Sudden and Unexpected Physical Shame - Day 313

..."You will do Self Forgiveness and Write Every day, but without SHAME - you will Not Change, and it will All be in VAIN. Even PAIN will not Change Humanity. It will Only Be SHAME. SHAME will be the First REAL Physical Feeling, and Once You Change – You Rebirth as Life, you will Learn to FEEL for Real and be Really Alive.

Those that are of the Illusion as CONsciousness, can Feel No Shame! The Only Shame they Know is the Shame the System use to Keep one Enslaved. Real Shame is a Physical Realisation that Will Remain WITH You, As You, ‘TILL YOU CHANGE!"... (Day 311: The Secret to Self-Realisation)

 

If you haven't already, I suggest reading through this blog above as it IS the key for Real Self Realization.

 

I have faced a few time this year a Physical, unexpected and sudden shame that I couldn't pinpoint or Define as Shame because the 'shame' as I was taught to feel/experience wasn't similar to the Physical Experience that all of a sudden encompassed me. Thus, I would like to share my Relationship with Physical Shame since I see it is a crucial point in one's process of self realization.

 

So, after I read the blog, I was looking at my process of self realization - I saw that I could count the moments of Physical Shame in only one hand which that in itself should emerged shame however, it didn't, I felt nothing in regard. I didn't feel shame for not walking through shame and even when I realized that I should have got myself to a consistent real physical feeling of shame and yet I haven't, I didn't feel shame. I was aware that I didn't feel ashamed/shamed about not feeling shame that I only felt shamed for a few times and when I looked within and as myself, I still didn't feel shame, I felt nothing.

 

The bottom line is that Shame as a Physical Shame isn't something that I can force myself to Feel, it's either Here in absolute self Honesty or it's of the Mind and any attempt to try and make myself feel Shame will be coming from the starting point of a Desire to be More.

 

I will share here my relationship with Physical Shame so that one will see, realize and understand and thus, stop the expectation that self change is manifested automatically the moment that Physical Shame is here because I am the living proof that it is not. I can allocate 3 instances where Physical Shame had emerged and yet, I could only see a change that is worthwhile in the last event as the shame that I faced that day was so overwhelming that I had to make a decision in that moment, within and as myself:

 

The first 2 times where I felt Physical Shame, wherein, a point of transcendence that I could have walked into perfection was here and yet, I didn't jump on this window of opportunity and walk myself into and as a physical change but instead, I got myself into another time loop that I'm still facing until the window is open again and it would be up to me again to decide whether I step up and transcend these 2 specific point.

 

So here, it is to emphasize that Shame isn't something to take for granted once one is experiencing or facing a physical shame because if one isn't absolute self honest and thus, will oneself to take self responsibility and  change as a decision one make within and as oneself, one would close this window of opportunity as one gave up one's power to the fears of change that one had created for and as oneself, in self interest.

 

However, a few weeks ago, I watched a documentary called: Why Poverty - Welcome to the World and a sudden and unexpected Experience overwhelmed me to the extent of me being SO angry, disappointed, overwhelmed and I cried and I couldn't believe how it is possible that I was physically in the places where this documentary took place and I haven't seen what I am seeing at this very moment? How it is possible that I was so blind and completely abdicated my responsibility as a human being in this world? How is it possible that only now, in my 30ties, I finally started becoming aware of the real problems that exists in this world. But I also realized at that very moment the extent of the problem and what will it take for humanity to stand up and change - it will take the impossible and it is up to us to make it possible - it won't be easy though; This undefined experience that I faced, I can now define it as Physical Shame. Here, I had a window of opportunity to either fall or stand up. I decided to stand up and made a clear decision of what will I do with my life. I could have easily fall because I truly understood the extensiveness of the problem and the very small chance that we could actually change our human nature enough to have a majority of votes to walk by/through/as the Equal Money System as a solution. I realized that I would have to give up my life and that I may not succeed to bring enough common sense and awareness to Humanity so that we could together manifest and implement a solution in this world. I realized that I may Die, devoting my life for a change that is impossible and that if we as a group of humanity Fail to establish such change, I would end up with nothing but my Breath.

But interestingly enough, this time, I used the Physical Shame as a point of self motivation tool to Continue investigating and study what is really going on in this world which from there, I could expand, develop and improve my Common Sense, Writing and Communication Skills and thus, would be able to stand in absolute stability and clarity in the face of any Abuser or Hater of Life and direct the points effectively.

