Showing posts with label person of interest. Show all posts
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Nov 12, 2012 | By: A Woman

Comparison is a Bitch - Day 212

This is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197

The End of Times - Day 187

Leaving in a Dream - Day 208

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

IT is MY time Now - don't say a word - Day 210

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

Let's go on Vacation - Day 211

 

1285545798606428For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Internal Conversation/ back chat Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Here, one must understand that the Back chat, are the source of all Evil wherein, what one accepting and allowing within oneself, within the belief that no one will ever find out, is nasty and evil shit. Therefor, I will be walking back chat by back chat, in making sure I purify myself from the Evil that I've accepted and allowed within myself, in the context of the ' I don't have Time' Character.

 

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"I also want to watch a movie now, lay back for the rest of the evening; Why can't they share the responsibility so I won't have to work so many hours a day? "

 

Haha, this is a common one and it is again reflect a part of the Righteous character that I've accepted and allowed to define myself as meaning - If I had to walk my responsibilities within seeing my responsibility as Who I am and not as what I do; and who I am as my self realization that what I do reflect the principle of that which is best for all within what I do than, I would not have accepted and allowed this back chat to Exists within and as me because I wouldn't compare what other are doing to what I'm doing since Who I am is not dependent on what others are doing or don't do.

 

Thus, this back chat raise the question of - Who I am? What are the Decisions that I am making as who I am? The back chat in itself imply that the decision of Who I am isn't yet clear as I still require external factor to determine the definition that I define myself as, which is not so cool.

 

Then obviously, if what I do is not clear within and as me, as who I am, what was my starting point within the decision that I've made or maybe it is simply irrelevant what was my starting point because I can decide now to re-establish my starting point.

 

So -

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed the back chat - "I also want to watch a movie now, lay back for the rest of the evening; Why can't they share the responsibility so I won't have to work so many hours a day? " to exists within and as me because accepting and allowing this back chat to come up from within me, imply that I've separated myself from who I am, as what I do, and therefor, I must now re-establish my starting point in seeing, realizing and understanding that whatever I decide to do as who I am, is a decision that I've made for myself as and myself and thus, what others are doing with their time doesn't influence who I am because I'm standing stable and clear within who I am and the decision that I make.

 

12832064845238I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to simply accept and allow the back chat : "I also want to watch a movie now, lay back for the rest of the evening; Why can't they share the responsibility so I won't have to work so many hours a day? " to come up from within me, and within that, not questioning the ridiculousness of blindly accept and allow thoughts/backchat that would determine my Modes as an energy experience that I would either define as positive and negative according to the Environment stipulates that activates memories within and as me, as part of a pre-program design that I've accepted and allowed to manifest within and as me. (To understand the Pre-Program Design, please read: The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200)

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be influence by what I see in my environment and accordingly to either access a Positive or Negative Experiences through making a judgement, in comparison to the Ideal that I've insert within and as my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I make a decision, as myself and for myself, what others are doing is irrelevant and cannot influence my stance within and as me. Thus, I now see, realize and understand that if I'm accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by others, the Decision that I made wasn't absolute clear within and as me, as a decision of Who I am, in every moment of breath because if it was, I would simply apply myself according to the decisions that I made regardless the external stipulates that I see in my environment.

 

I commit myself to re-establish a starting point that is clear and absolute within and as myself and within that, to re-evaluate all the decisions that I have ever made in my life, that still control my current living conditions as I see, realize and understand that every decision that I made that I still have back chat coming up from within me, isn't clear within and as myself and must thus, correct and change so that who I am, is not defined and influenced by anything or any one and that all the decisions that I made and will be making in the future will be in absolute self honesty, clear, so absolutely which from there, all I have to do is to simply walk the practical application of the decision, breath by breath.

 

I commit myself to - when and as I make a decision, to check and cross reference within myself, that I'm clear, that I see all points and all the relationships that involve in making a decision and in that, making sure that the decision is made according to that which is best for all and accordingly, if or when a backchat comes up, to immediately stop, breathe and investigate in self honesty, what layer/dimension this backchat reveal and expose that I have not yet seen and sorted out and obviously, take the necessarily steps to sort myself out.

