Do I have the right to judge myself - Living in fear of being judged by others - Day 534

For context, please read:

Do you have the right to judge another - Day 531

Do I have the right to Judge myself? Potential consequences #1 - Day 532

Do I have the right to Judge myself? Living in an experience of being controlled - Day 533

Continuing to explore the consequences of not being honest with ourselves and thus accepting and allowing self-judgement to exists inside of ourselves, mostly projected through the eyes of others. In today post, we'll have a look at another potential consequence of participating with self-judgement projected as living in fear of being judged by others.

Fearing of being judged may starts in a very young age where you feel that you need to hide or do things in secrets because other people may have issues with what you do and you didn't have the courage to speak up and open this point in communication. It is mostly as a teen when the parents are trying to protect the child from the dangerous of the world, not understanding that the children will go and rebel and do exactly what the parents are trying to control. I personally went against the feeling of being judged by doing things in secret and only shared with those who I knew to not have any issues with it.

Living with the fear of being judged creates the experience of being controlled and although you will go and do the things you want to do, you will always feel you need to do these things in secret and that in itself compromises the integrity of your relationships with others.  The feeling of being controlled is due to the fact that you project your own judgement (with regards to the things you do in secrets) to the people in your environment, believing that if they would know what you do in secret, they will either look down at you or reject you in one way or another.

The consequence outflow here is that you will always blame and judge other people for allegedly judging you; and you may feel that you need to get away, to run away because your environment is closing down on you; you will feel trapped in your own environment and you'll have a growing force to leave all together and try making it in a new environment. 

All along it is you, living in fear in your mind, not willing to be honest with yourself in what you stand for and who you are to a point of respecting yourself enough to be able to communicate about it with others. Once you reach a point of self-honesty, you won't live in secret anymore because you'll stand very clear in who you are regardless of what anyone can potentially think of you.

So, if you want to develop relationship of worth with people, it is of utmost importance you become honest with yourself and stop judging your own self-honesty. The integrity with people you have relationship cannot be compromised by secrets and hidden information/expression because of fears that may only exists in your own mind.

The first step in assisting and supporting yourself to reach a point of self honesty as well as stopping participating with self-judgement is to apply this: when you think another is judging you, ask yourself: "Am I clear within this point or is it me that is judging myself through the eyes of the person who is in front of me?" This is to identify whether you are dealing with self-judgement or not.

The second step is to identify the source of your self-judgement and in the case you need additional support with that, you can always leave me a message or join the self-mastery free online course by clicking HERE. You can also visit a very cool free support forum

A process to Self Respect and Integrity - Day 366

Walking the process of Self Respect requires me to go back in time and identify the moment that I've made the decision to disrespect myself. Obviously, it is not an easy task because I made sure to suppress that decision so deep down because otherwise, how could I remain consistent with the lack of self integrity and self respect.

What is clear to me now is that to be able to walk in self respect, I cannot trust my mind even in moments where it seems so convincing to follow the thoughts/imaginations/emotions/feelings that comes up. I have followed my mind so many times and in each time, the illusion reality as future projection never met the physical reality and in this, never actually benefited me in anyway whatsoever.

 

What is interesting was the moment when I realized that I fell into the very same pattern was the moment where I promised myself that I will not follow this path again and instantaneously, in a quantum moment, the same pattern emerged only now, it was different sceneries, different people or in other words, different characters. When I investigated the point, I saw that the same had happened throughout my life wherein in one moment I let go of one point, and so suddenly and unexpectedly, a new point emerged, in a quantum time although it is not a 'new' point per say, it just presented itself as a new point while all along, it was just the same ole pattern repeating itself.

