Intimacy in Practical Application - Part 2 - Day 155

This is a continuation to:

Developing Intimate sexual communication with Self - Day 151

Intimacy in Words - Part 1 - Day 152

Intimacy in Words - Part 2 - Day 153

Intimacy in Practical Application - Part 1 - Day 154

 

I commit myself to SHOW why and how we have never developed and established an effective communication with ourselves as well as each other as we have always been separated ourselves from ourselves and existence as a whole through continually and consistently Fearing each others and what we would discover about ourselves when and as we give ourselves the permission to really get to know ourselves as our mind because we know that once our communication with ourselves would be in place, we would force ourselves to change as we discover our self dishonesties and could no longer live with ourselves; and we know that for one to change, one must give up that which one had defined oneself as which we believe to be hard/tough and unrewarded as we no longer be motivated and encouraged by our society bur rather, each step, each moment, each breath would be our own self movement, our own self will, our own self responsibility in self honesty which is by itself - the hardest thing one can ever transform oneself into - Self honest living human being that direct and move oneself and one's world according to that which is best for all and therefor, we have decided to suppress our communication with ourselves so that we won't ever get to this point of becoming responsible for our own self creation. The question would now be - will we dare to change despite what we have defined ourselves as, despite our fear to change? Would we dare to develop and establish an effective communication with all the parts of ourselves? Would we dare to LIVE as a physical expression as LIFE that is best for all?

 

I commit myself to SHOW that within this current world system, no one is in fact teaching, educating and showing how one can stand in absolute self honest expression within oneself and in this, having communication with oneself and therefor each other that is based on a support structure that would create and manifest a world that is best for all.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that an effective communication with each other must start with developing an effective communication with oneself so that self can first get to know self and all its parts and accordingly, align self to that which is best for all through which one would stand as an example and show to others how to stand, walk, direct and move self into having a direct communication with oneself that is based on self honesty living consideration for all that is here in oneness and equality and so - we would create a world that is based on Equality through utilizing communication to investigate and explore our natural physical requirement as well as our relationship between our mind and the physical to sustain a fulfilment life, a life that consider everything and everyone and a life where we respect and support our neighbours as ourselves, equal and one.

 

I commit myself to SHOW that parents has no clue in how to support their children to be and become an effective human beings in this world and through being ineffective parent, the parents are directly responsible for this mass that is manifested in this world as they have not communicated with themselves, investigating how and why they have accepted and allowed themselves to be and become a self interest creature that sucks the Life from EARTH in maintaining their own desire for an experience with no consideration at all for others but themselves. And thus, through parents not taking the responsibility to establish an effective communication with themselves, they create their children in a separated cocoon where the child would become the parent and teach their children the same as their parents had taught them and so - we create a world where abuse and suffering is only getting worst as the generations are becoming more and more stuck within their mind = allowing others to experience that which they would never accept and allow themselves to experience and the cycle of abuse continues and the suffering is growing until it would be too late.. And what then? Isn't it better if we stop manifesting consequences which we cannot correct? Isn't it better to develop an intimate communication with oneself, getting to know self and self's relationship to the mind and in this, assist and support oneself to transform oneself to a living physical human  being that consider everything and everyone in Oneness and Equality? I'm one vote for self honesty self communication- visit the Desteni I Process website and start today your process of self transformation.

Intimacy in Practical Application - Part 1 - Day 154

This is a continuation to:

Developing Intimate sexual communication with Self - Day 151

Intimacy in Words - Part 1 - Day 152

Intimacy in Words - Part 2 - Day 153

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself in developing and establishing an effective communication with myself where, I slowly but surely walking out of my mind, allowing myself to become absolutely honest with myself and leaving no suppressed system behind and in this, I commit myself to effectively walk my Agreement Course to assist and support myself in establishing this commitment that I've set forth to myself as I see, realize and understand that the Agreement course is the stepping stone in establishing an effective relationship with self, which from that, one is able to establish an effective relationship with others.

Thus, when and as I face resistance to walk through my lessons and assignments, I stop, let go of this resistance as I see, realize and understand that the existence of the resistance is due to a fear of change and as I commit myself to change who I have become, I push through the resistance and walk myself through the lessons as the assignments and in that, giving myself the permission to change.

 

I commit myself to develop and establish an effective communication regarding sex and sexuality with myself. In this, to explore and investigate my human physical body so that when sex is here, I will not accept and allow any form of self abuse that may harm my body.

