The Secret War between Women - Mother Daughter relationship - Part 3 - Day 55

This is a continuation to:

The Secret War between Women - Overview - Day 52

The Secret war between Women - the Childhood years - Part 1 - Day 53

The Secret War between Women starts at home - Part 2 - Day 54

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the influential consequences of the dynamics between the Mother/Daughter relationship and the secret war between Women, where the first War would be between the Mother and the child for example would manifest when and as the child 'perceives' the authority of the mother to be too rigid/not understanding/unsupportive and would then thus, develop back chat towards the mother which eventually externalized and become a habit in one's life towards other female that represent the mother figure in one's life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a mother in this world to use my authority upon my child without walking with them the time line so that they could see the common sense equality equations for themselves and I have failed to realized that when I'm playing the authority game with them, it is inevitable they will create a resistance towards me and would then thus,  develop their rebellion war against me as a response to my authority game - the beginning of the Secret War between Women.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself, as a mother in this world, to for example, superimpose my fears onto my daughter and would forbid her to participate in social gathering which I've defined as inappropriate or dangerous without taking a moment to look in a practical common sense way whether my fears has any ground in the physical reality due to me that have inherited my fears from my parents which then influenced me within how I would direct points in my world instead of supporting myself to first turn the point back to myself, allocate my starting point and support myself to see the points directly through practical Self Forgiveness and corrective application.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself as a mother in this world to NOT realize, that by not communicating with my daughter through explaining in common sense why I believe that my daughter should not walk a specific path and thus forbid her from walking it by using my mother authority, my daughter will resist my authority and create a backchat/thoughts/internal conversations/reactions towards me which would perpetuate the secret war between women already at home.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to superimpose my failure within my Life onto my child , fearing that they will also fail, wherein I will teach her how to not make the same mistakes as I did and thus push her to excel in all areas of LIFE to have the best from all - Man, Career, children, clothes, friendships etc. and within that, I have failed to realize that my desires are not my child's desires and by me forcing her to walk a specific path which is not her own, she will create and manifest resistance towards my up bringing of her exactly as I have done towards my mother and within that, continue the cycle of War between women - mother/daughter generation after generation.

I commit myself to show the relationship between the superimposed authority of the mother upon her daughter and the secret war between women and within that, I commit myself to support mothers to learn how to upbringing their children in the utmost effective way by first sorting themselves to be able to stand as an example for their children, be able to understand themselves as their children and to walk in equality with them in absolute support for them to become effective human beings in this world.

I commit myself to show and explain in details the consequences of the existential inherited fears from generation after generation from the beginning of time and present, stand as a support for those who dare investigating themselves and physically/practically change according to principles of that which is best for all.

I commit myself to present technics and methods to support the parents with the upbringing of their children and to stop, for once and for all the abusive superimpose  authority upon children  and instead, establish a supportive relationship with them that will be based on self respect, trust and honesty.