 

I see now the mechanics of how the pattern that I was working with was never released unconditionally but instead, mutated itself in a disguised so that it would be difficult to identify and once I've seen that I'm busy generating the energy that this pattern consists of, I decided to stop and write and to for once and for all, accept and allow myself to walk myself to self respect by letting this pattern go unconditionally, a pattern that I've lived as, so long as I can remember myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to disrespect myself by accepting and allowing myself to follow my mind and in this, the thoughts, emotions and feelings that I programmed in my flesh throughout my life. In this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that I was the one who decided to give power to these thoughts, emotions and feelings that I've programmed within myself and within that, also installed the program to "forget" that I was the one who have programmed myself in disrespect or integrity but in this, I now see, realize and understand that I also created myself a door to walk through and step out of this self created cycle through standing up in clarity, self trust, self honesty, respect and integrity.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to disrespect myself by following the repeating thoughts, emotions and feelings that I've placed inside myself and in this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe my own self programmed thoughts, emotions and feelings even though the physical reality contradicted and invalidated any of the thoughts, emotions and feelings that came up from within me without my directive will.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to STOP the very moment a thought comes up, a thought that I already knows where it would lead me and who I would become once I decide to follow the thought. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to loop again and again based on one single thought that comes up in cycles of times. However within this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for following the thought that can only lead to a destructive patterns, after I've seen the consequences of following the thought and within that, I have not accepted and allowed myself to correct the pattern because I was busy judging myself for falling, not realizing that in the very moment I accepted and allowed the judgement, was the moment where I've upgraded my own self programming and so, created a new form of thought as justification and excuses for why it is valid to access the pattern again. Thus, I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to humble myself in moments I realize that I have fallen which from there I am able to stand up, investigate and correct myself instead of judging myself and in the judgement, quantumly upgrade the programming to snick in again without my direct awareness.

 

I thus Commit myself to identify the thoughts that had led me to destructive repetitive patterns and accordingly, when and as a thought comes up, I stop, I laugh about it and move on while breathing myself out of the pattern. In this, I commit myself to NOT accept and allow myself to judge myself when the pattern emerge but to instead, change my starting point, align myself, learn and correct myself. I see, realize and understand that it took me decays to program patterns so perfectly within and as myself and therefore, removing patterns requires the same consistent it took me to program patterns from the get go and thus, all I must do is stick to my decision of respecting myself, develop my integrity by stopping my participation with destructive patterns that do not support myself.

 

I commit myself to NOT accept and allow myself to upgrade the pattern but to instead remove the pattern through consistent application of Stopping participation and returning to physical breathing. I now see, realize and understand the extent of repetitive patterns that are layered within me and so I see now how I was the one who directly accepted and allowed my own creation of repetitive patterns as integral part of my self definition and so, I make the commitment to assist and support myself no matter how long it will take till I stop the participation with repetitive patterns that do not support me or others.

Does Integrity Exist in our Education System? - Day 330

 

 

Continuing with my 2 previous blogs:

The Devolution Process of the Education System - Day 328

The Wakening of the Beast - Day 329

 

And if you haven't already, I suggest reading through the following blogs for further perspective on the points I'm about to share:

Day 328: Noam Chomsky Quote Experiment on Quora with Anonymous

Day 329: When Anonymous Acted like Hitler on Quora

Day 330: To Write with Principle and Integrity on Quora

Day 331: The Cancer Experiment

 

For those of you who are not aware, the Destonians and thus myself, were participating in an Experiment taken place on one of the Social Networks called Quora. What is interesting about Quora is the Diversity of Educated beings from across the globe, who are coming together and having respectful discussions between themselves. We joined these discussions and were satisfied from the Quora Platform of communication until one day, our old Anonymous "friend" came to Quora to make another attempt to diminish our group through preaching Fear, Harassment and Hate Speech. What the Anonymous 'Friend' didn't take into consideration was the Training Process he indirectly put us through during the past few years and how our Stand within who we are, our level of communication and our Strength as a group became significant, through each one of his attempts to bring us down. But anyway, this is not the point of this blog.
 

What I found fascinating with this experiment was seeing the Educated beings falls one by one into the trap of Fear that activated their blunt self interest. What was even more fascinating was seeing how they had justified the abuse that the current capitalistic system is creating through their so called 'Higher level of Education' credentials.