 

In this, I commit myself to accept and allow myself to walk in alignment with my prospect partner regarding sex and sexuality and within this, share, explore and investigate together the physical support required to our bodies because I see, realize and understand the extent of separation we have accepted and allowed from and as our human physical body and the consequences therefore wherein, within accepting and allowing walking in misalignment to/as our human physical body, we accept and allow the abuse of the body that we have given to walk with in this one life time.

 

I commit myself to form, establish and develop communication with my prospect partner wherein, we would investigate together and commit within an agreement regarding to how we would walk this life, what we would accept and allow and what we would not, how are we going to assist and support ourselves within our processes and how we would utilize the physical support within and as sex. I see realize and understand that without having a stable foundation to an agreement, abuse, sabotage and compromise will be allowed which is a point I will not tolerate, accept and allow to exists within me and my world.

 

I commit myself to Stop my reactions towards people in my world as I see, realize and understand that having reaction indicate a point within myself that is not aligned and must be looked at, investigated and sorted out. In this, I commit myself to take the responsibility, when and as I see myself accessing these reactions, to Stop, Breathe and bring myself back here and to in this, stop my participation in my mind, to change my living application that I've allowed to manifest in that moment and to immediately change myself, here, without any form of excuse like: "oh, I will write it down later, I will look at this point later, I can't do it write now", as I see, realize and understand that any form of excuses to not change myself in a quantum time moment is accepting and allowing my own opinions to enslave and control me and in that, sabotage myself and my relationships with others. I realize that all it takes is a self honest decision to STOP, Transform and Change and it is ME who Decide to either remain enslaved or to change.

 

I commit myself to write down my expectations from my prospect partner to see how can I align/transform/change my expectation to what is here as best for all principle within what I would accept and allow and what I would not from myself as well as my partner and in doing so, to investigate in self honesty my opinions, beliefs, ideas and essentially my starting point within these expectation and to make sure there is no previous pattern and/or fears that is guiding and leading these expectation with no common sense foundation in alignment to/as what is best for all. In this, I commit myself to communicate with my partner and establishing the basic foundation for our agreement.

Intimacy in Words - Part 1 - Day 152

This is a continuation to:

Developing Intimate sexual communication with Self - Day 151

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that I'm able to communicate unconditionally with my partner before I have even investigated, developed and establish an a effective communication with myself within and as self integrity and self honesty.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to get to know myself within and as my own sexual expression and within that, have believed that my partner would know how to satisfied me without even realizing that how can ever someone else satisfied me if I never have been able to satisfied myself to the extent of which I'm equal to and one as my human physical body, slowly but surely exploring myself and accordingly, able to communicate with my self with regards to what my human physical body required as a support structure and so, communicate with my partner as to what would support me the most within and as our connectedness regarding our human physical bodies.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have experience shame to speak and communicate about my sexuality with my partner, not ever considering that if I cannot communicate with my partner regarding my physical body support within and as sex, what is the nature of our relationship? And what is it in essence we are busy doing to ourselves and each other if the support structure is not yet standing in alignment to who we are?; what is our foundation for the relationship if it is not based on self honesty communication within and as myself first, and accordingly, move and direct myself within the relationship through communication that is based on effective support as to where we are in our processes and how we could both assist and support ourselves and each other.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to experience shame for wanting to explore and investigate who I am within and as sex; What is sex to me and Why is my physical human body require sex and so, I have judged these common sense basic necessity to get to know myself in all my relationships to myself as I've defined it as wrong/bad/immoral through what I've picked up by our society in its relationship to sex and sexuality.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that my communication with my partner is effective only when we shared with each other for example, how do we experience ourselves, our days etc. and through my definition of a good and effective communication, I've neglected to consider our sexual communication as I've defined that communication to only be a physical expression that result with pleasure and I haven't consider the actual communication where we share and show each others how to support each other within and as our sexual expression and within that, how to assist and support each other to transform our mind sex expression to a physical unconditional expression.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define Intimacy in association to the physical act of sex only and haven't realized the Living Word as - Into Me I see, becoming comfortable with and as myself, getting to know the ins and outs of myself within all my relationships that I've split myself into and as and to within that, get all the parts of me together. Within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that when and as I communicate with a being about sex and sexuality, I'm invading an intimate secretive aspect that I must filter myself and be careful with the words I speak.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself define Intimacy within a sexual context and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to be and become intimate with myself nor with other beings in my world and my environment as I've placed opinions about Intimacy that trapped me in my own seclusion of my mind, fearing my own shadow, not allowing anything or anyone to invade my secretive self. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT see, realize and understand the consequence of my acceptance and allowances of fearing intimacy to the extent of not being able to even establish a communication with myself and obviously others.

 

To be continued..