 

I commit myself to remind myself to be humble and patient with myself and with others and within that, remind myself that each one of us is walking their own individual processes; that we all make and will be making mistakes because that is how one learns and thus, I commit myself to not accept and allow myself to judge anyone's process including my own through comparison to an ideal that I've created within and as my mind because I now see, realize and understand that when I accept and allow myself to judge through comparison, I'm not standing in my utmost potential as a pillar of support for myself and others but rather, compromising myself and others within our existential processes.

Nov 11, 2012 | By: A Woman

Let's go on Vacation - Day 211

 

This is a continuation to:

And:

 

   

portal2For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Internal Conversation/ back chat Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Here, one must understand that the Back chat, are the source of all Evil wherein, what one accepting and allowing within oneself, within the belief that no one will ever find out, is nasty and evil shit. Therefor, I will be walking back chat by back chat, in making sure I purify myself from the Evil that I've accepted and allowed within myself, in the context of the ' I don't have Time' Character.

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I will never have another chance to take a vacation and do nothing with my time; how can I? there are so many things to do?

 

This backchat, is a continuation of the Previous backchat that I've walked in my previous blog.

What I'm seeing here is my attempt to be righteous in comparison to what I saw in my environment within and as the starting point of being jealous of those that are able to take a vacation and thus, I would justify why I cannot go to a vacation within the attempt to make myself feel righteous about it.

So thus, when looking at the back chat, it contain 2 parts -  the first part would represent the desire for a vacation and the second part is the justification of why I can't take a vacation in a righteousness starting point.

 

So today, it was quite funny because I was asked by a friend if I want to join them to a vacation and also today, is a day where the 'I don't have time' character mostly emerge as Sunday and Wednesdays are my busiest days of the week. it was a cool test because I didn't react to this question as I previously would because, as I'm walking through the dimensions of this character, it's been supportive from the perspective of seeing, realizing and understanding what it is really that I accepted and allowed myself to participate within a reaction. And so, the back chat didn't emerge today, I didn't feel frustrated that I can't join them on a vacation; I was looking at the practicality of the point and saw it is simply not aligned with where I am now within my process and moved on.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to try and attempt to make myself righteous with regards to why I cannot take a vacation and within that, manipulate myself and manipulate others in trying to make them feel bad for taking a vacation while I'm doing 'my novel work' to 'save the world' and shit like that.

Within this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that my decision in walking the path that I'm walking was and is a decision that I make for myself and as myself and within that, any expectation that others will walk the same path is invalid and so, whatever their approach may be, nothing within me moves as I'm no longer dependent on external forces to validate the decisions that I make for myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to justify why I cannot take a vacation, not seeing, realizing and understanding that if I was certain, stable, clear and self honest within the decision to walk the path that I walk, I wouldn't accept and allow any form of back chat in the nature of self pity, self sorrow, jealousy and so on.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to desire having a vacation, and do "nothing" within a comparison to the current life path that I've set forth to myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that I've deliberately didn't let go of the desire as this desire is a back door that I left for myself to walk through, as a temptation that would be there for me to fall into which within this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that leaving a back door for me to fall, not only compromise my own process but also the processes of others that are walking with me because every decision that I make, has a ripple effect and consequences that involves not only me, but the interdependent relationships that are part of me.

 

I commit myself to shot the front door and the back door as I see, realize and understand that any door I walk through that do not support me within the process that I'm walking is not acceptable as I understand my responsibility within this process as a whole and I am thus, making the commitment to assist and support myself in always remaining here, in breath, moving, directing and walking as a principle of that which is best for all.

 

I commit myself to no longer accept and allow myself to try and attempt to impose the decision that I've made for mySELF, in walking the path that I'm walking, on others and within that, to not accept and allow myself to manipulate myself or others in elevate myself through taking them down within a righteousness starting point.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself in stopping my participation in backchat and to then thus, kill the 'I don't have time' character that I've created within and as myself because really - it is really stupid to see what I'm doing and continue doing it. I see, realize and understand that whatever I decide to be, I'm it for myself and myself alone and I do not require external confirmation to validate me.