This Experiment shows exactly what Chomsky meant when speaking the following words:

"Mass education was designed to turn independent farmers into docile, passive tools of production. That was its primary purpose. And don't think people didn't know it. They knew it and they fought against it. There was a lot of resistance to mass education for exactly that reason. It was also understood by the elites. Emerson once said something about how we're educating them to keep them from our throats. If you don't educate them, what we call "education," they're going to take control -- "they" being what Alexander Hamilton called the "great beast," namely the people. The anti-democratic thrust of opinion in what are called democratic societies is really ferocious. And for good reason. Because the freer the society gets, the more dangerous the great beast becomes and the more you have to be careful to cage it somehow."

Source: Noam Chomsky, David Barsamian (1996) Class Warfare: Interviews with David Barsamian. Monroe, ME: Common Courage Press

 

If one take a moment to watch the Documentary: The College Conspiracy,  one would be able to understand how the Mass crowd is control and enslaved through our Education System that places the required Filters for one to Believe only that which exists in one's mind despite the Physical evidence that shows the exact opposite. Accordingly, one would justify the System and deny the Consequences the system creates by the necessary rewards the system would give to those that submit. The specific 'how' that is done is revealed is the Documentary 'The Century of the Self' and the Success of the Brainwash was shown to us on the Qoura Experiment.

 

The Educated beings on Qoura, couldn't step beyond their Learnt limitation of how they see the world and within that, couldn't practice Reasoning thinking or Critical thinking for themselves. That in itself question the Education System because we could expect educated beings to develop some form of Reasoning thinking or at least take a moment to actually investigate the point they were exposed to for the first time before jumping to conclusions and making the decision to completely deny and ignore new information.

 

I have witnessed Educated beings, CEO, mangers, Engineers, scientists etc. on Qoura, reacting to their Fear of Equality without even questioning the origin of the Fear they experienced and so thus, are in complete control of the System of Abuse that exploit these fear for the maintenance of the Beasts.

 

Another point we can see is the Power of the Crowd that can be extremely vicious when it comes to the protection of one's self interest. The Anonymous, who is paid internet troll started a Propaganda on Quora against Desteni and the Equal Money System which drawn the Educated people into one unit of Abusive power. Their words, no longer represented intelligence or Integrity, their words became poison because they felt stronger with their peers coming together to defend the system of abuse and so protested against the Principle the Destonians and the Equal Money System stand for and as - Equality as what is best for all. 

 

So I'm asking - Is there Integrity in the Current Education System? The answer should be very clear - NO!

What would be the Solution? Unfortunately, a long process ahead of us as we slowly but surly remove the limitations we installed throughout our educational years and re-educate ourselves within developing Reasoning Thinking, Real Common sense and Practically apply the corrections required to sort out the mess we have created within and without. I must say - I thank the Internet trolls, I thank the Anonymous abusers that so kindly assisting and supporting us to see so clearly the solutions for the problems we face in this world. We stand stronger, we stand motivated to guide humanity into a new age of Life Skilled and Educated Humans that slowly but surely start emerging more and more and together we stand up, no longer accepting and allowing any form of abuse and thus take our power back to ourselves and correct the system to a system that support Life.

 

Will you stand with us? You Decide.

Remember to Investigate all things and keep that which is best for all. Remember to apply Jesus's Principle:

Do unto another that which you have liked to be done unto you and Love your Neighbour as yourself. After 2013 years, I would say it is time to walk the talk and establish a world that is based upon these Principles. Wouldn't you?

There is NO Integrity in Charity - Exposing Problems continued - Day 298

 

This is a continuation to:

Charity and Activism - why is it a Capitalistic Scheme - Part 1 - Day 294

Charities - Exposing the Problems - Day 295

Charities - Exposing the Problems - Continues - Day 296

The Dark Side of Humans and Charities - Exposing Problems continued - Day 297

 

Problem No.4:

The Lack of Integrity in the World System

 

The Problem I will show today exists within the current system as a whole however, I would utilize the Charity point as an example of what is being accepted and allowed and within this, I would utilize the David Beckham example as it exposed itself yesterday quite magnificently in term of what is behind the secret doors of Charity as well as the Cover-up that Money can Buy to 'protect' one's Rights; the rights that involved with the abuse and harm that is allowed in this world. 

