A Woman's Journey to Life: Sex Education - Part 1

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I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to form, construct and build ideas and opinions about Sex within and as myself and accordingly, have decided to live these ideas in separation of me. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between my mind and the physical wherein, I've been constructing, forming and building ideas, perceptions, opinions and beliefs about Sex and Sexuality and accordingly, have decided to limit myself according to these ideas/opinions/beliefs/perceptions, not ever considering or questioning Who I am as Sex, Why I am as Sex and What is Sex to me, to be able to transform the Mind Sex expression into and as a physical expression once I take the responsibility and change my starting point within and as my expression as Sex and Sexuality.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to be, become and stand in equality and oneness with myself, my body and my partner when and as having sex because I've been too busy in my mind, worrying about my physical appearance, my performance, comparison, judgement, etc and in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to STOP my mind as my thoughts, judgement, comparison and fears when and as having sex, so that I could express WHO I AM as Sex, as touch, Here, in equality and oneness as myself, my body and my partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself to such an extent when and as having sex, as I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in my mind, as thoughts, judgements, concerns, comparisons, etc. and in this, NOT accepting and allowing myself to MOVE myself, as touch, Here, exploring myself as Sex, in breath to discover, explore, investigate and find, Who I am as Sex, Why I am as Sex and What is Sex to me.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to question and consider Who/Why I am in sex, what is my starting point in having sex, what was the trigger point that led me to sex, what picture have I seen that accordingly I have decided how to position myself in sex. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where Sex education is not been taught and essentially, kids are left alone to discover their sexuality with no preparation nor guideness to assist and support themselves, from the get go, to develop and establish an effective agreements that are based on mutual guidelines to ensure the utmost potential of the partners growth and expansion of themselves, each other and accordingly, this world as a whole.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Children are left to learn about sex and sexuality through the Media that infuse, implant and impulse ideas about sex and sexuality wherein with no tangible and specific and direct explanation and guideness, the children develop all sorts of ideas about sex, in their mind wherein later on, they would go for it without considering who/why they are as sex, who/why their partner as sex and accordingly, would abuse one another to be able to attain and sustain their ideas they have created in their mind, disregarding their human physical bodies as well as the consequences thereof.

I commit myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to communicate about my Sexual preference, about what I would like to investigate and explore within and as sex, with my partner, yet alone with myself and therefor, have accepted and allowed myself to follow my mind and becoming disappointed of my sexual experiences, not seeing, realizing and understanding that there is no way of having sexual experience that is based on fantasy/illusion that I've created in my mind without communicating with my partner and deciding together what we would do, explore, investigate within and as ourselves when having sex and within that, changing the starting point of mind sex into a physical sex with full consideration of ourselves and our human physical body.

For more context, please read -

Sexual Expression – Overview Day 112

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness Part 1 - Day 113

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 1 - Day 114

Investigating Sexual Expression - Part 2 - Day 121

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Forgiveness - Part 2 - Day 122

Investigating Sexual Expression - Self Commitments - Part 2 - Day 123

Spilling semen in vain - Day 115

Spilling semen in vain - Self Forgiveness - Day 116

Spilling semen in vain - Self Commitments - Day 117

Be Fruitful and Multiply - Day 118

Be Fruitful and Multiply - Self Forgiveness - Day 119