A Solution for effective Relationships - Day 150

This is a continuation to:

The Importance of Physical Communication - Day 148

Not everything revolved around me -  Day 149

 

I commit myself to push myself to become effective in my communication with other human beings because I see, realize and understand that for effective relationship with other beings in my world, the communication must be specific and direct so that no misinterpretation may occur and  we stand in alignment within each and every Living word we speak.

 

I commit myself to SHOW the relationship between our ineffective world where we allow the abuse of each other, the suffering of many and extensive harm of our plant, with our ineffective communication within ourselves and each other.

 

I commit myself to STOP having inner conversation with other beings in my mind and instead, I transform all mind communication to Physical communication wherein, when and as I see that I'm reacting towards another human being in my world and therefor, having communication with them in my mind, I stop and investigate the point within and as myself by turning the point back to myself and align myself to that which is here and accordingly, when and as I see that this point require physical correction, I direct the point within and as myself as well as, if I see that the point must be communicated within and as the principle of what is best for all as unconditional support, I take a breath, I make sure I'm here, stable, no energy movement, clear within me and I directly communicate the point with the being, not accepting and allowing myself to remain in my mind, having conversation with the being in my mind wherein I know where it would lead and what would be the consequences of this ineffective communication.

 

I commit myself to STOP expecting others to know what I'm speaking about inside my mind, with myself, and accordingly, expect them to make their best to make me feel good within and as myself. I see, realize and understand how I've sabotaged, compromised and abuse the relationships in my world through developing and establishing a dependency on others to fulfil me, to complete me and to comply to my wants/needs/desires and essentially, stand in alignment to my own self interest in my quest to fulfil my desires. Thus, when and as I see that I'm the inner movement of expecting others to do something for me, to support with my own self interest for a specific experience, I stop, I breathe, I turn the point back to myself, to see where I'm not standing in alignment with and as myself. I correct myself through a process of physical self forgiveness in self honesty and if I still see that I require support, I directly communicate the point with the being.

 

I commit myself to stand in absolute stability within and as myself when communicating with another human being and regardless of their actions, I will not accept and allow any energy movement to emerge within and myself. I see, realize and understand that I'm Here, able and capable to assist and support myself in every moment of breath and thus, when and as I'm receiving feedback from the other human being, in direct communication, that the being cannot at the moment stand within the point I ask them to support with, I accept and respect their feedback and not allowing any form of manipulation to get them to do what I desire/want/need them to do as that would indicate that I'm not clear within and as myself, that I'm not trusting my own self application and that essentially, I've separated myself from myself and the other and accordingly, I stand, assess, investigate and correct myself through and as principle of equality and oneness.

 

I commit myself to stand within and as the principle of give as you'd like to receive regardless of other beings actions within and as themselves as I see, realize and understand that unless I stand, myself, within and as the principle of give as you'd like to receive, I'm not in fact standing as an example for others to assist and support themselves as well, in transforming and changing themselves according to that which is best for all. In this, when and as I see myself expecting others to give me as I would have given them, I stop, I breath and I correct myself in that moment of breath as I see, realize and understand that my starting point within giving wasn't absolutely unconditional as I hiddenly expected them to give me something in return. 

Not everything revolved around me - Day 149

This is a continuation to:

The Importance of Physical Communication - Day 148

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that unless I communicate with the beings in my world and come to an agreement with them on each and every single point, there is no way they would stand in alignment with me.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that for effective relationship with another human being, communication must be open and expressed as this world is clearly showing us the consequences of ineffective relationship where beings are NOT communicating physically with each other but rather having constant communication with themselves in their mind, with no alignment to each other whatsoever.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to expect someone to do something for me when and as I've not directly communicate and discussed the point with the being and I haven't realized that unless the communication would be steadfast, direct and open, there is no way to establish a supportive relationship with a being that would be based on principle of oneness and equality.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that another may know what I require/need/desire/want without me directly communicate the point with the being and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that even myself is not aware of my requirement/needs/desires/wants due to the extent separation that I've allowed within and as myself and therefor, there is no way another can know what I do not myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be frustrated and angry about another human being that didn't stand according to my desires while I was busy manipulating the communication without being direct within the communication, expecting the other being to comply to my needs, to know what I want from the being; in this, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to turn the point back to myself to see that I am able to assist and support myself in any given moment, in every breath and essentially, do not require another to do something for me to make me feel good about myself.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that other human beings are not directly communicating with me when I'm having conversation with them in my mind and have no idea regarding my thoughts, inner conversations, backchat, reactions and unless I first sort myself out and stand stable within and as myself in self honesty and communicate physically with the other human being, our relationship wouldn't cease to exists the moment my inner thoughts/reactions/backchat would accumulate to the extent of me developing resentment towards the being and break of the relationship.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that having conversation with other human beings in my mind indicate that there is something I'm not aligned yet to, within and as myself and thus, I must first stop, take a breath and investigate that which I've accepted and allowed myself to participate with, in separation of myself, direct and change myself and only than, if still required, I direct the communication physically, with the other human being from the starting point of assistance and support of both of us, equal and one.