 

 

Nov 10, 2012 | By: A Woman

IT is MY time Now - don't say a word - Day 210

Commical_Sense_-_time_resizeThis is a continuation to:

The Elite's delusion of stress - Part 1 - Day 45

The Elite's Delusion of Stress - Part 2 - Day 46

The Decision of TIME - Day 67

And:

Copy Paste Character - the Way for Success? - Day 183

Copy Paste Character - The Education System - Day 184

Is it possible to Cheat yourself? Day 185

It is time to STOP Existing as a Human Machine - Day 186

The End of Times - Day 187

Facing the Evil within - the KEY to LIFE - Day 188

Fear of Disappointing others - Day 189

The Psychology of TIME - Day 190

I Regret, therefor, I'm a Good Person. NOT!!! - Day 191

The REAL Fear - Day 192

The things we Won't tell ANYONE - Day 193

Missing out on the Good Life - Day 194

Let's have some Fun - Day 195

Stupidity Loop - Jumping from the Bad to the Good to the Bad - Day 196

The Smoke Screen of Ignorance - Day 197

Leaving in a Dream - Day 208

Having the Life Style you always dreamt to have - Day 209


For the purpose of context, suggest reading these posts above prior to reading the post below, if you haven’t already. Here I will be walking the 'I don't have TIME' Character - Internal Conversation/ back chat Dimension - Practical support with Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments.

 

Here, one must understand that the Back chat, are the source of all Evil wherein, what one accepting and allowing within oneself, within the belief that no one will ever find out, is nasty and evil shit. Therefor, I will be walking back chat by back chat, in making sure I purify myself from the Evil that I've accepted and allowed within myself, in the context of the ' I don't have Time' Character.

 

Internal Conversation/ back chat Dimension:

 

"Damn, I will never have a moment for myself ever again."

 

Ok, so for this back chat, you must understand the time line for further context.

A few months ago, I moved my working area to the main house as well with other people on the farm that did the same because we saw it is a cool point for us to spend time together and enjoy each other presence.

 

When visitors are here, there is lots of movement and action and 'my comfort zone' of working in the main house is not so comfort anymore. But also it is because - I would have enjoyed spending time with them and participate in the activities they are creating for themselves but at the same time - 'I don't have time'.

 

The friction and conflict within the backchat - 'I will never have a moment for myself ever again' was a reaction towards the current living condition on the farm where most of the day, I spend my time working on my computer in the main house and when I'm in my room, the walls are so thin that you can hear the other person breathing. Before I came to the farm, I lived alone, in my little isolated place where I was literally alone, most of the time and I Enjoyed my alone time with myself extremely. Going out and being with other people would be a waste of time for me because my priorities was to focus on my process and working with the Desteni group.

 

But also, this specific moment when this back chat came up, was when there were many visitors on the farm and the main house was crowded and I felt jealousy towards the visitors because I couldn't 'enjoy' my time with them due to my work load. And also for them, it is a sort of vacation from their day to day living conditions back home, and for me - there are no vacations. So seeing them, laid back, triggered the 'I don't have Time' character within and as me and all I wanted to do is to isolate myself, in my room, and not being destructed by the pictures that I see. However, I saw that my starting point was not valid and thus, I decided to remain in the main house but I didn't investigate the point within and as myself to be absolutely clear and I accepted and allowed the back chat to accumulate as you would see in my next blogs to come. So, this point of 'I will never be alone again' was coming from comparing my current living condition with my previous living conditions and through this friction, I let myself go to the extreme of feeling sorry for myself, (to not face the jealousy), in taking myself down the road of self pity in utilizing every justification I could find, to make myself remain in this state of inner conflict and friction.

 

At the same this was happening in my mind, an old acquaintance from primary school was in South Africa and he suggested that I take a vacation and travel around with him. When I assessed whether or not that would be practical and supportive, I saw that it wouldn't because if I do this, I would compromise some points that I am busy working on but the desire to take a vacation and travel around was still very much prominent.

 

When I was looking at these 2 points, still in reactions, I saw that in terms of what is best for all is that I let go and give up my desires because I have only this life time to get this done however, seeing the common sense in it, and actually applying it, takes a decision within self realization and not just seeing it as a statement that is coming from knowledge and information and within that obviously, having back chats implied that I was not yet willing to make that decision, as long as I accept and allow the imaginary moves in my head, the back chat and the inner conflict and friction within and as me.

 

So, within the context of " I will never be alone again", what I also missed was that I'm never alone in fact because this world, this existence consists of and exists as multiple relationships that I've separated myself from and yet, it exists meaning - we are never alone in fact, it is only through our perception and the acceptance and allowance of separation from everything that exists that we believe that if we are not around other human beings that we are alone while the physical reality is still very much alive and all around us. 

