A Woman's Journey to Life: Sex in the Dark – Sexual Inadequacy

This is a continuation to:

Sex in the Dark – Sexual Inadequacy–Part 1 - Day 125

I Commit myself to SHOW the relationship between Sexuality and the child upbringing to the extent of the minute details we tend to ignore like how through not explaining to the child the starting point of wearing clothes, one develop intimacy issues through believing that it is wrong being naked around other human beings.

I commit myself to SHOW the influences of the biblical stories on a child mind and how through interpreting the stories without a tangible and detailed common sense explanations, the child would create in one's mind beliefs, opinions, ideas, perceptions about one's physical body and physical reality which one would used, as one grows into age, as a memories store that the one could "buy" from to protect oneself from one's world and one's reality that one has created in one's mind.

I commit myself to SHOW how one had develop the Shyness program within and as oneself in relation to Sexuality through the example that one had throughout one's life from those who have come before him.

I Commit myself to SHOW that having sex only in the dark is an collectively idea/opinion/desire that we have inserted within ourselves because we FEAR being intimate with ourselves and our partner as a result of our extent separation from ourselves, our body and each other.

I commit myself to SHOW the relationship between the Media and our Sexual expression and within that, how we have limited ourselves as our physical sexuality with the support of the Porn industry.

I commit myself to SHOW the relationship between our MIND as a limited unreal life form that we have defined as REAL and the Limited physical sexual expression.

I commit myself to BECOME intimate with myself and my human physical body through the realization that HOW my body looks like doesn't Define WHO I AM. I see, realize and understand that my body is a vehicle that I may use in this ONE life time and accordingly, I commit myself to cherish, support and care my human physical body and to stop abusing it through creating beliefs and ideas about it.

I commit myself to SHOW that one would become sexually limited according to one's upbringing at home through the definition the parents had attach to Sex and Masturbation and the example that the parents stood as in the home environment.

I commit myself to SHOW that 60% or more of those are having sex only in the dark is due to extensive brainwash that we have accepted as ourselves we feel ashamed and embarrassed about our human physical body and would only allow ourselves to enjoy our sexual experiences in the dark. Within that, I commit myself to SUPPORT myself and others to return to ourselves and become intimate with ourselves and our human physical body through a process of self forgiveness and self corrective application.

I commit myself to keep and investigate the why and how I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress my sexuality so that I could STOP separating myself from myself and become intimate, equal and one as my human physical body and in this, stand as a pillar of support and assistance for those who dare returning to themselves and find out who they are as a living physical human beings.

For more context, please read -

Sexual Expression – Overview Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

Investigating Sexual Expression - Part 2 - Day 121

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness - Part 2 - Day 122

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 2 - Day 123

Spilling semen in vain - Day 115

Spilling semen in vain - Self Forgiveness - Day 116

Spilling semen in vain - Self Commitments - Day 117

Be Fruitful and Multiply - Day 118

Be Fruitful and Multiply - Self Forgiveness - Day 119