Limitation according to body appearance – Day 5

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the pattern of comparing self to other beings body appearance and in doing so, we’ve given value to a picture presentation in total separation from who we are and within that, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the definition of beings according to their body appearance instead of realizing that we are all equals in terms of – we all have the same skeleton, we all automatically breathing, we all require food to sustain our human physical body and etc. but we’ve separated ourselves from our human physical body through focusing only on one point as physical appearance and disregarding the obvious – the Equality and Oneness of and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the separation of ourselves from our human physical body through giving value to body appearance and accordingly judge either positively or negatively human beings as well as ourselves and thus, created a separate personalities of and as ourselves according to ideas that we’ve created in relation to where we are on the polarity scale: Beauty/ugly, Thin/Fat, Tall/Short and etc.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed fear of being judged according to body appearance because I know that I’m doing the same – allowing evil thoughts and judgement towards others to exits within me and instead of facing and seeing the evil that is me, I diverted my attention to making sure that I won’t fuel people’s judgement towards me by suppressing my expression.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the definition of human beings according to their body appearance that is based on a polarity and thus, missed the obvious – The Equality and Oneness that the Human physical body stand as an example wherein, The system in the body do not judge/compare/define its body parts according to polarity design but rather, distribute equally the blood, the enzyme and the molecule according to what is necessary to be done to sustain the human body in the upmost sufficient and effective way.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed eating disorder in this world through participating in the value system of the body appearance because I have NOT realized that as long as we define ourselves according to a body appearance and live our lives as a personality that we’ve created in relationship with the body appearance, we’ve silently accepted and allowed the manifested consequences of beings that develop eating disorder.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed eating disorder in this world because I didn’t stand up and expose the imprinting and brainwashing of beings through the media as well as NOT realizing the starting point of the brainwashing of those who control the media which is MONEY and PROFIT because I myself was occupied in my mind through living out the definition of myself in relation to the body appearance in comparison to other beings and in that, abdicating the responsibility of seeing what the fuck we are doing to ourselves, how we abuse and sabotage ourselves and our human physical body through accepting the polarity design in relation to the body appearance to control, enslave and limit ourselves.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed the human physical body to be my directive principle as it is works and functions according to principle of oneness and equality and instead, I’ve accepted and allowed the abuse of the human physical body by participating in the polarity design of body appearance through comparison, judgement and jealousy because this is what I’ve picked up from my environment and the media which I’ve blindly accepted to by my directive principle.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the pattern of jealousy trough comparison in relation to one’s body appearance instead of realizing that jealousy and comparison through accepting the participation with comparison/judgement and jealousy, we occupied within our mind in separation from ourselves and others so that we won’t have to face ourselves, correct and change because we have accepted and allowed the fear of change to enslave, control, limit and direct us.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the world system to be defined by polarities exactly as I’ve defined myself according to Polarities as for example, the comparison and judgement of the human physical body according to its appearance instead of see and realizing the Equality and Oneness that the body is function and exists as but because I’ve not taken the responsibility to face and correct the relationship that I’ve created with the human physical body in separation of me, I’ve also accepted and allowed the relationships in the world system to exists in separation and in that, allowed the world to be and become a world that is in NO way, a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to stop the participation of comparison, judgement and jealousy towards myself and others, in relation to body appearance. I realize that we are all equally the same but only attached and defined ourselves according to separated picture presentation and in that, we have abused and sabotage ourselves, our world and our human physical body. When and as I see myself accessing comparison and jealousy, I stop and I breathe. I bring myself back to my human physical body and do not accept and allow the continuation of the back chat. I see what in that moment I’ve missed and or tried to suppress and where am I not align yet to myself where I feel that I’m lacking and others are perfect.

I commit myself to re-lived my childhood through the realization that I’ve not lived as who I am as the physical, but rather limited and compromise myself and my expression to fit into the ideas that I’ve created about myself and for myself. When and as I see that I’m compromising and emotions of ashamedness are coming up, I immediately direct and move myself in the physical, within breath.

I commit myself to face who I am within all the polarities designs that I’ve accepted as me and correct my living application to stand in every moment of every breathe according to principles of Oneness and Equality