 

And So -

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define 'being alone' with having no human beings around me, where I'm isolated from human beings and having the opportunity to occupy myself in my mind, with no other beings to point it out and support me to see that which I accept and allow within and as my mind.

 

Thus, I commit myself to when and as I see myself planning and scheming how to remove myself from my immediate environment to my isolated piece of land, I Stop, I breathe and I investigate what in that moment I've accepted and allowed myself to participate with, what I'm trying to avoid and suppress and accordingly, I take responsibility in directing and moving myself effectively to sort out the mess that I've accepted and allowed within and as myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want to be alone in moments where I 'prefer' to run a way from the environment that triggers memories in my mind which activate reactions within and as myself within the belief that what I can't see, won't hurt me. In that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT see, realize and understand that when and as I'm running away from what I perceive to hurt me, without directing myself and sorting myself out, all I'm doing is suppressing myself believing that I'm alright, while there is entire unresolved existence within and as me that would slowly but surely accumulate into a complete disaster.  In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT seen, realized and understood that as within, so without which means that, every time we try to suppress and ignore the world living conditions by blinding our eyes and isolating us in our fortress, deliberately separating ourselves from that which is going on in this world, not seeing, realizing and understanding the harm, abuse and suffering that still exists despite our deliberate ignorance and unless we sort out our mess, the mess that we individually and collectively created, the harm, abuse, and suffering in this world would remain with no actual and substantial change.  

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself the back chat "I will never have a moment for myself again" because I now see, realize and understand where, how and why I've accepted and allowed this back chat to emerge in the first place and within that, I now see, realize and understand that not only I will never have a moment for myself, I never actually had a moment for myself as I've NOT seen, realized and understood the interconnectedness, the interdependency and the intertwined relationships that exists within and as every moment, every breath, regardless of our awareness of its existence.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that as within so without and unless we stand up and sort the shit from within and accordingly sort the shit from without, no change is ever possible and the harm, abuse and suffering of the majority of this world will remain unsolved. Within that, I commit myself to SHOW and EXPLAIN why and how it is our responsible to sort out the mess that exists in this world as it was us that created this mess in the first place within and as the principle that - as within, so without, as above, so blow. 

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that 'Not ever having time for myself' is a self interest deliberate separation from all that is here and as such, is complete ignorance that I've placed by my own deliberate actions to NOT stand in alignments as Life that is Here that consists of and exists as all the interdependent relationships that function together to form the 'Life' we all have.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create friction and conflict between what I perceive to be that which is bets for all and my own self interest, not seeing, realizing and understanding that none of the above are an actual representation of the principle of what is best for all because, what is best for all is not an ideal to follow, what is best for all is a measurable outcome that must be applied as who I am in every given moment and thus - I cannot conceive what is best for all is, I must become the very living expression of that which is best for all and to do that, I must let go of the limitations that I've deliberately place for me to always have a reason to justify why it is that I didn't change and transform myself to a living expression of that which is best for all.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to be and become a living expression of all that is here and to do so, I commit myself to assist and support myself in letting go all my desires, wants and needs as I see, realize and understand that as long as I hold onto these mind components, every decision that I make is controlled by my pre-conceived ideas/beliefs/opinions and as such, I'm not in fact the living force in every breath that live Equality and Oneness as an expression of who I am.

 

 

 

Nov 6, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 9) - Day 206

The Individual Corrective Process

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 6) - Day 203

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 7) - Day 204

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 8) - Day 205

 

So - what is then, the Correction Process and the Desteni Message?

Here, we are going to have a look at the Individual Corrective Process and the Collective Corrective Process.

 

Some would say: 'But I don't understand what I need to correct within and as myself, I've done nothing wrong, I'm a good person, I always make sure that I stand in a position of assisting and supporting my friends and family, I'm also volunteering in Charity organization once a week and in general, I'm a positive person by definition - I don't see why I need to correct or change anything about me. I'm satisfied with who I am, I'm satisfied with my life, every one likes me so, Desteni is not for me'.