 

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how and why I've accepted and allowed myself to sabotage and compromise my relationships with other human being in my world through accumulating backchat/reactions towards them without turning the point back to myself to see where I have not being honest with myself and blamed/judged the beings without seeing myself within it and because I didn't want to take the responsibility to change myself, I preferred breaking off the relationship, hoping my backchat/reaction would disappear only what I've not realized was that the backchat/reaction would always be there, cycling from one relationship to another, sabotaging one relationship after the following one, unless I stop, sort out myself and align myself to myself, my world and existence as a whole.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel anger and resentment towards a being in my world whom I perceived that one could have done something for me, according to my eye's views, and yet they didn't and I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that they couldn't have done this thing for me unless I directly communicate the point with them, looking together if the point is practical, supportive for both and in alignment to where we are in our current process and within that, coming together to an agreement on that specific point, making a decision together, decision that is based on support of the physical rather than support the mind as to fulfil one's inner desires/wants/needs.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that beings in my environment must comply to my wants/needs/desires even when I'm not directly communicate about it and ask them for support. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that this world is revolved around me and everyone must live their lives according to my best interest. In this, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that I must stand within and as the principle: give as you'd like to receive regardless of whether or not others are walking the principle themselves as I see, realize and understand that when I stand according to principles of give as you'd like to receive, I also stand as an example for others to transform and change themselves according to that which is best for all however, I cannot expect anyone to stand within and as a principle of equality and oneness unless I stand first, in every moment of every breath, stable, sound and clear within myself.

Curiosity in relation to Sex - Day 28

Life Review - Death by Sex

I've started to walk the point of curiosity and while walking the point realized that many layers and dimension that exists within curiosity.

Please read Curiosity of Knowledge and information - day 27

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where children are not being educated effectively with regards to sex and thus, develop curiosity according to what they watch and read in the various media channels and thus, abuse themselves, their human physical body and each other in their quest to understand what Sex is and yet, there is no actual and physical understanding of What is Sex and how to assist and support oneself through and as sex.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where porn exists from the starting point of Profit through generating curiosity within being's mind which than indulge being to abuse themselves and other in this world through the attempt to satisfied one's brainwashed desires of attaining sex in the nature of Porn.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see the relationship between curiosity, porn and Money and I've accepted a world where being abused and manipulated for the sake of profit making instead of utilizing the support structure and effectively educate the people with What sex IS and how to utilize sex as a physical support for oneself and one's partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Sex is not understood and thus, has become a point of abuse of ourselves and others without any consideration of the consequences.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where Masturbation is done secretly in the attempt to sustain the curiosity of a child that has got no assistance and support in terms of be and becoming intimate with oneself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed as a parent in this world to not educate and support children with regards to the understanding of What SEX is and how to use sex as self expression as a physical support to the human physical body and within that, I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to accept the responsibility of myself as a parent in this world to support my children to be and become effective human beings because I didn't have the skills to be an effective educator to my children and thus, created curiosity within their mind in relation to sex without understanding and seeing the consequences thereof.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be curious with regards to sex in a very young age but because I believed it is not allowed or it's Wrong, I didn't allow myself to investigate sex as a physical expression but rather developed judgement and therefore fears as a protection mechanism to not remain in a situation where self judgement thoughts occur.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to investigate and explore the points that I've been curious about with regards to sex because I've judged it as wrong and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to remain in my mind within the curious nature of thoughts about sex because I believed that if nobody knows what I'm thinking about, than it's ok to keep on participating within the thoughts and I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to see that following the curios thoughts only supported me to suppress myself more and more without giving me the gift to investigate and explore myself physical/sexually within self intimacy. 

Life Review - Educated into a Sex-Slave

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress the curiosity with regards to Sex because instead of investigate, explore and become intimate with myself I've played the scenes in my mind within the fantasy domain and yet, judged myself for it because I believed that one is not even allowed to think about these type of thoughts.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to educate myself with regards to sex because I felt ashamed and embarrassed about it, and thus, haven't taken the responsibility to be effective support for curious children and adults within the assistance and support with understanding Sex as a physical support structure.

I forgive myself that I've NOT accepted and allowed myself to see how curiosity with regards to sex is being used and manipulated in the media to promote products or services for the sake of money and profit without taking into consideration the influences that is cause to one's life and this world as a whole.

I commit myself to educate myself and others in this world with regards to WHAT SEX IS so that we can assist and support our human physical body within and through sex instead of abusing ourselves, others and the human physical body.

I commit myself to developed cross referenced skills to educate and support the children in this world with regards to sex so that we can stop the manifested consequences of uneducated beings that being preoccupied in their mind with sex thoughts during a massive amount of time during the days.

I commit myself to stop the porn industry that is based on Money as it is clearly of no support to that which is best for all

I commit myself to assist and support the children in this world to understand their sexual physical expression to utilize the expression in a form of a physical body support.

I commit myself to investigate and explore physical sexual expression and to stop judging sex and who I am within sex.