind and investigated what I haven't seen yet - where and how I've accepted and allowed fear to manifest as headaches as I've recently realized that our starting point within everything that we do is always related to Fears.

 

And so, I went back in time to look at where the headache started whenever I got period and I found that it started soon after I stopped taking pregnancy pills 4-5 years ago which led me to check and assess my starting point in taking pregnancy pills previously and what was the fear within the starting point which was - Fear of Getting Pregnant and becoming a parent. Now, it is not that I'm saying here that one shouldn't take pills to prevent unwanted pregnancy. What I'm saying is that the starting point should be based on common sense, practical living consideration within self responsibility and self honesty rather being a starting point that is based on fears. What I've seen was that the fear of getting pregnant and becoming a parent was suppressed within and as myself through taking the pregnancy pills and slowly but surely, over time, manifested as a physical pain, once a month, when having menstruation.

 

This point is extensive from the perspective of me requiring a real introspection and within that, sufficient time to walk through this fear, in detail and specificity and therefor, I commit myself to walk through the structure within my next blog and release myself from the fear of getting pregnant and becoming a parent within the multiple dimensions that I'm seeing within and as myself.