 

As was shown in my blogs - there is much to investigate within and as ourselves, regardless of how we defined ourselves (Positive or Negative People). When we dare ourselves to question who and what we have become, we start seeing the actuality of ourselves as nothing more and nothing less than an Organic Robot that is walking according to our pre-program life Design that we have accepted and allowed within and as ourselves, with no self awareness.

 

One would see for instance, that our positivity is most often related to a Negative experience that we try to avoid or suppress. For example, let's say we are in a relationship and haven't seen our partner for 2 weeks due to a business trip. When our partner comes back, our experience of happiness and excitement is so overwhelming that we cannot see that deep down, we are in a state of "Relief" because our Fear of Losing our partner didn't manifest in the physical reality. Remember, I'm not saying - if you are excited about your partner coming back from a business trip, it is wrong, you should be ashamed of yourself. No. What I'm showing is a dimension to consider within and as ourselves instead of simply accept our experiences as it is, with no Self Awareness of how and why we have created the momentary experience within and as ourselves and Who we are within this experience.

 

The Correction Process would be - For a moment Stop, take a breath and allow ourselves, in giving permission to ourselves, to get to know ourselves within a process of Writing as self introspection. The Process of writing is being walked within the journey to life blogs, as a daily commitment one had committed oneself to, in assisting and supporting self to get to know self: what activate our reactions, thoughts, behaviours, what triggers our modes, why are we changing personalities so quickly, depending on the people who are in our environment. Through a process of writing, one start removing the layers that veiled self from really know self which from there, one would walk a process of Self Forgiveness.

 

Self Forgiveness is not to redeem ourselves from our sins, it is not done within the desire that others will forgive us. It is done within the starting point of: 'Ok, I've seen what I have accepted and allowed within myself thus far. I understand that what I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with, do not support me or anyone else because I can clearly see the consequences and the outflows that emerge each time I accept and allow myself to participate within and as this point. Self Forgiveness is then thus, not a point of judgement, it's not a punishment, it's not about anything but taking Self Responsibility, within self Honesty and Correct the very core/source/origin point of ourselves, that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to separate ourselves from, with no self awareness and thus, making the decision to assist and support ourselves to stop following our pre-program life design path, and in that, slowly but surly, establishing within and as ourselves, our very own Self Movement, in every moment of every breath.

 

Self Forgiveness is an act of Self Honesty wherein one, would take responsibility for what one had accepted and allowed within and as oneself, in bringing all points, all relationships back to self, to see how Self had been the Primary participant/player/character and accordingly, take self responsibility within self honest decision to practically change. 

 

From here, we continue to the Corrective Preparation meaning - we write down our commitments in how we are going to assist and support ourselves to change, in real and physical space/time , when and as we see ourselves accessing the pattern/point/character/personality that we decided to Stop.

When the moment is here, it is time for the Real Physical correction.

For this, I will walk you through an example. Let's say that there is a person in my environment that activate irritation within and as myself. Through writing, I will assist and support myself with seeing, realizing and understanding why and how, this person is mirroring a point within and as me that I haven't sorted out within and as myself. As I've explained in my Previous blog - Self honesty means that one is taking responsibility for what one had accepted and allowed within and as oneself and within that principle, if I am reacting to another, it is not the other to blame, it is me that must investigate my own reactions, to assist and support myself in remaining in Breath, in every given moment. (For better understanding of the Mirroring System, I strongly suggest investing in Quantum Mind Self Awareness - STEP 22+23).

 

So, after I've investigated the point within and as myself, through writing, applying Self Forgiveness and writing down for myself my Commitments to change myself, I now come across this person and I can sense a slight movement within and as myself, of irritation. However now, I have already seen the construct, I've seen the outflows and the consequences if or when I accept and allow myself to follow my pre-program design of being irritated to an external stimulation.

Thus, I stand within and as myself, I breathe, I allow myself to let go of the energy in the nature of irritation, and from here, investigating within and as myself, if there is any point that I've missed, if there is any dimension that I haven't seen before and immediately correct my physical living application through either - standing in stability, as breath, within and as myself, as the directive principle, or going back to the drawing board in assisting and supporting myself to reveal/expose and thus correct another part of myself that I never seen before through Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective statements/commitments.

 

My guideline is very simply - I correct myself, from the very core/source/origin of how I've accepted and allowed myself to program myself as, so that I no longer walk as automated behavioural machine but rather, walk in any given moment, breath by breath, according to:

- Give as you would like to receive

- Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you

- Investigate ALL things and keep that which is good for All.