Family of Life - Day 4

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself as a child of this world to obey to the authority system that exists between parents and children and thus, instead of walking in equality with one’s parents, One submit oneself according to the parents beliefs system that is based on fears that was passed onto them through generation upon generation of blindly submission.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself as a parent of this world to control the children through believing that the parents has control over their children and thus, instead of allowing the children to investigate and explore themselves, the parents superimposed their own beliefs system upon the children and limited the children to such an extent that the children only lived their lives to please the parents instead of assisting and supporting themselves with becoming the directing principle of themselves and this world.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to accept the family construct of authority and submission despite of the physical evidence that parents don’t have a clue of how to raise their children because if they would have known, the world would be a world that is best for all and within that, I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason why the family construct of authority and submission exists is to sustain the parents patterns of fears that they have copied from those before them as the manifestation of the infinity cycle.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the family construct where children attempt to correct their relationship with their parents through choosing a partner that the parents will approve instead of making the decision of being in agreement with a partner that will actually assist and support them in their process of stepping out of the mind and stepping into the physical.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the family construct in the world where parents believe they know what’s good and right for their children despite of the fact that they have no clue of how to practically raise a child that will be and become equal to and as LIFE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the authority within the family construct wherein parents superimpose their own patterns upon their children and in doing so, making sure that the children will be the exact copy of the parents and will never stand as equal to Life and create a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship of authority within the family construct wherein, the parents are trying to control their own fears by controlling their children and in that, continuing the cycle of abuse which manifested the consequences of a world that is in no way best for all because, instead of facing their fears and change themselves as well as educating their children to be able to support themselves in facing themselves, they suppress the fears and pass them on to their children.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how limited and seperated the family unit is because if the family unit would function according to principle that are best for all, we wouldn’t end up living in a world of cruelty, abuse and suffering.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the family construct of separation through control and fear to be valued as the most important thing while all along, we have abdicated the responsibility of caring and loving everything that is here equally because if we have done so, we would never accept and allow humanity to get to where we are now where 3.3 billion people are jobless and have in no way a chance for a dignified life.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how the family construct that exists in this world is in fact abusive as the parents teach their child to survive and take care of themselves and their family only and disregards anyone else in this world. Within that, we have accepted and allowed ourselves to separate ourselves from Life, from that which is here as life because we have oriented ourselves only towards our families and allowed 3.3 beings which are part of our family of life, to live in horrible conditions and suffer from the day the born till the day they die.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the family relationship of authority and submission to dictate who and what I am and accordingly direct myself and my world, despite of the physical evidence that the parents aren’t capable to make decisions that are best for all but rather conditioned to their own family construct patterns that they have copied from their parents and within that, we’ve created infinite cycle of self interest and survival instead of realizing that all that is here, as the family of life, is the most important thing and thus, we have to assist and support our brothers and sisters of this world and make sure, they as us, will have a life of fulfilment and happiness.

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to see how children are submissive to their parents through accepting authority as valid, despite the fact that parents aren’t assisting and support their children to become human beings that direct themselves and exists as principle of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see that children lives their lives to please their parents and through accepting their parents authority upon them, they have accepted and allowed themselves to be less than who they really are and thus, have never stood for what is best for all which manifested the consequences of the world as it is currently exists and function.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the patterns that are based on fears which direct the parents of this world; patterns and fears that allowed the world to manifest evil world and yet, the children blindly accepted their parents authority through generation upon generation of brainwashing in spite of the physical proof that parents nowadays have any skills to raise their children at their upmost potential to be and become LIFE that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where children are blindly obeying their parents because they believe that their parents know what is best for them despite of the fact that if the parents would actually know what is best for their children, they wouldn’t allow this world to exists as a world that is full of suffering, abuse and self interest and accordingly would make sure, that their children will live in a world that is best for all lives.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where Children are accepting the authority of their parents through the inherit belief that parents knows the best for their children even though the parents do not stand as an example as they accept and allow the world to exists in its current condition of abuse and suffering.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the pattern of being submissive to parents’ authority and within that, accepted relationship from the starting point of pleasing one’s parents instead of manifesting and establishing agreement that is based on principle that are best for all.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to question the family system and the family values in this world and in that, abdicating the responsibility of taking care and consider our entire family of and as life and thus, we’ve limited and separated ourselves to our own little bubble as our family unit and blindly accepted the fact that 3.3 billion people, who are member of our family, are living a life of atrocity, suffering and abuse.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to raise my children according to principles of Oneness and Equality and instead, I’ve raised the children of this world to be submissive, occupied and control so that they won’t stand up, and change themselves and this world to a world that is worth living.

I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to prepare this world for the children to come, in making sure that this world will be a place where children are safe, educated and protected and instead, I’ve accepted and allowed this world to continue the way it is because I haven’t taken the responsibility to change myself to become life that is creating and manifesting itself from the starting point of Oneness and Equality as what is best for all.

I commit myself to prepare the way before me for the children to come so that I could raise them as beings that emerge and become Life that is best for all.

I commit myself to educate myself as well as develop skills to be effective parent that take responsibility for my creation.

I commit myself to stop the cycle of abuse within the family system by making sure that I first focus on myself and transcending the fears that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exists as so that I won’t pass it on to my children.