 

So a point of assistance and support - One cannot force the experience of Shame because forcing it means, as I've mentioned before, that it is not real, that our starting point is of self deception/manipulation within the Desire to be More than who one is. When and as one face a point of Physical Shame, I suggest to take a breath, see what is directly here and the window of opportunity for a real self change is now here for one to walk through. If the Experience is so overwhelming, I suggest sharing yourself on the Desteni Forum for further assistance and support.

 

Now, I have to walk my talk and to prove to myself that the Decision that I made a few weeks ago stand the test of time because it is very easy to create a personality and/or Entity of/as self interest within the Desire to be More which then thus, all one does is prolonging our processes as a whole.

 

Further Interviews to listen to:

Decision Making 101 (Part 1) - Reptilians - Part 156

Decision Making 101 (Part 2) - Reptilians - Part 157

Why Changing the World start with Self - Day 311

Going through the Principles of Capitalism as how it exists today, I've realized that the Capitalism System is the Equivalent to of a spoiled brat child. On the one hand, a spoiled child always wants more and they would manipulate and deceive to be able to get that which they Desire. On the other hand, when the child is caught doing something 'wrong' the child will justify why what the child did is ok and valid and if that won't work, the child would point fingers towards others that did something far worst. The very same system exists within and as those who justify the validity of the Capitalistic system as it exists today. The Elite would always want MORE for itself and when they caught of doing something wrong, they would blame and justify why what they did is far less worse than other political systems.

 

Then I asked myself, is it possible that the Capitalistic system is the image and Likeness of what we have become as the inner spoiled brat child we turned ourselves to exists as? Is the Capitalistic System the Mirror of what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become? Is the Capitalistic System the Birth of the Image and Likeness of its creators - of a society that exists according to the Principle of the survival of the fittest?

 

Then I realized and finally understood the saying: 'if you want to change the world, start with yourself'. Why?

If one look within and as oneself, one would see the inner spoiled brat Child that always wants more and would compete to get what one want even if it means that one would hurt another to do so. Yes, not everyone will go to the extreme of hurting another but then again, if we in self honesty look within our secret mind thoughts, we would notice a fascinating thing - we would judge, resent, blame and spite the other if we didn't get what we wanted. If we do something that is not acceptable according to the world's view, we will lie to protect ourselves or we would justify why what we did is valid and ok and when that won't work, we will find the scapegoat which we could blame and rarely we would take responsibility for what we have done and even then, not necessarily walk the correction and prevention process but rather cover it up with a quick fix solutions which would leave us with the temptation to follow our desires again.

 

See the similarity to the world system? It is exactly the same - the Elite of this world with the money and power that always wants more, always compete to get what they want even if it means they would hurt others in the process. If they get caught, they would first lie, then they would try to justify their actions/behaviours and when nothing works, they would find others to blame however they would never take absolute self responsibility to correct and prevent the problem.

 

So, is it possible that we created a system in the image and likeness of ourselves? Is it possible that the same as we gave up our power to our minds to guide, lead, control and enslave us, we have given up on our power as Life within this world system to be guided, Led, controlled and enslaved by Capital, power and Control? It is - the physical evidence speaks for itself. What does that imply? That for the system to change, we must change the values we accept and allow ourselves as individuals to exists within and as and thus, as we change ourselves, we would be able stand up and do not accept and allow a system that is less than the Values we stand for and as. 

 

Now, what would be the Value that we must consider when changing ourselves and this world as a whole? The only Real Value I could find was/is LIFE that is best for all lives. Meaning, Once we change the Principle we direct ourselves as and Move from Survival mode to Give as YOU would Like to Receive, Investigate all points and Keep that which is Good and of course, love your neighbour as yourself, wouldn't we create a world that is based on these principles? Wouldn't that be a beautiful world to live in? isn't it a world you would like to leave to your children? I most certainly am.

 

So we Presented a solution for the Creators as ourselves and the Creation of ourselves and the world system:

The DIP Lite/Pro course for the future Creators of a world that is best for all and the Equal Money System as the Creation of a world that is best for all, created by the Creators.

 

It is time to realize our responsibility as the Creators of ourselves and this world as a whole so that we can finally walk the correction and Prevention required to ensure a Life that is best for all and thus, best for ourselves. Educate yourself to understand why and how the Mind is the exact Mirror of this world system and why through changing ourselves as the Mind, we are able to Change this world as a whole.