Because I see, realize and understand that unless I change myself, and correct my very beingness to stand in every breath according to that which is best for all, I cannot expect the world to change as I realized that I'm part of the relationship that are the very foundation of this world.

 

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Within my next blog - I will walk you through the Collective correction Process.

 

Nov 5, 2012 | By: A Woman

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 8) - Day 205

 

The Difference between Honesty and Self Honesty and Free Choice

 

This is a continuation to:

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 1) - Day 198

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 2) - Day 199

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 3) - Day 200

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 4) - Day 201

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 5) - Day 202

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 6) - Day 203

The Correction Process and The Desteni Message (Part 7) - Day 204

 

3What is Honesty and Self Honesty?

 

Lets utilize the example we have walked in the previous blogs regarding the program I've created within and as myself, of not liking watching/reading/hearing the news because it makes me feel uncomfortable within and as myself, due to the experience of fear when hearing/reading specific words like 'Murder', 'Arabs', 'War', 'Gun', 'Gaza'.

 

Honesty, from a social perspective would be for instance, sharing that I don’t like watching/reading/reading the news because I don't like the experience I have within and as myself, this feeling inside my stomach, like a spasm almost that is really uncomfortable and this is why, I really prefer not reading/watching/hearing the news... it's not for me; and beside, there is nothing that I can do if I read/watch/hear the news; I mean, what can possibly change if I would be aware of the world's current matter - nothing. everything will continue regardless of my participation in hearing/reading/watching the news.

 

One may say that I'm being honest about what I'm feeling because I'm not denying that I have fears, I'm honest about it and accordingly, acting on my conscious decision to not get involved with the news because I 'feel' that it's not supporting me.

 

Here you can see that the starting point is ME - what would be best for me, and in that, justify my Pre-programmed preferences with honesty. Within that context Honesty would be solving/fixing/placing a plaster on the symptoms of the problem, supressing it down, avoiding, ignoring and do what ever it takes to not face myself (and correcting the origin/core of the problem); most people in our society would say that as long as I'm sharing the fact that I experience fear within and as myself, I'm being honest.

 

However, Honesty, is not self honesty.

 

Self honesty imply Self Responsibility where one would investigate ALL points/relationships and keep that which is good for ALL together with Give as you would like to receive and Do unto another as you would like to be done unto you. Within that context of being involved with the World's current matters - when we blind ourselves from what is here, because it doesn't make us feel good and because it creates within and as ourselves an inner discomfort and an experience of Fear, we are not considering the Billions of people that are experiencing a Physical discomfort, suffering and abuse. 

 

Self Honesty implies, that when and as I see myself compromising myself and this world by avoiding the news in not being aware of what is really going on (World in that context would be the realization that I am part of the interconnectedness relationships that world is consisting of and existing as), I stop, and I Breathe, and take a moment to investigate my Resistance in for instance, watching/reading/hearing the news, as I see, realize and understand that if I won't be aware of what is really going on in this world, I won't move myself in changing and correcting the very foundation this world is based on and would then thus, also directly and indirectly abdicate my responsibility as a human being in this world in not seeing what is here, what needs to be directed and corrected and how can I practically, assist and support, in correcting the problem from its foundation/core/origin so that no one would have to physically experience what I Mentally fear to experience.

(The Dynamics between compliance, fear and abdication of our responsibility in standing up for those that do not have the capability and the resources is explained in the interview - The Crucifixion of Jesus - Part 17).

 

Thus, unless one investigate one's resistance to the Desteni Message, one is not Self Honest within and as oneself. Unless one investigate one's resistance to the Desteni Message, one doesn’t have a free choice in fact. Honest person would justify the world as it is today and make it ok, within and as oneself; Self Honest person would not accept and allow this world to continue as it is and would stand up and walk towards the correction of the foundation of this world in manifesting, practically, the outcome that is best for all lives. 

Free choice would imply self responsibility in every moment of every breath in Self Honesty. Free Choice can only exists when one is Honest with oneself within the realization that one is ONE part of all the relationships in this world and unless the relationship stands for that which is best for all, one would take the responsibility and correct the starting point of the relationships so that the relationship would result with the best outcome that is best for all.