 

It is not a secret that some Celebrities have utilized this all point of giving to Charity as a Pure PR Stunts.

If one search the internet, one would find numerous amount of Articles exposing the Dark Side of Celebrity Charity.

 

For Further context, please read

Beckham's PSG salary donation wasn't for charity... it was a brilliant PR stunt

Unfortunately, what you will not be able to read is the article that was published yesterday and was Removed for some mysterious reason:

David Beckham's failure to pick a charity to benefit from his £70k-a-month salary fuels critics' claims the donation was a ...

 

Here, David Backham was exposed with his Faked Charity donation however, as this compromise his reputation, some magic forces were able to remove the specific details of his doing; Forces that are driven by Money as it is only through Money, that Media is driven by. Free Speech Protecting Abuse and Harm of so Many while Human Rights, real Human Rights protection is none to be seen.

 

Where did we learn it from? What is the Physiological methodology we are acting upon? For this, I suggest watching the Century of the Self - This series is about how those in power have used Freud's theories to try and control the "dangerous crowd" in an age of mass democracy.

 

This brings me to the point of what is really behind the scene of Charity and who are the real beneficiaries  of Charity. I was looking at the relationship between Charity and Revolutions/Protests and when it is that the Politicians comply with the Mass will for change. What I keeps coming back is to the question: "Is it only when those who are in power and control have nothing to lose that they allow what appear to be changes? And if so, is it really a change or a disguised change to keep the mass quiet for a while, until the next wave will emerged and the same would repeat itself?"

 

For instance, when watching the documentary Why Poverty - Give us the Money it is quite Clear that Bush had nothing to lose with the Africa's Debt forgiveness but he had a lot to gain from it. Meaning, Africa would have never pay back its debt so deleting the debt has no real consequences and/or influences on the greater scale and yet, Bush gain good publicity that serve his inner secret planning of the Iraq take over.

 

Then, why the Politicians allow Charity to the extent of supporting it with Tex Reduction? What in it for the Politicians? For the Government? What is it that they do not fear to lose? With Charities, they lose nothing as they do not have to take the absolute responsibility and thus Poverty, starvation, ineffective humans can expand and grow while the rich becomes richer and the poor become poorer.

 

The only unknown factor is to what level there will be political influences in law or shell we name the game for what it is - the influence of the 1% of the 1% in the Laws. As one can see in the Documentary 'The Koch Brothers Exposed' Particular ideas are pushed to benefit those in Power and as such, the emphasize of the psychology of Democracy is to create a corrupt political legal system as that would allow the populous to be corrupt as well, and to feel no need for integrity as a principle of 'As above so below' operates.

 

This has been part of government and human consciousness forever and this has been used to allow the easy raping of resources as well as the Enslavement of the Majority of Humanity; The ideology and psychology is that the populous acts without integrity because they feel that the government and the legal system is without integrity, and there will be no challenge in abusing the world resources.

This is why, on the individual Level, we allow ourselves to continue abusing and harming the Earth Resource and each other for that matter. We have been led by Example and fortunately, not a Best for all Example.

 

This philosophy and psychology works extremely well for the wealthy and supports the principle of self interest and personal happiness to a massive degree and it is one of the fundamental issues we will have to address within ourselves and within the group of humanity.

 

The point is - we were blind to see that the real core/root/source of Charities and Philanthropy is to perpetuate the Wealth/Poor Gap  in this world and the accepted and allowed Corruption that create the Suffering and Harm of so Many for Greed, Power and Control.

 

If the Politicians and Government were really Genuine in their Desire to End Poverty, they would have done so and as I will show in the next blogs to come, they could have done so quite easily. The fact that they have not and the Justified evident of Charity outcomes, proves the inner Secret Mind of not only those in power and control, but of ourselves as individuals that had given the Power to those in Power to continue the cycle of Self Interest, Greed, Power, Control and most if not most important, the Inhuman actions that has been accepted and allowed in this world.