 

Unemployment will END in an Equal Money Capitalism - Day 279

 

 

In my Previous Blog, we were Looking at The Water Crisis in Uzbekistan as a Result of 'Successful' Cotton Industries that Diverted the Natural Water Resource of the Aral Sea into Irrigation of the Cotton fields. Within that, the only beneficiaries were and still are the Totalitarian Government and us, the Consumers that are able to purchases cheap Cotton on the Expense of the Humans, Animal Kingdom and Nature in the Aral Sea Area of Uzbekistan.

 

In this Blog, we will Look at the Life of the People in the Aral Sea area from the Perspective of the Prosperity of those who where dependent on the Sea on an Economic Level and in the next blog, we will look at the Consequences they are facing Both Economically and Physically that had emerged from the Disappearance of the Aral Sea.

 

The Problem:

 

For further Context and thus Understanding, I suggest Reading:

the EJF 'White Gold' Report' (PDF)

The Aral Sea: a prime example of human recklessness

People of the Lake

THE PROBLEMS OF FISHERMEN IN THE SOUTHERN ARAL SEA REGION (PDF)

 

 

The 'Disappearance of the Aral Sea has been associated with the loss of thousands of jobs, especially in fishing related activities.

 

In the 1960s, the Soviet Union made the decision to build large pastoral dwellings for farmers and thus, long canals were created to irrigate the Farmer's Fields. Back then, the Aral sea had a commercial fishery that brought in more than 40,000 to 45,000 tonnes of fish each year. Thousands of fishermen worked the Aral, and others found jobs in processing plants, canneries and railroad yards, where train cars full of fish left daily for markets in Moscow.

 

Already in the 70ties, this dropped to 17,000 tonnes per year. The fish stock decreased further over the following years and families who had lived in the Aral Sea area for generations, making their living from fishing, either migrated or had to find new ways to earn money or… Remain unemployed.

 

 

The Testimonies of these families are quite frightening as their Life transformed from Prosperity to Absolute Poverty.

 

The Loss of Jobs and means to Survive is a Consequences we were all Directly Responsible for as it is us, who had accepted and allowed ourselves to be Brainwashed into Consumers that Buy and Buy and Buy without taking the Responsibility to investigate all things and keep that which is good. We are Responsible for the Lives of these Fisherman that are no longer able to Honourably support their Families but instead, strives for their Daily Survival.

As you would see in the next blog to come - The lost of their job is not even the Primary Consequences of the Aral Sea Diminishment. The Crucial Consequences is the Health Crisis that had manifested around the Aral Sea Area on a DNA level which would effect also the Generations to come.

 

The Solution:

There are already attempts to Save the Aral Sea however, so far, it was only been done on the North part of the Sea wherein the Uzbekistan People are still Desperate for a proper Solution that isn't coming and most likely won't come from their Totalitarian Government of Control and Greed.

 

However, in an Equal Money Capitalism where the Humans understand their Collective Responsibility for the better Life of ALL - the first step is to Investigate Solutions to Restore the Sea Level. We must Internalize that it was Humans who Created the Problem with the Aral sea, it must be Humans to find a solution to Undo/Correct the Problem and so, Prevent Future devastating Consequences.

 

The People around the Aral Sea Area will be Employed to Research their Resources and be Supported by the World until a solution is Established, Implemented and Sufficiently for a Dignified and Worthwhile Life.

 

Understand, at this stage, we do not have a specific Solutions for each specific Problems but what we do have is Principles - That which is best for all lives, Investigate all things and Keep that which is good and Give as You would like to Receive. Within theses Principles, we make sure that everyone are being considerate and taken cared for because that is what we would have like others to do for us.

 

Thus, Research and Investigation must be done and Solutions with the Utmost Potential outcomes must and will be Established and implemented in an Equal Money Capitalism.

 

The Rewards:

 

At an Individual Level, the Lives of those who Live around the Aral Sea will finally Restored to it's original form of Prosperity, Harmony and Joy. In this, when Life is no longer Defined by Survival, the people would be able to expand, explore and discover themselves in a way that would benefit themselves and us all.

 

On a Global level, this would be one step forwards to the Return of Harmony, Balance and Equilibrium on Earth which would result with Far more Balanced climate as it now where we experienced the consequences of Human Intervention with Extreme weather changes all around the world.